surely life cant only be the same unresolved thoughts forever

*sighs dreamily* what a fucking weirdo

spins really spent a lot of their cybertronian 20s in hospitals. they should've been at the club

hi hello. thinking about this stupid idiot baby again!!!!

being an older sibling is like. you've never known a life without me. mom yelled at me and it taught her she never wanted to yell at you. I painted my room purple and grey and then you did too. we live in the same house but I haven't spoken to you in months. I don't know your favorite color. I saw it was going to rain so I picked you up from school on my way home so your books wouldn't get wet. i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember being sick. mom and dad made their worst mistakes with me and I'm glad they didn't make them with you. I'm doing everything for the first time so you won't be in the dark. I don't know any of your friend's names anymore. I used to know them all. if something happens to mom and dad you won't have to worry because everything will fall to me. you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better. at least that's what mom told me. you still give me jars to open for you because you can't quite get them. I only see you during dinner. i'd never even think about missing one of your concerts. I stand at the counter when I eat and now you do, too. when offered a selection of books you picked the same one I did when i was your age. I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to. mom says dinner's ready

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

just saw this and it made me sob.

"Your boyfriend is evil!" "Your boyfriend is cruel and horrifying!" Well, he's a joy to me. Maybe it's a you problem.

Eurydice to Orpheus

eurydice’s silence is resounding. you can put anything in that emptiness. —@finelythreadedsky

Mad scientists will be like "I know a place" and then strap you onto the autopsy table

Thinking about androids with disabilities. Weak servos, faulty wiring, damaged vocal processors, cognitive corruption, anything and everything that humans struggle with having a robotic equivalent. And just because they’re mechanical doesn’t mean it’s an easy fix, these are parts that cost thousands of dollars and need a specialized technician if they can be replaced at all. Disability does not disappear even if we can leave our flesh behind.

Rebecca Ross, Divine Rivals

「 Winter illumination in Tokyo 」

younger siblings don’t get it it’s like i’m terrified of losing you and you don’t even see it i’m terrified of you being like me but i can’t tell you why i’m terrified that you won’t always be little but all you want to do is grow up i’m terrified of losing our connection but ill slam the door in your face if you annoy me because i don’t know how else to say i love you