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ok i deleted my entire announcement saying i was gonna stop writing fanfics blah blah bc someone made me second guess my decision 😒 then i saw the latest chapter and was sure of my decision LMFAOSKS anyways moots if u still wanna be mutuals i moved to @swrdemon !! this is probably the last post on this blog unless i wanna write for bsd or any other fandom ever again 🧐
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ok i deleted my entire announcement saying i was gonna stop writing fanfics blah blah bc someone made me second guess my decision 😒 then i saw the latest chapter and was sure of my decision LMFAOSKS anyways moots if u still wanna be mutuals i moved to @swrdemon !! this is probably the last post on this blog unless i wanna write for bsd or any other fandom ever again 🧐
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Idk when you’ll see this but happy New Years ryley!!!! 💗💗💗💗
SASHA i'm so glad i decided to come online before it was too late to reply this HAHA but happy new year's to you too <3 i haven't gotten back to your ask (the one from a month ago IM SO SORRY IDK HOW YOURE SO PATIENT WITH ME 😭) so i'll definitely be back to talk to you very soon i promise I MISS U
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Spending the Christmas Holidays with them
Characters: Dazai Osamu, Chuuya Nakahara, Kunikida Doppo
Genre: Fluff drabbles, slightly more bittersweet for Dazai’s part
Warnings: None
A/N: Trying out a new format, so I hope it turns out good. Kunikida’s part had been inspired by @sonder-paradise. I really wanted to write a little something for the holidays, so I hope you guys enjoy! Merry Christmas everyone, and if you don’t celebrate it, happy holidays <3
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❥ 𝔻𝕒𝕫𝕒𝕚 𝕆𝕤𝕒𝕞𝕦
Going to a Christmas Market
There was something about the simple act of walking beside you that filled Dazai with sense of warm in his heart.
Though perhaps one might say that the festivities he had planned for the two of you for the day were lacking what is considered a Christmas cheer at this time of the year. However, seeing your hair feathered with beautiful fluffs of white snowflakes, feeling the warmth of your hands intertwined in his own, even in its simplicity, it filled him with fondness.
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#LOOK IK I DIDNT READ THIS DURING CHRISTMAS AND I SHOULDVE BUT OMFJG#KAT THIS IS SO SWEEHTTJTNT#<333333 how is ur writing style so pretty oh my god
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HI HII *cracks knuckles* SO may I request having a cute little aquarium date with Gin please ty,,
𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐦 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞 — 𝐆𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐰𝐚
On Gin’s day off, you had invited her to an aquarium. Of course, she had never been to one before. Her brother might have briefly talked about it previously, but she had never gone herself. You had to admit she seemed rather excited upon meeting up with her.
She had promised to meet up with you at the train station before heading to the aquarium and Gin was ever so happy to see you arrive on the platform. Her eyes shortly twinkled at the prospect of a wonderful day with you.
I assume she would be primarily quiet during these times. She’s either too caught up on the idea of trying to figure out what one does at an aquarium or she’s thinking about how she can take your hand in hers without being too awkward.
“Are you excited?”
She would only nod eagerly, slipping her fingers in between yours and giving your hand a timid squeeze. Gin’s excitement could only just barely be contained upon exiting the train station. Up ahead, you could see the brilliant blue, aquamarine colors of the aquarium.
Gin adores watching the fishes the most. Her onyx eyes light up when she spots the overturning columns and spiraling tanks surrounding the two of you. A soft gasp leaving her lips when you point upwards at a flying manta ray.
She occasionally points towards the deep blue tanks filled with fish, the shades of the rainbow. Colorful pieces of coral tower above the tall water-filled tanks and she can’t help but chat a bit to you about which fish they are.
You think she would go on this little aquarium date with you without having done her homework?
“I remember that one. It was called an Ocellaris clownfish, like the one in that movie!”
It’s always such a joy to watch that child peek out from her. But, of course, she snaps a couple pictures here and there when she spots you having a rather entertaining time with the starfish.
Your little aquarium date comes to a close with a short stop to the gift shop. Gin always picks up a little something for Akutagawa. He might appreciate the little black orca whale keychain. At least, Gin seems to think so.
Of course, neither of you leave empty-handed either. She’ll plop a little penguin plush in your arms while the matching pair is hooked around her other arm. Yes, they’re the cute plushies that have the velcro paws so they can hold hands-
Someone get me a Gin istg
During the train ride back home, she tells you about how much fun she’s had. Gin isn’t usually very expressive about these types of things. But from the way she allows you to lean your head against her shoulder, she’s more than happy to have spent the day with just you.
