hello everyone :) i see the inbox msgs and i love them and i’ve missed posting. i wanna preface this by saying i don’t believe you have to explain to anyone why you take a break from your online presence, and this is something that i want to do.

on tuesday, the day i last posted, i had to put my dog down. and i’m fucked up over her passing. i’m grieving. her blanket and food bowls are still sitting on my floor, as i pass them and step on and over them, and hear her water bowl clang from where i left it in the middle of my room, from where she last drank from it. i’ve cleaned my whole room, built a shelf for my media, and still, her bowls and blanket are there. i cannot bring myself to move any of it. i had trouble today washing the jacket i wore 3 days before when we took her to the vet.

i got her paw print in the mail yesterday, and it’s tucked away in my desk. i can’t look at it. the sun still shines the same without her, but my pretty girl is still gone.

i don’t know when i’ll have the energy and will to maintain an online presence again. it could be today, or a week. i posted tuesday and posted something wednesday that i then privated because i was trying to maintain the illusion of… something to myself, but i realized that i could not pretend to be okay, and that i needed to allow myself to grieve the loss of my beautiful ruby.

ruby, i miss you, i love you, i wish we could have ended differently, pretty. i really do. i love you.

my inbox is still open, so do not hesitate to send me stuff. i see it, and i appreciate it, and i will get to it when i can.

life has given me a strange fate, and i’m learning how to navigate it.

tf do you know about real music

morgan mad at emily for sleeping with doyle when he fuck anything that breathes….. alright

29, 30, 39, 40!

29. what do you do when you’re sad?

-> ermmm i listen to music.

30. what's one thing that never fails to make you happy/ happier?

-> music and buying stuff

39. youtuber you've been obsessed with and why?

-> i’ve been watching criminal minds for the past month and 10 days so i haven’t been watching youtube. but i enjoy f.d. signifier and deb smikle.

40. any bad habits?

-> they can all be attributed to my adhd so no

who up thinking about watergate

Biden’s State Department in a nutshell.

work dad

MINORS DNI 18+ PART ONE ✩ PART TWO ✩ PART THREE

“‘Work-dad,’ huh?” your co-star, HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN, goads while he relentlessly bullies your poor cunt. Battered and abused, your puffy folds swell around his fat cock digging into you. You’re breathing is labored because his big hands are palming the back of your neck in a nelson hold. “‘Work-dad...’” he repeats in awe, winded from effort. Your back lays against his chest, legs tucked up as you strain to watch every inch of his length piston into you. For an old man, he sure knows how to give it to you, his experience showing through in his endurance as he keeps you pinned against him. “You think that interviewer knows what we’ve been up to? You and your work-dad?”

You cry out, a sharp pang of pleasure shooting up your spine as your arms remain arrested above your head. His hot breath washes over you, talking into you while he’s fucking you. “Please, Hayden, fuck—“ your broken words earn you a deep snicker in your ear. Voice weighed down by his years of smoking them out reverberates, and he pecks the shell of your ear affectionately.

“‘Hayden?’” he questions, amused. “So you call me my name here,” The squelching sounds of your conjoined sexes grows louder, filling the room. “but tell strangers you think of me as what? You’re not getting shy, are you?” It’s true, the first time you called him your work-dad was a joke in front of an interviewer, he had no idea that’s even remotely what you thought of him. You’re not even sure why you said it other than his age and experience, far surpassing your own. Your legs are falling asleep being stuck in this hold, but your eyes are rolling into the back of your head, limp and lulling. As if every time he pulls out he pulls your spine along with it.

“M’not! No!” you yelp, desperate to please him.

“Alright, so say it. Tell me it again.” he pants, husky and hot. You squirm to the best of your ability, and you feel him flex around you, keeping where he wants you on top of him. “Uh-uh. Use those words, pretty girl. My daughter uses her fucking words.”

spencer on the other hand is a chaser god bless

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i’m gatekeeping that spencer x reader on t ask btw god bless and god bless you anon

just read all your fontaine writing and goddamn. they’re amazing !!!!

tysm 🩶

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‘I wish for death’ - Twelve-year-old Alma says. She fled bombing and shelling twice before the third place they sheltered was bombed, She was rescued from the rubble only to find out both her parents and all four of her siblings had been killed. She found her 18-month-old brother in an unimaginable state. Her little brother was beheaded from the rubble after the IOF massacred them.

Source: BBC