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Late night thoughts 3/17 1:17 am
I was told tonight, by a man who seemed to know what he was talking about, that it is okay to love myself as much as I do, as long as I keep myself open to the chance that someone will scome along and I might not want to miss that chance. See, it confused me. I love, no, I believe that I love myself more than any person could ever love me, or than I cod love another person. My god complex is too big. What if I don't trust people enpugh to love or be loved. Maybe I have been lying to myself this whole time. Maybe I have drilled the idea that I am perfect so much that I have missed chances. Maybe I am not a god as I believe. Maybe I am that king  that does nothing but search for his queen. Maybe I am humble. Than maybe again I am not. Maybe I am meant to hold myself as a god. Maybe that is what makes me special. Maybe I am that one person whom does not need anyone but myself. Maybe I am perfect. Maybe I'm... not.
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Late night thoughts 3/16 1:48am
Everything is falling apart the anger I once lost is back. The rage, the wrath, all of it, it came back in a wave with so much momentum, that it took out the small stick that was holding up my collosuses ego. I am talking the size of a red giant star. It is now gone, down into a pit of despair, darkness, hatred, and agony. My god complex gone so fast, that it jumbled my mind, made me forget. Who am i? WHO AM I? Am I the god I once thought I was or am I a lowly termite for everyone to step on? These are the type of questions that now litter my filthy mind. A mind so tainted by the thoughts of murder, suicide, and greed. I didn't know it could happen this... this fast. I want to shed tears, shed enough tears to drown my sorrow state, but men don't cry. Gods don't cry. Who am I? I am nothing but a person to be feared and hated by all who come into my life. Might as well end it when I got the chance. I have nothing to fear or lose now. I am alone....
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Late night thoughts 12/21 12am
You know every where I look I see love. The thing I once thought I had. The thing that ended up making me who I am today. My ego is huge. That broken heart is all it took to make me realize that I am perfect, that I am a king. I put myself above everyone. I am the only person who matters to me. I bow to noone. I laugh as I put others down. I smile as I think about killing them all. Humanity, life, it is all a joke to me. Then, it happens. I fall deeply into a trance, missing the one thing that truly made me happy, my queen. The throne sits empty next to me as I laugh to hide my tears. Why does she always come into mind? For someone who has as many people in his head as me, it makes me lonely. So, I try to hide it. I try to hide it behind my writings, my drawings, my... ego. I don't want her anymore. I just want to feel that feeling again, the feeling of having someone whom, I can show my true self to, and will laugh along with me, the feeling of having someone, whom makes me whole. Someone who will be my queen to my king, my lionness to my lion, my harley to my joker, my laughter to my joke,  my darkness to... my ego. I will always be waiting, and searching. Where are you my queen? Come to me.
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What I like about Leo: What they're feeling is never a guessing game. You just know.
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Mine is Lexi
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Cancer, Leo, Sagittarius, Aquarius, Pisces
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Who the signs are to you:
ARIES:
Aries: the person you don’t really know well, but you’re always having a great time going out together 
Taurus: that weirdo at work you just can’t get along with without any apparent reason 
Gemini: that from-time-to-time sex partner 
Cancer: your little sister you always have to protect from everyone 
Leo: shopping buddy 
Virgo: that one bitchy, arrogant chick you couldn’t stand at the first sight
Libra: future wife/husband 
Scorpio: that one ex you’ll always feel attracted to, even though it will never work out 
Sagittarius: crush 
Capricorn: that weird nerdy neighbour that looks quite lovely but you never spoke a word to them 
Aquarius: that one person that gets everything you want so much
Pisces: just a random useless person
TAURUS 
Aries: an annoying guy at work who gets all the credits you deserve
Taurus: your first love you’ll never forget
Gemini: that two-faced bitch you’re a little jealous of
Cancer: that person you’re not really best friends with but to whom you can always turn when you feel down
Leo: that hot guy you secretly crave
Virgo: a childhood friend that helped you become who you are now
Libra: your boss
Scorpio: your boyfriend/girlfriend
Sagittarius: crazy, odd creep that entertains you when you’re sad
Capricorn: bff!
