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Cicatrize II

-`♡´- To find healing by the process of forming scars

Summary:(Y/n) is going through a difficult time in her life.She had intended to simply vanish and die, but it appears that someone had persuaded her otherwise.

Now that you are strolling side by side, you are chatting contentedly and enjoying the strawberry sando that Aqua gave you. When the students noticed you and Aqua walking together, they started whispering to one another.

You both ignore them and keep walking until you are both in the vicinity of your classroom. You enter the classroom, with him following you behind as you both make your way to your respective desks.

With him, sitting in front of you and you sitting behind him. He turned to face you while sitting on his chair and grasped it as he turned to face your desk. Though you were a little surprised by his abrupt behavior, you chose to ignore it.

You continued to munch while gazing out the window and said, "The summer is about to start soon,” "Yeah, there is probably going to be a summer festival this year," he said, glancing at you. "Mmm," you hummed, indicating that you agreed with him. "Are you planning to attend? The summer festival, I mean," he said, leaning against his palm and resting on his elbow.

"I am not sure,I might go if I am not busy, but I do not want to go alone," you remarked humbly as you looked down at your desk. The abrupt drop in voice at the end seemed to catch his attention, reminding him of the incident from today when he had asked you why you were not eating with your friends.

"If you would like, I could accompany you," he said, glancing at you. You gave him a shocked look, and your eyes grew wider. "Y-you know you do not have to! Do not force yourself! Who knows, you could be busy at that time!" He chuckled at your outburst and tipped his head slightly as he observed you wave your hands off in a scared manner. "Since I was the one who desired to accompany you, I am not pressuring myself, and I will ensure to free up my schedule on that particular day," he answered, wearing a slight smile.

She was dazed as she looked at him, mesmerized, and a feeling of adoration rose in her chest. She was aware that she was falling hard for him, but she was forced to ignore her feelings for him due to the circumstances surrounding her.

"Why?" You asked inquisitively, causing him to look at you for a brief moment before extending his hand to touch your face.

"Well, it is not like I have a partner either way at the festival," he said, wiping away some cream from the side of her lips and licking it off with his thumb. You blushed out of embarrassment and looked at him in bewilderment.

"H-hey, you cannot do that! And what do you mean by not having a partner?! There are a few fan girls at this school who would be willing to be your partners!?" You spoke to him while pointing a stern finger at him, causing him to sweat. He sighed and grabbed your finger, bringing it down from his face. "I know I have many fangirls, but I do not want to go with them; I would rather go with you," he said, blushing slightly and averting his gaze away from you.

With your mouth hanging open, you gave him a brief glance before making a slight noise with your hands hitting the desk and leaning in to meet his face. You squinted your eyes at him, suspiciously saying, "But that does not explain your actions earlier." He smirked and leaned in closer to meet your face. "Why? You find it appealing?" You were taken aback as blush spread across your cheeks, and you leaned back to get a good distance away from him.

"No! Where did you get that idea from?!" You crossed your arms and averted your gaze from him. "Hmm.. Really? But your blushing face appears to say otherwise," He commented on your current state of agitation. "Who said I am blushing!? It is just too hot in here!" You argued back in your current embarrassed state, which made him chuckle as he continued to tease you, "Oh really?" Unaware that some people have returned to the classroom, you two keep arguing back and forth. They looked in both of your directions, their eyes widening as they saw you talking to Aqua.

You came to a halt as you looked at the person calling your name, causing your eyes to widen when you saw them

(F/n) - Friend name

"F/n...?" You muttered lowly when you saw them, and she looked at him before returning your gaze. "I had no idea you were close with Aqua-kun," she said, smiling. "How come you did not tell us that you two are close?" Your other friend questioned you, raising an eyebrow at you. With your hands trembling a little, you tightly gripped onto your palm beneath the sleeves of your long cardigan. You said, "I do not know... do not feel like it," as you lowered your head and avoided staring at them. "Eh? We are supposed to be friends, right? You should have informed us," Your jaw tensed at the mention of "friends” and your nails dug deep into your palm, causing it to bleed.

Liar…

You fucking liar...

Stay away from me...

Aqua noticed your hurt expression in your eyes and your trembling hands, which caused him to glance at your friends. ‘Something happened between them,’ he thought before standing up and causing his chair to move backwards, making a noise. As silence descended upon the classroom, everyone present—including your friends—turned to face him. His bangs covered his eyes as he gently tugged on your wrist, causing you to stand up from your seat. Aqua dragged you out of the classroom, as the people watching the scene were taken aback by his actions towards you.

