I like this person generally but don't love this thing they do where they explicitly say anyone who hasn't smoked/drunk alcohol/done drugs/gone clubbing/had sex etc is a wimpy little pissbaby to them that they don't respect.

jesus christ I Do Not want to work today

are you living in 2016???? it's not speculation lol

ngl. that one analysis person on tw*tter i go back to every once in a while is obsessed with ch*llengers and it looks like the most deeply uninteresting movie I've ever seen a trailer for. I really don't get it lol

remembered this when I was driving home from my parents and almost veered off the fucking road

oh my god?????????

oh my god?????????

inexplicably stricken with the overwhelming need to write something as well, rip bc idk if that's happening any time soon

ohhhh. I am also pms-ing. that helps 😑

why am I worried about what people think about if/when I tr*nsition, I don't like or respect any of their opinions lol

not doing good folks. bad week.

haven't eaten all day so I am Not doing well lol

"rpf is fine write fic about me" while. wearing d's merch. ok.

wait i already posted about that today. am slightly tipsy/drunk i need to go to bed

I was dealing with some Gender Doubt and internalized tr*nsphobia but then compared how I felt while in my doubt phase (depressed, lethargic, disconnected) and in my "ok we're doing this" phase (energized, present, sociable) and it's like night and day, so it's like. debate the "ideology" all you want but the actual reality is very clear

just realized if I do braces and T at the same time I could basically redo all of the experience of being an 11-yr-old experiencing puberty but with going the right direction this time

was having a bit of Gender Doubt but tbh I'm realizing that as soon as that kicked in I got more d*pressive and disassociated for the first time in like 2 months so...

award shows are fake but I do need g*me changer to win an emmy for this season bc it's so fucking good