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you`re gorgeous, my guitar boy
I missed you so fucking much
what does heaven look like?
dating the best guitar boy aka thomas raggi headcanons
the untitled one, until marlena comes to the author and helps to come up with a title
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dating the best guitar boy aka Thomas Raggi headcanons
thomas raggi x fem!reader
words| +- 5600
warnings| pure fluff and just 🤌🏻a bit🤌🏻 of smut (I wouldn't say this is smut, rather it's spicy context)
author's note| I spent on that a shitload of time. and all, I mean ALL my ideas are here (I don't think this is the most reasonable decision), so I don't think there will be any posts in the nearest future.
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It seems to me that Thomas is a person who changes position while sleeping a lot, and adding the fact that he is the clingiest of the group, then don’t be surprised at the following outcome of events:
~ you lie on Thomas chest listening to his heartbeat. one of his hands is your hair, while you play with a ring that he never takes off on his other hand . you two talking about some unrealistic plans for life, like ‘what if we invent a time machine’ until both of you fall asleep. but! you wake up in the middle of the night, because your lovely guitarist put his head on your hand, shutting off the blood circulation. and your body signals to you that if your numb stay in the same state even a little bit longer, then you can lose it. and in general Thomas switched both of you so now he’s the one who laying on you, pressing you to the bed with all his weight. Still intertwining his freckled limbs with yours.
~ and good luck to you with getting out from under his long body, because when you try to do something, he begins to mumble something still sleeping, and your conscience doesn’t allow you to wake this sleeping angel up. so the most you can do is save your hand somehow, but that’s all.
~ or Thomas can turns around in his sleep so he accidentally throws (I mean literally throws) you out of bed and wakes up from the noise with a complete lack of comprehending of what happened. but as soon as as he understands, he will be apologizing for a very long, pressing you as close to him as possible, covering all your face with kisses until both of you fall asleep. but this doesn’t mean that everything won’t end as in the previous paragraph.
your mornings together are like a separate art form, especially if you like to sleep as well as thomas. well, if not, then you still have to lie in bed with Thomas until he is ready to crawl out from under the covers.
~ you open your eyes and see a beautiful freckled face on the pillow next to you, how his eyelashes tremble a little, and blonde hair is in a complete mess. you tuck one of the curls behind his ear and kiss Thomas on the forehead, getting ready to climb out of bed to make breakfast. but long arms find your waist and return you to previous place, in his embrace and under warm sheets. Thomas mumbles something like '5 more minutes’, his lips kiss your shoulder and he buries his nose in your hair, continuing his sleep.
~ if Thomas wakes up first, then there are several options for the development of events. he can just open his eyes, see you asleep, hug you tighter and go back to his own sleep.
~ the second scenario: you wake up from the smell of scrambled eggs from the kitchen (we’ll talk about cooking later)
~ but the third one….how to tell ��you wake up halfway to your orgasm, opening your eyes and meeting with the blonde crown between your thighs, as he eating you out, doing miracles with his tongue (only if you’re OK with waking up with oral, if you’re not it also fine, but it seems to me that Thomas’d be really into it. )
so, back to cooking. or rather back to breakfast. sometimes Thomas wakes up before you and goes to the kitchen to please you with breakfast. BUT! it doesn’t work if you want to do the same for him.
~ no one knows how, but our beloved guitarist has some kind of sensation so he feels as you want to leave the bed and a second before your feet touch the floor, Thomas’s strong hands pull you back into his embrace. so you don’t have a chance to leave him alone in bed. so either you cook breakfast together … or you cook breakfast together.
~ if you wake up at the same time, and go to the kitchen to make something together… trust me, there has NEVER been a time when you JUST cook a meal after getting out of bed at the same time. in all cases, your joint cooking (not only breakfast) ends with passionate kisses, hands wandering all over each other’s body, you on the kitchen counter, moans all over the apartment, and burnt pancakes … oops
~ or Thomas starts cooking himself, but (we will return to this later) don’t wait a culinary masterpiece from him, in most cases he’s doing something like 100 and 1 more way to cook scrambled eggs. but do you need more? especially considering this is made by your beloved man.
~ and if you find him cooking breakfast, it’s just … just imagine, the first thing you see, as you enter the kitchen, is Thomas standing in boxers only at the stove, trying to watch for both, the frying pan and boiling coffee at the same time. a strong back covered by freckles and golden curls in a complete mess. from time to time, his nimble fingers rub the eyes or cover up a yawn.
~ if he is already fully awake, and you hug him from behind, imprinting your body in his, he instantly turns to face you, wraps his arms around your middle and covers your lips with his, and it all ends….with you on kitchen counter.
~ but if he is still in a semi-sleepy state, he gives the kitchen at your disposal, and he becomes the one who hugs you from behind, wrapping his arms around your body and putting his head on your shoulder so the golden mess on his head tickles your neck as he trails you throughout the kitchen. no, i’m serious, thomas just sticks to your back and if you go to the frige, he follows you. you go back to the stove - thomas follow you. I mean, he is GLUED to you, literally falling asleep on your shoulder, and THERE’S NO FUCKING WAY HIS HANDS COULD LEAVE YOUR WAIST! and when you sit down to eat, then you sit on his lap, because Thomas’s clingy mod works 24/7, and when he’s sleepy, this mod works in x5.
cooking isn’t his strongest point. Thomas can cook some simple dishes, but he won’t try to do something difficult alone, but with you … well, I’ve already said how your joint cooking ends … but in fact he loves to cook with you.
~ if you are good at this, then he will gladly follow all your instructions: what to cut, what to add, and so on.
~ but if your cooking level is the same to his and both of you don’t really understand what to do when it comes to something more complicated than pasta or scrambled eggs, then possibility of eating each other increases significantly. and then you can go back and try to make dinner one more time. but then you'll have a second round with a 90% probability. or you just order delivery, turn on netflix and cuddle on the couch.
in general, Thomas is an eternally horny asshole. you fucked in all rooms and on all surfaces of your joint apartment. there isn’t a single virgin place remained.
bed - no comments (I bet you broke it the same week you moved in together)
bathroom - ✔️
bath itself - ✔
shower - ✔️
kitchen - I think everything is clear - ✔️
all tables in the house - ✔️
all chairs and armchairs - ✔️
on the couch, behind the couch, in front of the couch - ✔️, ✔️& ✔️
balcony - it was risky, but ✔️
even on the floor in every room - ✔️, a lot of ✔️`s.
~ does damiano call you two insatiable rabbits? Yes. do you care? No
~ Thomas loves you, which means he wants you. ALL THE TIME. this guy has more than enough energy. so stock up on condoms, your life together is very ✨fun✨.
your phone full of photos and videos of each other & your photos together. there are billions of them. seriously, you have a separate folder (which takes up the most space in your phone) which is dedicated to thomas and which you review when he’s not around. and he also has a load of your photos on his phone and all those pictures are different, from funny and cute, to very, very hot.
~ I think thomas has two favorite photos on his phone. one that was made by Vic, who couldn’t resist taking a picture of how cute you and thomas looked when fell asleep on the couch while cuddling (we will return to this later). Thomas lies on the top of you , legs are intertwined with yours, his head is on your chest, and his arms are around you, while one of your palms finds a place in his golden hair, and the other around his freckled shoulders.
~ and the other favorite photo is one that he took secretly and you didn’t know about it for a very long time. on this photo you are in his T-shirt and with messy hair, with a guitar in your hands, trying to repeat the chords that Thomas showed you.
~ I don’t know which of these photos is on his wallpaper, and which is on the lockscreen, but he chose those two a long ago and he refuses to change them. (of course he wanted to set one of your nudes, but still decided that it was better not to do this)
on days when Thomas can’t be physically near to you, you are almost 24/7 in touch.
~ starting with a 'good morning’ messages, calls before some important events (such as your exams, some kind of presentations at work, or before gigs Thomas is worried about), in order to reassure each other and just hear the voice of beloved one.
~ ending with the fact that you facetime each other every free minute and especially in the evenings to tell about your day and, in the end, fall asleep with the phones in your hands.
~ and if you’re in different time zones, Thomas usually set alarms to send you a 'good morning` or 'good night’ at the time. we all know that this blond man has problems with time and he`s always late, but he wants the first thing you see as you wake up is a message from him.
~ Fact: If you’re at a distance, you never send text messages, except emergencies. it’s always video- and voice messages. yes, unfortunately you can’t touch each other, but hear the other’s voice is already better than just text
~ the band sometimes teases him about the fact that thomas spend all his free time with a phone in freckled hand. but you know, he doesn’t care about all the jokes. HE NEEDS YOU. HE WANTS TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU, INHALATE THE SMELL OF YOUR HAIR. and believe me, too many times your evening video calls ended with a lot of 'I miss you's and tears in his and your eyes.
~ online sex? of course! or why else did people come up with facetime? so your evening video calls start with stories about how the day went and end with moans all over the room when you either tell Thomas what to do, or if your lofty boyfriend is in a bossy mood, you will obey his guidances.
~ have i said about all those horny and provocative videos and voicemail you send each other throughout the day? No? Well…don't be surprised if in the middle of the day, when you are studying/working, a video comes to your phone where Thomas is “getting rid of stress.”
from every country måneskin visits, Thomas brings you some jewelry. it could be rings, chains, bracelets or whatever else you wear most often.
~ I literally see this situation:
“Thomas! what the fuck? we'll be late for the plane!”
“give me a couple of minutes Damia, there is a vintage store around the corner. I haven’t bought a present for y/n”
“ but…”
“I don`t fucking care. I won`t come back without a ring/necklace/bracelet!”
more about jewelry. I’m sure you have paired necklaces.
~ you have a chain with a pendant in shape of a small silver cobra, and he has the one with a lil bunny (bc u know, he calls you bunny 24/7). and thomas never takes this locket off.
~ and never in a million years tomas will tell you how much he paid for the individual design of these jewelry. because for him "it is a reminder of you. and everything connected with you is priceless"
by the way, THOMAS CALLS YOU BUNNY 24/7
~ it took him a while to find the perfect pet name for you. and there was a period in your relationship when every time he called you differently. so there was a lot of pet names. but ieventually you became his bunny
since the day you two met, thomas can’t stop thinking about you. and since then he composed the music with you in his minds. but even more he loves to compose music with you.
~ when he has no inspiration, he comes to you. Thomas lies with his back on the sofa and his head finds a place in your lap, you immediately dig into the golden curls with your fingers. and he can lie like that for half an hour, his eyes closed and with a guitar on his stomach while you playing with his hair. and after a while, he finally touches strings and turns all the love and affection he feels into a melody.
~ and trust me, your hand cannot leave his curls. because as soon as you remove your delicate fingers, the music stops playing , Thomas opens his doe-eyes and looks at you with such a 🥺pleading🥺 look that it is simply impossible to refuse him.
~ if you understand tablature Thomas can also give you his notebook so you can write down what he compose. and if not, then he'll gladly teach you if you want. so thomas plays something new, at some moments his eyebrows meet on the bridge of the freckled nose, forming a crease on his forehead and he starts playing again, changing a few notes and a quiet "here it is" flies from his lips as he tells you what to write down, and you transfer his composings all into the life-worn notebook.
