I’M IN A BAD MOOD AND I WANT SOMEBODY TO CARE ABOUT THAT!!!! I HATE BEING ALONE!!!!

I want a man to just be excited about me as a person and enjoy my brain and find me sexy too in my entire being. it feels embarrassing to want to be loved so badly and never have received it at this age

i don’t feel ready to face the world!

i used to have a tumblr page when i was about 14-18 years old but decided to make a new one tonight after seeing rian phin tweet about using their account to share links to affordable designer fashion. i don’t know much about designer fashion at all but i’ve gotten interested lately in developing taste in general after realizing how little time i’ve ever spent pursuing arts and cultural knowledge individually rather than waiting on others to motivate me to do research. 22 has been the most humbling age of my life and i don’t think i likely have anything profound to say about it but i still want to share, and there’s something about this platform and blogging in general that makes me/the user feel like their individual voice should be shared—nathan fielder talked about it once on the rehearsal when referring to a lady who blogged a ton with zero audience, ‘because sometimes you want to be known by the world?’ idk but that’s what i mean!