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boothills new voice lines from the 2.2 livestream oh my god oh my god oh my GGGGOOODDDDDDDDDDS GUYS
#im actually clawing at the walls#chewing my desk#what the fuck#SAVE ME ANDREW RUSSELL#i dont even play this game in eng#but i might have to for him#HAUNTING
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we are coping hard here 😕 (me too)
IM NOT COPING!!! I ACC WANTED HIM 2.4 LMAOOOO
not to pray on everyones downfall but sunday second half of 2.4 or i’m committing global atrocities.
#also sunday ice nihility (affirmation)#this is a huge win#for the kawa community#the kawa-ers if u will#no but fr.#i was gonna pull for sunday like s1 e4 at LEAST#have been saving since dan il rerun#but now theres a bump in the road.#BOO!!
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i would like u to know that ur first boothill fic was so good that it singlehandedly convinced me to pull for him and i now have nearly 100 wishes saved just for him n his lc ^_^ !!!
U AND MEEEEE 🤝 i have 160 saved for him rn hehe
IM SO HONOURED EHEHEEEEE
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GEPARD REQ IN MY INBOX
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in actual tears biting my pillow rn
THANK U FOR WHAT U SAID ON MY BLADE POST UR SO SWEET TT <33
Please don't thank me ahhhh!!! IT WAS BEAUTIFUL!!
Honestly, I love angst and knowing Blade and how stoic and distant he is and all he's lost, this probably would've been the tip of the ice berg for him!!
You delivered it so well! 🥰🥰💖
He would've probably allowed the mara to take him because all hope for peace would've just...vanished😓💔
YOU WROTE IT SO WELL, MY HEART HURT😭😭😭
PLEASE, BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE, GO AND READ THIS MASTERPIECE!! You won't regret it!! 😫
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𑣲 PREPARED. ft. BLADE
⠀ — he will not be overcome. blade prepared for this day
⠀ OR
⠀ — you’re only human and blade isn’t as ready for your death as he thought.
⚠︎ angst, some gore (?) character death, gn reader, this is kind of old
blade prepared for this day.
he reminded himself of all whom he’d seen fall in his years of existence with every breath he took.
blade prepared for this day.
the stellaron hunter had become well acquainted with his own immortality and the grief that without fail would follow him for all eternity.
blade prepared for this day.
he knew it was best to keep his distance from others, especially from humans. friendships or relationships of any kind were feeble and short-lived for a man like him. if you could even call him a man.
blade prepared for this day.
…so why was he speechless?
why had his breath betrayed him?
why did his legs grow weak, how was he brought to his knees with such ease, skin scraping harshly against the concrete beneath him?
blade prepared for this day… hadn’t he?
well, perhaps he’s slipped up a few times. but he was allowed that much, no?
maybe he shouldn’t have indulged you in so many stories of his travels, or the kinds of people he’d met along the way. but it was only because you were always so eager to hear about them, and the dejected look on your face when he’d say no was irritating.
and sure, he probably could have done without the gentle touches and almost domestic intimacy, but that couldn’t have done too big of a number on him. the emotions blade felt ranged from numb to violent, and had not stretched farther than the between for the last hundred years at least. a kiss to your cheek or your arms wrapped around him from behind couldn’t have really changed that.
no. it couldn’t have.
because blade prepared for this day.
he repeats it in his head like a mantra as he cradles you to his chest, your blood staining his bandaged and scarred hands as it drips to the stone floor. there's a sea of bodies surrounding you, a sign of blade’s inevitable victory alongside your inevitable demise.
all blade could do was watch as the spear pierced through your flesh and bones like they were butter, time almost slowing down as he bolted to your side as fast as he could once he noticed the pointed steel hurling towards you.
he was too late, only arriving in time to catch you as your knees buckled before you could tumble to the ground.
it was clean shot through your heart and left lung, tip of the spear poking out of your chest and staring him menacingly in the eye.
blade prepared for this day.
he knew you would not survive.
humans were fragile. a piercing shot through some vital organs was more than enough to take your life.
he pulled it out as quickly as he realised the tragic truth, hoping to make you more comfortable. he whispers small, rushed apologies into your ear as you cry out from the steel ripping through you again, this time the opposite way.
ren fought to keep his hands steady as he held you tightly against him. he would not panic in your final hours, he would not be an addition to the turmoil of your unfair death.
blade prepared for this day.
he sucks down the urge to scream out and curse the aeons for doing this to him again. he swallows the desire to pierce himself with the very weapon that would take you from him as punishment to himself for thinking this time will be different.
a calloused hand is held to your cheek as your body clings to its life, small choked gasps leaving your lips as if your lungs could even hold the air.
ren rests his forehead against yours, swirls of tangerine and crimson and pale skin shining through your cloudy vision. your efforts to speak are in vain, he just shushes you quietly.