With You and Aqua,

Aqua opened the door, revealing an empty classroom, then dragged you inside before closing the door.

He took you to the closest place and then allowed you to sit down so you could collect your thoughts. He took a chair and set it in front of you before sitting down facing you. You remain silent as your bangs covered your eyes making him unable to see your face. He sighed before reaching into his pocket to retrieve some medical supplies, then gently grabbed your wrist. He pulled back the sleeves of your long cardigan to show some blood leaking from your cut. He then grabbed some water to clean the blood away.

He silently tends to your wound before you choose to break it. "... thank you..." He hummed, continuing to wrap your wound. "It is not a big deal, no worries," he said, flashing a small smile. "Here, everything is done," He let go of your hand before getting up and cleaning up the mess. You examined your previously treated palm before droplets fell onto it.

Aqua was throwing used cotton into the trash can when he heard hiccups, which caused him to turn his head towards the sound. "Y/n? What's wrong?" He approached you with concern in his eyes and crouched down to get a better look at you. "Does it hurt? Is the bandage too tight?” He inquired, grasping your hand and inspecting the wound.

"Aqua,.. I'm pathetic.. aren't I...?"

He stopped before asking "What makes you say that?" You can't see his face because he was looking down onto your palm making you unable to see his expression."You saw it yourself didn't you... on what happened earlier..." You said as you on the verge of tears, your shoulder trembling as you shut your eyes "I'm the problem here...It's much more better than before.. and now... I wish to just disappear..."

As you said that, Aqua stand up making you standing up too in the process before wrapping his hand around your waist whiles his other hand at the back of your head.

"You can't leave me here, Y/n. I still need you here," As you were about to say something he beat you to it "Even if the others let you down, I'm still gonna be your supporter until the end," Your eyes turn glassy before he continue again "You have a soft heart that no one have seen, you are considerate towards the others, you put the others before you, you've always look after them even though they've never noticed, always be the one to protect them whenever they got hurt even though you also got hurt aswell, You've been carrying burden all by yourself but no one ever notice, I admire you for that, For not giving up and always smiling positively even if something bad happened," Tears dropped down to your cheeks as you sniffed onto his shoulder "Y/n you're the most amazing person I've ever met in my life, you got many flaws in yourself but you just didn't see it,"

He leaned closer to whisper in your ear

"That's what I love about you," He said making your eyes widened at his sudden confession, you pull away from his hug as you looked at him in the eye "What...?" He cup your cheek using his one hand and leaned his forehead towards yours making both of your foreheads touching each other.

"I love you, y/n..."

#oshi no ko #aquamarine x reader #aquamarine hoshino #aqua x reader #aqua hoshino #oshi no ko x reader

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luvlyemmaa · 10 months

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Cicatrize

-`♡´- To find healing by the process of forming scars

Summary:(Y/n) is going through a difficult time in her life.She had intended to simply vanish and die, but it appears that someone had persuaded her otherwise.

"𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗜𝗦𝗡'𝗧 𝗠𝗬 𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗗!!"

"𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗜𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗠𝗬 𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗗 𝗘𝗜𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥! 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗪𝗛𝗢 𝗖𝗔𝗨𝗦𝗘𝗗 𝗠𝗘 𝗧𝗢 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗖𝗘𝗜𝗩𝗘! 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗟𝗬, 𝗦𝗛𝗘 𝗜𝗦 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗣𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗜𝗕𝗜𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗬!!"

"𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗔 𝗪𝗛𝗢𝗥𝗘! 𝗜'𝗠 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗚𝗢𝗡𝗡𝗔 𝗕𝗘 𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗣𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗜𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗧𝗢 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗨𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗦𝗦 𝗕𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 𝗜 𝗛𝗔𝗩𝗘 𝗠𝗬 𝗢𝗪𝗡 𝗙𝗔𝗠𝗜𝗟𝗬 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗜𝗦 𝗕𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗙𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗙𝗔𝗠𝗜𝗟𝗬!!"

Screaming and glass breaking noises could be heard downstairs. Your parents were arguing once more, but you are used to it by now. Both of them seem to argue endlessly on a daily basis, but you wouldn't care either way.

Everything was going smoothly for you ever since you were a baby, just like in those old fairy tales about princesses that your parents used to tell you every night before bed. Up to the time you turn 4, everything is upside down. Your mother discovered that your father had a second family with a different woman, and your father discovered his mother having an extramarital affair. Since then, whether it was day or night, they would constantly argue. Whether it was your mother or your father, they both started throwing things around the home and eventually left.The following morning, the first thing you would notice when you went downstairs was that there were numerous shattered items all over the place. You would then always tidy up and discard some items in the trash.The space, which was previously alive with laughing, is now absolutely silent.

