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lazuritenight · 16 days

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Decided to take this quiz and my god I feel called out

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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As an introject I freaking hate how incest was implemented into my source media I hate it so much

I'm too scared to even talk about my sister because I don't want people to assume I feel the same way as according to my source

She's my sister, my best friend, my family. There's literally nothing romantic between us but the stupid writers just couldn't seem to wrap their heads around that concept

I may be a fictive, but I'm also my own person. I don't have to agree with everything that happened in the source I'm from. I appreciate and love my sister, but not in "that" way and I never will

#tw incest #I love being a fictive but it's so hard sometimes #why can't show writers be normal #“oh his crush is his long lost sister!!!” die??#you can have a love interest or a family dynamic but for the love of god don't mix them #It was the worst plot twist ever #we're not doing that crap here #sorry I'm just really mad #I just wish people could be normal about me and my family #.💙 sys #.💙 lazurite talks

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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Ohhhh...... I'm a masochist aren't I................

#guys I think I just discovered something about myself #I love villians so much #I want to get beat the shit out of in a sword duel #I want to be psychologically played with #toxic relationships my beloved #of course I mean this all in a hypothetical sense #I'm aroace so I don't want to be in an ACTUAL relationship and don't condone real-life toxic ones #but I can still fantasize #.💙 lazurite talks

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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Tag yourself, I'm 'Future Corpse'

Pansy-Leatherwork.com

#honestly “future corpse” and “hurt me” go hard af #.💙 reblog

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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Tumblr can you stop showing me unsolicited pussy every time I'm trying to look at system things

#I like pussy as much as the next guy but there's a time and a place #and the place is not in the mental health tags #.💙 sys #.💙 lazurite talks

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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the difference matters:

sex-positive: you want people in general to be able to sexually express themselves freely. this should ideally include asexuality. this is not about you as an individual.

sex-favourable: you want to have sex for whatever reason.

sex-neutral: you don't really have an opinion about freedom of sexual expression. this is about people in general, not you specifically.

sex-indifferent: you don't really care if you personally have sex or not, you could take it or leave it.

sex-negative: you only want people to have a limited sexual expression.

sex-averse: you don't want to participate in sex.

positive/neutral/negative refer to your stance on how sex is treated within society.

favourable/indifferent/averse refer to how you personally feel about participating in sex.

you can be a sex-averse asexual and still be sex-positive.

there's a common misconception that aces, especially sex-averse aces, are all "anti-sex", but some parts of the ace community still hasn't learned the nuance of these terms either. i still see people call sex-favourable aces sex-positive when they mean different things.

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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Plural culture is having adult introjects (like 25-40) of characters who were minors in canon (like 13-18) and having to dance around them existing to/avoid fronting around your "totally 100% system positive!!" friends because they don't like it when the adult acts like an adult (swearing, expressing attraction, making dirty jokes, engaging in substances, etc etc etc).

I'm a 34 year old in a mid 20s body, am I not allowed to be a full time (mostly nonsexual) pup just because I used to be a kid or do i have to re-explain the difference between characters from media and fictives of characters from media again. i am so tired

My source is like 13 and I'm 19 like the body and I've had people get mad at me for it, as if I have control

It's fucking stupid

-Imp

#EXACTLY #it's so hard to act like an adult because people view you as a kid from your source #even if I'm pretty sure I was an adult by the end of the show I'm from..??#I'm an adult within the headspace and bodily but I know people will still treat me like a kid #thus why I made a seperate blog unconnected from my source so I can actually act like an adult #.💙 sys #.💙 reblog

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lazuritenight · 18 days

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🌃 Greetings 🌃

This blog is basically just for me to ramble about more adult topics than what I normally can on my main account

I'm an introject in a system who is both internally and bodily an adult. I might talk about stuff relating to my source, but I won't actually be saying the actual name of the series I'm from because I don't want it to show up in search results. A lot of younger people like my source and they don't need to be looking at this blog. So for everyone's benefit, let's avoid saying it, ok? (Maybe I'll reblog stuff from other people since reblogs don't show in search results, but that's the extent of it)