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Haha, yeah that’s pretty much what I thought. Back to debating a hiatus. Or just deleting for good and stopping rping. Get my hopes up and then get disappointed, starting to not be worth it anymore. 

Lexi refused to look at him for a few minutes, taking a deep breath. “It’s changing us, Ronnie and I’m not sure if it’s for the best.” She whispers lowly. She was scared but Lexi learned how to keep that it. “Since when don’t you talk to me? Thought we told each other everything?”

Home {Ronnie/Lexi}

Ronnie shook his head. “No. Please. Don’t go.” Ronnie walked back over and looked at her. His arms loosely crossed over his chest. “No hotels. No adoption. I know I’m going to love this baby, everything is just hitting me at once.” Ronnie lowered himself to the couch. “Please.”

It’d been awhile since they’d been intimate and Lexi knew that, she felt bad for not wanting it sooner. But today, she was going to shut her mind off and focus on Colby and making him feel good. Lexi leaned into his touch before tilting her head to deepen the kiss. Her free hand tugging at his pants to keep him close to her. 

Away {lexi/ Colby}

He snaked his arms around her waist as she kissed at his neck. “I know you will, babe. I feel the exact way.” Which was why he had a good feeling about them working out. It had been a while since the last time they were intimate, and he almost hated himself for even thinking to suggest it. But he was a guy with needs. Instead of saying what he wanted, he decided to show her with actions, a hand cupping the side of her face as he connected lips for a passion filled kiss.

Lexi needed to be more open and she knew that, it just wasn’t always easy for her to do that. But she wanted to at least try for Colby. Her arms wrapping his neck at the kiss, Lexi kept her lips connected to his,  breathing against them. “I know, and promise that I’m gonna try.” That’s all Lexi could do was try because she did want things with Colby to last. “I’d do anything in order to make us work.”

Away {lexi/ Colby}

Just hearing that she wouldn’t hide anything from him again made the trip worth it in its own. His arms wrapped around her, pulling the younger woman close as he leaned in for a lingering kiss. “I’m glad you feel that way.” He admitted as lips parted. “We need to be able to tell each other everything regardless of how difficult it may seem. It’s the only way we’ll be able to work out in the end.” Which was exactly what Colby wanted.

Lexi furrowed her eyebrows, looking at Ronnie confused for a moment. “You won’t be. And it’s not gonna hate you, Ronnie. If you want an out, just tell me. It’d suck doing it alone, but I could do it.” No, no she couldn’t, but Lexi wasn’t going to trap him. She sighed, running a hand through her hair. “I can’t make you stay. I’m gonna stay in a hotel, or with my mom until you figure out what you want. We said this wasn’t going to change us, but it’s already starting to. Maybe adoption would be better, for you and the baby.”

Home {Ronnie/Lexi}

Ronnie sighed heavily. “I… I’m going to be a terrible father… Even if that baby is or isn’t mine it’s going to grow up to hate me and resent me as it’s Father…” Ronnie stood up. “Can I go now?” He raised an eyebrow curiously. He was being an asshole and he knew it.

All she needed to know was that they would be okay in the long run. Lexi did love Colby and she knew that she’d messed about hiding the miscarriage from him. Now she just hoped that one day he’d be able to fully trust her again. Her thumb started to rub one of his knuckles and Lexi smiled against her boyfriend’s lips. “Don’t know what I did to deserve you.” She whispered, nodding slowly. “We did and thank you for not letting me just leave. And for still wanting me after everything.” She murmured, licking her lips. “And I promise you that I’ll never hide anything from you again.”

Away {lexi/ Colby}

A small nod of his head was made. Truth was he wasn’t sure what the future held, but within the few minutes they been there he already felt at ease. Like things were actually taking a turn for the better. He glanced down at their hands as fingers intertwined. “I think so, babe.” He leaned in to plant a loving kiss against her lips before pulling away with a reassuring look plastered against his features. “Like you said, this time away was just what we needed.”

Home {Ronnie/Lexi}

Lexi shifted in her spot on the couch, glancing at Ronnie. She hadn’t said much to him since he’d come home in a bad mood the other day. “You wanna tell me what was wrong the other day?” Lexi asks softly, looking at the space between them. “Just...talk to me, Ronnie, please?”

@blurryfaceinnovemberrain

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Might be on tonight, not sure yet, we’ll see. 

ooc- possible hiatus.

So since people like to throw fits about me having a fucking indie account and making it all about them, I’m probably going to be stepping away for awhile. Maybe for good. To be honest, I don’t want to because this is my escape, it’s the place where I feel more comfortable. But they’re throwing fits and I’m on the verge of just leaving role play altogether. 

I’ll decide when I wake up on what’s gonna happen. 

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And just like that, someone ruins my good mood and kills any and all muse I had. So I’m going to shower, drink a bottle or two of wine then we’ll see what happens I guess. 

“Ya never know, it could.” Lexi whispered, closing her eyes and starting to relax even more. “You’re being sweet, ya know?”

Looking around. {Sami/Lexi}

“That’ll never happen.” Sami said kissing the top of Lexi’s head. “Its second to you.”

Lexi instantly started to relax, kicking her shoes off and tilting her head to the side for him. “Mhm, i did. Nah, this guy is pretty special, so he’s worth it.” She let out a soft giggle, her hand going on top of his. “Now that does sound like a pretty good day. Would have been over sooner, but they dragged me out. Happy I get to see ya though.”

Randy grinned and nodded as he pressed his face against her neck and kissed the smooth skin softly. “Did you now? You must be upset that you had to leave the fun of your friends’ company for some guy.” he chuckled and pecked her back as his hands smoothed down her back. “It was good I think. Nothing but working out and lazing around.. pretty much waiting for you to visit if I’m being completely honest.”

Could you please reblog this if it is okay to ask you straight up if you want to ship?

I am a baby and need reassurance that I’m not being too pushy by asking

It was different, being preped for what was gonna happen. And Lexi was enjoying it so for. Eyes up on Colby as she worked on him, groaning at Joe. 

For the record. {Lexi/Joe/Colby}

Joe continued to work on Lexi’s back entrance, while Colby ran his fingers through her hair as she sucked him off. 

Lexi let out a hum as she leaned into Randy, a smile on her lips. “Just had a few drinks with some friends. Then decided that coming home to this extremely handsome man would be a good idea. Now he’s got his arms around me.” She mused, reaching to give Randy a small, quick kiss. “How was your day, babe?”

@misspixiebliss

Randy wrapped his arms around the small woman from behind and pulled her close to his chest. “Where have you been? It’s late, Lex.. someone as gorgeous as you should not be out at this time.” he teased. He was very aware that Alexa could handle herself out there. 

magnus-bane-not-at-your-service:

He closed his eyes and bit his lip as he released his seed into his sisters hand some of it squirting onto her stomach by accident. “Oh fuck Lexi, that was a lot sexier than I thought it’d be.”

Lexi groaned, bringing her hand up to lick her hand clean. Looking up at Zach and giggling. “You think weird things are sexy, but I still love you.”

Treat: Lexi & Zach

“If I ever don’t, then please let me know.” Lexi whispered, shifting to lay her head on Sami’s chest. “It’s one of my favorite things.”

Looking around. {Sami/Lexi}

“You always please me.” Sami said smiling as he laid down beside her. “I love cuddles any time with you.”