@andrxasmarty

Let's go to the beach together

Diana looked up from arranging the books in their little nooks when Liz spoke. ❛Don't get up too fast. You're still healing.❜ She spoke softly as her finger swept one strand of hair behind her ear. ❛A few hours. Not counting the time it took to get you to fall asleep. Your body was fighting it. ❜ She stated, never having dealt with a patient who fought off medicine as quick as Liz's had. It was a miracle that she got some rest.

She walked over and took a seat next to the bed and looked her over. ❛How are you feeling? Anything hurts? Throbbing head? I'll need to change your bandage before it starts to bleed through. Luckily your injury wasn't as extensive. Didn't puncture a vital organ. ❜ Di let out a sigh and played with the ends of her hair. ❛It's just us right now. ❜ She said as her hand went down to her grey sweater to zip it back up. In case she was scared that someone else was in there with them. ❛Stayed the whole night. ❜

She couldn't recall what had happened. All she knew was that she found herself in an old memory. A hopeful one. One that she had long forgotten. The name of the national park was long forgotten, they had visited and stayed at so many at this point that they had all began to blend into one.

All she remembered was that Jennifer had been making smores for them all around a campfire, while she and her dad lay on their backs looking at the night sky. He was pointing out different constellations in the sky, showing her how to find them. Naming them. Showing her the Scorpio constellation that ruled over her birth date. The constellation she would later tattoo in her teens on her left rib close to her heart. Telling her grand stories of how the constellations came to be and named. She remembered thinking life was such a dream then. Six months later when they finally made their way across the states and to California, she would learn the hard way that life was not a dream. It was a nightmare.

But she was lost in the dream and it wasn't until she turned to look at her father who stared at her and said two simple words. ❝ Wake up. ❞

With a start, she sat up and pain began to enter every part of her being.❝ Fokk.❞ she groaned and then her hands came up and cradled her head as it felt like her brain pounded hard against her skull. ❝ Puta madre.❞ Looking around to where she was at, everything was coming back to her. ❝ Oh man.❞ She groaned. ❝ How long have I been out? ❞

❛Yes you did. I did no such thing. I was innocent. ❜ She nodded rapidly as small little giggles escaped her. They both knew that Di was the one who had initiated it first and who made the first move. ❛You were the culprit and I stand by that now. ❜ her hands roamed up his sides and hummed. ❛I also dibbed you hard-core multiple times. ❜ she tilted her head at him and smiled. ❛Everything is safe with you. ❜And she meant it. Her body, mind and soul were always safe with him. She kissed him back and licked him. ❛You love me more than ice cream? Or more than chocolate? How much baby?❜

He rolled his eyes with a playful expression on his face. "Oh really? I stole your innocence? Are you trying to say that you didn't steal mine?" He was teasing obviously. "Baby, you never have to be concerned that your secrets aren't safe with me." He pressed a soft kiss to her lips. "I love you more than you know."

❛Γαμώτο, λυπάμαι.❜ The reaction coming from Elizabeth was like cats nails on a board. It made her stop halfway but she couldn't just drop her to the floor. She needed the bed for Di to do her best possible work that wouldn't entail her actually going to the hospital where more questions would be asked that she wasn't sure the other would want to answer. Softly she spoke as she sighed. ❛Truly, sorry. I will make it up to you after for not asking you first. But right now I'm more concerned with saving your life and in the process not having him kill me for not taking care of you properly. ❜ This could all fall on deaf ears since Di wasn't sure if she was listening anymore.

She fluffed the pillows and flipped the bathroom light switch on just so she could find what she needed. Marshall laughed a little nervously as he couldn't fathom what the other person looked like or if it was a person he'd know. Probably not he thought.

❛I won't let you down okay? Sleep. ❜ She made sure she was set up and covered her with the blanket. Tucked her feet in so she wouldn't be cold and turned on the ac. She paced around wondering what the fuck she'd be going about this when she heard her.

This was not a word she was familiar with. Of course, of all the languages she did know this one was not one. Marshall gave her a look to say that she was calling out for her father. Di nodded her head softly as her eyes darted back to the bed. ❛You're okay. You're okay. Rest. ❜ She hoped that what Marshall told her would translate in her dream state.