Her times in the mafia are usually so bloody and gruesome. It’s bittersweet to remember that perhaps things are just a little calmer when she’s with you and your little penguin plushies now.
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dude i started binge reading your works and i’m shatting ENAMOURED. i literally can’t get enough. you’re amazing, your writing is amazing, thank you for blessing us peasants with it.
BRUHSJDJS YOURE SO FUCKING SWEET?????? thank you thank you thank you!!!! you're amazing, and definitely not a peasant omfg i'm the peasant trying to come up with new works 🤔 thank u for giving me the motivation i needed anon <333333
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𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦 — 𝐁𝐒𝐃 𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
◊ Is utterly amazing at decorating them. Has the most beautiful cookies and makes the frosting with just the right amount of sweetness. Manages to make the cookies look like pieces of art and then insists on feeding one to you just to test taste it of course and smiles when your eyes light up.
— Kunikida Doppo, Kenji Miyazawa, Yosano Akiko, Higuchi Ichiyo, Kouyou Ozaki, Chuuya Nakahara, Gin Akutagawa, Oda Sakunosuke, Louisa May Alcott, Saigiku Jouno, Sigma
◊ Does their best regardless of the outcome and manages to make it seem pretty easy. Isn't as confident in their frosting skills but they feel a little better when you insist that it's still good. Taste tests it at least four times just to make sure that you're not lying. Probably makes a mess accidentally.
— Atsushi Nakajima, Yukichi Fukuzawa, Junichiro Tanizaki, Kyouka Izumi, Michizo Tachihara, Kyusaku Yumeno, Edgar Allen Poe, Lucy Montgomery, Mark Twain, Ango Sakaguchi
◊ Forget the cookies, they were never meant to be. In addition to that, forget your kitchen too. Somehow they will burn your kitchen down just trying to frost those damn cookies. Sure, you'll somehow end up in a chaotic frosting competition with them, but while you're roasting and toasting by the fire starting on your stovetop.
— Osamu Dazai, Ranpo Edogawa, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Motojiro Kaji, Francais Fitzgerald, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Nikolai Gogol, Tetchou Suehiro, Teruko Okura
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🖇 THE PERFECT KISS | ATSUSHI NAKAJIMA (DRABBLE)
☆ authors note : ik its been a long time since I’ve been here but things have been happening (good things thank goodness) and I haven’t been able to think about bsd, tr, or even anime for that matter. Lately my free time has been devoted to other hobbies I’ve been picking up, but this does not mean I am going to stop writing, expect more coming your way if everything goes as I planned :))
HIS LIPS ARE so, so cold. It was like kissing a snowman. You smiled at your own silly thought as your wrapped your arms around his neck. You tasted the hot chocolate on his lips, stealing the sweetness that’s left on the smile of your lover.
Atsushi pulls back, the happiness on his face like a contagious warmth that spreads to your smile. Even as you scold at him to pull up his winter scarf, his radiating joy fails to stay hidden underneath the warm wool. “You’re so cold, Atsushi. Why didn’t you wear your scarf properly?”
He doesn’t answer for a moment, taking your hand into his. “I wanted to give you this first kiss into the new year. The perfect kiss. Right when the clock struck twelve.” He laughs to himself. “I wouldn’t want to embarrass myself and kiss you a second late because of a scarf, now do I?”
“Why-“ you stopped yourself, following his glance as he watches other couples around you in the moment, with laughter, and arms around each other, and smiles and whispers of what you could only guess could be sweet nothings to the other’s ear. Why on earth would a timed kiss matter, Atsushi?
He turns to you shyly, as he says, “I wanted to give you an important kiss at the start of the year, as everyone does every new year.”
You cup both of his cheeks in your hands, looking into his eyes. “Atsushi. Every one of your kiss is a perfect kiss. Every single one. It’s a kiss without you that’s imperfect, darling.”
He seems unconvinced. Hesitant, even, to believe your words.
“So this is a perfect kiss,” you mumble, kissing the corner of his lips, off to the side of his face. It felt awkward, like an arrow narrowly missing it’s target. Unbothered by this, you sense his stillness.
“And this is a perfect kiss.” You kiss his nose, leaving your lips to his skin a little longer than normal, before pulling away.
“Love, that’s not what I-“ You silence him with your lips on his, and he kisses back.
His lips leave yours as he pulls back. “What were you about to say, handsome?”
