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pentiment: andreas’s art through the years
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linipikk · 12 hours
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past me was always trying to be a pal, and heck, she fucking succeeded.
Last year I got myself this one tattoo on my right arm, in a way I can read it easily, it says "Eppur si muove" (And yet it moves), the probably misattributed words of Galileo Galilei after being forced to retract from his claim of the Earth moving around the Sun.
Usually this phrase is used to illustrate that scientific truth is a fact despite what doctrines or authorities want to believe. Which is and okay meaning and the one I usually resort to when people ask about the tattoo.
But the truth is that my tatt is a reminder from me to me for the times when my crushing anxiety comes and choks me with both hands, there to remind me that the world is turning, that it will keep going no matter what, and that every world-ending soul-shattering heart-breaking thing that happens is not that big because it [the world] will keep moving, I want it or not.
Feeling that nothing is really that important in the big scheme of things is exactly what I need, and past me was being a goddamn doll by just getting a reminder right there where it's not easy to ignore.
And this week it has been a lifesaver.
Oh, and it also comes with it's own soundtrack since it's also the title of one of my absolute favorite albums, the Eppur si Muove by Haggard!
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linipikk · 13 hours
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Chimera Falin || Dungeon Meshi 1x17
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linipikk · 16 hours
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anyway the actual point of fandom is to inspire each other. reading each other's fics and admiring each other's art and saying wow i love this and i feel something and i want to invoke this in other people, i want to write a sentence that feels like a meteor shower, i want to paint a kiss with such tenderness it makes you ache, i want to create something that someone else somewhere will see it and think oh, i need to do that too, right now. i am embracing being a corny cunt on main to say inspiring each other is one of the things humanity is best at and one of the things fandom is built for and i think that's beautiful
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linipikk · 16 hours
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Since the OP made their post unrebloggable (and blocked me. Both actions they are well in with their right to do)
I'm going to make my response it's own post because I think the point is important
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As someone who is autistic and has BPD and CPTSD and loads of trauma yes you sometimes need to change how you interact with others to keep people around
When I was 13 I hit the few friends I had when I was angry
I had to change that in order to keep those friendships
When I was in my early 20s if I was losing an disagreement with my husband I would threaten to kill myself. My husband told me it hurt him and was cruel and manipulative behaviour, because it was.
So I worked hard to change that to keep my relationship
It's easy to say "I shouldn't have to change for others" and that's true to an extent. You shouldn't change your interests or passions or dim your light. And you should have space to be imperfect and flawed and not have to pretend your ugly bits aren't real. But if something you are doing it causing other people harm you kinda need to change that.
That's called "living in a society"
People adapt to each other and make space for each other in their lives. You adapt to them and they adapt to you
You start being more diligent about throwing away the empty toilet roll because it really bothers them. They start warning you before they run the blender because you hate loud noises
I stopped threatening to kill myself because I was mad I was losing an argument and my husband stopped being so vocally judgemental amount media he personally dislikes
There is a certain type of person who heard the phrase "your emotions are valid" and took that to mean "my emotional reactions and my behaviour are always objectively correct because my emotions are valid and if you have an emotional response or react to what I'm doing negatively then you are wrong and you can't be hurt because my emotions are valid"
And that's a recipe for disaster
Your emotions are valid to feel. They are how you feel and there are reasons you feel the way you do
However, your reactions and behaviour are something you can learn to control and can be irrational
We live in a society and we as people change each other as we interact and that isn't necessarily a bad thing
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linipikk · 21 hours
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linipikk · 23 hours
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This comic is so funny to me. Kaka is just like “sis, please leave me out of your lesbian shenanigans.”
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linipikk · 1 day
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i love Falin dunmeshi, but i can't stop thinking about how her chimaera form has 6 extremities, and she is basically an insect 😭
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the circus was in town that day 🤡
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linipikk · 3 days
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when a character is written inconsistently because nobody thought about it that hard and you're like it's time for me to get in there.. and think about it that hard
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linipikk · 3 days
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i started doing things scared and doing things alone years ago the real challenge is doing things tired
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linipikk · 5 days
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Apollo and Artemis Hades Game save me
save me Apollo and Artemis Hades game
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linipikk · 6 days
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I like to think I'm pretty good about avoiding parasocial relationships, but shane "fuck capitalism" madej going along with the watcher subscription service nonsense has some kick to it ngl
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linipikk · 6 days
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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again
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these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled
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linipikk · 6 days
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Graffiti left on the tomb of Ramses V in Egypt by ancient greek tourists (when the tomb was only a few hundred years old). "I visited and did not like anything but the sarcophagus" and "I cannot read the hieroglyphs."
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