Getting alerted of another one who needed medical attention she sighed and had become a tad bit annoyed. She let Marshall take the call and looked up once he whispered who it was. So, maybe tonight was not her night. Waving Marshall off she stayed with Elizabeth at her bedside. Regardless if she needed to do anything she couldn't leave her. Her fingers tapped the bedsheets in a nervous habit when she couldn't control much but stayed quiet and looked over her.

Her head began to spin as she felt herself be taken up into Marshall's arms and be carried off somewhere. ❝ No! ❞ She shouted, not liking the sudden physical contact. Being carried away like this made horrible memories bubble up to the surface of her tired mind. Trying to wiggle out of the mans arms was no use, her body was just not able to at this point. ❝ No! Touch! ❞ She groaned, no venom in it. Though she was barely hanging on, the word hospital was enough to keep her from trying to prevent this from happening. Words of protesting dying within in her throat, if that was what it took to keep her out of hospital, she would deal with it.

Soft grunts came from her as she was placed on the bed. It felt strange to be in someone else's bed. It had been years since she had laid in anything other than a bed that she called her own. But she was so tired and it felt so nice, soft, and she needed to sleep.

Chuckling at Marshall's question, another shock wave of pain shuttered through her and she coughed instead. ❝ Oh Marshall, ❞ she settled, knowing there was no point in fighting the doctor now. ❝ Do you think I would walk away looking like this without returning the favor? ❞

When Diana returned she looked at the machine apprehensive. The last time she was hooked up to one..... She'd rather not think of that moment again. But it didn't stop the small whine from escaping her when she looked away as the doctor's gentle hand did what it needed to do. ❝ I do. ❞ The words were soft and far away she wouldn't stay awake much longer. ❝ I trust you, Di. ❞

Her eyes closed as her breathing began to even out. Her brain forced her back to happy memories. Her father showing her how to play baseball. Taking her to a movie. Camping outdoors with her father as he told her wild stories around a campfire and pointed out constellations as they made smores. Her father singing her a song, a lullaby in their mother tongue, a language she was beginning to lose. Then a hand across her forehead. ❝ Föður ? ❞

She smiled softly as her eyes followed him like one of those bouncing balls. He was right, sometimes it was hard to keep surprises from him. It wasn't that she had a bad poker face but that he knew her too well and could read her tells the same way she could read his. ❛I'll tell you sometimes I do get disappointed that you find out what my surprises are for you so quick but I can't really blame you. You know me too well not to know. And that's on having a strong friendship built underneath our romantic one. I still stand that my surprise for your 21st was my best one. I went on a punching spree for whoever gave it away with their eyes. ❜ Di shook her head and hummed against his neck making her voice vibrate against his skin. ❛If it's like that then you're my king. ❜

❛Bet?❜ She laughed, ❛You think you can handle it? ❜ There was no doubt he could she just liked to be difficult. ❛No, yo te quiero al infinito.❜ She rolled her r's like he showed her and grinned at him. ❛Is that you liking the picture of a tiny little bundle again? I mean, you know since we're adopting. ❜ In her heart she knew she would give him all of them but knew her body would probably fail her.

She giggled and laid her head against his chest and breathed him in. ❛I'll always be yours baby. ❜ as they swayed she couldn't help but continue to hum his favorite song.

"Well, my teacher was very patient and also made it super easy to learn. I know the fact that I can read you sometimes ruins your surprises or secrets but we've been friends and lovers far too long for me not to know you that well." He let out a soft chuckle. "I didn't want to ruin your hair. But I do love how soft it was and how it smelled." He shrugged his shoulders. "You're a princess."

He shrugged his shoulders. "Hmmm maybe you could prove how much you love me." He smirked playfully. "I love you for all of time." He smirked so happy to think about another baby being added to the fam. "It would be precious for sure."

He shook his head and pulled her close to him. "I am so beyond lucky to call you mine." He loved their spontaneous dance parties but he loved it even more when she'd hum one of their favorite songs.

#the smiles #the looks #the collective fandom death

❛That's because you've got a major in Di studies. You're also right. I can't hide anything from you not even my feelings. You know I'm sad or frustrated even before I know it or admit it. I like how we built that together. ❜No one knew her better than he did. It felt like they've gotten to know souls before the actual person. ❛I thought it was because you weren't mean like the other boys but it turned out you just didn't wanna see my hair ruined. You're such a prince you know that. ❜ She laughed and nuzzled his face moving down to his lips. ❛As you wish baby. ❜

She couldn't help it when her fingers happened upon his jaw. The back of her hand traced his face softly. ❛No fair. How can I beat that now? ❜ She teased knowing there was never a day where she wouldn't try to one up him. ❛I love you til eternity and then the afterlife. ❜ she chewed her lip as the thought crossed her mind. ❛Chaos but also kinda cute, no? Maybe like a miracle Christmas baby. Like baby Jesus! ❜ She giggled and shook her head.