“God, I love you so much.”
i finished this at like september 10 end me ;-;
edit: GUYS IVE HAD ENOUGH ITS NOT GETTING POSTED NEAR CHRISTMAS I WONT BE ABLE TO WAIT THAT LONG
edit edit: I just realized I completely skipped Christmas and straight to New Years whoops
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they always understand the assignment
nobody is doing it like them.
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I’m so late but congrats on 300, my love, if anyone deserves it, it’s you aka truly one of the best writers out there! <3 you’re v important to me and I hope whatever you’re doing rn that you’ll have the best day ❤️
also my usual meme for you 😈 not exactly accurate because younger you was probs my gay awakening but nvm you’re still sexc ig (affectionate)
BEYWKWJDJWDJ FUCK YOU RIN I GIGGLED LIKE A FUCKING MANIAC BC OF THIS
BUT thank u my beloved ur vvv important important me too + one of my fave writers ever!! /gen ilysm hope ur doing okay (hey if younger me was ur gay awakening is older me keeping u awake all night is that why u have a horrible sleep schedule 🤔)
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Fifteen! Chuuya Commissioned by @MissFancyHat_ oh twitter ❤❤
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i trust vandal and phantom users so much IDK WHY LDDJKDJD but i will check out those skins soon probably need smth new to motivate myself to play again 😈 chamber sounds rlly cool holy fuck definitely gonna get annoyed with him as much as i get annoyed with yoru mains LMFAO AND U WATCHED ARCANE OMG i haven't finished it but goddamn the animation the graphics the storyline is just pure GOLDDD HAHAHA USING KJ'S TURRET i'd expect that to feel powerful so it's totally understandable fully support the idea of annoying the shit out of the opposing team bc you've felt their pain at some point 😯💨
Hiii Ryleyy hru doing? :D I hope everything's all good in your life <3
I haven't played valorant in literally three-four weeks and went on for the first time tonight and I shit you not my aim has turned to actual trash T^T
my god and my game sense has decreased sm jfdsklfjdks i needa play more soon :'D
also this yoru was fucking with me for the longest time with his stupid little blinds and I was gonna molly his ass if he hadn't kill me first 😤
ARIEL IM REPLYING THIS SO LATE IM SORRY
i'm doing okay how are you doing?! hope everything's going well for u!
DUDE I HAVENT PLAYED IN LIKE A MONTH?!?!? AND IM SO SCARED TO TOUCH THE GAME BC I HAVE A FEELING A DEFEAT STREAK IS COMING FOR MY ASS LMFAO i totally get where ur coming from there was this once i took a break for like 4 days and when i came back i fell back by one rank 😭😭😭😭😭 someone said consistency is rlly important for games like these BUT HOW TF DO PPL PLAY EVERY SINGLE DAYY AHHHH genuinely hope you get to play more and beat ppl's ass 😤 ty for dropping by ngl this makes me wanna play i'll drop by your inbox once i get my ass handed back to me 😒
YORU'S BLINDS JSDJDNDJD istg he's so frustrating to deal with!?!!&#&#&@;' duelists are so technical and fast they're just so annoying when they're really good lmao THOUGH IT IS RLLY FUNNY WHEN THEY ACCIDENTALLY BLIND THEMSELVES BC IK I'D DO THE SAME IF I PLAYED W YORU OR PHOENIX HAHA controller mains are supreme i respect the amount of patience we have 😤💪
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Foggy Feelings — Chuuya Nakahara
Stars crackled in the night sky. The clang of pipes glittered into the crisp evening air as the mafioso traveled under the shade of the blanketed sky. Fog as thick as smoke crept into the alleyways and tickled his skin. Letting out a huff of air, Chuuya tipped his hat off to run a gloved hand through his auburn hair. His eyes lingered on the empty alleyway entrance before turning the corner.
His reasons for coming to this part of town were simple enough. It was just another business transaction that Mori was sending him on like some sort of errand dog. Another huff let out of his lips and he watched the fog consume it. Footsteps echoed through the alley till he stopped in front of the large doorway.
It seemed simple, yet dreary. He briefly thought that it might be fitting to see a warning sign blinking eerily on top of it. But there was no such thing. A hand rested on the door handle and his eyebrows furrowed slightly.
A lingering feeling of confliction swayed through him till it stopped suddenly and he opened the door with a revel befitting its cryptic demeanor. Inside, he could smell the familiar scent of his favorite red wine and ash.
A candle or two flickered in the corner and in the messy arena, he spotted a large throne-like chair. Papers and pens were scattered across the ground and the desk. A drabble of books and crumpled notes lay on the bookshelves while unlit lanterns staggered from the ceiling.
“What are you doing here, Chuuya?”
