âsecretly we all love angstâ Sentence Starters
smollmikey:
dont deny it DONT DENY ITÂ
âIt never works for us, and it never will.â
âIâm done. Iâm done trying so hard only for you to never even look in my direction.â
âI canât fall in love with you. Â I donât want all the pain that comes with it.â
âMy roommate had to go into my room and throw the sheets away because I havenât been able to sleep in that bed since you left.â
âI keep asking myself âwhy isnât the sun bright anymoreâ but then I remember youâre not in my life anymore and realize itâs just my own eyes.â
âI regret it all. Â I really do, I swear. Â Please, pleaseâ letâs fix this, please.â
âRemember when you promised weâd always be together? Â Because I remember when I thought you meant it.â
âI canât move on from something that wasnât supposed to end!â
âThe phone calls arenât the same⊠I can hear in your voice that itâs not the same anymore.â
âIâm trying to avoid talking because I know what itâll lead to, and I donât want that to come.â
âDonât you think you can fall back in love with me?â
âThis whole time Iâve been using you to make me feel better, and you never caught on. Â You never caught on. Â I want you to hate me now, but I donât think youâre even able to.â
âKissing me breaks the promise⊠remember?â
âEvery time we fix things something else ends up breaking.â
âWhy donât we stop pretending weâre not on a road to destruction?â
âIt wasnât even fun at first, honestly.  It was just like⊠Morphine.â
âYouâre just not enough anymore.â
âItâs been too long since youâve really smiled.â
âAh, it was all my fault. Â Wasnât it?â
âTo think, we thought just the sex would be enough to keep us in love.â
âBack then, I lied when I told you I didnât love you. Â You needed to move on from meâ I needed to protect you from me.â
âYou never had that shine in your eyes when you were with me.â
âQuit trying to fix me when you need to just fix yourself.â
âIâm so tired of everything about us, and about how we thought we were in love, and how we think forcing it can make us be in loveâ Iâm so tired of it.â
âThis whole time youâve still been in love with him/her⊠Not me.â
âI couldnât make you fall in love with me.  I thought I could do it, I really did, but⊠But I know you⊠And this isnât love.â
âDid you really think I needed that kiss back then when all that you conveyed in it was pity?â
âTo think Iâve changed so much to get you to like me, and you still never really look my way.â
âI know I deserve better than you.  I realize that, but you were so broken⊠I didnât want to be the one that made you shatter.â
âAll of this was to protect myself.â
âI feel like Iâve been looking for who you used to be⊠Back when you were actually happy.â
âI never want to even hear your name during my life anymore.â
âYour lips used to be sanctuary, but now I just feel trapped.â
âIsnât it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy?â
âThe thing I regret the most is giving you so much hope by agreeing to this date.â
âWe have the kind of history anyone would never want to think about again, and youâre hear asking me on a date?â
âWhat makes you think Iâll be any different this time?â
âIâll let you down. Â I will always let you down. Â Iâm not enough for you to be satisfied.â
âAre you satisfied with the mess youâve created out of me?â
âI should have listened to everyone who told me this was a bad idea.â
âIâve never met someone who can so gently destroy me the way you do.â
âI canât forget about him/her! Â Itâs not in my power to forget how he/she felt when they loved me.â
âThe saddest thing is that when I told him/her I loved him/her, he/she thought I was lying. Â He/she never believed someone could fall in love with him/her.â
âListen⊠ Youâre his/her best friend⊠and I completely fucked upâ itâs over between us, but⊠please, punch me, or punish me, or do something to me because he/she just⊠cried.  He/she wasnât even angry, they were just so sadâ Please, be angry at me, please.  Give me what I deserve.â
âIt would have been better if we never met.â
âYouâre my regret.â
âIâm not angry at you, just at myself⊠Because I knew this would happen, but I let myself fall in love with you anyways.â
âDonât tell me to give up like everything is meaningless.â
âThis is why I donât let myself fall in love.â
âSomewhere deep inside me, I still have hope that youâll fall in love. Â How pathetic.â
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lxciusmlfy:
If only you knew, the thought popped into the forefront of his mind before he could help it, the charming smile that etched itself across features unmistakable in agreement. Had Lily and James not pulled this off, theyâd have to find new opportunity, but why bother when they offered it to them on a silver platter â he almost laughed at how much more he expected of them. âI might remember a thing or two about them in school, this is a far stretch from that indeed. Clearly? Donât I blend in well enough?â He questioned, a near teasing tone that he knew to be more mocking than she would. âA wedding is a wedding, I donât think anyone really knows what theyâre getting into until they get there, I never turn down an invite; call it a fatal flaw.â
"Oh no, as far as blending goes youâve done pretty well. Top marks if you ask me but weâre a tight nit group of friends, itâs easy to see the fresh-meat. Excuse the terminology. Plus you look like you were actually a few years ahead of us.â Marlene observed clearly not recognizing him from her own year, if anything he was closer to Marcelâs. It wasnât too bad of an event given how quickly theyâd tossed it together but in all fairness James and Lily had been a long time coming. âIâm just glad that they took my advice and sprung for the open bar else I highly doubt things would be so mellow here.â
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rodolphuslestrxnge:
âKilled at the Ministry?â He sucked a breath i between clenched teeth, feigning surprise at the revelation. âAs exciting of a story as that sounds, Miss McKinnon, Iâm afraid it simply cannot be true. Due to the fact that I am, as you can see, alive and well.â He hummed as if in thought, âhow recently was this supposed killing? I have been overseas for quite some time.â
With locked fingers her hands came up to press against her mouth resting under her nose before she began laughing. It wasnât a giggle or a light chuckle but more so a laugh that had caused her to buckle at the side, her hands now covering her mouth as if to stifle the laugher that had erupted. âIâm sorry--this isnât funny but... Youâre dead. Youâve been dead for nearly a year.â
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