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mathildaisdead · 3 years

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telling someone with

•anxiety to ‘just stop worrying’

•depression to ‘just be happy’

•insomnia to ‘just go to sleep’

•anorexia to ‘just eat’

•bulimia to ‘just keep it in’

•self harm issues to ‘just stop cutting’

•problems to ‘just get over it’

is like stabbing yourself in the stomach with a massive knife saying ‘just stop bleeding’ and then immediately feeling better, its not how it works ok

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mathildaisdead · 3 years

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“I hid my deepest feelings so well I forgot where I placed them.”

—

Charlotte Brontë,

Jane Eyre

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mathildaisdead · 3 years

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“I survived by telling myself ‘I’ll kill myself tomorrow but not today.’ I kept putting it off for days and days and days with the hope that the darkness will leave my body one of these days. and some days, it leaves and some days, it stays. I’m still surviving and that’s the sad truth and maybe I’ll kill myself tomorrow but not today.”

— Juansen Dizon, Magic Mantra

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mathildaisdead · 3 years

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*photo found on IG*

Some days i wish i could leave me just like everyone else has.

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mathildaisdead · 3 years

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“But you spent a long time,

tending to a home that’s bunring in flames

and your patience made me love you.”

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mathildaisdead · 3 years

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“Sooner or later I’m going to have to think about it and then I’m going to be a mess.”

— Unknown

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mathildaisdead · 4 years

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I just want to leave like I never existed.

I don’t want anyone to remember me,

I don’t want to hurt anyone.

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mathildaisdead · 4 years

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I wake up in the morning I wanna come to your room and say good morning, but oh wait... I forgot... You're not here, damn I miss you so much.

And tonight I thought I heard your voice I got excited, for like a second... Before remembering once more that you're not here, and sometimes I just need you and miss you too much.

- A.M

#missing you #poem

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mathildaisdead · 4 years

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I'm just so tired of being here

(These are my poems, my dms and ask are always open)

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mathildaisdead · 4 years

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I grew up as this very carefree, happy kid then things turned darker for me. Maybe it was because I saw that the world wasn’t as happy a place as I had hoped it would be for me.

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mathildaisdead · 5 years

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Damn that's true

a small thing makes me happy:

me: i’m in a great mood i’m going to fix my life and reinvent myself!!

four seconds later, a small thing makes me sad:

me: i wish i was dead there’s no point in being alive i have never once felt joy

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mathildaisdead · 5 years

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If you can't stand the heat then stay out of the fire🔥