You've made it clear you no longer care about me and I'm not worth your time or energy. I know you stopped loving me a long time ago, I guess I just wished you would always care about me even a little but I guess it was an unrealistic hope. You said you would always be here for me, that you wanted to be my best friend but I understand now it was only words to get me to shut up and stop crying. I'm sorry it's taken me this long to take the hint. I didn't want to let you go because even though you don't love me anymore, I still love you, I'm sure a part of me always will and that part of me wants you to be happy.

I think what hurts the most is that I love you. I say that because to me I've lost apart of me in losing you and it's hard to accept that this person I live doesn't even care about me anymore. How can you throw me away so easily and I'm still holding myself at night crying in silence. I'm crying from the loss my heart feels and you don't even care if I'm okay. You don't care if I've eaten or how I slept, if I made it home safe after being out. How can this person I love this much not care anymore. You don't deserve the love I have for you but it is yours none the less because I don't need you to love me in return, even if it hurts, I still love you.

I dont care for the way you are with me outside of your bed room, and I'm tired of feeling like a crybaby cause i bring it up cause you're smart, you know what you do, you know you switched up your vibe with me, you know it bothers me and you choose to do it anyway and it is what it is. I'm just not the girl you want or are interested in and that's fine, I hope she reciprocated your feelings. I'm not a distraction or way too pass time until she does. I want to be you're friend but we have to remove the intimacy for my own peace of mind, If you cant see my value and that im worth having in your life its fine. But I'm good off giving someone who can't text back, or make an effort to be a genuine friend access to my energy, affection and body, cause i know i make you feel good when we're together but you seem to not care how you make me feel the rest of the time so I just don't care for the games fr, I dont have the energy for them ♡

I dont like the way you treat me, I don't like that instead of a friend you treat me like a booty call, that if it is a fwb relationship that you treat me like im just the benefits and not a friend, I don't like being breadcrumbed, I don't like when I tell you something upsets me you turn it on me like I'm upset for no reason, when anyone who thought someone cared about them shows them that they don't care unless it's for sexual gratification. Im not crazy or stupid. I don't deserve the way you've treated me. The being left on read, ignored, dry ass energy. I opened myself up to you because I though you were different, thought you were sweet and kind, cause I felt safe with you, and you just showed me that I really can't trust anyone with me or my body, you all just use me when it's convenient. You don't have to pretend to be my friend, go be happy with whoever has your attention over me. I hope they do right by you. I don't need fake love/friends cause I've never been that to you. Merry Christmas ♡

“Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.”

— Reyna Biddy

No matter where he is at, no matter who he is with, no matter what he is doing, no matter what time it is, I am his favorite. He can't stop thinking about me. He misses me when we are a part.

He and I love being together. We are happy and our lives are filled with joy, love, success, wealth and abundance. He loves being my boyfriend and I love being his girlfriend. Our chemistrynis unmatched and our vibes go so well together. We can't get enough of each other.

I dont chase, I attract. He is mine and I am his. Nothing and no one can get in between us being together because we are meant to be.

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No matter where he is at, no matter who he is with, no matter what he is doing, no matter what time it is, I am his favorite. He can't stop thinking about me. He misses me when we are a part.

He and I love being together. We are happy and our lives are filled with joy, love, success, wealth and abundance. He loves being my boyfriend and I love being his girlfriend. Our chemistrynis unmatched and our vibes go so well together. We can't get enough of each other.

I dont chase, I attract. He is mine and I am his. Nothing and no one can get in between us being together because we are meant to be.

