Migraine Tenfold Times Ten

Austin by Dasha

There's no cure for this I can't stand this side of me I'm listening to my heart pound Can I change the bet Or lose it entirely The rules were up against me from thе start I could take more No, I can't really takе more I could change things But you know it's the same Riddled with doubt I'd sit this one out if I could God knows that I should 'Cause I can't keep my head on straight Most nights I'm feeling like I'm out of body Stone sober still not feeling all me Tailspin nosedive Falling to the ground Everybody is watching me now

It’s always like should I kill myself or should I try to be better

suicidal ideation really is a state of flux

“Masc” *roman numeral tattoo near clavicle*