He was so sexy when he did that in his voice. ❛Mhm I know you're the amazing person here. I'm just the lucky one who gets to live her life with you. ❜ happily she swayed with him as she hummed out a melody and started scratching his head and his neck.

He let out a soft chuckle. "I do know." He loved how easily they were able to know what the other was eluding to. "Even if you try to hide something from me I still figure it out pretty quickly." He knew she would and could do the same. "I have always loved your hair. Why do you think I never pulled your ponytail or dipped it in paint to show you I liked you." He had just always loved her hair. It was always so soft and beautiful and was one of his favorite things. He nodded his head. "Yes, please."

He smiled as he leaned into her touch. "I love you forever and always, for all of my days and beyond." He let out a sigh. "That is true. There is a lot that happens at the end of the year. Could you imagine also adding a Christmas baby to the family?"

He smirked. "Well that is a funny coincidence because I fucking love you too. You are an amazing person." He started swaying to an imaginary beat and trying to get her to dance with him.

Her fingers caressed his face and tapped his lip and smile making one of her own spread across her features. The turning of his hand like he was keeping a secret made her laugh. "You're silly but I love you. I have a feeling though my secret is safe with you. Her ears will pick up on this. She will know. Just like when she knew when you were a thief and stole my virginity. "

He couldn't help the chuckle that escaped his lips at the thought of his wife on the phone with her mom talking through how to make the dessert. He brought his fingers to his lips and turned them like he was locking in a secret. "I am not going to tell mava that yours beats hers." It was tough knowing that things were changing but he knew they would be okay. They would figure it out.

“I won’t love anyone but you in this life” [pt.4]

yali çapkini

@andrxasmarty

Jeremy Allen White and Molly Gordon in THE BEAR (2022-), 2x08 "Bolognese", directed by Christopher Storer.

She smiled as her arms locked around his neck and hovered over his shoulder while he was eating. A small kiss she dropped on his cheek and hummed all the way up to his ear. "Secret safe with me. I had her on the phone when I was trying making it. She did say if hers was your favorite after this then I need to go to the corner." She laughed softly and rubbed his chest. "You get rewarded anyway. You're the best boy." There was still a semi sad cloud surrounding them. It felt like a limb was missing and for her husband it really was a limb missing.

He nodded his head and took another bite. "No, it is amazing. Not just saying that. It tastes like your mava's." He knew that she knew her mava's was his favorite. But now this was his favorite. "It is so good. Maybe I should play with the kids more often if this is the reward."

"One of them. You know my other one. That one you're the only one that knows." It wasn't necessarily pg but he knew it. "You've been my best friend since five like nothing I've got in my mind or heart that is hidden from you." she shot him a giddy little smile and bounced. "That was the mousse! My mava just really really smoothed it out so it didn't get my hair to be sticky. And you could always run your fingers through it." Mava always knew Andy liked her daughter. It was obvious when he'd light up playing with her. So she did the hair thing so they'd have a cute little story for later. "So keep the nice smelling scents?"

Her nose scrunched up in amusement as she looked into his eyes and caressed his beard. "I love you forever plus three. No. I don't think so. Its never too early for Christmas. Technically it's also our birthdays. She does love to frame them. I think it secretly makes her happy."

She bit her lip and nodded. "A detour I think you'll enjoy." Her body relaxed against his as they swayed and she closed her eyes at the sensation of his breath that tickled her neck. "I fucking love you. " she giggled as she got twirled and landed back into his chest. "Por siempre."

"That's your deepest, darkest secret?" He let out a soft chuckle. "Wait, is that why your hair always smelled like coconut? Was that the mousse?" She had always had a soft smell of coconut in her hair for as long as he could remember and now it was making sense. He shook his head. "Oh, I am not saying I want you to go without the nice smelling scent."

He laughed out loud at her getting so excited. "I love you more." He nodded his head as he let out a sigh. "I am all for that one being the Christmas card pic. You don't think it's too early though?" He shook his head with a smile. "I love that your mava prints every single one of the pictures of the babies."

