“had a strange feeling from the start// bought our tickets, stood in line, a rickety cart// i did not feel safe at all” from the fall fair suite is so heartbreaking and i don’t think we as a fandom talk about it enough.
do you think ocean blamed herself for the choir’s deaths?
do you think, that despite her apparent apathy towards the other choir members until the very end of the musical, she felt guilty that she ignored all the signs pointing towards the cyclone being dangerous?
do you think that one of the reasons why she grew warmer towards the other members of the choir later in the musical was out of guilt that she caused their demises?