~ but he doesn`t compose music in such calm moments only . Do you want to know how he came up with the solo for “for your love”? As soon as his spine meet silk sheets and breathing returns to normal, after one of your passionate, unrestrained, intimate, sleepless ✨funtime✨, Thomas was blown up from the bed and ran after the guitar and notebook. so…
(why do I call it ✨funtime✨ or smth like that? why don't I just write "sex"?)
~ you are his muse. the one and only who inspires him. period.
Thomas loves to sleep and it’s not a secret. he can fall asleep anytime and anywhere. and if you are near him giving him peace of mind, serenity, comfort and love with your hugs, then Thomas will fall asleep 5 times faster.
~ you cuddle while lying on the couch in the living room - Thomas falls asleep, wrapping his freckled arms around your waist.
~ you are in a car with band - Thomas puts his head on your shoulder, tickling with his golden hair, hugs your hand and dozes off like that.
~ it`s better not to mention how quickly he falls asleep when you are already in bed.
~ you spend time in the må villa, sitting on the couch with vic, ethan and damiano on armchairs across from you and talking about something. Thomas ALWAYS sits next to you, or to be more precise, he lies so your thighs become his pillow. and of course he falls asleep in this position.
~ and if you think tired thomas wouldn`t take a nap at the dinner table with his golden curls on your shoulder, then you are wrong.
~ and it doesn`t mean that you couldn`t do the same.
~ have I mentioned that you're the only one who can wake his sleepy ass up without armageddon or any loss on the part of humanity.
as i`ve already told, THOMAS NEEDS YOU. HE WANTS TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU, FEEL YOU. so his hands on you 24/7.
~ I’ll start with the fact that you spend all your free time cuddling. no matter what you do. you can read a book out loud to each other, basking in the arms of a beloved person, or check smth in your phones, or just talk
~ Thomas always holds your hand when you walk somewhere together. intertwining your fingers and playing with your rings or allowing you to play with his.
~ Imagine as Thomas literally melting in your arms
~ by the way, a lot of nose, hand, and especially shoulder kisses. you are holding hands with your fingers intertwined. and thommy can't resist kissing your knuckles, looking straight into your eyes and radiating his love. or while he's hugging you from behind, you feel his calm breath on the soft skin of your neck. and it's easier for this lazy boy to reach your shoulder or neck with his lips, so that's what he usually does.
~ if you are sitting at a desk, busy with your laptop and Thomas feels the sharp need for you, then he can just come and sit on the floor next to a chair, resting his head on your knees and hugging your legs with his long arms and leaving weightless kisses on your thigh from time to time.
~ you know it’s a cliché when a guy says that you need to stop doing something and rest a little and just pulls you onto the bed in his embrace. so this is 100% thomas
~ or you are sitting in front of your laptop trying to learn something for classes, and Thomas just comes from behind, wraps his freckled arms around you and whispers in your ear “sorry for distracting. I missed you and needed to touch you.”
~ do you remember that he is 24/7 horny, right? so after that his big palms move to your breasts as he gives them a light squeeze and now you hear his much lower voice “that’s right, good girls should study”, and then you know what? he just goes away with a cocky smile on his velvety lips! just turns around and leaves you like this! all flushed and flustered only from one phrase and action. But let’s be honest, your guitar boy knows what he`s doing, so in a minute you will scour around the apartment, looking for his touch
~ Thomas love rough sex. he relishes being bratty sub for you and under you, depend on your mercy. sometimes he can be very dom with you and being more than satisfied this scenario, pressing you agains the wall with his body. but he loves to be really nice with you, worship your beauty and fuck you slow and deep while he praises you softly, covers all your body with kisses and just LOVES you
if you smoke, then don’t even hope that you can smoke alone ever again.
~ Thomas specially dragged a small sofa onto the balcony so you two could lie on top of each other, heat each other with your body warmth and share a cigarette.
~ and our lovey guitar boy loses lighters literally every time. he buys a new one, lights his cigarette only once and the lighter magically disappears. so no matter if you smoke, you have to keep the lighter in the back pocket of your jeans.
~ Thomas adores to hug you from behind, placing one palm on your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder and holding a cigarette in the skilled fingers of the other hand. he takes a puff and brings the cigarette to your face, weightlessly touching your velvety lips with his fingers, allowing you to do the same.
~ you two try to quit several times a month, but it doesn’t end well. your endurance lasts only for a couple of days. so every attempt to "quit" ends with “maybe…?” “yeh, let’s go”
~ your “quit” smoking become especially ✨fun✨ times. someone makes up for the lack of nicotine with food, and you two - with each other.
~ smoking isn`t just nicotine inhalation any more , it become something personal and intimate between the two of you.
and if you don’t smoke, Thomas tries to do his best to rid you of anything associated with cigarettes.
~ no matter how strange it may sound, but before lighting a cigarette, he tries to determine the wind direction, so the smoke doesn`t fly on you. and he himself stands so that the smoke doesn`t fall on his clothes either, so when you hug him, you smell his scent, not cigarettes.
~ Thomas stocks up kilograms of gum, which he will eat so when he kiss you, you don`t feel the taste of tobacco.
~ and even if you say that you don`t mind his smoking and tobacco smell, he still continue doing all of this. but you still have to carry a lighter for him.
drunk dancing in the evenings with a bottle of wine in hand
~ favorite songs playing at full volume. sloppy kisses. laughter that doesn`t subside. movements to the music, when the hands don`t leave each other’s bodies. clumsy and lazy sex somewhere on the living room floor while music is still playing
~ a little note about dancing: Thomas gets jealous when you dance with someone other than him. no matter what kind of dance it is. he realizes that this is not justified, but there is nothing he can do about it. so he either keeps that feeling to himself, bc he don`t want disturbing you with unfounded claims, either he joins your dances and ends up stealing you from the person you were dancing with.
well, when you and Thomas move together - forget about the existence of your clothes. now these are “our” clothes.
~ but! his clothes are yours as well. so get ready for “Thommy, where is OUR white sweater?” or “Bunny did you wash OUR Beatles tee?” and nobody cares that “our” sweater is Thomas’s sweater, and “our” Beatles T-shirt is yours.
~ and it’s important to note that Thomas LOVES it. he loves wearing your clothes because they smell like you.
~ and he loves even more to see you in his clothes. again, they smell like you. and he also enjoys moments when someone compliments the shirt you are wearing and you say “thanks, that`s my boyfriend`s.” and it doesn’t matter that you don’t remember whose actually this piece of clothing is, but you just need to see the goofy smile and a contented Thomas`s face when he hears something like that.
~ and when someone compliments Thomas about his clothes, he always says that it`s yours and that “my girlfriend has great taste” with a proud expression on his freckled face.
~ it even got to the point that you buy clothes for two. Well, why would you buy two identical T-shirts when you can buy one and wear it together.
~ hint: if you wear one of Thomas’s concert outfits, he will bend you over the first horizontal surface he finds a second after he saw you. so be careful with his bright blazers and lace shirts. if you need to go somewhere, then you are already late.
Thomas`s limbs are always ice-cold. so you are his little personal beloved heater.
~ be prepared for his icy hands on the back of your neck and in a second after thomas turns around and runs away while giggling.
~ or he sticks his hands under your sweater while cuddling. just to 1.be closer to you. 2. well, to warm his hands, no wonder. but in general to be closer to you
~ it happens that you take his hands in yours, wrapping your palms around his icy fingers to warm them up even a little
~ even if you have cold limbs too, Thomas doesn't care. frozen hands are just an excuse. he wants to touch you, skin to skin. if you are near, he is already getting warmer
~ Thomas freezes a lot, so you don`t let him give you the jacket when you aren`t dressed according to the weather. but your blond lover found a solution. if he's wearing a hoodie, he puts it on you without removing it from his freckled body. so the the soft piece of clothing is worn on both of you at the same time.
~ and if Thomas is wearing a coat or something like that, he kind of hugs you with it. I don’t know how to explain. his palms hold the edges of the unzipped clothing and at the same time hug you so that you don`t catch cold.
it seems to me that thomas would prefer to hide the relationship. just to protect you from the whole world.
(I could be wrong, but it seems like in some interview it was mentioned that Thomas doesn`t like to talk publicly about his personal life)
~ he knows like no one else how evil people can be, even those who call themselves "fans". and the likelihood that at least a TINY drop of the hate can pour out on you doesn`t suit him.
~ so he tries to hide your relationship. but sometimes you appear in the måneskin's Instagram stories, but only as a friend of the band.
~ your beloved guitarist doing his best to keep his hands further from you, while you`re walking down the street next to each other
~ but he's clingy as fuck so he can't keep his distance (how normal celebrities do, who don't advertise their relationship) Thomas walks at the minimum allowed distance from you, so your hand sometimes brushes against his. You have no idea how damn hard it`s for him not to grab your palm, kiss your knuckles and continue walking, intertwining his long fingers with yours.
but so sooner or later your relationship will be revealed.
it was one of the "family" parties that Måneskin had after the concerts. no paparazzi, no journalists, no fans. only the closest friends who came to support someone from the band. there was such a party almost after every concert. a couple of hours in order to relax in the company of friends, chat with those whom you have known for years and just enjoy dancing and alcohol.
and at one of these parties, you and thomas had a little drink, so minds were slightly clouded and the "protection" of your relationship was weakened. in general, all those present were your friends whom you trusted, everyone at the party knew that you had been together for years.
so thomas gladly put you on his knees during a smoke break. placing both of you in the position he adored. you're on his lap, one freckled hand around your waist and the other holding the cigarette you two are sharing. his chin is on your shoulder and from time to time his velvet lips meet the delicate skin of your neck, giving kisses between puffs of smoke. neither Damiano nor Georgia, nor Leo and Vic`s best friend saw anything strange about Thomas's actions. everyone used to this. so you and this whole company chatted about something, laughed and enjoyed nicotine.
only a few hours later, Thomas`s sweet sleep was interrupted by a million phone calls from the band manager. no one knows how, but your photos from the 'smoke break' have already spread across all social networks. the internet and the tabloids were full of news that guitarist from Måneskin has a girlfriend.
after this happening, the rules of "protection" your relationship have changed slightly. and Thomas is incredibly happy about it.
~ now thomas can touch you as much as he likes. now his cold palm doesn`t leave yours even for a second. and he doesn't care that you can get caught by paparazzi. everyone already knows that you are a couple, so photos of your date in the tabloids won't change anything anymore.
~ the no-kissing-in-public rule still valid. but Thomas often breaks it by touching your forehead or nose with pink lips. the process is running and cannot be stopped, so it is better to come to terms his violations. as if you have something against.
~ Thomas has blocked all hashtags on your phone that are associated with any hate on you or your relationship
~ if you meet fans while walking together, then his hand finds its place around your shoulders . if the "fans" are negatively disposed against your relationship, by this action and bringing your body closer to his own, Thomas seems to say that 'I don't care what you think, I love her and all this bullshit and rumors won't be able to separate us'
~ if the fans you meet like you, then Thomas's hand is still around your shoulders, but not in a protective way, but more in casual
~ your joint photos appear on Thomas's instagram. he doesn`t post them too often, but sometimes a photo may appear in his instastory that he took by accident and you 'refused to post, but you are too beautiful on it'. either a photo taken by someone from Måneskin where you laugh while Thomas hugs you from behind or some other joint photo where you both glow with happiness. photographs rarely appear (because he still wants a little privacy), but still appear
thomas isn`t short guy. he is taller than you and he enjoys it.