He stiffened, watching as the chair swung back and your eyes were piercing through his very soul.
Though he doubted he had much of his soul left. It was long gone.
“The boss sent me,” he said curtly.
“Tell him to send someone else next time then,” you spat, turning around entirely, arms crossed and eyes narrowed. “He knows I don’t like seeing you.”
“The feelings fucking mutual. I see you’re still drinking the crap I gave you.”
A spiteful laugh rattled through your body. “It seems to be one of the few things I can’t seem to get rid of.”
Chuuya pressed his lips into a thin line, trying to read your expression. “Anything else you can’t get rid of?”
You grew silent once more. In the stillness, a blade whizzed past his ear, only barely grazing his ear before puncturing the wall behind him.
“Don’t ask questions you don’t want answers to. Just get what you came here for.”
He scoffed, nearing the chair before slamming his hands around its arms. “Trust me, I didn’t wanna be the one to come here either, but I am now so fucking cooperate so we can both head out for the night.”
Blue eyes glared back at you, his hot breath fanning against your skin and his grip on the leather tightening. You chuckled lightly, pressing your forehead against his as if threatening his commands.
“Still busy as always, Chu?”
“Don’t fucking call me that.”
You paused, leaning back and away from him. “The new smuggling trade in the harbors has been increasing lately. I have some insiders that are warning me of new weaponry seeping through the underground’s streets.”
“I thought the smuggling was stopped by Akutagawa last month?”
“They came crawling back with a new leader. Simple as that. And if you want some more information all the trading exports and data was stolen and-”
“And you just so happen to have it all, don’t you?” Chuuya let go of the chair arms and backed up, a look of knowledge flickering through his pupils as he crossed his arms. Leaning against the hardwood desk nearby, he rolled his eyes at that bothersome look on your expression.
“Wow, you actually remembered something for once. Too bad you couldn’t remember when our shitty anniversary was.”
The sarcasm dripped off your voice like venomous honey.
Chuuya opened his mouth carefully but shut it once more when no comeback popped into his head. “What do you want in exchange?”
You smirked, standing from your seat. This time it was Chuuya who got pinned against the desk. Your hands resting on either side of him. The tension in the air was as thick as that fog outside. From here, Chuuya could smell that intoxicating scent you wore.
He hated that he missed it.
“I want you to never come back here again. Send another executive or something for all I care, but if you come back to my place again I’m never giving the Port Mafia another piece of information.”
He remembered when he loved that bite in your voice. Being on the receiving end of it was more nerve-wracking than he remembered.
“Fine. Then we have a deal.”
“Good.” With that, you shoved the document into his chest. That familiar smell was ripped away and he was left with the lingering feelings from the past all over again.
You plopped back down on the chair, spinning around to go back to whatever else you had been doing beforehand. Chuuya paused, gripping the document and running through the emotions flooding his soul.
At least he finally remembered where he had last left his soul and you were still dangling it in front of him like a bone for a loyal dog.
“Then good night.”
His words were met with silence and he sighed, heading towards the door. It creaked once more and fog oozed into the room. As he turned to leave, his grip tightened on the report. Regrets trickled into his throat.
“Good night, Chuuya.”
With that, he couldn't help but turn back around.
#oh my god?#ariel how could u just#goddamn#faves#this was so good omfg#i love this trope BLESSSSSSSS
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Hope
Summary: You have been feeling rather troubled lately by school/work, and being the perceptive person he is, Dazai noticed and attempts to talk you through it
Pairing: Dazai x reader
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: None
A/N: Just a comfort piece🥰 Cause I’ve been feeling kinda weird lately so turned my confused emotions into writing. This is also inspired by this one quote from Dazai-sensei because I really enjoyed his use of syntax, it’s beautiful in that phrase to me🤧
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The sight of the fading of the sunlight from the window coaxed a breath of relief from your lips. Yet a troubled feeling continued to stir in your chest as you recognized that another day is slowly coming to an end. Though like a strange tightening feeling that made it hard to breathe. It felt familiar enough that both unsettled your nerves, but at the same time led everything to begin to fade into apathy and unfeelingness.
You wondered if this is what it meant by the world becoming colourless, or perhaps it was just the fading sunlight that made you feel so, troubling your senses. Or maybe, it was everything else around you, the piling stacks of work and emotion that had been overflowing your senses, fading and drowning out everything in grey. At this point, it was hard to tell, and you cannot say that it doesn’t trouble you.
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#KAT OMF#OMG#THIS IS SO AMAZING#so comforting so beautiful i'm in awe#the pace and everything is just perfection
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