Aquarius: your loving grandmother
Pisces: that one pervert you know who always makes you laugh 
GEMINI 
Aries: a huge crush you can’t get over no matter what you do
Taurus: high school desk neighbour
Gemini: the person you laugh the most with
Cancer: your one & only real love
Leo: drinking buddy
Virgo: that one annoying person that always sees through you not buying your lies like others do
Libra: that girl intriguing all the time
Scorpio: that bitch with a few kilogrammes makeup on you just can’t stand
Sagittarius: best travel partner you’ll ever have
Capricorn: your older brother
Aquarius: the person you know has a crush on, but you can’t relate, even though you’re enjoying this fact
Pisces: the one who does all your homework 
CANCER
Aries: you wish you had their confidence
Taurus: childhood neighbour
Gemini: your job partner who does all the work
Cancer: your opposite gender best friend, the prove that girl & boy can be just friends
Leo: they’re so beautiful, I wish I had a little of their beauty
Virgo: that person that tries to make you believe in how amazing you are
Libra: that weird person who never talks but you somehow still hang out with them
Scorpio: that one person who talks so sarcastically that you can’t understand if they’re being serious or not
Sagittarius: that annoying bitch bullying you all the time
Capricorn: that one person you will always like even though it doesn’t work out between you
Aquarius: how can you be so arrogant?
Pisces: best friend 
LEO 
Aries: slaying together!
Taurus: that one friend you’re trying to make more social, ‘cause they’re actually pretty cool, but they just prefer to Netflix & chill at home
Gemini: that one sarcastic but charming guy you like, but they keep making fun of your attitude
Cancer: your spiritually obsessed uncle
Leo: your wingman who always steals your girls in the end
Virgo: that silent friend who gets crazy as hell when drunk
Libra: your personal clown, basically entertaining you through life
Scorpio: the only person that knows how to handle your ego, but you can’t trust them, ‘cause they have some kind of power over you
Sagittarius: cooking partner
Capricorn: your older, smarter sister, but you’re always beating her in being popular & hot
Aquarius: the only person you will fall in love with for real
Pisces: your boss who’s way too easy to manipulate
VIRGO 
Aries: that one guy who gets all the girls you like because they’re hot & charming, but you’re just a shy potato 
Taurus: an actual friend
Gemini: that one person you feel kind of alike with but you still just don’t like them 
Cancer: your boo
Leo: that girl you thought was your best friend but she has like 5 other best friends and so you feel somehow friendship wise heartbroken
Virgo: that fling you had on a holiday but it was so good you won’t ever forget them
Libra: I wish I was as creative & adorable as they are
Scorpio: your wife who’s gonna leave you in the end ‘cause she will realise how different you are after 10 years of marriage
Sagittarius: that hot girl you totally have a crush on but she’s out of your league, ‘cause well, you’re still a potato
Capricorn: the only friend who actually knows how to deal with your weirdnesses and phobias
Aquarius: your psychologist 
Pisces: a girl you get perfectly along with, but can’t really understand why, because you’re so different
LIBRA
Aries: partner in crime
Taurus: your beauty idol you always try to copy
Gemini: only you can understand both of their faces
Cancer: that lovely person having so much bad luck that you always feel sorry for them
Leo: that flowers obsessed relative
Virgo: your neighbour 
Libra: that one boring person that always asks you to go out. You know it’s gonna be boring but can’t say no, 'cause they are actually really nice
Scorpio: that person you’re inhumanly attracted to 
Sagittarius: fiancé(e) that’s gonna leave you at the altar 
Capricorn: fiancé(e) that’s gonna marry you
Aquarius: long lost half sister who turns out to be really cool 
Pisces: the shoulder to cry on from time to time
SCORPIO 
Aries: a huge crush who doesn’t really like you back but you keep trying, even though you know it’s gonna hurt
Taurus: your favourite singer
Gemini: the best person to have late night conversations with
Cancer: a lovely family member you will always support
Leo: that bitch needing attention all the time but you’re too busy being self-absorbed
Virgo: the sign that 90% of your crushes are
Libra: your best freaking sex partner ever 
Scorpio: childhood love that never really faded
Sagittarius: that one cheater boyfriend you somehow forgive over and over again 
Capricorn: your daughter you can act like best friends with
Aquarius: unexplainably undesirable person 
Pisces: best friend you never dare getting in a romantic relationship with because you know you’ll hurt them
SAGITTARIUS 
Aries: your modelling partner 
Taurus: that stubborn little shit always trying to ruin your life
Gemini: you don’t know it yet but they’re the love of your life 
Cancer: that person with an amazing taste in music so you can’t stop admiring it
Leo: drinking buddy
Virgo: your favourite actor  
Libra: your make up artist
Scorpio: your witch neighbour, you don’t believe she actually is one but she scares you anyway somehow
Sagittarius: best travel buddy 
Capricorn: that gloomy person, you never what they are actually thinking 
Aquarius: on/off relationship 
Pisces: that one person always trying to joke but has an awful sense of humour
CAPRICORN 
Aries: your female friend that is amazingly beautiful & kind but just doesn’t believe it and all you do is trying to build up a little confidence in her
Taurus: your gay best friend
Gemini: lovely & interesting person to spend time with without any real trust
Cancer: that one adorable human being you will always wonder about like: how can you be so lovely & innocent?