~ just like you do. his palms are much larger than yours, but they seem to be made for each other. because your hand fits perfectly into his. in his freckled arms you feel safe and protected. and thomas can literally wrap his body around yours. Imagine you are sitting, back pressed against his chest, and Thomas hugs you like koala, throwing his legs around yours and pressing you even closer to him with tight embrace.
~ this guitar boy loves to tease you in every sense of the word. even though you never put your cup on the top shelf, it ends up there all the time. and all the time you have to ask Thomas to get the mug out of there because you can't reach it. and this happens definitely NOT because of your beloved boyfried, who puts it on highest shelf on purpose , because he loves when you ask him for help in such elementary stuff. "What`s matter, shorty? can`t reach it?"
by the way, a lot, i mean, A LOT OF INSIDE JOKES AND TEASING. period.
~ there are days when your conversations consist entirely of nice taunts, teasing, and quips. Vic sometimes doesn’t understand what’s going on and "did you two have a fight? and that`s why you`re toxic to each other and talk only with sarcasm, or what?" and you and thomas both don’t understand what she`s talking about because it’s a common thing for you.
~ you and thomas may start laughing and others will not understand why. But in fact, something just happened that reminded you of some kind of inside joke. You and Thomas understand what`s going on, but your company don`t. which makes you look a little crazy from the outside.
if you speak a language(s) other than Italian Thomas will beg you to teach him.
~ initially he`d ask you to teach him swear words. (especially if, like me, cuss out your native language, regardless of the one you are speakingin at the moment, bc i do).
~ then Thomas will want to know how to say 'I love you' . and sometimes he says this phrase in your language instead of 'ti amo' оr 'ti voglio bene'.
You with a guitar in your hands is the best that Thomas has ever seen.
~ if you know how to play, then both of you arrange home concerts. when only the two of you are jumping around the room, singing at the top of your lungs and hitting the strings.
~ and if you don’t know how to play, then God, Thomas will teach you with such incredible pleasure.
~ when you asked him to teach you, his eyes lit up and a goofy smile appeared on his face. playing the guitar is his life, and you are his meaning of life. just imagine what was going on in that blonde head when he talks about the chords to you.
~ in most cases, you sit between his legs with the guitar in your lap and thomas`s chin on your shoulder as he explains to you the correct finger possition. as a reward for playing the chord right , you get a kiss.
~ Thomas takes your lessons very seriously and responsibly. so seriously that he didn’t kiss you all day when you gave up at once. God only knows how Thomas was able to restrain himself and not touch your lips with his for the whole fucking day. he probably just knew that you could do it if try a little harder.
~ but lets be honest? Thomas isn`t SO responsible that your guitar lessons don't end with sex almost every time.
~ little secret: Thomas's favorite song was the first thing you wanted to learn. and he cried when you played it the first time.
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thanks, my love, it is very important for me to hear such words from such a talented writer as you
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dating the best guitar boy aka Thomas Raggi headcanons
thomas raggi x fem!reader
words| +- 5600
warnings| pure fluff and just 🤌🏻a bit🤌🏻 of smut (I wouldn't say this is smut, rather it's spicy context)
author's note| I spent on that a shitload of time. and all, I mean ALL my ideas are here (I don't think this is the most reasonable decision), so I don't think there will be any posts in the nearest future.
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It seems to me that Thomas is a person who changes position while sleeping a lot, and adding the fact that he is the clingiest of the group, then don’t be surprised at the following outcome of events:
~ you lie on Thomas chest listening to his heartbeat. one of his hands is your hair, while you play with a ring that he never takes off on his other hand . you two talking about some unrealistic plans for life, like ‘what if we invent a time machine’ until both of you fall asleep. but! you wake up in the middle of the night, because your lovely guitarist put his head on your hand, shutting off the blood circulation. and your body signals to you that if your numb stay in the same state even a little bit longer, then you can lose it. and in general Thomas switched both of you so now he’s the one who laying on you, pressing you to the bed with all his weight. Still intertwining his freckled limbs with yours.
~ and good luck to you with getting out from under his long body, because when you try to do something, he begins to mumble something still sleeping, and your conscience doesn’t allow you to wake this sleeping angel up. so the most you can do is save your hand somehow, but that’s all.
~ or Thomas can turns around in his sleep so he accidentally throws (I mean literally throws) you out of bed and wakes up from the noise with a complete lack of comprehending of what happened. but as soon as as he understands, he will be apologizing for a very long, pressing you as close to him as possible, covering all your face with kisses until both of you fall asleep. but this doesn’t mean that everything won’t end as in the previous paragraph.
your mornings together are like a separate art form, especially if you like to sleep as well as thomas. well, if not, then you still have to lie in bed with Thomas until he is ready to crawl out from under the covers.
~ you open your eyes and see a beautiful freckled face on the pillow next to you, how his eyelashes tremble a little, and blonde hair is in a complete mess. you tuck one of the curls behind his ear and kiss Thomas on the forehead, getting ready to climb out of bed to make breakfast. but long arms find your waist and return you to previous place, in his embrace and under warm sheets. Thomas mumbles something like '5 more minutes’, his lips kiss your shoulder and he buries his nose in your hair, continuing his sleep.
~ if Thomas wakes up first, then there are several options for the development of events. he can just open his eyes, see you asleep, hug you tighter and go back to his own sleep.
~ the second scenario: you wake up from the smell of scrambled eggs from the kitchen (we’ll talk about cooking later)
~ but the third one….how to tell …you wake up halfway to your orgasm, opening your eyes and meeting with the blonde crown between your thighs, as he eating you out, doing miracles with his tongue (only if you’re OK with waking up with oral, if you’re not it also fine, but it seems to me that Thomas’d be really into it. )
so, back to cooking. or rather back to breakfast. sometimes Thomas wakes up before you and goes to the kitchen to please you with breakfast. BUT! it doesn’t work if you want to do the same for him.
~ no one knows how, but our beloved guitarist has some kind of sensation so he feels as you want to leave the bed and a second before your feet touch the floor, Thomas’s strong hands pull you back into his embrace. so you don’t have a chance to leave him alone in bed. so either you cook breakfast together … or you cook breakfast together.
~ if you wake up at the same time, and go to the kitchen to make something together… trust me, there has NEVER been a time when you JUST cook a meal after getting out of bed at the same time. in all cases, your joint cooking (not only breakfast) ends with passionate kisses, hands wandering all over each other’s body, you on the kitchen counter, moans all over the apartment, and burnt pancakes … oops
~ or Thomas starts cooking himself, but (we will return to this later) don’t wait a culinary masterpiece from him, in most cases he’s doing something like 100 and 1 more way to cook scrambled eggs. but do you need more? especially considering this is made by your beloved man.
~ and if you find him cooking breakfast, it’s just … just imagine, the first thing you see, as you enter the kitchen, is Thomas standing in boxers only at the stove, trying to watch for both, the frying pan and boiling coffee at the same time. a strong back covered by freckles and golden curls in a complete mess. from time to time, his nimble fingers rub the eyes or cover up a yawn.
~ if he is already fully awake, and you hug him from behind, imprinting your body in his, he instantly turns to face you, wraps his arms around your middle and covers your lips with his, and it all ends….with you on kitchen counter.
~ but if he is still in a semi-sleepy state, he gives the kitchen at your disposal, and he becomes the one who hugs you from behind, wrapping his arms around your body and putting his head on your shoulder so the golden mess on his head tickles your neck as he trails you throughout the kitchen. no, i’m serious, thomas just sticks to your back and if you go to the frige, he follows you. you go back to the stove - thomas follow you. I mean, he is GLUED to you, literally falling asleep on your shoulder, and THERE’S NO FUCKING WAY HIS HANDS COULD LEAVE YOUR WAIST! and when you sit down to eat, then you sit on his lap, because Thomas’s clingy mod works 24/7, and when he’s sleepy, this mod works in x5.
cooking isn’t his strongest point. Thomas can cook some simple dishes, but he won’t try to do something difficult alone, but with you … well, I’ve already said how your joint cooking ends … but in fact he loves to cook with you.
~ if you are good at this, then he will gladly follow all your instructions: what to cut, what to add, and so on.
~ but if your cooking level is the same to his and both of you don’t really understand what to do when it comes to something more complicated than pasta or scrambled eggs, then possibility of eating each other increases significantly. and then you can go back and try to make dinner one more time. but then you'll have a second round with a 90% probability. or you just order delivery, turn on netflix and cuddle on the couch.
in general, Thomas is an eternally horny asshole. you fucked in all rooms and on all surfaces of your joint apartment. there isn’t a single virgin place remained.
bed - no comments (I bet you broke it the same week you moved in together)
bathroom - ✔️
bath itself - ✔
shower - ✔️
kitchen - I think everything is clear - ✔️
all tables in the house - ✔️
all chairs and armchairs - ✔️
on the couch, behind the couch, in front of the couch - ✔️, ✔️& ✔️
balcony - it was risky, but ✔️
even on the floor in every room - ✔️, a lot of ✔️`s.
~ does damiano call you two insatiable rabbits? Yes. do you care? No
~ Thomas loves you, which means he wants you. ALL THE TIME. this guy has more than enough energy. so stock up on condoms, your life together is very ✨fun✨.
your phone full of photos and videos of each other & your photos together. there are billions of them. seriously, you have a separate folder (which takes up the most space in your phone) which is dedicated to thomas and which you review when he’s not around. and he also has a load of your photos on his phone and all those pictures are different, from funny and cute, to very, very hot.
~ I think thomas has two favorite photos on his phone. one that was made by Vic, who couldn’t resist taking a picture of how cute you and thomas looked when fell asleep on the couch while cuddling (we will return to this later). Thomas lies on the top of you , legs are intertwined with yours, his head is on your chest, and his arms are around you, while one of your palms finds a place in his golden hair, and the other around his freckled shoulders.
~ and the other favorite photo is one that he took secretly and you didn’t know about it for a very long time. on this photo you are in his T-shirt and with messy hair, with a guitar in your hands, trying to repeat the chords that Thomas showed you.
~ I don’t know which of these photos is on his wallpaper, and which is on the lockscreen, but he chose those two a long ago and he refuses to change them. (of course he wanted to set one of your nudes, but still decided that it was better not to do this)
on days when Thomas can’t be physically near to you, you are almost 24/7 in touch.
~ starting with a 'good morning’ messages, calls before some important events (such as your exams, some kind of presentations at work, or before gigs Thomas is worried about), in order to reassure each other and just hear the voice of beloved one.
~ ending with the fact that you facetime each other every free minute and especially in the evenings to tell about your day and, in the end, fall asleep with the phones in your hands.
~ and if you’re in different time zones, Thomas usually set alarms to send you a 'good morning` or 'good night’ at the time. we all know that this blond man has problems with time and he`s always late, but he wants the first thing you see as you wake up is a message from him.
~ Fact: If you’re at a distance, you never send text messages, except emergencies. it’s always video- and voice messages. yes, unfortunately you can’t touch each other, but hear the other’s voice is already better than just text
~ the band sometimes teases him about the fact that thomas spend all his free time with a phone in freckled hand. but you know, he doesn’t care about all the jokes. HE NEEDS YOU. HE WANTS TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU, INHALATE THE SMELL OF YOUR HAIR. and believe me, too many times your evening video calls ended with a lot of 'I miss you's and tears in his and your eyes.
