Bex. 29. She/They. Art, video games, D&D - like a magpie but with posts. Header:the 6 Intrepid Heroes from Dimension 20 in various stages of distress during Starstruck Odyssey(Dropout). Icon: Tiefling bard Tav (Kamaria) from Baldur’s Gate 3 support me on Ko-Fi! https://ko-fi.com/criesmograph
Hi yes I’m thinking about Gorgug Thistlespring who brought a tin flower to school on the first day to Gorgug Thistlespring the barbaficer who can infuse items for his friends and give them a flash of genius.
at some point the gods of dnd decided that Lou Wilson specifically is a magnet for doing impromptu surgery without a medical license and somehow it works every time against all odds and I am frankly gobsmacked
Was reminded recently of being at Pride in WeHo (second gayest neighborhood in California) a couple years ago and I saw this beautiful family and the twelve year old daughter was whining about "this is boringgggg" and one of her moms grabbed her arm and went “Braelyn! We are here to support the other families! This is our community! Stop bitching!” It was fucking delightful that's how I know we've made real strides in our fight for equality when Pride is some shitty tween's version of being dragged to church every sunday
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.