Rachel Zegler and Kit Connor
Romeo + Juliet on Broadway
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"you know what i mean." she gently protested, heavy sigh falling from her chest, "it's still a one time thing because i will never have a reason to treat you like that ever again, because i'm not with an impulsive psychotic sometimes violent asshole anymore. it was all an act, saying you were just my friend. it wasn't real. it was just an act to keep you sa–" safe. but he doesn't like that answer, does he? so she shuts her mouth before she can utter the word for the hundredth time. "just." her eyes squeezed shut before opening again in defeat, "nevermind. fine. maybe i am just wrong for keeping it from you, maybe i should have told you then recklessly got you involved and endangered you, because i feared you would try to step in if i had told you." if that's what he wants her to say. "i just don't think living in the past though is going to help anything. i'll make up for all the times i had to push you away and hurt you, i promise. i don't really know what else to do. i didn't know what to do then, other than push you away. i panicked." she leaned down to wipe her cheeks against her shoulder, soaking up stupid tears against the fabric of his shirt. "okay," elena frowned after picking up her head, "i hope so." because stress her genuine reasonings wasn't good enough was still there. feeling like she was a bad person for the things she had no choice but to do and not good enough for him for it, gloom residing in her chest. "you can get it wrong sometimes, no relationship is ever going to be perfect. but– just don't leave me." voice pleaded, holding on to his wrists as he scooted her closer then she had to study every syllable of his words and try to find hundred and one percent trust just through searching his gaze, to make sure he's telling her the truth. why did it feel like she didn't know if he was, still? the reassurance she was wanting felt only half there with his response. "okay, if you're sure– then so am i. and i won't think like that, then." just relies on him not giving her a reason to think like that. she climbed off him without notice, crawling out of his bed and then planting her feet on the floor that was cold to the touch. it reminded her to go get her care bear slippers out of her bag she took from rory's while she was temporarily leaving to go get water from his fridge, if there was any. and to find a napkin to dry up her tears– or a second to let raging tears sourced by too many emotions flood out of her eyes without him having to watch her cry like an idiot or a crazy person for that matter.
".. why would i change my mind?" the way he says that, even his usually soothing caresses to her back can't tame her uncontrollable worry as elena sits back up. sitting still for a moment, absorbing his face and collecting her ideas if he truly trusts or her not before speaking again, "i would never do that, you have to believe me. i won't leave you in the dark again .. it's not something i'll routinely do if that's what you think. it was just that one time, because it was the safest way to go about it." small hands gently reached with an eager itch to cup his cheeks between warm palms, catching his gaze so he understands how sincere she is. she didn't want to leave any room for doubt, even if she worried herself sick it would never process inside his mind in the way it does her. "i mean, you scare me too. you're just so kind to me, so sometimes i wonder if there's a trick. i get paranoid. rory put on such an act, he was a seemingly nice person and then later he turned out .. well, you see how. and sometimes i just think i'm not meant to find someone who is kind to me, let alone your type of kind. so you feel like a dream. i just hope you don't get so scared of me and decide to up and randomly leave me. i don't think– i know i wouldn't survive that. so you have to be sure you won't before i get attached to you more than i already am." she was spilling everything, even if it made her feel terribly vulnerable; it was best he knew exactly how she felt though so there would never be anything held back or left unsaid before diving into this, "please, marcus. you have to be sure about it and don't go running scared... i promise i can't take it, if- if you decide to change your mind however many months from now." just the idea of it puts her own fear through her heart and rationally creates new tears to prick at bambi hues.