Leo: that one bitch always trying to ruin your life, making drama around you now and then
Virgo: that person you get along with perfectly, you understand each other without words, you absolutely love them, but you’ll always stay friends because there’s a lack of physical attraction 
Libra: they want you.
Scorpio: a fling
Sagittarius: that person you like somehow but it never comes to a real relationship, they seem not to notice you the right way
Capricorn: YOUR ONE AND ONLY SOULMATE
Aquarius: that annoying relative always judging you
Pisces: that one fake ass ex you’ll never forgive yourself dating
AQUARIUS 
Aries: a friend that always manages to cheer you up
Taurus: that lovely person you always wanted to get to know, but you have no idea how to start a conversation
Gemini: just… bae
Cancer: head up, your crown is falling. Oh wait, which crown?
Leo: your most beautiful friend. she’s the only one allowed to be more beautiful than you are
Virgo: your long-lost child
Libra: that one friend that lives on the other side of the world but you stay friends no matter what
Scorpio: a person that life always puts as an interference to you, so you end up hating them
Sagittarius: that one relative you never meet ‘cause they’re always travelling
Capricorn: that one friend that seems completely heartless to you
Aquarius: a bitch you’re always competing with 
Pisces: you fell in love with their kindness
PISCES 
Aries: wait… who? 
Taurus: that one person who protects you in difficult situations every time
Gemini: they seem so lovely why can’t they stop bullying me?
Cancer: cry buddy
Leo: that person with a huge heart, it isn’t obvious at first sight but you can trust them with anything
Virgo: future husband you will finally feel secure with 
Libra: they are so beautiful you can’t help falling in love with them 
Scorpio: gossip girl friend 
Sagittarius: stupid high school buddy 
Capricorn: your long-term love that you can’t forget 
Aquarius: that married guy you can’t stop wanting
Pisces: bestie
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Aries: Stop letting your past dictate your future. They aren’t chasing you, stop going after them. Taurus: You’re going to break if you keep trying to hold all this weight up. You can’t last forever. Gemini: You’re braver than almost anyone else. Learn that you have the power of a hurricane inside you. Cancer: It won’t always hurt this badly. It’s a hard time of year, just breathe through it. Leo: Open yourself up as scary as it is. Hiding behind lies will only ever hurt you. Virgo: You’re making progress even if you can’t see it. Everyone else is cheering you on, you wont fail. Libra: Some people will hate you just for breathing. You can’t always make everyone happy. Scorpio: If something hurts stop running back to it. Their arms are just an illusion of what home should be. Sagittarius: You can’t save anyone, and you can’t rewrite the past. As much as you want to, it’s written in stone now. Capricorn: Do not be afraid to learn and grow. Unsteady footing doesn’t mean you aren’t moving forward. Aquarius: Be proud of your scars and your damage, they made you into the warrior you are today. If anyone can’t see that then they are in error, not you. Pisces: Some lines once crossed shouldn’t be forgiven. Learn to move on from the damage it’s caused.
This weeks horoscope (via late-nights-and-daydreams)
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