Your POV:

As you sit on your bed, slightly leaning against the wall, you retrieved your headphones. In order to block out their voices, you attached your phone to your headphones and turned up your music level. As you bury your face in your knees, you raise your knees to your chest.

𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥...

𝘚𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥...

𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴...

𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳...

You noticed your lips twitching and tears slowly pouring from your eyes and down to your cheeks. As you sobbed gently, your face was still buried between your knees. You've been crying so much that you're shaking. Once you had stopped crying, you lay down on your bed and let your head rest on the pillow while still wearing your headphones and listening to music on your phone. You closed your eyes as you dozed off after too much crying until you fell into a peaceful slumber.

The Next Day:

Your face was lifeless and expressionless, and you were resting on the rail. From below, a recognisable voice caused you to momentarily look down. Your heart ached because your closest friends—who you used to hang out with all the time—seem to have found 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 to 𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 you.

They were pleasantly conversing as they walked towards the cafeteria, which made you think about a time when you used to be in 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹'𝘀 place. Every time there is a group project, everyone works together to complete it, and everyone walks and sits together. That was a lovely recollection that you now remember in fragments, but it was once a good flashback.

When you're alone in the school hallway, you move away from them to avoid bumping into them. You don't mind the absolute silence because this is what you want, thus it doesn't matter. You sit down on the floor next to a vending machine, embracing your legs as you raise your knees to your chest since you're exhausted from the prolonged walking. As your eyes grew drab, you knelt down and thought intently. A cold metal object touched your cheek as you were contemplating it, sending a small jolt through you.

"Hey! What do you think you're—?" You paused mid-sentence and stared at them with wide eyes.

"𝘈𝘲𝘶𝘢...?"

Your classmate Hoshino Aqua has been missing for a few days now due to his hectic schedule, but it appears that he has returned to class at this time.

"Why are you here when it is lunch time? Don't you want to eat with your friends?"

He handed you a canned drink that he had purchased while staring down at you and asking. You took it and said a little "thank you." As you took a sip, you opened the beverage can.

He leaned against the wall next to your seated figure and muttered in a monotone, "Well, you haven't answered my question," taking a sip of his canned beverage.

You put down your drink and cast a quick peek his way. You fidget with your canned beverage while gazing down and displaying a distressed expression.

"Don't feel like doing it". Aqua peered at you for a time before turning his attention to something else. You mumble as you do so, but he could see the pain in your eyes.

He started to walk away, causing you to start staring at his back, and then he stopped in his tracks and turned to look at you by the shoulder.

He motioned his head and said, "Let's go," inviting you to follow him. You gave him a perplexed glance before getting to your feet and swiftly following him.

Asking "Where are we going?" You questioned him while glancing up at him; his response, "Somewhere," caused you to wrinkle your brows in frustration. You just followed him, and as you puffed in annoyance, he couldn't help but chuckle as a small smile appeared on his face.

The cafeteria appears to have less students than earlier as he brought you inside. You confusedly arched an eyebrow as you regarded him standing in front of the counter and mumble, "Cafeteria...?" Then you settle into the closest chair, gazing down at your feet as you wait for him. When you unexpectedly received a strawberry sando while gazing down, you looked up to see Aqua had just finished buying.

"W-what?" You stutter and stare up at him bewildered. He took your hand and placed the strawberry sando in it while sighing. The strawberry sando that was in your hand was softly pushed towards you as he remarked, "Take it, skipping meals isn't good you know."

"H-huh!? B-but you pay for it with your own money, right? Hold on, I'll pay you back". A hand abruptly stopped you as you were about to reach for your wallet.

"You don't have to,(Y/n)". He remarked as he carefully pulled his palm away from yours, "It's not a big thing" . You gave him a sparky look as your cheeks began to flush as you turned to face him. He continued as he walked away, "Well there's still 12 minutes before the break ended, why don't you eat while we're on our way to class," and you briefly gazed at his back before a small smile appeared on your face.

As you both went side by side, talking to him and grinning, you swiftly catch up to him after standing up.Although he replies to you with the same expression of stoicism, he was secretly feeling relieved that he had managed to get you back to being your usual upbeat self.

#oshi no ko #aquamarine hoshino #aqua hoshino #aquamarine x reader #aqua x reader #oshi no ko x reader

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