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low vibrational things౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆🐇

as always protect ur energy, this post is to draw some attention to habits to avoid if u wanna keep ur energy going and ur vibrations high 💗💗

avoid gossip and drama - this goes for the people u surround urself with too. even if ur not directly partaking in the act of involving urself in drama, being around ppl who r constantly in drama or talking ab ppl will SUCK you into that. and its such an ick

comparing urself to others - the only competition that exists is who you were a minute ago. competition doesn't exist because nobody is YOU. stay in ur own lane and take note of ur own progress, anything else seems regressive

the way u speak to people and yourself - the way u speak to and treat people is a direct mirror to how you view yourself (EIYPO). treat people well!! be nice!! in that same breath, be nice to yourself! be compassionate towards urself, its easy often to forget that we r also human, but the way that u talk to urself matters!

pay attention to the way that people make u feel. pay attention to their actions and the way they speak to and treat u. putting that aside, how do u feel after you've been around them? if u feel drained AVOID that person.

4. if something doesn't enhance ur life in any way shape or form u need to be ready to let it go and relinquish what doesn't serve you

5. being constantly in crowded settings - honestly for me, i find that my energy saps so quickly if i dont have adequate time by myself with my own thoughts, so alone time is something that i truly value and cherish

low vibrational things౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆🐇

as always protect ur energy, this post is to draw some attention to habits to avoid if u wanna keep ur energy going and ur vibrations high 💗💗

avoid gossip and drama - this goes for the people u surround urself with too. even if ur not directly partaking in the act of involving urself in drama, being around ppl who r constantly in drama or talking ab ppl will SUCK you into that. and its such an ick

comparing urself to others - the only competition that exists is who you were a minute ago. competition doesn't exist because nobody is YOU. stay in ur own lane and take note of ur own progress, anything else seems regressive

the way u speak to people and yourself - the way u speak to and treat people is a direct mirror to how you view yourself (EIYPO). treat people well!! be nice!! in that same breath, be nice to yourself! be compassionate towards urself, its easy often to forget that we r also human, but the way that u talk to urself matters!

pay attention to the way that people make u feel. pay attention to their actions and the way they speak to and treat u. putting that aside, how do u feel after you've been around them? if u feel drained AVOID that person.

4. if something doesn't enhance ur life in any way shape or form u need to be ready to let it go and relinquish what doesn't serve you

5. being constantly in crowded settings - honestly for me, i find that my energy saps so quickly if i dont have adequate time by myself with my own thoughts, so alone time is something that i truly value and cherish

The karmic price for breaking the person who was sent to love and help heal you, that you asked the universe for when you were at your lowest, has to be steep.

Don't make me give you up...pls

Do you know how mad and hurt it makes me that I have to fight myself to move on from someone I love but im scared if I move on and he realizes he wants to be with me but it's too late that it'll hurt him and I don't wanna hurt him but he hurts me everyday like it's nothing, ignoring me, choosing shit over me, like this man will literally choose to DJ at the VU every weekend instead of hangout with me, it's like hurting me comes as easy as breathing to him and he doesn't care and I KNOW I can move on, I deserve to but I don't wanna hurt him and I feel stupid for loving him and caring this much. Like I've fought for him, I've cried, I stayed and he just chooses to not give af about me daily. I'm stupid 🥲

Sorry I just needed to vent.

I miss you. I'm doing my best to give you space but it sucks. You were my best friend, we talked everyday and now we barely talk at all and it hurts. All I can do is focus on myself and believe if we are meant to be then we will be. I know I can move on, I just don't want to. Why is it that I ve found someone I love and because you can't figure your shit out I have to suffer, it's not fair! I'm hurt and mad and tired! I'm tired of opening up to people just to be made to feel like I dont matter! I'm angry!

Stopped saying good morning.

Stopped saying goodnight.

Stopped saying I love you.

Stopped spending time with me.

Stopped calling me.

Stopped making time for me.

Made up excuses instead of making an effort.

Dry replies.

Days no text.

Decided I wasn't a priority.

Would rather build a fake life in a video game than build something real with me.

No visits.

“Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.”

— Reyna Biddy

I can't breathe. Why do I always fall in love with people that hurt me.

Because I love you, I will fight and fight and fight for you until I cant and this is it, this is my last bit of fight and effort. If you can't even give me the time of day, I gotta let us go. I feel like you're running away while occasionally slowing down and looking behind just to make sure I'm still there without letting me catch up.