IM NOT DEAD BTW

its a big robot but also a truck

Doodles I did in class

A post about fear

Everyday is a gift, even the bad ones, because you as a human can interact with people and make their day, learn a new skill, or do something you love. Fear prevents most of these things from happening, because you only think about all of the bad stuff

"If I talk to this person would they think I'm annoying?" "If I post my art, will they hate it?" "If I practice this skill will it all be for nothing?" "If A happens, what if B" These are all thoughts we get sometimes, it's completely fine to get these feelings, but sometimes they engulf you, and make you think about that thing and that thing only

"If A happens, what if B? Then if B happens maybe C or D would happen? Maybe both C and D will happen. Then E will happen, and F will follow and then G and H. I will definitely come after"

It's a mental spiral, sometimes you get so engulfed into it that it's the only thing you think about and nothing else. It's unrealistic thinking at its high, yet it feels real for you. What should you do when that happens?

First thing you should always do is take deep breaths until you are in a calmer state

Next you should think about the issue from a reasonable standpoint:

"If I do A, will be actually B happen? It doesn't seem likey that B will happen"

If you are sending a text or a message, you should review that message to see if it's appropriate to send, if it isn't, simply delete it and send something else instead. Next you should spend some time calming down, go on a walk or read something, it's best to unplug for a bit.

Finally, take a couple of deep breaths and there you have it

That mental spiral has been put to rest. Your a badass human being, don't let fear overtake you. Be the best person you can be. I hope you have a good day. <3

The crossover that no one asked for

Driver Dan and Crashin Cathe ft. Susan the sentient bike

A silly Wario like idea i concepted

★ ㆍblue dividers !

I'm on vacation!

Spamton if he delta his rune (spamton my take)

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marionette

postybirb test

I’m using postybirb so I can post on my accounts on other websites and not touch twitter when posting my art lol lmao

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cyber city

bg practice

Imo twitter isn't dying it's already dead. Everything about it isn't very interesting anymore, and everything there is to do gets very boring in about 50 seconds tops. The feed used to make me feel happy or sad or something, but now it just makes me feel like there's something better to do with my time instead of scrolling forever and ever. Like playing a game on newgrounds or checking out a blog on Tumblr (wtf hai u all r so cool), or being weird with friends on Discord, or playing the awesome and epic baldis basics+ on steam

What I'm trying to say is that twitter nowadays makes me feel like this:

Bored tf out of my mind and curious on what my friends are doing or what weird games to play/weird art to draw this evening

Somebody made a Steam game where you can really play the fake games from those mobile game ads

I've been self ignorant and have been too mean to myself, ever since October I have felt nothing but pain in my heart and made others feel pain too. I never wanted to hurt people that I love and care about, I've always wanted to care about people, to make them smile and be happy is my goal. But these past months I haven't been doing that, I kept self sabotaging my relationships and venting daily to keep people away from me for god knows what reason. Every compliment, concern, and sympathy I got felt oddly fake to me, I felt like I couldn't trust people anymore. People say it's my parents fault for making me like this, sure they may have cancelled my therapy appointments and taken away my antidepressants, but it was mostly on me to just not self improve because of the thought of people just hating me floated through my mind.

Some people may know that I have depression and autism, some people may not. If you didn't know, I'm sorry for not communicating to you about these things that I have, I just got scared that they would drive you all away from me. But I've met someone irl who has autism like me, It's normal to be scared to talk about it. But the fact is that I've been too scared to talk about it as a fault on my part, I should have communicated better about these types of things.

I love you guys, I love all of you. I'm sorry I've been too hard on myself.

Fishsona 🐟