~ online sex? of course! or why else did people come up with facetime? so your evening video calls start with stories about how the day went and end with moans all over the room when you either tell Thomas what to do, or if your lofty boyfriend is in a bossy mood, you will obey his guidances.
~ have i said about all those horny and provocative videos and voicemail you send each other throughout the day? No? Well…don't be surprised if in the middle of the day, when you are studying/working, a video comes to your phone where Thomas is “getting rid of stress.”
from every country måneskin visits, Thomas brings you some jewelry. it could be rings, chains, bracelets or whatever else you wear most often.
~ I literally see this situation:
“Thomas! what the fuck? we'll be late for the plane!”
“give me a couple of minutes Damia, there is a vintage store around the corner. I haven’t bought a present for y/n”
“ but…”
“I don`t fucking care. I won`t come back without a ring/necklace/bracelet!”
more about jewelry. I’m sure you have paired necklaces.
~ you have a chain with a pendant in shape of a small silver cobra, and he has the one with a lil bunny (bc u know, he calls you bunny 24/7). and thomas never takes this locket off.
~ and never in a million years tomas will tell you how much he paid for the individual design of these jewelry. because for him "it is a reminder of you. and everything connected with you is priceless"
by the way, THOMAS CALLS YOU BUNNY 24/7
~ it took him a while to find the perfect pet name for you. and there was a period in your relationship when every time he called you differently. so there was a lot of pet names. but ieventually you became his bunny
since the day you two met, thomas can’t stop thinking about you. and since then he composed the music with you in his minds. but even more he loves to compose music with you.
~ when he has no inspiration, he comes to you. Thomas lies with his back on the sofa and his head finds a place in your lap, you immediately dig into the golden curls with your fingers. and he can lie like that for half an hour, his eyes closed and with a guitar on his stomach while you playing with his hair. and after a while, he finally touches strings and turns all the love and affection he feels into a melody.
~ and trust me, your hand cannot leave his curls. because as soon as you remove your delicate fingers, the music stops playing , Thomas opens his doe-eyes and looks at you with such a 🥺pleading🥺 look that it is simply impossible to refuse him.
~ if you understand tablature Thomas can also give you his notebook so you can write down what he compose. and if not, then he'll gladly teach you if you want. so thomas plays something new, at some moments his eyebrows meet on the bridge of the freckled nose, forming a crease on his forehead and he starts playing again, changing a few notes and a quiet "here it is" flies from his lips as he tells you what to write down, and you transfer his composings all into the life-worn notebook.
~ but he doesn`t compose music in such calm moments only . Do you want to know how he came up with the solo for “for your love”? As soon as his spine meet silk sheets and breathing returns to normal, after one of your passionate, unrestrained, intimate, sleepless ✨funtime✨, Thomas was blown up from the bed and ran after the guitar and notebook. so…
(why do I call it ✨funtime✨ or smth like that? why don't I just write "sex"?)
~ you are his muse. the one and only who inspires him. period.
Thomas loves to sleep and it’s not a secret. he can fall asleep anytime and anywhere. and if you are near him giving him peace of mind, serenity, comfort and love with your hugs, then Thomas will fall asleep 5 times faster.
~ you cuddle while lying on the couch in the living room - Thomas falls asleep, wrapping his freckled arms around your waist.
~ you are in a car with band - Thomas puts his head on your shoulder, tickling with his golden hair, hugs your hand and dozes off like that.
~ it`s better not to mention how quickly he falls asleep when you are already in bed.
~ you spend time in the må villa, sitting on the couch with vic, ethan and damiano on armchairs across from you and talking about something. Thomas ALWAYS sits next to you, or to be more precise, he lies so your thighs become his pillow. and of course he falls asleep in this position.
~ and if you think tired thomas wouldn`t take a nap at the dinner table with his golden curls on your shoulder, then you are wrong.
~ and it doesn`t mean that you couldn`t do the same.
~ have I mentioned that you're the only one who can wake his sleepy ass up without armageddon or any loss on the part of humanity.
as i`ve already told, THOMAS NEEDS YOU. HE WANTS TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU, FEEL YOU. so his hands on you 24/7.
~ I’ll start with the fact that you spend all your free time cuddling. no matter what you do. you can read a book out loud to each other, basking in the arms of a beloved person, or check smth in your phones, or just talk
~ Thomas always holds your hand when you walk somewhere together. intertwining your fingers and playing with your rings or allowing you to play with his.
~ Imagine as Thomas literally melting in your arms
~ by the way, a lot of nose, hand, and especially shoulder kisses. you are holding hands with your fingers intertwined. and thommy can't resist kissing your knuckles, looking straight into your eyes and radiating his love. or while he's hugging you from behind, you feel his calm breath on the soft skin of your neck. and it's easier for this lazy boy to reach your shoulder or neck with his lips, so that's what he usually does.
~ if you are sitting at a desk, busy with your laptop and Thomas feels the sharp need for you, then he can just come and sit on the floor next to a chair, resting his head on your knees and hugging your legs with his long arms and leaving weightless kisses on your thigh from time to time.
~ you know it’s a cliché when a guy says that you need to stop doing something and rest a little and just pulls you onto the bed in his embrace. so this is 100% thomas
~ or you are sitting in front of your laptop trying to learn something for classes, and Thomas just comes from behind, wraps his freckled arms around you and whispers in your ear “sorry for distracting. I missed you and needed to touch you.”
~ do you remember that he is 24/7 horny, right? so after that his big palms move to your breasts as he gives them a light squeeze and now you hear his much lower voice “that’s right, good girls should study”, and then you know what? he just goes away with a cocky smile on his velvety lips! just turns around and leaves you like this! all flushed and flustered only from one phrase and action. But let’s be honest, your guitar boy knows what he`s doing, so in a minute you will scour around the apartment, looking for his touch
~ Thomas love rough sex. he relishes being bratty sub for you and under you, depend on your mercy. sometimes he can be very dom with you and being more than satisfied this scenario, pressing you agains the wall with his body. but he loves to be really nice with you, worship your beauty and fuck you slow and deep while he praises you softly, covers all your body with kisses and just LOVES you
if you smoke, then don’t even hope that you can smoke alone ever again.
~ Thomas specially dragged a small sofa onto the balcony so you two could lie on top of each other, heat each other with your body warmth and share a cigarette.
~ and our lovey guitar boy loses lighters literally every time. he buys a new one, lights his cigarette only once and the lighter magically disappears. so no matter if you smoke, you have to keep the lighter in the back pocket of your jeans.
~ Thomas adores to hug you from behind, placing one palm on your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder and holding a cigarette in the skilled fingers of the other hand. he takes a puff and brings the cigarette to your face, weightlessly touching your velvety lips with his fingers, allowing you to do the same.
~ you two try to quit several times a month, but it doesn’t end well. your endurance lasts only for a couple of days. so every attempt to "quit" ends with “maybe…?” “yeh, let’s go”
~ your “quit” smoking become especially ✨fun✨ times. someone makes up for the lack of nicotine with food, and you two - with each other.
~ smoking isn`t just nicotine inhalation any more , it become something personal and intimate between the two of you.
and if you don’t smoke, Thomas tries to do his best to rid you of anything associated with cigarettes.
~ no matter how strange it may sound, but before lighting a cigarette, he tries to determine the wind direction, so the smoke doesn`t fly on you. and he himself stands so that the smoke doesn`t fall on his clothes either, so when you hug him, you smell his scent, not cigarettes.
~ Thomas stocks up kilograms of gum, which he will eat so when he kiss you, you don`t feel the taste of tobacco.
~ and even if you say that you don`t mind his smoking and tobacco smell, he still continue doing all of this. but you still have to carry a lighter for him.
drunk dancing in the evenings with a bottle of wine in hand
~ favorite songs playing at full volume. sloppy kisses. laughter that doesn`t subside. movements to the music, when the hands don`t leave each other’s bodies. clumsy and lazy sex somewhere on the living room floor while music is still playing
~ a little note about dancing: Thomas gets jealous when you dance with someone other than him. no matter what kind of dance it is. he realizes that this is not justified, but there is nothing he can do about it. so he either keeps that feeling to himself, bc he don`t want disturbing you with unfounded claims, either he joins your dances and ends up stealing you from the person you were dancing with.
well, when you and Thomas move together - forget about the existence of your clothes. now these are “our” clothes.
~ but! his clothes are yours as well. so get ready for “Thommy, where is OUR white sweater?” or “Bunny did you wash OUR Beatles tee?” and nobody cares that “our” sweater is Thomas’s sweater, and “our” Beatles T-shirt is yours.
~ and it’s important to note that Thomas LOVES it. he loves wearing your clothes because they smell like you.
~ and he loves even more to see you in his clothes. again, they smell like you. and he also enjoys moments when someone compliments the shirt you are wearing and you say “thanks, that`s my boyfriend`s.” and it doesn’t matter that you don’t remember whose actually this piece of clothing is, but you just need to see the goofy smile and a contented Thomas`s face when he hears something like that.
~ and when someone compliments Thomas about his clothes, he always says that it`s yours and that “my girlfriend has great taste” with a proud expression on his freckled face.
~ it even got to the point that you buy clothes for two. Well, why would you buy two identical T-shirts when you can buy one and wear it together.
~ hint: if you wear one of Thomas’s concert outfits, he will bend you over the first horizontal surface he finds a second after he saw you. so be careful with his bright blazers and lace shirts. if you need to go somewhere, then you are already late.
Thomas`s limbs are always ice-cold. so you are his little personal beloved heater.
~ be prepared for his icy hands on the back of your neck and in a second after thomas turns around and runs away while giggling.
~ or he sticks his hands under your sweater while cuddling. just to 1.be closer to you. 2. well, to warm his hands, no wonder. but in general to be closer to you
~ it happens that you take his hands in yours, wrapping your palms around his icy fingers to warm them up even a little
~ even if you have cold limbs too, Thomas doesn't care. frozen hands are just an excuse. he wants to touch you, skin to skin. if you are near, he is already getting warmer
~ Thomas freezes a lot, so you don`t let him give you the jacket when you aren`t dressed according to the weather. but your blond lover found a solution. if he's wearing a hoodie, he puts it on you without removing it from his freckled body. so the the soft piece of clothing is worn on both of you at the same time.
~ and if Thomas is wearing a coat or something like that, he kind of hugs you with it. I don’t know how to explain. his palms hold the edges of the unzipped clothing and at the same time hug you so that you don`t catch cold.
it seems to me that thomas would prefer to hide the relationship. just to protect you from the whole world.
(I could be wrong, but it seems like in some interview it was mentioned that Thomas doesn`t like to talk publicly about his personal life)
~ he knows like no one else how evil people can be, even those who call themselves "fans". and the likelihood that at least a TINY drop of the hate can pour out on you doesn`t suit him.
~ so he tries to hide your relationship. but sometimes you appear in the måneskin's Instagram stories, but only as a friend of the band.