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".. why would i change my mind?" the way he says that, even his usually soothing caresses to her back can't tame her uncontrollable worry as elena sits back up. sitting still for a moment, absorbing his face and collecting her ideas if he truly trusts or her not before speaking again, "i would never do that, you have to believe me. i won't leave you in the dark again .. it's not something i'll routinely do if that's what you think. it was just that one time, because it was the safest way to go about it." small hands gently reached with an eager itch to cup his cheeks between warm palms, catching his gaze so he understands how sincere she is. she didn't want to leave any room for doubt, even if she worried herself sick it would never process inside his mind in the way it does her. "i mean, you scare me too. you're just so kind to me, so sometimes i wonder if there's a trick. i get paranoid. rory put on such an act, he was a seemingly nice person and then later he turned out .. well, you see how. and sometimes i just think i'm not meant to find someone who is kind to me, let alone your type of kind. so you feel like a dream. i just hope you don't get so scared of me and decide to up and randomly leave me. i don't think– i know i wouldn't survive that. so you have to be sure you won't before i get attached to you more than i already am." she was spilling everything, even if it made her feel terribly vulnerable; it was best he knew exactly how she felt though so there would never be anything held back or left unsaid before diving into this, "please, marcus. you have to be sure about it and don't go running scared... i promise i can't take it, if- if you decide to change your mind however many months from now." just the idea of it puts her own fear through her heart and rationally creates new tears to prick at bambi hues.
"not me, i love all the marcus." smiling, she found comfort in pulling up the collar of his she's wearing and stuffing her nose into it. "plus, no elena scents were available." she teased, obviously since there was no products of hers here. "then, maybe i'll get to paint them after all. right before you leave or when i visit you," elena laughs a little, pressing a kiss to his knuckles while his other hand, pad of his thumb and his eyes were surveying that ugly bruise she knew had to be forming even deeper than when she saw it in the bathroom mirror. it made her thankful he was pulling her close so he couldn't see the way she wanted to hide. her right cheek rests against his chest and her left hand rests against the other side of it, "i know," she frowned and felt guilt gnaw at her for something that was out of her control, "but i was scared. i was just going to wait it all out. i had it all planned out in my head. i would keep it from you so you'd be at a safe distance, i didn't want to endanger you– and hoped one day i'd just find the courage to leave him and then i'd make it up to you." she spoke worriedly, like it was currently all still happening as she replayed the most horrible moment of her life back in her mind, "somehow, it really worked out that way. but i know i can tell you anything now, if that's what you're worried about. i just couldn't tell you that then– things were different when he was in the picture. i hope it wasn't wrong?" to protect him? because she didn't know if he was holding anger in at her for hurting him unintentionally to keep him safe or how he felt. "i don't doubt that... i know you care about me. you've always cared for me more than my own ex-boyfriend ever did. if i didn't know that marcus, i wouldn't love you like i do." yes, the reminder of the guilt she felt for having to hurt him over and over because there was no way she was allowed to tell him without endangering his life caused emotions to stir. but another reasoning a few tears fell from her eyes and dripped off onto his skin because she felt suffocated by fear he was never going to believe her on that. why would he think she didn't know he cared for her, after all? "i'm safe here. i'm safe now. so are you. so isn't that good enough?" sadly, she questioned. maybe she was reading into it wrong, maybe it was her being overly sensitive or something– but she felt he was implying she wouldn't be honest with him for now on or that she didn't know how much he cared for her when the bigger picture was the fact they both had found each other and she had escaped that relationship alive.