He raised an eyebrow. "A detour?" He was very curious what she had in mind. He held her tightly but gently. He whispered in her ear. "I love you so fucking much." Then he twirled her. He took every chance he got to show his wife how much he loved her.

"You really do like it? You're not just sparing my feelings?" She bounced on her feet waiting for him to finish his bite. "This was what I was working on while you took the kids out to the backyard. Making the little dips were harder than they look. Some of them didn't come out as neat. But they're still good."

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@andrxasmarty

dating someone who naturally brings out your playfulness, makes you laugh, never stops flirting with you, and loves you a little extra on the days you don't feel loveable makes you feel so incredibly safe and secure which makes you fall even more in love

❛Tell you a secret? My mava used to put mousse in it to make it softer. She said curls often got tangled and she didn't want me to cry. That's why you were able to run your fingers through it. And now you know my deep secret. ❜ She smiled softly and looked deep into his eyes as he went about to run his fingers down her hair. Now that it was a little bit shorter than before, his fingers were able to glide easily. Laughing a little she shook her head making her curl move side to side. ❛So, do without the nice smelling scent? ❜ She was teasing him and loved to see his reaction.

Di chewed her lower lip to keep from laughing. ❛God, I love you so much. Let's do the two shoots. Start off with the plaid one. Maybe that one can be our Christmas card pics. Mava frames them anyway. Mava is gonna freak out seeing them in plaid. She lives for her little Christmas babies. ❜

❛Fair. So, what if we take a little detour on vacation? ❜ She felt a blush color her cheeks and took his hand. ❛My pleasure. ❜ She wrapped herself around him and reveled in the way his hands would gently hold her. By this time their son had looked up and had grinned at his parents dancing. A normal for him and sat cross legged on the floor making sure his sisters were still asleep.

He chuckled softly. "Even back then I knew that I didn't want to do anything to hurt you. Plus, your hair has always been so soft." He ran his fingers through her hair gently. Even pausing to watch one of the curls bounce. He nodded his head. "Oh, yes. It does still comfort me. Just your presence is comforting to me though."

He nodded his head with a smile. "Why not? I don't want him to feel left out." He nodded his head. "Yes, there are the sailor outfits. But there are also the little plaid where he has the dress shirt and the girls have the dresses."

He nodded his head. "I do. But I don't want to just up and leave our family and friends to fly back to the islands. I think I'm going to just take a break." Feeling her tug on his hair he opened his eyes. "I was dancing with you. What if we dance together right now?" He offered her his hand.

Di could read his expression clear as day and smiled herself. Boy, if she ever thought she could love someone so much and still have room to keep on falling in love with them, little di would have thought that was nuts. But, here she stood in front of the man who kept making her fall in love with him. Her fingertips caressed his cheek and hummed gently. ❛it felt nice to have my hair played with. And you always did it so gently. ❜ She hugged him tightly to her and rubbed down his back and up his neck. His breath tickled her and couldn't help but giggle. ❛Do I? I think that is pretty fun if I still have basically the same smell. Is it still comforting? ❜

❛We do! Thinking of having him match his sisters? I like that very much. Which outfits? The sailor ones? ❜ she was already banking on him wanting to do multiple photoshoots. And she wasn't even mad about it.

She nodded her head and sighed. ❛Do you wanna go stand in the space? Think that will work? Yeah, what about beautiful dress? Do you see yourself twirling me around the dance floor? ❜ She raked her fingernails up and through his long hair and messed it up a little bit. Making a slight tug at the ends.

He couldn't help but smile. He remembered how much he hated History class. He was fine with numbers in math but remembering dates and years that things happened was a lot harder. He was much more of a science and math kid. He even preferred art. He knew girls who didn't want their hair touched, but for some reason Di never minded when he touched her hair. "Thanks for doing that for me." He buried his nose in her hair and took a deep inhale. "Baby, I swear you have basically always smelled the same way."

He nodded his head but he knew she knew he was lying, or telling a half truth. She knew he really liked making the girls be twinny. And it was easy since they were both girls. "You know we have a matching shirt for our boy too right?"

He let out a sigh. "I need to be able to go to the location. Otherwise this isn't going to get very far. You know usually I just go and sit and see how the area speaks to me. I didn't get to do that before we came up here." He took another deep breath as he thought about her question. "I see red, your beautiful red dress." He clarified so that she wouldn't think he was seeing red with anger.