~ your beloved guitarist doing his best to keep his hands further from you, while you`re walking down the street next to each other
~ but he's clingy as fuck so he can't keep his distance (how normal celebrities do, who don't advertise their relationship) Thomas walks at the minimum allowed distance from you, so your hand sometimes brushes against his. You have no idea how damn hard it`s for him not to grab your palm, kiss your knuckles and continue walking, intertwining his long fingers with yours.
but so sooner or later your relationship will be revealed.
it was one of the "family" parties that Måneskin had after the concerts. no paparazzi, no journalists, no fans. only the closest friends who came to support someone from the band. there was such a party almost after every concert. a couple of hours in order to relax in the company of friends, chat with those whom you have known for years and just enjoy dancing and alcohol.
and at one of these parties, you and thomas had a little drink, so minds were slightly clouded and the "protection" of your relationship was weakened. in general, all those present were your friends whom you trusted, everyone at the party knew that you had been together for years.
so thomas gladly put you on his knees during a smoke break. placing both of you in the position he adored. you're on his lap, one freckled hand around your waist and the other holding the cigarette you two are sharing. his chin is on your shoulder and from time to time his velvet lips meet the delicate skin of your neck, giving kisses between puffs of smoke. neither Damiano nor Georgia, nor Leo and Vic`s best friend saw anything strange about Thomas's actions. everyone used to this. so you and this whole company chatted about something, laughed and enjoyed nicotine.
only a few hours later, Thomas`s sweet sleep was interrupted by a million phone calls from the band manager. no one knows how, but your photos from the 'smoke break' have already spread across all social networks. the internet and the tabloids were full of news that guitarist from Måneskin has a girlfriend.
after this happening, the rules of "protection" your relationship have changed slightly. and Thomas is incredibly happy about it.
~ now thomas can touch you as much as he likes. now his cold palm doesn`t leave yours even for a second. and he doesn't care that you can get caught by paparazzi. everyone already knows that you are a couple, so photos of your date in the tabloids won't change anything anymore.
~ the no-kissing-in-public rule still valid. but Thomas often breaks it by touching your forehead or nose with pink lips. the process is running and cannot be stopped, so it is better to come to terms his violations. as if you have something against.
~ Thomas has blocked all hashtags on your phone that are associated with any hate on you or your relationship
~ if you meet fans while walking together, then his hand finds its place around your shoulders . if the "fans" are negatively disposed against your relationship, by this action and bringing your body closer to his own, Thomas seems to say that 'I don't care what you think, I love her and all this bullshit and rumors won't be able to separate us'
~ if the fans you meet like you, then Thomas's hand is still around your shoulders, but not in a protective way, but more in casual
~ your joint photos appear on Thomas's instagram. he doesn`t post them too often, but sometimes a photo may appear in his instastory that he took by accident and you 'refused to post, but you are too beautiful on it'. either a photo taken by someone from Måneskin where you laugh while Thomas hugs you from behind or some other joint photo where you both glow with happiness. photographs rarely appear (because he still wants a little privacy), but still appear
thomas isn`t short guy. he is taller than you and he enjoys it.
~ just like you do. his palms are much larger than yours, but they seem to be made for each other. because your hand fits perfectly into his. in his freckled arms you feel safe and protected. and thomas can literally wrap his body around yours. Imagine you are sitting, back pressed against his chest, and Thomas hugs you like koala, throwing his legs around yours and pressing you even closer to him with tight embrace.
~ this guitar boy loves to tease you in every sense of the word. even though you never put your cup on the top shelf, it ends up there all the time. and all the time you have to ask Thomas to get the mug out of there because you can't reach it. and this happens definitely NOT because of your beloved boyfried, who puts it on highest shelf on purpose , because he loves when you ask him for help in such elementary stuff. "What`s matter, shorty? can`t reach it?"
by the way, a lot, i mean, A LOT OF INSIDE JOKES AND TEASING. period.
~ there are days when your conversations consist entirely of nice taunts, teasing, and quips. Vic sometimes doesn’t understand what’s going on and "did you two have a fight? and that`s why you`re toxic to each other and talk only with sarcasm, or what?" and you and thomas both don’t understand what she`s talking about because it’s a common thing for you.
~ you and thomas may start laughing and others will not understand why. But in fact, something just happened that reminded you of some kind of inside joke. You and Thomas understand what`s going on, but your company don`t. which makes you look a little crazy from the outside.
if you speak a language(s) other than Italian Thomas will beg you to teach him.
~ initially he`d ask you to teach him swear words. (especially if, like me, cuss out your native language, regardless of the one you are speakingin at the moment, bc i do).
~ then Thomas will want to know how to say 'I love you' . and sometimes he says this phrase in your language instead of 'ti amo' оr 'ti voglio bene'.
You with a guitar in your hands is the best that Thomas has ever seen.
~ if you know how to play, then both of you arrange home concerts. when only the two of you are jumping around the room, singing at the top of your lungs and hitting the strings.
~ and if you don’t know how to play, then God, Thomas will teach you with such incredible pleasure.
~ when you asked him to teach you, his eyes lit up and a goofy smile appeared on his face. playing the guitar is his life, and you are his meaning of life. just imagine what was going on in that blonde head when he talks about the chords to you.
~ in most cases, you sit between his legs with the guitar in your lap and thomas`s chin on your shoulder as he explains to you the correct finger possition. as a reward for playing the chord right , you get a kiss.
~ Thomas takes your lessons very seriously and responsibly. so seriously that he didn’t kiss you all day when you gave up at once. God only knows how Thomas was able to restrain himself and not touch your lips with his for the whole fucking day. he probably just knew that you could do it if try a little harder.
~ but lets be honest? Thomas isn`t SO responsible that your guitar lessons don't end with sex almost every time.
~ little secret: Thomas's favorite song was the first thing you wanted to learn. and he cried when you played it the first time.
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dating the best guitar boy aka Thomas Raggi headcanons
thomas raggi x fem!reader
words| +- 5600
warnings| pure fluff and just 🤌🏻a bit🤌🏻 of smut (I wouldn't say this is smut, rather it's spicy context)
author's note| I spent on that a shitload of time. and all, I mean ALL my ideas are here (I don't think this is the most reasonable decision), so I don't think there will be any posts in the nearest future.
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It seems to me that Thomas is a person who changes position while sleeping a lot, and adding the fact that he is the clingiest of the group, then don’t be surprised at the following outcome of events:
~ you lie on Thomas chest listening to his heartbeat. one of his hands is your hair, while you play with a ring that he never takes off on his other hand . you two talking about some unrealistic plans for life, like ‘what if we invent a time machine’ until both of you fall asleep. but! you wake up in the middle of the night, because your lovely guitarist put his head on your hand, shutting off the blood circulation. and your body signals to you that if your numb stay in the same state even a little bit longer, then you can lose it. and in general Thomas switched both of you so now he’s the one who laying on you, pressing you to the bed with all his weight. Still intertwining his freckled limbs with yours.
~ and good luck to you with getting out from under his long body, because when you try to do something, he begins to mumble something still sleeping, and your conscience doesn’t allow you to wake this sleeping angel up. so the most you can do is save your hand somehow, but that’s all.
~ or Thomas can turns around in his sleep so he accidentally throws (I mean literally throws) you out of bed and wakes up from the noise with a complete lack of comprehending of what happened. but as soon as as he understands, he will be apologizing for a very long, pressing you as close to him as possible, covering all your face with kisses until both of you fall asleep. but this doesn’t mean that everything won’t end as in the previous paragraph.
your mornings together are like a separate art form, especially if you like to sleep as well as thomas. well, if not, then you still have to lie in bed with Thomas until he is ready to crawl out from under the covers.
~ you open your eyes and see a beautiful freckled face on the pillow next to you, how his eyelashes tremble a little, and blonde hair is in a complete mess. you tuck one of the curls behind his ear and kiss Thomas on the forehead, getting ready to climb out of bed to make breakfast. but long arms find your waist and return you to previous place, in his embrace and under warm sheets. Thomas mumbles something like '5 more minutes’, his lips kiss your shoulder and he buries his nose in your hair, continuing his sleep.
~ if Thomas wakes up first, then there are several options for the development of events. he can just open his eyes, see you asleep, hug you tighter and go back to his own sleep.
~ the second scenario: you wake up from the smell of scrambled eggs from the kitchen (we’ll talk about cooking later)
~ but the third one….how to tell …you wake up halfway to your orgasm, opening your eyes and meeting with the blonde crown between your thighs, as he eating you out, doing miracles with his tongue (only if you’re OK with waking up with oral, if you’re not it also fine, but it seems to me that Thomas’d be really into it. )
so, back to cooking. or rather back to breakfast. sometimes Thomas wakes up before you and goes to the kitchen to please you with breakfast. BUT! it doesn’t work if you want to do the same for him.
~ no one knows how, but our beloved guitarist has some kind of sensation so he feels as you want to leave the bed and a second before your feet touch the floor, Thomas’s strong hands pull you back into his embrace. so you don’t have a chance to leave him alone in bed. so either you cook breakfast together … or you cook breakfast together.
~ if you wake up at the same time, and go to the kitchen to make something together… trust me, there has NEVER been a time when you JUST cook a meal after getting out of bed at the same time. in all cases, your joint cooking (not only breakfast) ends with passionate kisses, hands wandering all over each other’s body, you on the kitchen counter, moans all over the apartment, and burnt pancakes … oops
~ or Thomas starts cooking himself, but (we will return to this later) don’t wait a culinary masterpiece from him, in most cases he’s doing something like 100 and 1 more way to cook scrambled eggs. but do you need more? especially considering this is made by your beloved man.
~ and if you find him cooking breakfast, it’s just … just imagine, the first thing you see, as you enter the kitchen, is Thomas standing in boxers only at the stove, trying to watch for both, the frying pan and boiling coffee at the same time. a strong back covered by freckles and golden curls in a complete mess. from time to time, his nimble fingers rub the eyes or cover up a yawn.
~ if he is already fully awake, and you hug him from behind, imprinting your body in his, he instantly turns to face you, wraps his arms around your middle and covers your lips with his, and it all ends….with you on kitchen counter.
~ but if he is still in a semi-sleepy state, he gives the kitchen at your disposal, and he becomes the one who hugs you from behind, wrapping his arms around your body and putting his head on your shoulder so the golden mess on his head tickles your neck as he trails you throughout the kitchen. no, i’m serious, thomas just sticks to your back and if you go to the frige, he follows you. you go back to the stove - thomas follow you. I mean, he is GLUED to you, literally falling asleep on your shoulder, and THERE’S NO FUCKING WAY HIS HANDS COULD LEAVE YOUR WAIST! and when you sit down to eat, then you sit on his lap, because Thomas’s clingy mod works 24/7, and when he’s sleepy, this mod works in x5.
cooking isn’t his strongest point. Thomas can cook some simple dishes, but he won’t try to do something difficult alone, but with you … well, I’ve already said how your joint cooking ends … but in fact he loves to cook with you.
~ if you are good at this, then he will gladly follow all your instructions: what to cut, what to add, and so on.