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"not me, i love all the marcus." smiling, she found comfort in pulling up the collar of his she's wearing and stuffing her nose into it. "plus, no elena scents were available." she teased, obviously since there was no products of hers here. "then, maybe i'll get to paint them after all. right before you leave or when i visit you," elena laughs a little, pressing a kiss to his knuckles while his other hand, pad of his thumb and his eyes were surveying that ugly bruise she knew had to be forming even deeper than when she saw it in the bathroom mirror. it made her thankful he was pulling her close so he couldn't see the way she wanted to hide. her right cheek rests against his chest and her left hand rests against the other side of it, "i know," she frowned and felt guilt gnaw at her for something that was out of her control, "but i was scared. i was just going to wait it all out. i had it all planned out in my head. i would keep it from you so you'd be at a safe distance, i didn't want to endanger you– and hoped one day i'd just find the courage to leave him and then i'd make it up to you." she spoke worriedly, like it was currently all still happening as she replayed the most horrible moment of her life back in her mind, "somehow, it really worked out that way. but i know i can tell you anything now, if that's what you're worried about. i just couldn't tell you that then– things were different when he was in the picture. i hope it wasn't wrong?" to protect him? because she didn't know if he was holding anger in at her for hurting him unintentionally to keep him safe or how he felt. "i don't doubt that... i know you care about me. you've always cared for me more than my own ex-boyfriend ever did. if i didn't know that marcus, i wouldn't love you like i do." yes, the reminder of the guilt she felt for having to hurt him over and over because there was no way she was allowed to tell him without endangering his life caused emotions to stir. but another reasoning a few tears fell from her eyes and dripped off onto his skin because she felt suffocated by fear he was never going to believe her on that. why would he think she didn't know he cared for her, after all? "i'm safe here. i'm safe now. so are you. so isn't that good enough?" sadly, she questioned. maybe she was reading into it wrong, maybe it was her being overly sensitive or something– but she felt he was implying she wouldn't be honest with him for now on or that she didn't know how much he cared for her when the bigger picture was the fact they both had found each other and she had escaped that relationship alive.
as she sinks into his arms and they slip into conversation, he realizes how much this means. moments like these usually sit above the threshold of the actual moment itself, supraliminal in nature, but he knows the loss of it, of her. it allows him to appreciate it more, and acknowledge that way that his heart rate slows and his anxiety leaks away when she laughs is medicinal. " yeah, well, i've had enough of marcus. " realizes that she's right, that she does smell like him, and it's an odd satisfaction that floods his system. eyes flit to the tv, a pique of his brow at her song selection. although he says nothing, he finds it impossible to pinpoint her interests or tastes. " and blue and pink nails would definitely give me a huge leg up in the london art world, " eyes narrow playfully when he interlocks their fingers, happy to take the opportunity. marcus listens as she speaks, a deep frown and hard scowl carving into his features. he's acutely aware of his own protectiveness. it was a part of him, his character, a learned behavior even before elena had ever looked in his direction. still, he know she's capable. he also knows that without him, without this tangled mess they'd become embedded in, that her situation might be different. not solved, but different. regardless, he knows the risk she took tonight, and feels himself instinctively pulling her closer. " i know you have your reasons . . . and i respect them elena, i do. i just . . . i wish you would've told me. " knows that he's toeing a dangerous line, that this could easily tip the scale of the night, so he proceeds with shaky caution: " above anything, even above this, " a clear gesture to their current position, their closeness, their confessions. "i want you safe. " marcus' gaze moves to the blooming bruise across her jaw. he unlocks their hands, pad of his thumb moving next to it, afraid that any pressure against it would be sensitive against the too-tender skin. " i care about you, you know. "
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gaze curiously flickered to the book as she sat up on him and decided she didn't like hearing that, that it was depressing, so once gaze redirected back to him her frown lifted into a sweet smile, "then i'll be sure to fill your head with optimistic happy things." she promised, taking his hands and holding onto them, fingers gently curling around his palms. "that's hard to do when i'm wearing a marcus dress and marcus underwear and marcus shampoo and soap." she quipped, smiling in amusement before it grew when he recited underwear hat and laughs bubble from her chest while she's grabbing for the remote next to his book on the nightstand. she's half way turned, paying attention to the tv now, finding the youtube app and sorting out the search bar until she clicks on the first taylor song she likes. so it goes starting to play, placing the remote back down on his chest and picking up one of his hands to examine it like a nail tech. "hmm... maybe we could file these nails a little and give them some flair. paint them blue and pink, maybe." elena playfully smiles, hiding what she had in mind what she wanted to talk about. or previously pick up where they left off, but her doe eyes flickered up on his face and didn't want to ruin the happy smile on his face. she couldn't do that, definitely not in this moment. so she pushed her worries aside for a few more minutes. "me too. i hated every moment of having to treat you like that while screaming inside, wanting to tell you why i was treating you like that. and then tonight, that was just scary. crazy. at one moment i thought he was going to really go insane on me when i told him i wasn't going to stay with him anymore. no, i think he was. that's– that's when i just ran, hoped for the best while i felt like i was being chased down by michael myers until i made it to my car." she angrily shook her head at the insanity, the fear she had to endure in that moment as her gaze stayed fixated on his hand she was fidgeting with– additionally angering her he was still blowing her phone up just a room away. then leaned into marcus' hand that was next to her cheek where he was fixing a stray strand of wet hair, affectionately nuzzling into it like a cat for comfort, "so i'm very glad we're here and i didn't get stuck back there. i feel like i can breathe now."
