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kharonion · 4 hours

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🧨 for Vikt

• therapy ask game •

How do you get yourself out of a bad mood?

Getting the fuck away from people. He scoffs, a foot bouncing on its perch at his knee. It's like this alone is starting to make him uncomfortable, too. Rather, that's step one. As you know, it gets me overwhelmed. Having some relative peace and quiet with warm tea and a smoke is often what I do. It works most of the time--unless the day is more of a five than a one on the shit scale. But... well... that is a whole other conversation, isn't it? Vikt leans back in the seat; it's clear that he's very much done with answering this question in particular.

#oc: vikt #.asks #thank you for sending one! <3 #man he is. grumpy.

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kharonion · 4 hours

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🪭 What does their ideal life look like in 2, 5, or 10 years? 💜

• therapy ask game •

What does your ideal life look like in 2, 5, or 10 years?

Honestly? Haven't much thought about it. Vikt shrugs, lights a cigarette. For a question that beckons pondering, he acts rather laid-back about answering it. I hardly expected to make it this far in the first place; I was relatively content with my death, at a point. After all, it is inevitable, a cycle of life that can't be avoided.

His face--normally hardened and ragged--seems to brighten. Whatever is on his mind has lifted his mood, it appears. I do have to say that now, though, I can safely say the ideal life is one that is finally quiet. I want to spend my days without worry, simply being with the man I hold dearest to my heart--who has saved me from darkness. Experiencing a peace I've never been able to... Yeah, that's what I think is most ideal, regardless of how many years down the road.

#oc: vikt #.asks #thank you for sending one! <3 #he's got Things to live for now. bless himb.

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kharonion · 5 hours

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Therapy ask game

(Also to Celebrate 200 followers)

Your Character Finally went to Therapy, or was forced!

THERAPIST QUESTIONS TURNED INTO AN ASK GAME

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🛖 What do they think the problem is in their life?

🎀 How does the problem make them feel?

🪄 Overall, how would they describe their average mood? Day-to-day? Overall?

🔮 Do they feel like they're connected to the world around them?

⚖️ What do they want to change about their life?

🧨 How do they get themself out of a bad mood?

🔪 Generally, how do they express their anger?

🏺 Tell me about the important relationships in their life.

🎈 What was life like growing up?

💎 What wrongs have been done to them that they haven't forgiven. Why not?

👑 What is their attitude towards change?

🪔 Why haven't they taken steps to change?

🪭 What does their ideal life look like in 2, 5, or 10 years?

🏁 What does “success” mean to them?

🫧 What are some things they like? What do they like about the world? What do they like about themself?

🌋 What do they want out of life?

🪞 What are they worried about/afraid of in their life?

🪨 What does their daily schedule look like?

@illarian-rambling @mk-writes-stuff @vyuntspakhkite-l-darling @nkikio @latay7 @pastellbg @katwritesshit @aestheic-writer18 And everyone else!

Please, please PLEASE ask this Blog - AND @jakkon-and-rose-topic

#omgggg this is a cool idea to answer these in-character >:)#.ask game

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kharonion · 3 days

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This is primarily asking about roleplay as fictional characters, not romantic/sexual roleplay as yourselves, but feel free to apply to any type of roleplay you've engaged in.

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We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

#prev: high fives in aro ✋#.polls

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kharonion · 3 days

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You've got my body, flesh and bone / The sky above, the Earth below. — 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙾𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶, 𝚂𝙻𝙴𝙴𝙿 𝚃𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽

#khar vp #oc: vikt #kerry eurodyne #x: dark matter in our space #male v #v x kerry #cyberpunk 2077 #c2077 #cyberpunk screenshots #hi i'm Really Damn Normal about them and how raw and real and intense their love is and--#(they are distracting me from doing adult things)#oh how i cherish them so very much akjshdf

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kharonion · 3 days

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Regardless of my feelings about the BoS as a whole in the Fallout series, Maximus as a character exceeded all my expectations.

Maximus, honestly, to me, was the most nuanced and best acted character in the series. His situations were fantastical and yet the way he reacted to it all was so grounded. He was like a prestige drama character in a series full of cartoons. Don't get me wrong, I like the cartoons. Fallout leans heavily into parody and it's totally on brand. But Maximus' entire emotional arc was so understated and I really appreciated it.

He isn't a very vocal OR excessively emotive character because he knows being vulnerable hurts him. He shapes himself to that idealized memory of the knight in the armor even as he doesn't seem to really understand or care for the beliefs behind the armor. He's failing his classes as an aspirant. When talking of the BoS beliefs, he throws in a "or whatever". That part of it doesn't matter to him. The armor IS his belief system.

His whole story is about the cycle of violence and toxicity. The bullies who beat him. The abuse he endures. He wants power so that he can escape it but once he gets that chance he's doomed to perpetuate it, because that power is coming from the system. It's tainted. Deep down he doesn't want revenge, he doesn't even want power for power's sake, he wants safety. And he wants to be the hero from his memory, he wants the strength to save himself from this cycle.

And yet, he just keeps making he wrong choices. Over and over and over. He can't get out of it.

And then Lucy throws him a lifeline. And it takes someone from outside of the cycle to break through. And then he makes the choice to do the right thing even though it means making himself weaker, making himself less safe. He chooses to do the right thing for the first time in the show. And it means finally letting go of his dream, the armor.

And he sees a light at the end of the tunnel. He thinks his reward is going to be Vault 33, he's going to be safe and happy with someone who cares about him and makes him feel like a real, good person.

And by the end of the series, he's trapped in the cycle again.

There is just something so delicious about someone getting everything they wanted at the start and being miserable about it. There's something so REAL about wanting to be something but every instinct makes you sabotage yourself every step of the way.

And the thing is, he had all of these little moments of genuineness, selfishness, pettiness, virtue, I genuinely didn't know what he was going to do for most of the show. I thought he might turn on Lucy at some point. I honestly, truly thought he had sabotaged Dane even though Dane was his only friend. He is so morally hard to pin down because he's so full of life's little hypocrisies. His ideals and his feelings are in conflict so much and he doesn't have to look anguished for you to understand that. You just see it in his resigned stares, in his hesitance and his ultimate actions.

I just... I really loved Maximus. Bravo to Aaron Moten.

#THIS THIS THIS #i've been seeing SO much hate and horrific surface-level takes about Maximus but like... OP you nailed it right here.#show: fallout

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kharonion · 3 days

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Woke up to so much LOVE in my inbox kjahsdf THANK YOU ALL I AM JUST--