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19 - He/Him - figuring my shit out.
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Choosing Myself - Embracing the Unknown
I'm learning how to vocal train to sound more like Bridget.
Am I trans?
Hecc if I know.
But she's really cute, and I wanna be able to pull an impression out of nowhere.
Nothing really too important to share.
Thank you for at least reading!
- Lunar.
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Choosing Myself - On things I should have done.
There were a thousand warning signs.
Your dad flipping at the drop of a hat.
Your mother's nosiness.
Everything she saw.
How quickly we progressed.
I should've left after that.
I should've left after your dad kicked me out.
Now you and everything you put me through are scarred through my brain.
I won't ever forget you.
As much as I'd like to, I'm still going through your echo.
I'm still going through your damn aftershock.
I'm still haunted by you and every time we touched.
Everytime we touched, loved, argued, hated.
I have no one left at that place.
My second home.
But that's okay.
I have another.
I have a better one.
I have people that care more about me than you ever would.
So, (hopefully for the last time), goodbye L.
Yours nevermore,
James Q.
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Choosing Myself - On things we could've done
A thousand ‘if’s doesn’t make it right.
A thousand ‘should’ve’s doesn’t erase my pain.
A thousand ‘could’ve’s doesn’t erase the truth.
A thousand ‘would’ve’s doesn’t change what happened.
I can’t forget you. I want to but I can’t.
All these empty promises that we made ending in lies.
All the emotions left invalidated or forgotten.
I’m sorry, I love you but I think I just love the idea of you at this point.
I need to move on to heal.
I need to accept my mistakes and accept that I’ll do it right next time.
I love you, L, but you hurt me.
So I’m pulling up the weeds and starting again with new plants.
You’re woven too deep into the weeds to save.
I owe you nothing anymore.
Not a damn thing.
Goodbye.
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Let's see how it goes, shall we?
Happiness Will Come To You.
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