~ but if your cooking level is the same to his and both of you don’t really understand what to do when it comes to something more complicated than pasta or scrambled eggs, then possibility of eating each other increases significantly. and then you can go back and try to make dinner one more time. but then you'll have a second round with a 90% probability. or you just order delivery, turn on netflix and cuddle on the couch.
in general, Thomas is an eternally horny asshole. you fucked in all rooms and on all surfaces of your joint apartment. there isn’t a single virgin place remained.
bed - no comments (I bet you broke it the same week you moved in together)
bathroom - ✔️
bath itself - ✔
shower - ✔️
kitchen - I think everything is clear - ✔️
all tables in the house - ✔️
all chairs and armchairs - ✔️
on the couch, behind the couch, in front of the couch - ✔️, ✔️& ✔️
balcony - it was risky, but ✔️
even on the floor in every room - ✔️, a lot of ✔️`s.
~ does damiano call you two insatiable rabbits? Yes. do you care? No
~ Thomas loves you, which means he wants you. ALL THE TIME. this guy has more than enough energy. so stock up on condoms, your life together is very ✨fun✨.
your phone full of photos and videos of each other & your photos together. there are billions of them. seriously, you have a separate folder (which takes up the most space in your phone) which is dedicated to thomas and which you review when he’s not around. and he also has a load of your photos on his phone and all those pictures are different, from funny and cute, to very, very hot.
~ I think thomas has two favorite photos on his phone. one that was made by Vic, who couldn’t resist taking a picture of how cute you and thomas looked when fell asleep on the couch while cuddling (we will return to this later). Thomas lies on the top of you , legs are intertwined with yours, his head is on your chest, and his arms are around you, while one of your palms finds a place in his golden hair, and the other around his freckled shoulders.
~ and the other favorite photo is one that he took secretly and you didn’t know about it for a very long time. on this photo you are in his T-shirt and with messy hair, with a guitar in your hands, trying to repeat the chords that Thomas showed you.
~ I don’t know which of these photos is on his wallpaper, and which is on the lockscreen, but he chose those two a long ago and he refuses to change them. (of course he wanted to set one of your nudes, but still decided that it was better not to do this)
on days when Thomas can’t be physically near to you, you are almost 24/7 in touch.
~ starting with a 'good morning’ messages, calls before some important events (such as your exams, some kind of presentations at work, or before gigs Thomas is worried about), in order to reassure each other and just hear the voice of beloved one.
~ ending with the fact that you facetime each other every free minute and especially in the evenings to tell about your day and, in the end, fall asleep with the phones in your hands.
~ and if you’re in different time zones, Thomas usually set alarms to send you a 'good morning` or 'good night’ at the time. we all know that this blond man has problems with time and he`s always late, but he wants the first thing you see as you wake up is a message from him.
~ Fact: If you’re at a distance, you never send text messages, except emergencies. it’s always video- and voice messages. yes, unfortunately you can’t touch each other, but hear the other’s voice is already better than just text
~ the band sometimes teases him about the fact that thomas spend all his free time with a phone in freckled hand. but you know, he doesn’t care about all the jokes. HE NEEDS YOU. HE WANTS TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU, INHALATE THE SMELL OF YOUR HAIR. and believe me, too many times your evening video calls ended with a lot of 'I miss you's and tears in his and your eyes.
~ online sex? of course! or why else did people come up with facetime? so your evening video calls start with stories about how the day went and end with moans all over the room when you either tell Thomas what to do, or if your lofty boyfriend is in a bossy mood, you will obey his guidances.
~ have i said about all those horny and provocative videos and voicemail you send each other throughout the day? No? Well…don't be surprised if in the middle of the day, when you are studying/working, a video comes to your phone where Thomas is “getting rid of stress.”
from every country måneskin visits, Thomas brings you some jewelry. it could be rings, chains, bracelets or whatever else you wear most often.
~ I literally see this situation:
“Thomas! what the fuck? we'll be late for the plane!”
“give me a couple of minutes Damia, there is a vintage store around the corner. I haven’t bought a present for y/n”
“ but…”
“I don`t fucking care. I won`t come back without a ring/necklace/bracelet!”
more about jewelry. I’m sure you have paired necklaces.
~ you have a chain with a pendant in shape of a small silver cobra, and he has the one with a lil bunny (bc u know, he calls you bunny 24/7). and thomas never takes this locket off.
~ and never in a million years tomas will tell you how much he paid for the individual design of these jewelry. because for him "it is a reminder of you. and everything connected with you is priceless"
by the way, THOMAS CALLS YOU BUNNY 24/7
~ it took him a while to find the perfect pet name for you. and there was a period in your relationship when every time he called you differently. so there was a lot of pet names. but ieventually you became his bunny
since the day you two met, thomas can’t stop thinking about you. and since then he composed the music with you in his minds. but even more he loves to compose music with you.
~ when he has no inspiration, he comes to you. Thomas lies with his back on the sofa and his head finds a place in your lap, you immediately dig into the golden curls with your fingers. and he can lie like that for half an hour, his eyes closed and with a guitar on his stomach while you playing with his hair. and after a while, he finally touches strings and turns all the love and affection he feels into a melody.
~ and trust me, your hand cannot leave his curls. because as soon as you remove your delicate fingers, the music stops playing , Thomas opens his doe-eyes and looks at you with such a 🥺pleading🥺 look that it is simply impossible to refuse him.
~ if you understand tablature Thomas can also give you his notebook so you can write down what he compose. and if not, then he'll gladly teach you if you want. so thomas plays something new, at some moments his eyebrows meet on the bridge of the freckled nose, forming a crease on his forehead and he starts playing again, changing a few notes and a quiet "here it is" flies from his lips as he tells you what to write down, and you transfer his composings all into the life-worn notebook.
~ but he doesn`t compose music in such calm moments only . Do you want to know how he came up with the solo for “for your love”? As soon as his spine meet silk sheets and breathing returns to normal, after one of your passionate, unrestrained, intimate, sleepless ✨funtime✨, Thomas was blown up from the bed and ran after the guitar and notebook. so…
(why do I call it ✨funtime✨ or smth like that? why don't I just write "sex"?)
~ you are his muse. the one and only who inspires him. period.
Thomas loves to sleep and it’s not a secret. he can fall asleep anytime and anywhere. and if you are near him giving him peace of mind, serenity, comfort and love with your hugs, then Thomas will fall asleep 5 times faster.
~ you cuddle while lying on the couch in the living room - Thomas falls asleep, wrapping his freckled arms around your waist.
~ you are in a car with band - Thomas puts his head on your shoulder, tickling with his golden hair, hugs your hand and dozes off like that.
~ it`s better not to mention how quickly he falls asleep when you are already in bed.
~ you spend time in the må villa, sitting on the couch with vic, ethan and damiano on armchairs across from you and talking about something. Thomas ALWAYS sits next to you, or to be more precise, he lies so your thighs become his pillow. and of course he falls asleep in this position.
~ and if you think tired thomas wouldn`t take a nap at the dinner table with his golden curls on your shoulder, then you are wrong.
~ and it doesn`t mean that you couldn`t do the same.
~ have I mentioned that you're the only one who can wake his sleepy ass up without armageddon or any loss on the part of humanity.
as i`ve already told, THOMAS NEEDS YOU. HE WANTS TO HUG YOU, KISS YOU, FEEL YOU. so his hands on you 24/7.
~ I’ll start with the fact that you spend all your free time cuddling. no matter what you do. you can read a book out loud to each other, basking in the arms of a beloved person, or check smth in your phones, or just talk
~ Thomas always holds your hand when you walk somewhere together. intertwining your fingers and playing with your rings or allowing you to play with his.
~ Imagine as Thomas literally melting in your arms
~ by the way, a lot of nose, hand, and especially shoulder kisses. you are holding hands with your fingers intertwined. and thommy can't resist kissing your knuckles, looking straight into your eyes and radiating his love. or while he's hugging you from behind, you feel his calm breath on the soft skin of your neck. and it's easier for this lazy boy to reach your shoulder or neck with his lips, so that's what he usually does.
~ if you are sitting at a desk, busy with your laptop and Thomas feels the sharp need for you, then he can just come and sit on the floor next to a chair, resting his head on your knees and hugging your legs with his long arms and leaving weightless kisses on your thigh from time to time.
~ you know it’s a cliché when a guy says that you need to stop doing something and rest a little and just pulls you onto the bed in his embrace. so this is 100% thomas
~ or you are sitting in front of your laptop trying to learn something for classes, and Thomas just comes from behind, wraps his freckled arms around you and whispers in your ear “sorry for distracting. I missed you and needed to touch you.”
~ do you remember that he is 24/7 horny, right? so after that his big palms move to your breasts as he gives them a light squeeze and now you hear his much lower voice “that’s right, good girls should study”, and then you know what? he just goes away with a cocky smile on his velvety lips! just turns around and leaves you like this! all flushed and flustered only from one phrase and action. But let’s be honest, your guitar boy knows what he`s doing, so in a minute you will scour around the apartment, looking for his touch
~ Thomas love rough sex. he relishes being bratty sub for you and under you, depend on your mercy. sometimes he can be very dom with you and being more than satisfied this scenario, pressing you agains the wall with his body. but he loves to be really nice with you, worship your beauty and fuck you slow and deep while he praises you softly, covers all your body with kisses and just LOVES you
if you smoke, then don’t even hope that you can smoke alone ever again.
~ Thomas specially dragged a small sofa onto the balcony so you two could lie on top of each other, heat each other with your body warmth and share a cigarette.
~ and our lovey guitar boy loses lighters literally every time. he buys a new one, lights his cigarette only once and the lighter magically disappears. so no matter if you smoke, you have to keep the lighter in the back pocket of your jeans.
~ Thomas adores to hug you from behind, placing one palm on your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder and holding a cigarette in the skilled fingers of the other hand. he takes a puff and brings the cigarette to your face, weightlessly touching your velvety lips with his fingers, allowing you to do the same.
~ you two try to quit several times a month, but it doesn’t end well. your endurance lasts only for a couple of days. so every attempt to "quit" ends with “maybe…?” “yeh, let’s go”
~ your “quit” smoking become especially ✨fun✨ times. someone makes up for the lack of nicotine with food, and you two - with each other.
~ smoking isn`t just nicotine inhalation any more , it become something personal and intimate between the two of you.
and if you don’t smoke, Thomas tries to do his best to rid you of anything associated with cigarettes.
~ no matter how strange it may sound, but before lighting a cigarette, he tries to determine the wind direction, so the smoke doesn`t fly on you. and he himself stands so that the smoke doesn`t fall on his clothes either, so when you hug him, you smell his scent, not cigarettes.
~ Thomas stocks up kilograms of gum, which he will eat so when he kiss you, you don`t feel the taste of tobacco.
~ and even if you say that you don`t mind his smoking and tobacco smell, he still continue doing all of this. but you still have to carry a lighter for him.
drunk dancing in the evenings with a bottle of wine in hand
~ favorite songs playing at full volume. sloppy kisses. laughter that doesn`t subside. movements to the music, when the hands don`t leave each other’s bodies. clumsy and lazy sex somewhere on the living room floor while music is still playing
~ a little note about dancing: Thomas gets jealous when you dance with someone other than him. no matter what kind of dance it is. he realizes that this is not justified, but there is nothing he can do about it. so he either keeps that feeling to himself, bc he don`t want disturbing you with unfounded claims, either he joins your dances and ends up stealing you from the person you were dancing with.
well, when you and Thomas move together - forget about the existence of your clothes. now these are “our” clothes.
