actually you can. i won't go in depth about this evening out in january 2015 for obvious reasons you're about to see, but i got trafficked by a now-deceased friend to some white junkie predator she was obsessed with. i'm black and he was a racist and she knew, and she witnessed him standing up for george zimmerman all up in my black ass face, paralyzed in fear and disgust at a bar at another time and place in the past. she just said yikes and walked away. i would have cut her off as soon as i learned she was still friends with him but i didn't realize yet that he was the same person, i'd only met him a total of 3 times while partying/intoxicated. both of these people met in LAW SCHOOL, btw. luckily they were such fuckups that there was no hope of them ever passing the bar. i assume he's probably dead now but one day when i enough money spare to afford one of those PIs who don't work by the book to find him (you should never be friends with a piece of shit but definitely have one with a specialty on your payroll if you can).

she knew he wanted to fuck me though so i guess she figured giving me to him for an evening would make him realize he should make her his girlfriend (she already had a lovely boyfriend at the time who she later cheated on with my rapist who then of course proceeded to ghost her). obviously she was mentally ill and she also had a substance abuse problem, but she was also evil so makes the other two issues completely irrelevant regarding her actions. she even had the audacity to befriend all my enemies who she used to hate until a few months after the rape and i slowly began to put all the pieces together (it took me another couple years to realize she was accessory to trafficking at the very least). when she realized i was figuring things out, she went to some insane lengths to keep me from realizing the role she played. after she finally realized i obviously never wanted to see her again and blocked her (i had to do this several times because she kept texting me from different numbers to ask if i was okay 🙄 like bitch no i am not, you know i made a sui attempt and now you just feel kinda guilty but i know you don't care).

anyway, she died about 8 years later, a year or so after i started telling close friends about it. when it was revealed to me my biggest former frenemy and hater who was my Ghislaine's new best friend was a member of my fav group on facebook which was created by some close online friends of mine and all our mutuals (so of course we all ended up being friends too) are in it. of course i had blocked her over a decade ago but FB group chats don't censor you from someone you blocked. facebook warned me before joining the chat that someone on my blocked list was in the chat and who it was.

seeing her name and dumb face felt like a fucking train hitting me and i knew i couldn't be in the group's chat if she was gonna be able to see anything i said and triggering my trauma. she hated Ghislaine Maxwell Jr while we were friends and vise versa. but because Ghislaine succeeded at seriously harming and endangering my life, that made her a kindred spirit. if anyone was leaving that group, it was gonna be her, not me. so finally for the first time, i spilled. EVERYTHING (there is like 80% more to this story that i'm not mentioning here). a moderator i didn't know came across what i had said and messaged me with a screencap of her profile to ask if she was the former shitty friend i was talking about and i confirmed and she was banned immediately. and since people talk and FB chats don't go away, eventually everyone saw what i had said in the chat.

within days, we went from having about 20 mutuals on facebook to zero. nobody acknowledges her ever since. the living friend was dumped by many too. so essentially that bitches BODY died first but i put the nail in the coffin by tainting everyone's good memories of her and any respect anyone ever had for her. its like she was never even born, nobody mentions her (though i'm sure people talk shit about her as many always had when she was alive, just not around me to avoid triggering that trauma).

i'm really glad i did that, i took back a lot of the power she took from me. hope you're enjoying burning in hell, laura.

Kill me once, shame on you. Kill me twice, how did you did that.

word of the day: “woowoo”

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SUCCESSION | 4.10

I do hold scorn for people in weed states I do. I really do. The way your stupid 21 year old ass can go to the weed store and buy weed. The way your stupid 21 year old ass can buy weed online not a care in the world. And you have so much to choose from. You have so much fucking gorrila cumshot big fat load of cum horse cock mega 1 billion tch % to choose from and they all got different names and when our good texan plugs come home from colorado they bring that poison with them. They bring that poison home to us. And the people of texas, we're smoking that poison. Were smoking that filthy filthy colorado 10000 thc shit, and were dying. Were dying out here. The soil down here is lerfect for weed. If we could have weed we could create, beautiful poison. Way more toxic than colorodo. Way more toxic than california. We can make weed so insane, bitched from colorado will come down here, to smoke OUR poison. And WE could name it shit like Ram Ranch. We could name it shit like Horse Erection. We could name it shit like, I dont know, Forget The Alamo. YOU, worthless idiots up north, can smoke our latino magic. You dont got tejanos. You dont got our technology. You don't got what it takes. You dont know what its like. Theyre not legalizing weed down here cause they hate us. You know they do. You know for a fact they do. So yeah. Just think before you spark up with that shit you got down the street trouble free. Do so in my name. In our name. Keep the less fortunate in mind. I HOPE THE CIELING FAN FALLS ON YOU

Fall <3

Follow up

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Sabrina the Teenage Witch – 4.01: No Place Like Home

22 years ago on 9/11, I was ten years old. Here's what I wrote about it in my journal at the time

Scream this is iconic….

TRUST EXERCISE

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