it dawns on him now how foolish he had been up until now. this whole time, running with the assumption that once the chase was over, so was the work. a ridiculous notion to believe his mind would quiet the moment a concrete reciprocation fell from her lips. while it was true that a fiery inferno had been stamped out tonight, an entirely new one had been ignited. he knew now that this was when the real work started, and for someone who had glided through an (adult) romantic life shrugging off commitment and skirting past the responsibility of facing his emotions, he was terrified. it was easy, however, to ground himself when she stood in front of him. all he had wanted from the first night of meeting her was this. the next seven months stood in front of him like a goliath, but marcus pushed the inevitable future away once her question floats into his ears. his shortcomings could wait. “ cat’s cradle, ” marcus answers with a scrunch of his nose, throwing a haphazard glance at the bright blue cover on his nightstand. “ but vonnegut is a depressing nihilist, and i have much more interesting things to pay attention to, ” words were pointed despite the laughter leaking through as he witnesses her frantic movement behind his curtain, finding her modesty simultaneously amusing and endearing. “ bummer, ” lips are pressed in a tight line as he feigns disappointment, “ i only wanted elena. ” his shirt wore more like a dress on her small frame, and he could feel his heart swell with a familiarity marcus had been longing for. “ forgive me for not thinking of an underwear hat all by myself, ” he begins, stifling laughter as she climbs up, “ but we’ve got all night to talk about whatever you want. ” relishes in their closeness when she’s in his lap, a spark of electricity in the kiss she leaves on his skin, her hand across his face. that current of electricity spreads wherever she moves, no matter how minuscule the shift. “ again, you’re gonna have to forgive me for my lack of flair. i might have to depend on you for that. i'm lacking, if you haven't noticed. ” his cheeks began to ache from the smile he so proudly wore. he’s grateful beyond measure for the ease in this interaction, as if a heavy weight had been shifted from when she had first walked in his door. for now, the outside world didn’t matter. god, even her pinging phone in his living room didn’t matter. “ i was saying this shirt looks much better on you than it does me. ” he takes it all in, tries to commit it to memory — the thick balloon of emotion in his chest, the feeling of her skin against his own, the sound of her breathing. this is what he’ll have to hold onto when they're thousands of miles apart with only a screen to keep them connected. “ don’t ever apologize for talking, but i don’t feel like this is out of the norm for you. ” a chuckle follows, and his arm slips around her waist. opens his mouth to speak, to release a thought he'd harbored since the two of them had stopped seeing red, but out of habit, he slams his mouth shut. it's a silent exultation when he remembers that he no longer has to. " i hate what it took to get here, what we went through . . . what you went through, " applies a glaring emphasis on 'you' as he moves a damp tendril away from her face, " . . . but i'm glad we're here. "
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give me a broken, self-loathing man who firmly believes no one could ever love him and a strong-willed woman who doesn’t take any of his shit and gradually becomes his light and hope and sun and stars and i assure you i will ship it til my dying breath
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forget the fake dating plots, give me the fake engagement plots because it’s a hundred times more angst i mean?
when muse a has been telling their parents they’ve been seeing somebody and finally say they’re engaged to get them off their back, and then surprise!! the whole family ships out to meet the lucky person and they gotta suddenly scramble for a fake fiance/fiancee
when the person they ask is their friend and muse b has been secretly hiding that they actually have feelings but say yes just to get close to muse a and hopefully get rid of the feelings but god knows that doesn’t work
the moving in together and having to get used to sleepy faces and sleeping in the same room and awkwardly brushing their teeth in the morning but it eventually becomes very familiar and natural
meeting the family!!! listening to embarrassing stories and cute naked baby pics while muse a sits around moping bc “mooomm why are you showing these i asked you to burn these”
having to practice being affectionate so it looks real
“what do you mean kiss? right now? in front of the whole family?”
