idk

it's so stupid, how we will convince ourself that what we had was not true because it isn't consistent

maybe simply because it hurts later, we try to convince ourselves that what we had was not love. because we want to believe that love is not supposed to hurt

no one is not broken. to live is to experience, to experience is to break a little. even if there are not broken or healed versions of people, who says the way u exist is wrong? or the way u feel, less true than someone else's? just because things hurt, because people make mistakes, because they struggle to understand themselves and others, doesn't mean it is not love. love is what you feel is love. simply because it doesn't go forever or harmless, doesn't mean it wasn't love. there is no one way to love, there is no way for it to not hurt.

if you are broken, then can you ever love or be loved? can you know if what you feel is real, or if what the other says is the truth?

crazy to think that a million people experience any exact same thing u do

I am genuinely scared for my brother... maybe he is just 13... but maybe he's gonna grow to be a disgusting (sexually) qnd man and I don't fucking know what to fucking do

there's just no way to know if someone is lying

I just want a smaller waist

why is it so hard to tell what the real narrative is... what actually happened or is happening... why can't I ever just know what is the truth

She was able to see that, that's why she left.

I thought I was easily influenced. But I am the one who influences. I plague people, with my fucked up ways of thinking. I make them drop their morals, their principles, their realities. And because I take this approach of offering these... diseased thoughts and motivations for actions, as "a naïve and innocent" person, as someone who doesn't have any confidence, someone who cant be ill intended... people don't realise they are being manupilated by me.

what the fuck.

I almost feel guilty for being confident ab some things other people overthink

Wdym we can't??

complicated

no one is ever patient and loving to me everyone's always irritated

I fucked up today