~ but! his clothes are yours as well. so get ready for “Thommy, where is OUR white sweater?” or “Bunny did you wash OUR Beatles tee?” and nobody cares that “our” sweater is Thomas’s sweater, and “our” Beatles T-shirt is yours.
~ and it’s important to note that Thomas LOVES it. he loves wearing your clothes because they smell like you.
~ and he loves even more to see you in his clothes. again, they smell like you. and he also enjoys moments when someone compliments the shirt you are wearing and you say “thanks, that`s my boyfriend`s.” and it doesn’t matter that you don’t remember whose actually this piece of clothing is, but you just need to see the goofy smile and a contented Thomas`s face when he hears something like that.
~ and when someone compliments Thomas about his clothes, he always says that it`s yours and that “my girlfriend has great taste” with a proud expression on his freckled face.
~ it even got to the point that you buy clothes for two. Well, why would you buy two identical T-shirts when you can buy one and wear it together.
~ hint: if you wear one of Thomas’s concert outfits, he will bend you over the first horizontal surface he finds a second after he saw you. so be careful with his bright blazers and lace shirts. if you need to go somewhere, then you are already late.
Thomas`s limbs are always ice-cold. so you are his little personal beloved heater.
~ be prepared for his icy hands on the back of your neck and in a second after thomas turns around and runs away while giggling.
~ or he sticks his hands under your sweater while cuddling. just to 1.be closer to you. 2. well, to warm his hands, no wonder. but in general to be closer to you
~ it happens that you take his hands in yours, wrapping your palms around his icy fingers to warm them up even a little
~ even if you have cold limbs too, Thomas doesn't care. frozen hands are just an excuse. he wants to touch you, skin to skin. if you are near, he is already getting warmer
~ Thomas freezes a lot, so you don`t let him give you the jacket when you aren`t dressed according to the weather. but your blond lover found a solution. if he's wearing a hoodie, he puts it on you without removing it from his freckled body. so the the soft piece of clothing is worn on both of you at the same time.
~ and if Thomas is wearing a coat or something like that, he kind of hugs you with it. I don’t know how to explain. his palms hold the edges of the unzipped clothing and at the same time hug you so that you don`t catch cold.
it seems to me that thomas would prefer to hide the relationship. just to protect you from the whole world.
(I could be wrong, but it seems like in some interview it was mentioned that Thomas doesn`t like to talk publicly about his personal life)
~ he knows like no one else how evil people can be, even those who call themselves "fans". and the likelihood that at least a TINY drop of the hate can pour out on you doesn`t suit him.
~ so he tries to hide your relationship. but sometimes you appear in the måneskin's Instagram stories, but only as a friend of the band.
~ your beloved guitarist doing his best to keep his hands further from you, while you`re walking down the street next to each other
~ but he's clingy as fuck so he can't keep his distance (how normal celebrities do, who don't advertise their relationship) Thomas walks at the minimum allowed distance from you, so your hand sometimes brushes against his. You have no idea how damn hard it`s for him not to grab your palm, kiss your knuckles and continue walking, intertwining his long fingers with yours.
but so sooner or later your relationship will be revealed.
it was one of the "family" parties that Måneskin had after the concerts. no paparazzi, no journalists, no fans. only the closest friends who came to support someone from the band. there was such a party almost after every concert. a couple of hours in order to relax in the company of friends, chat with those whom you have known for years and just enjoy dancing and alcohol.
and at one of these parties, you and thomas had a little drink, so minds were slightly clouded and the "protection" of your relationship was weakened. in general, all those present were your friends whom you trusted, everyone at the party knew that you had been together for years.
so thomas gladly put you on his knees during a smoke break. placing both of you in the position he adored. you're on his lap, one freckled hand around your waist and the other holding the cigarette you two are sharing. his chin is on your shoulder and from time to time his velvet lips meet the delicate skin of your neck, giving kisses between puffs of smoke. neither Damiano nor Georgia, nor Leo and Vic`s best friend saw anything strange about Thomas's actions. everyone used to this. so you and this whole company chatted about something, laughed and enjoyed nicotine.
only a few hours later, Thomas`s sweet sleep was interrupted by a million phone calls from the band manager. no one knows how, but your photos from the 'smoke break' have already spread across all social networks. the internet and the tabloids were full of news that guitarist from Måneskin has a girlfriend.
after this happening, the rules of "protection" your relationship have changed slightly. and Thomas is incredibly happy about it.
~ now thomas can touch you as much as he likes. now his cold palm doesn`t leave yours even for a second. and he doesn't care that you can get caught by paparazzi. everyone already knows that you are a couple, so photos of your date in the tabloids won't change anything anymore.
~ the no-kissing-in-public rule still valid. but Thomas often breaks it by touching your forehead or nose with pink lips. the process is running and cannot be stopped, so it is better to come to terms his violations. as if you have something against.
~ Thomas has blocked all hashtags on your phone that are associated with any hate on you or your relationship
~ if you meet fans while walking together, then his hand finds its place around your shoulders . if the "fans" are negatively disposed against your relationship, by this action and bringing your body closer to his own, Thomas seems to say that 'I don't care what you think, I love her and all this bullshit and rumors won't be able to separate us'
~ if the fans you meet like you, then Thomas's hand is still around your shoulders, but not in a protective way, but more in casual
~ your joint photos appear on Thomas's instagram. he doesn`t post them too often, but sometimes a photo may appear in his instastory that he took by accident and you 'refused to post, but you are too beautiful on it'. either a photo taken by someone from Måneskin where you laugh while Thomas hugs you from behind or some other joint photo where you both glow with happiness. photographs rarely appear (because he still wants a little privacy), but still appear
thomas isn`t short guy. he is taller than you and he enjoys it.
~ just like you do. his palms are much larger than yours, but they seem to be made for each other. because your hand fits perfectly into his. in his freckled arms you feel safe and protected. and thomas can literally wrap his body around yours. Imagine you are sitting, back pressed against his chest, and Thomas hugs you like koala, throwing his legs around yours and pressing you even closer to him with tight embrace.
~ this guitar boy loves to tease you in every sense of the word. even though you never put your cup on the top shelf, it ends up there all the time. and all the time you have to ask Thomas to get the mug out of there because you can't reach it. and this happens definitely NOT because of your beloved boyfried, who puts it on highest shelf on purpose , because he loves when you ask him for help in such elementary stuff. "What`s matter, shorty? can`t reach it?"
by the way, a lot, i mean, A LOT OF INSIDE JOKES AND TEASING. period.
~ there are days when your conversations consist entirely of nice taunts, teasing, and quips. Vic sometimes doesn’t understand what’s going on and "did you two have a fight? and that`s why you`re toxic to each other and talk only with sarcasm, or what?" and you and thomas both don’t understand what she`s talking about because it’s a common thing for you.
~ you and thomas may start laughing and others will not understand why. But in fact, something just happened that reminded you of some kind of inside joke. You and Thomas understand what`s going on, but your company don`t. which makes you look a little crazy from the outside.
if you speak a language(s) other than Italian Thomas will beg you to teach him.
~ initially he`d ask you to teach him swear words. (especially if, like me, cuss out your native language, regardless of the one you are speakingin at the moment, bc i do).
~ then Thomas will want to know how to say 'I love you' . and sometimes he says this phrase in your language instead of 'ti amo' оr 'ti voglio bene'.
You with a guitar in your hands is the best that Thomas has ever seen.
~ if you know how to play, then both of you arrange home concerts. when only the two of you are jumping around the room, singing at the top of your lungs and hitting the strings.
~ and if you don’t know how to play, then God, Thomas will teach you with such incredible pleasure.
~ when you asked him to teach you, his eyes lit up and a goofy smile appeared on his face. playing the guitar is his life, and you are his meaning of life. just imagine what was going on in that blonde head when he talks about the chords to you.
~ in most cases, you sit between his legs with the guitar in your lap and thomas`s chin on your shoulder as he explains to you the correct finger possition. as a reward for playing the chord right , you get a kiss.
~ Thomas takes your lessons very seriously and responsibly. so seriously that he didn’t kiss you all day when you gave up at once. God only knows how Thomas was able to restrain himself and not touch your lips with his for the whole fucking day. he probably just knew that you could do it if try a little harder.
~ but lets be honest? Thomas isn`t SO responsible that your guitar lessons don't end with sex almost every time.
~ little secret: Thomas's favorite song was the first thing you wanted to learn. and he cried when you played it the first time.
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| 𝐰𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝
Theodore Nott
— What Are Friends For by @s1ater
— Warm Eyes and Steady Hands by @yoooespinosa
— Damnation by @acosmis-t
— Beside You by @willowbleedsonpaper
Blaise Zabini
— Warm Eyes and Steady Hands by @yoooespinosa
Draco Malfoy
— In Her Debt by @mirclealignr
— Agape by @finnwrld
Remus Lupin
— It’s Not Living (If It’s Not With You) by @moonlitmeeks
James Potter
— That’s What Friends Do by @saintlike78
— Firewhiskey Appreciation Day by @wondernimbus
Sirius Black
— Solace by @randomoutsiders
— Full Moon by @midnighttmarauder
| 𝐌𝐂𝐔
TASM!Peter Parker
— When In Doubt, Knock Out The Driver by @scandalous-chaos
— Touch ! by @msgorillagripcoochie
— And Then There Was You by @ptersparkers
Bucky Barnes
— A Twice Broken Man by @wkemeup
| 𝐦å𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧
masterlist ! (all their smut is just chefs kiss) by @mywritingonlyfans
Ethan Torchio
— Oh, Love by @ethan-torchio-angelo
— Soft Hours by @its-me-im-coraline
— Summer Rain ! by @till-you-scream-and-cry
Damiano David
— Bellissima ! by @maybanksslut
— Boys Don’t Do Cry by @bidet-and-legolas
— Protective Damiano by @il-ballo-della-vita-maneskin
— Slipping Through My Fingers by @writingmaneskin
Thomas Raggi
— More Than Your Beauty by @its-me-im-coraline
— You’re Gorgeous, My Guitar Boy by @l0standn0tf0und-fics
Victoria De Angelis
— She’s An Angel by @merrywaanderer
| 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬
— God, Save The Pageant Queen by @msgorillagripcoochie
JJ Maybank
— Love You Back by @pogueslandia
— I Got You by @sunflowerbecca
— Shine Your Light On Me by @jjouterbanks
— Sibling by @poguegirl
— Hospital Chairs and Shitty Vending Machines by @sunnymaybank
— The Quiet One by @mermaidssonshipss
— Gentle ! by @peach-vuitton
— Study Sessions ! (series) by @ptersparkers
— Whipped by @ptersparkers
— The Romantic Tirades of Indie Routledge ! (series) by @cognacdelights
— Collateral (series) by @hellimagines
Pope Heyward
— Love Lies by @goldenroutledge
Sarah Cameron
— Lost in Love by @goldenroutledge
— Cruel Summer by @msgorillagripcoochie
— That’s My Girlfriend by @ptersparkers
— Dressing Rooms ! by @sortagaysortahigh
Kiara Carrera
— New Girl by @maybanksangel
— My Heart by @reawritesthings
— Control ! by @sortagaysortahigh
John B Routledge
— Our Secret by @obxsummer
🖤| i’ve been reading fanfic on here for quite sometime now, so this list doesn’t even begin to cover all of my fic recommendations. a part 2 and maybe 3 and 4 or 5 are definitely in order for the future!!!