“just look at me.” his voice is quiet, eerily calm and surprisingly comforting.
his thumb rubs small circles on your cheek, he can feel the puddle of blood on his pants growing. you comply, gazing up into his hardened eyes as you swear you see grief shining behind them. perhaps it's just the blood loss.
“you’re okay.” ren’s voice is like silk, despite its natural rasp. he tries to will himself to crack the slightest of smiles for your comfort. he cannot.
blade prepared for this day.
your hand shakily raised up to try and hold his, and all you can do is weakly grab onto his wrist. yet you’re smiling. you turn your head slightly to the left and kiss his palm, and blade does not see fear nor anguish in your eyes. he sees a sea of peace, two lakes of adoration staring back at him.
“you’re okay.” he repeats, lips meeting your forehead softly. “i’ve got you.”
it proves harder and harder to keep his hands steady as your eyes grow heavier, fluttering shut. he pulls you closer to him, squeezing his own eyes shut as if just seeing your face was pushing him over the edge.
blade prepared for this day.
he can feel your breaths shortening, becoming more shallow. he sucks in a breath.
blade prepared for this day.
“i’ll find you.” he wouldn’t. the place your mind and soul would travel to was the only place in the galaxy he traversed across that he could not reach despite his endless and verying attempts. whether the empty pledge is a futile attempt at a comfort to you or him will remain unknown.
blade prepared for this day.
whether the words reached you or not also remains up in the air. ren watches as your chest stops attempting to rise. if you were anyone else, he would be jealous.
blade thought he prepared for this day.
but realistically, nothing could ever truly prepare him again and again for the feeling he knew all too well; loss.
⠀ 𑣲 MASTERLIST / GOT A REQUEST ?
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i havent caught up on alien stage but I LOVE YOUR NEW THEME UGH
unrelated but who did u have to murder to get that username
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bribing u with 99 hundred billion dollars to write more boothill x mechanic fics plz :3
holy SMOKES thats so many dollars
i have one or two in the works rn !! i’m just a little bit stuck on making them flow or rounding them off but i hope to get them up soon o7
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𑣲 PREPARED. ft. BLADE
⠀ — he will not be overcome. blade prepared for this day
⠀ OR
⠀ — you’re only human and blade isn’t as ready for your death as he thought.
⚠︎ angst, some gore (?) character death, gn reader, this is kind of old
blade prepared for this day.
he reminded himself of all whom he’d seen fall in his years of existence with every breath he took.
blade prepared for this day.
the stellaron hunter had become well acquainted with his own immortality and the grief that without fail would follow him for all eternity.
blade prepared for this day.
he knew it was best to keep his distance from others, especially from humans. friendships or relationships of any kind were feeble and short-lived for a man like him. if you could even call him a man.
blade prepared for this day.
…so why was he speechless?
why had his breath betrayed him?
why did his legs grow weak, how was he brought to his knees with such ease, skin scraping harshly against the concrete beneath him?
blade prepared for this day… hadn’t he?
well, perhaps he’s slipped up a few times. but he was allowed that much, no?
maybe he shouldn’t have indulged you in so many stories of his travels, or the kinds of people he’d met along the way. but it was only because you were always so eager to hear about them, and the dejected look on your face when he’d say no was irritating.
and sure, he probably could have done without the gentle touches and almost domestic intimacy, but that couldn’t have done too big of a number on him. the emotions blade felt ranged from numb to violent, and had not stretched farther than the between for the last hundred years at least. a kiss to your cheek or your arms wrapped around him from behind couldn’t have really changed that.
no. it couldn’t have.
because blade prepared for this day.
he repeats it in his head like a mantra as he cradles you to his chest, your blood staining his bandaged and scarred hands as it drips to the stone floor. there's a sea of bodies surrounding you, a sign of blade’s inevitable victory alongside your inevitable demise.
all blade could do was watch as the spear pierced through your flesh and bones like they were butter, time almost slowing down as he bolted to your side as fast as he could once he noticed the pointed steel hurling towards you.
he was too late, only arriving in time to catch you as your knees buckled before you could tumble to the ground.
it was clean shot through your heart and left lung, tip of the spear poking out of your chest and staring him menacingly in the eye.
blade prepared for this day.
he knew you would not survive.
humans were fragile. a piercing shot through some vital organs was more than enough to take your life.
