Mary Ruefle

complicated relationships with your parents are like. you cut up fruit and bring it to my room without me asking. i can't remember the last time you told me that you were proud of me. you told me i wasn't good enough for you but i'm not even good enough for myself. your hugs feel like coming home. i can't tell you anything that happens in my life. i doubt myself every day because of something you said to me when i was eight. would you like to hear about my day? please don't ask me about my day. i miss you even though you're in the next room. i wish we didn't live together. i've never loved or resented anyone as much as i've loved and resented you. are you okay? are we okay? are we ever going to be okay?

I decided to go for a cottagecore aesthetic this time! go check it out! You can click on it and do some journaling or sth like that in the meanwhile, it's got many acoustic interludes ;) 

I’m tired of women’s moral ambiguity being interpreted as evil and men’s evil being interpreted as moral ambiguity.

a small batch of rosemary, chamomile, & clove beeswax + coconut oil salve to share with some friends this frigid winter (recipe below)

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Just a reminder you can show to your parents when they tell you to shut up about global warming because you’re gonna live a “long happy life” no you’re not. Not unless all of us snap out of this highly damaging society’s collective thinking and do something to save our planet.

“Writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can only see as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way.”

— E. L. Doctorow

this week’s video is out!✨

https://youtu.be/dnSex1q_JEw bro youtube gave me a link with “Sex” in it LOL ok random

50 RAPID FIRE BOOK QUESTIONS!

These questions ended up being harder to answer than I thought, but it was really fun to look back at all my favorite/and not so favorite books I’ve read in the past!

my favorite youtubers! ✨ (including booktube)

THIS WEEK'S VIDEO IS O U T THERE IN THE WORLD

it's about the amazing creators that have inspired me all these years!! 

if you have a youtube channel click the video and leave a comment so I can check it out! xx

have an amazing day lovelies!

vampire weekend and time crisis blogs make yourself known to me

sometimes i feel like all my friendships are built on memories only and im the only one stuck in the past

// taylor swift and vampire weekend lyrics //

I made some lockscreens with the new story features on instagram! original pictures were found in a fairyland that starts with P and ends with interest

xx

mati

journal with me! + current music finds

hello friends! I had to upload this again because I had some issues with the audio! Hope you check it out and that way we can chat about music and other things! xx