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well....I'm back, but I won't be very active for a while, but anyway... I'M BACK
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I'm very sad to talk about this, but I need to take a break. so I won't be active for a while. I'll be back in a week or two, maybe a month. but i'm not saying goodbye
❤🦖
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*that I'll newer write
head not empty, head full of countless scenarios that will never happen
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congrats on 240 followers, love!! you're an amazing writer and you deserve all the praise! in celebration, i'd love to request 14. "i am in love with a moment we never had" with Damiano
thank you, honey❣, for congratulations, support and for request🥰
you can find the fic here
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14. "i am in love with a moment we never had"
damiano david x fem!reader
words| +-2400
warnings| fluff, mention of cigarettes
author’s note| well…sorry, it took me to long. and maybe i`m back to writting and maybe i`m not. anyway, i hope you enjoy this one. 2400 words (actually 2399), it`s kinda my new record. I hope it turned out well because it was difficult to write about Damiano. and thanks @writingmaneskin for help, luv u❣
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Your hands grip the blanket tighter. gaze is fixed on Damiano's back as he messing with the door
"maybe they changed the lock?"
"nope, who cares? just ... just give me a minute. or do you wanna try it yourself?" a snide grin forms on his soft lips when the singer turns around to look at you. you shake your head and the corners of lips rise. you always smile if he smiles.
You have been doing this since childhood. There is a building not far from the school you studied in, and if you try, you can sneak to the roof. This is exactly what Damiano is doing now - torturing the old lock, trying to open it. It seems comical to you, like an adult guy, a world rockstar and an idol of millions, quietly muttering curses under his breath, trying to unlock a rusty door in an old five-story building. This is the roof he showed you the very first day you met.
Some school idiots bullied you and this dark-haired boy was the only one who stood up for you. You were all in tears and he promised that he would show you something beautiful. and so it was. from this roof you could see the football stadium and the school itself, you could see your house, and his too, from here you could see almost all of your district and it was as beautiful view as he promised. Damiano ran away from the whole world to be here by himself. and he shared this place with you. since then it has become your little utopia in the open air.
a disgusting creak pierced the room and the heavy door opened to the sound of the musician's glee.
"signorina, you`re welcome" he stretches out hand in front of him, inviting you to go first while he is still trying to suppress the grin "in vain you didn't believe in me"
"nonsense and provocation! I always believed in you, so don't slander me" you glare at him and go outside. the warm evening breeze meets your face and tangles in your hair. you missed this feeling of a certain…freedom. here you could take off all the masks and just be yourself. talk about anything without fear of being overheard or misunderstood. no wonder this was your place, your little bubble of paradise. You lay an old plaid blanket, as always, near the very edge.
you have been doing this since childhood - you came here in order to be alone without any other people besides the two of you. at first just to do homework and chat. you took the biggest books out of your backpacks - the English ones - and used to sit on them and not on the cold concrete. Mom scolded you for the terrible state of this book, so after a while you began to carry a small plaid blanket.
Damiano always had problems at school and you couldn't stand aside, that's why you helped him with math here. later you ran away from school to skip lessons and mathematics was replaced by algebra and geometry. after a couple of years you were hiding here to smoke. Even now, every time you initiate a smoke break, Damiano parody you, remembering your first acquaintance with nicotine. "Ew! what is the point of poisoning yourself with this shit? it`s not even tasty …" he repeats your words, making a grimace and talking in high voice. His algebra and geometry notebooks were replaced by a battered notepad containing a lot of tilted handwriting. he wrote his first lyrics sitting on this cold roof. the world hear a very little of this writing, but you knew every single word by heart.
You remember how you burned exercise books here when you graduated from school. you were sure that this building would burn to hell and you would be jailed for it. Damiano, on the contrary, was sure that if you wouldn`t burn everything at once, but little by little, everything would be all right, and no one would notice. he was right.
You both have changed since then. Damiano become much calmer and … homelike or something. In the past, he still preferred small groups to large gatherings of people. But now he would choose to spend the day at home with the cats and a cup of chamomile tea instead of a party, even with close friends. His inner child broke out sometimes, but he learned to pacify him, enjoying the peace and quiet in between world fame. On the contrary, you become much more open and energetic compared to your school years. If you burned exercise books today, the singer would mutter that you will be imprisoned, and you would beg him to relax. A lot has changed since he first showed you the view you`re enjoying now, sitting so close to him on a warm blanket. sometimes you told each other about people who come and go from your lives. but still there are things that have remained unchanged. you two have remained, something constant in each other's lives. and you were so afraid to spoil it so some things had to be silent so them became unsaid.
you rummage in the pocket of a cardigan his granny knitted as a present on your previous birthday, and you take out a crumpled pack, handing him a cigarette
"Ew!" Damiano raises his voice and makes your roll eyes, push his shoulder as he chokes with laughter but continues to grimace "what is the point of poisoning yourself with this shit? it`s not even tasty"
"oh shut up" the roof of the old building fills with your laughter.
he takes a cigarette, accidentally touching your fingers with his. such a seemingly innocent act that gives you goosebumps. oh…these unsaid things. they have been devouring you from the inside for not the first and even the second year. you won't even remember when you fell in love with him. it happened as something natural that you didn’t even notice until you bogged down in it. almost every time you two sat on this roof and enjoyed the beauty of Rome, you enjoyed his beauty. As he talked about how he with Vic, Ethan and Thomas rehearsed, thoughts crept into your head. thoughts you adored and at the same time thoughts you wanted to throw out your head. thoughts about his lips. what do they taste like, and whether they are as soft as they seem, and how romantic it would be to kiss in this particular place, yours place with such a beautiful view of the city. with every year this picture invaded your thoughts more and more often and it was more and more difficult to remove them. how can you not fall in love with him when he is so… so Damiano, just the way he is. you don't even know what exactly you love about him. he is beautiful, even gorgeous, as if Michelangelo sculpted his Roman nose from the most expensive marble that could be found. He is damn charismatic and no one can hide it no matter how hard they try. and his voice … you listen to his songs in the shittest moments of your life and it calms you down. as if he is near, even if he isn`t, you feel his warm embrace on you. sometimes you thought you were the same as a bunch of his fans, but your fell in love with him much earlier, than his beautiful face appeared on the TV screen. and you knew him all, all his flaws, complexes and worries. and you loved them. you loved him.
"Y/n, are you okay?" his voice rips you out of thoughts, making your eyelashes flutter. Damiano sits extremely close and your shoulders almost touch. he has already lit up his cigarette. all the time you were flying somewhere in the dreams, your eyes were fixed on him, memorizing every facial feature that you already knew.
"yeah, I … I was just thinking" you are denying it, but it’s true, you’re really thinking about … him. a modest smile appears on lips, cheeks turn soft pink and the singer, of course, notices this, the corners of his lips curl upward.
"it's okay Dami, it's just hot in here" he watches as you place a cigarette between your lips and begin to pull the knitted fabric off your fragile shoulders to somehow justify your blush. he arches thick eyebrows in question, as if knowing that you are lying and hurrying to stop you. his warm palm with tattoos on fingers finds yours.
"it`s not true, you will freeze … what is going on, Y/n? you aren`t yourself today" his voice abruptly became quiet. he always does that. it's a kind of habit he has had for as long as you know him. he always almost whisper about personal things. "Please, mio caro, don't say that everything is fine. We promised not to lie to each other, remember?" he points somewhere to the side.
you shake your head in denial, everything is really allright, everything is as it always was. you look down at hands, which nervously fiddle with the edge of the blanket. you twist the threads that have been pulled out, trying to give them a proper look, but it only gets worse.
you really promised not to lie to each other. You were just kids, you were about 10 years old. you thought that there is no good lie. and that there is nothing in this world that could destroy your friendship. the next day he brought a can of paint here. you had no idea where he found it. but Damiano argued that you need to make the contract official, that it would be the right thing to do. it's amazing how this paint hasn't been washed off by rain for more than 10 years, but in the very corner of the roof you can read two completely different children's handwritings, saying that "I swear to never lie to my best friend Y/n" and "I swear to never lie to my best friend Damiano" below. you were such naive children.
"okay, Y/n, I see that you have head in the clouds every time we are here. you always become sad and silent if we are on this fucking roof but you never tell me what is the matter" if any of you looks sad and offended now, so this is him. and his condition breaks your heart. How long can you break an oath and lie to your best friend? especially considering that it eats you from the inside. how selfish is that? throw all the truth out on him like this. the truth after which you can stop communicating at all.
your gaze meets his. chocolate-colored eyes radiate something that was always there, but you could never understand what it was. you can't help but glance down to his lips for a second and immediately screw up your eyes, covering face with hands and shaking your head, making hair even more tangled in the wind. a romantic picture pops up in mind again.
his large palm gently grips your wrist, in a silent plea to look at him again. this skin-to-skin contact effects on you like a jolt of electricity. you take hands off your face and babble quickly while your gaze focused on the school building.
"i`m in love with a moment we never had"
Damiano shifts to face you. He frowns and examines your face for at least the smallest clue. You look away from the colored building to admire his worried face, and he understands. He read you like an open book, as if he know what`s going on in your head. He literally reads it in your gaze. And his eyebrows rise in surprise mixed with something else. You stare at his face, enjoying the sharp features like for the last time. How badly did you just fucked up by telling him that? maybe this is really the last time you two sit here.
His warm palm finds your cheek in such an uncharacteristic indecisive action. when he looked into your eyes, it seemed that he was covered by a wave of the sea, which washes away all his confidence, he used to show in public. There's a real storm going on in his head. How long have you felt this? And do you really feel it at all? Did he understand you right? What if he`s not? What if he is going to make a mistake and lose you? What if…Fuck it. His lips on yours and your eyes widen with surprise.
Damiano pulls back as his lungs begin to beg for a breath of air. he's still so close to you, his breath still tickling your skin, his lips still touching yours. he, just like you, needs time to realize what has just happened, to believe that all this is reality, but not fantasies, and to understand what kind of blind idiots you two are.
Everything inside Damiano turns upside down when you freeze in place, did he really get it all wrong? He wants to pull away, start apologizing, try to figure out how to justify his action, but you kiss him back. His lips taste better than you imagined, they are softer, you can feel tobacco from smoked cigarettes and menthol and…him. Lips moving against each other, gently, as if each of you could disappear if you do something wrong. Both of you`re taking your time, enjoying each other.
He takes responsibility and runs his tongue over your lower lip, immediately receiving a reaction from you, seeps inside. He can feel a smile on your face. You gently hide hands in his silk hair, pulling him towards and he follows you, snuggling closer and forcing you to lie on the plaid blanket, towering over you. His lips don`t leave yours, moving in sync. Each of you is trying to say what you feel without words, shouting about the unsaid; intertwining your tongues.
One strand of dark hair falls on his forehead, hiding his chocolate eyes and you rush to remove it while Damiano whispers "you are in love with the moment we have and which we can repeat anytime you want for the rest of our days"
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Why do people stop commenting on fics if they’re more than a week or two old? Please comment on old fics. Tell me you like my one shot from 2014. Tell me you like my old multi-chap I finished in 2016 that I spent a year writing. I will be fucking thrilled.
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