mismatchedshoesontheporch
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in which i am a crybaby trying to improve
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stop eating
i’m sad
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and i’m 100000% sure that i’m fucking obnoxious and yeah everyone can’t stand me at all and come off super creepy and i didn’t even know and i’m only now starting to realize tht im Too Much adn it’s creeping people out and making people super super uncomfortable fuck
yrying to tone myself down
really trying
i’m x and this is how i am
lmfao
how fucking embarrassing am i . hol y shit i gotta go to sleep because i’m sad as hell lmfao atually if anyone could do me a hot fave just upload my stuff to ao3 if i kick it. that’s all judt upload everything. i hope everyone would at leat enjoy a klitke bit of what it could’ve ben
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i never. ever. want to hear any complaining or shade from you about not being appreciated for your art or writing.
ever.
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you know what dude? you’re welcome
i’ll chehck and reblog your art and what do you do?
oh, nothing?
you don’t bother to check my art tag and see what i’ve been doing?
i’ll support you into the sun and you can’t give a rat’s ass or the time of day to stop thinking of yourself and idk even like one of my pieces?
fuck you, honestly. hope you get popular like you want because you deserve it but i’ll never, ever forgive you for the lack of support for me, too.
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idk. i’m just hurting
i need to draw and i’m just. hurting.
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stupid little crybaby good fornothing obnoiosu humiliating talentless hack and he doesn’t even care to look at my art and i reblog and li i reblog and i’m so fucking donee i’m so done you’re fucking welcome you guys you’re just fucking elwelcome don’t even oother i wish i could block unfollow and block but you know you can’t i can’t befcause well haha i’ m here efcaue of you so how ould that work unless i go somewhere else
just trailing poison
choo choo
stepping stone
once again proving
that i’m
a stepping stone
i knew and i’ve aways known
that i’m
a stepping stone
selfishc unt
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it’s nice to get those little compliments through my asks and it’s nice to know that the story is loved so much and i adore writing it
but my heart hurts
i’m so tired. maybe i can cry. my eyes are watering and i’m getting that preassure and maybe i can cry. i’m not much ofanything, still. i can’t draw. i can’t do the designs. i can’t figure out what i’m goin gto o next. a whole year. a whole year and what have i odone what’s changed?. i’m so tired. i’ve made somefriends here and i feel like a sham andso annoying nadn ognoxius and honestly that everyone thins i’m boring or embarrrasing
i’m so self important an d egotistical and selfish and guilty and everything rolls off my bavck huh? i’m so good at keeping myeslf together and taking it on the chin or whatever and going with the flow and i’m just so tred
i’m so so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
‘m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
and i’m spoiled and selfish and a brat and an asshol dn adnd nannoyin and good for nothing and i’m squandinering this opportunity and disappointing and disappointing and disappointing and disappointing and a fi a failure and disappointing and a failure a failure failure filure afailure failure and it’s no one’s fult myut mine and i know this and i just can’t
i’m eitjd titred
tired
tired
tired
tired
tired
itred
somepeople aren’t meant to exist
osome people aren’t meant to exist this long
is hould’ve been done with two years ago
do i have to do it again another year
do i hae to???????
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i’m tired. i’m still so tired. i feel horrible. i’m hurting.
you guys are fucking welcome.
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why tell me you want to get back into rp with me and you miss me and you miss bouncing ideas off me when i’m met with silence and clear rejection and disinterest? i’m trying why don’t you try?
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:)
i wish i had never introduced them
he’s a manipulative little fuck bitch and nothing pertains to him but he’s always the victim huh and you turn that shit around on him and blah blah blah boundaries fuck you you never respected my boundaries and it’s all me apologizing for the shit you did
fuck off
i wish i had never fucking introduced them but i was being nice now wasn’t i? despite hte fact that ‘oh we should have separate friends’ except when i do you have to be in on it? you’re fucking welcome. you’re fucking welcome. i straight up would have been happier if i hadn’t been the way i was. fuck you.
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god i have had it up to Here with the binge eating. i hope i’m done because this has been absolutely Horrendous
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whew all i wanna do is drink tbh! man this is rough shit!
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just when i think i got it in the bag, i stay too long there and end up bingeing like nobody’s business. i did fine yesterday! and today it was hell. i have to learn to manage my cravings and leave at the first sign of potential trouble. it’s an addiction. i can beat it. i’ll reset and work harder tomorrow.
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