I do this. This is Final Pam. You remember how your backyard barbecue go, the Smiths. Pretty good it doesn’t seem. Haha, I tell little joke.

NEXT TIME YOU INVITE PAM!

I have this urge to get my septum pierced.

what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

My dragon age 2 relapse continues and has inflitrated my daily sketches 

"I can't go yet, don't let me die, I want to live"

(Borislav Slavov - I want to live)

This is single-handedly the best comment I have ever received on a patient survey. Nothing will top this.

I keep finding myself at odds when it comes to dating. I can’t find someone that I am both attracted to and like as a person. If they’re nice/kind and we get along, I’m never physically attracted to them. If I’m physically attracted to them, they’re generally not the kind of person I could see myself in a relationship with.

My date last night was awesome and he’s a really kind person, but he was too nice, and I could just tell the attraction wasn’t there for me. I couldn’t really explain it to my roommate, and all I could come up with was ‘He’s just too nice’, to which her response was ‘…Do you want an asshole?’.

I just want to find someone that is kind, but also knows how to be dominant???

I woke up today with the “I don’t want to be alive anymore” thoughts, and now I’ve got a full day planned and just want to disappear in bed.

I live in constant fear before dates that somehow the other person didn’t interpret my pictures correctly and doesn’t know that I’m fat, and that it will somehow be a surprise to them.

sorry for being weird, the loneliness and the need for a deeper, more meaningful human connection is eating me alive

remembering that time i got drunk and told a guy he looked like a wrought iron gate

I think the interview went well! Now we just wait and see. 😬

I’m like if someone smart chose to be an idiot. Out of free will

Today is my job interview. 😬😬😬