he pulled it out as quickly as he realised the tragic truth, hoping to make you more comfortable. he whispers small, rushed apologies into your ear as you cry out from the steel ripping through you again, this time the opposite way.
ren fought to keep his hands steady as he held you tightly against him. he would not panic in your final hours, he would not be an addition to the turmoil of your unfair death.
blade prepared for this day.
he sucks down the urge to scream out and curse the aeons for doing this to him again. he swallows the desire to pierce himself with the very weapon that would take you from him as punishment to himself for thinking this time will be different.
a calloused hand is held to your cheek as your body clings to its life, small choked gasps leaving your lips as if your lungs could even hold the air.
ren rests his forehead against yours, swirls of tangerine and crimson and pale skin shining through your cloudy vision. your efforts to speak are in vain, he just shushes you quietly.
“just look at me.” his voice is quiet, eerily calm and surprisingly comforting.
his thumb rubs small circles on your cheek, he can feel the puddle of blood on his pants growing. you comply, gazing up into his hardened eyes as you swear you see grief shining behind them. perhaps it's just the blood loss.
“you’re okay.” ren’s voice is like silk, despite its natural rasp. he tries to will himself to crack the slightest of smiles for your comfort. he cannot.
blade prepared for this day.
your hand shakily raised up to try and hold his, and all you can do is weakly grab onto his wrist. yet you’re smiling. you turn your head slightly to the left and kiss his palm, and blade does not see fear nor anguish in your eyes. he sees a sea of peace, two lakes of adoration staring back at him.
“you’re okay.” he repeats, lips meeting your forehead softly. “i’ve got you.”
it proves harder and harder to keep his hands steady as your eyes grow heavier, fluttering shut. he pulls you closer to him, squeezing his own eyes shut as if just seeing your face was pushing him over the edge.
blade prepared for this day.
he can feel your breaths shortening, becoming more shallow. he sucks in a breath.
blade prepared for this day.
“i’ll find you.” he wouldn’t. the place your mind and soul would travel to was the only place in the galaxy he traversed across that he could not reach despite his endless and verying attempts. whether the empty pledge is a futile attempt at a comfort to you or him will remain unknown.
blade prepared for this day.
whether the words reached you or not also remains up in the air. ren watches as your chest stops attempting to rise. if you were anyone else, he would be jealous.
blade thought he prepared for this day.
but realistically, nothing could ever truly prepare him again and again for the feeling he knew all too well; loss.
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#blade honkai star rail#blade x reader#honkai star rail#blade hsr#blade x you#blade honkai#hsr blade#hsr x reader#ren hsr#hsr headcanons#hsr#honkai star rail headcanons#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail x you
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im a xianzhou arc defender 4 life like nothing could ever make me hate her
lei do u ever get tired of being the realest person alive
#i literally loved it so much like#i dont play genshin anymore but its my liyue equivalent#shes her#BOO!!
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i miss boothill so much im clawing at the fucking walls i cant take it anymore
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KAWA YOU INFLUENCE ME I MIGHT KILL MY I LOVE AMY ERA ONCE AND FOR ALL AND SWITCH TO ALNST THEME
WTFF I DIDN’T KNOW U WERE AN ALNST FAN!!
do it. succumb to the urges.
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og post + oomfie so right i think majority of ppl saying they didn’t like it or it was bad just didn’t rlly pay attention TT
every time i see someone shit on the xianzhou story quest on twitter i die a little bit inside.
#also og post saying like#‘people looked up theories and then got mad when said theory wasn’t canon’#or something#so real#also so many people posted theories as if they were facts#to fans who hadn’t gotten to that part of the story yet + didn’t understand it#and it just royally screwed everything up#ALSO WHAT WAS THE DEAL#W EVERYONE SUDDENLY HAITING BAIHENG :(#we as a fanbase didn’t deserve the hcq lore#sorry shutting up now#honkai star rail#HAUNTING
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okay sorry i lied i’ll do it tomo i dont wanna do the html rn LMAOO
do i post blade angst 2day
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do i post blade angst 2day
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KAWA THEME CHANGE EATSS! (i have no idea where is from, i fear 😓) BUT AHH!!!
HII SKIP THANK YOUUU !! <3<3 (tbh that is probably for the best alnst has brought me nothing but misery.)
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ur theme is so scrumptious like yum yum YUM!!!!
eehhgeheghegej >< THANNK UUU i kicked my feet
#lei the sua pinned to my ivan pinned#the alnst theme is like drawing in other alnst fans i think#which like no shit but EXCITING!#pokemon lure#BOO!!
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