“kiss me right now in front of the whole family”
what becomes normal hand holding and touching even when they’re not in public
mom/grandmother bringing their old wedding dress and insisting muse b trying it on and it’s huge on her but the mom/grandmother is crying and muse a comes in and the dress is literally falling off muse b and their family members are crying in the corner
the family throwing a bridal shower and the couple casually cheating to win the newlywed game
actual bridal dress shopping!!! when muse b tries on ‘the dress’ and everybody is like omg…and muse a is like “shit shit these are real feelings ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION”
when the family leaves and the two try and go back to normal but deny there are any real feelings :(
when muse a starts dating somebody else and their family is like “they’re okay but i liked muse b better”
A N G S T
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BEFORE SUNRISE (1995)
dir. Richard Linklater
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🐝 * ― 𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑯𝑼𝑮 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.
[ side hug ] a casual and friendly hug where one person puts their arm around the other's shoulder / waist
[ back hug ] a hug where one person comes up to another and wraps their arms around them
[ bear hug ] a tight, warm, and engulfing hug
[ waist hug ] a hug where both partners put their arms around each other's waist and hold onto them
[ welcome hug ] a hug given to someone as a form of greeting
[ goodbye hug ] a hug given to someone before they leave
[ reunion hug ] a hug where one leaps into their partner's arms after time apart
[ quick hug ] a quick hug that's usually accompanied by a quick pat on the back
[ unreciprocated hug ] a hug where one partner remains motionless while the other hugs them
[ eye-to-eye hug ] a hug during which two people gaze into each other's eyes
[ patting hug ] a hug where one / both partner(s) give a pat on the back
[ cuddle hug ] a tight hug where both tightly hold onto each other and one snuggles into the other person's chest
[ pickpocket hug ] a hug where they have their arms behind their partner's back and their hands in their pockets
[ straddle hug ] a hug where one straddles their partner's waist who is holding them up and they both keep eye contact
[ heart-to-heart hug ] a hug where the left arm is over the partner's right shoulder and the right arm around the partner's left side
[ london bridge hug ] a hug where the upper bodies are close to each other but the lower bodies are kept apart
[ head-on-shoulder hug ] a hug where one partner holds onto their partner's arm and rests their head on their shoulder
[ twirl hug ] a hug where one twirls the other around while tightly holding onto them
[ flirty hug ] a hug where one has their arms around their partner's neck and their head on their chest
[ lingering hug ] a long-lasting hug between close friends or romantic partners
[ comforting hug ] a hug given to someone to comfort them
[ touch starved hug ] a careful hug given to someone after noticing some signs of touch starvation
[ running hug ] a hug where both partners run into each other's arms
[ surprise hug ] a hug where one catches the other off guard with an unexpected hug
[ apology hug ] a sincere and heartfelt hug given to convey apologies
[ group hug ] a hug that involves multiple people
[ slow dance ] a type of hug where both partners are incredibly close to one another and sway to some music
[ shoulder-to-shoulder hug ] a hug where two people stand side-by-side with their arms around each other's shoulders
[ family hug ] a hug given between two family members
[ no-words-needed hug ] a hug given when no more words are needed and they just want to be close to one another
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you know what makes me go absolutely feral??
when Muse A is injured, and scared, and won’t let anyone else check them out… just fights them all off / shrinks away, even though they’re really badly hurt and need medical attention. and then Muse B — the only person they trust — approaches them, and gently talks them down and calms them down. holds their hand while they get checked out. let’s them squeeze it when it hurts. keeps them relaxed enough to them to get their injuries tended to
* chef’s kiss *
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