Honestly sick and tired of having villains with relatable tragic backstories. Just give me a bad guy who dies in the most fucked up violent way possible and the only thought that goes through my head when it happens is “nice”

Fuck

I Loved My Friend - Langston Hughes // As It Was - Harry Styles // @shhhitsfine // I Built a Friend - Alec Benjamin // @fairycosmos // It’s Not The Same Anymore - Rex Orange County // Snow and Dirty Rain - Richard Siken // Supercut - Lorde // War of the Foxes - Richard Siken // @incendavery // The Glass Essay - Anne Carson // It’s Not The Same Anymore - Rex Orange County // @adampvrrish // The Sea - John Banville

call it a little rebellion, but i will love the flowers in the mud. i will love all the wilting broken stems of their bobbing white heads. if i am alive, i am alive right now like the things that scuttle under dead leaves. i am alive like a wet bed of moss. i am alive like the tender fingers of lichen. i am building my small life in this chitin spring, in the private dark. i have my belly pressed against the earth and i have been whispering secrets to every passing ladybug. we speak worship for every new birdnest and every old and falling feather. we are going to hold hands on the floor of the forest and we are going to pray in a new tongue - the rapture of the infinitely small; the unnoticed, the marred.

if i am alive, beloved, i am alive like a bruise. i am beginning to see, in this fresh dawn - that the mottled paint of healing is a blessing of paint and blood.

“nice blog”

thank you im really good at clicking reblog

Academia is cool and sexy until I’m expected to do work

My mom just saw me reading The Secret History and asked what it is about. Here's how the conversation went :

Me, after an awkward silence : Um..it's just about a bunch of students getting involved in a murder mystery.

Mom : Who gets killed and who is the murderer?

Me : They kill their own friend.

Mom : Wow, that's dark.

Me : the book is hella gay, there's a lot of alcohol and drugs involved, they accidentally killed a person because they were drunk out of their heads, Charles is fucking his twin sister, Henry shoots himself in the end, it's all fucking chaos. .....yeah, it's pretty dark.

I JUST realized BOTH Dead Poets Society and The Secret History happen in VERMONT!!!!

I don’t know what is about that place but it definitely attracts super rich academic kids and death.

category is: nick looking at charlie with heart eyes pt. 1 (pt. 2)

I think about Nick and Charlie every day

And then dropping it if I'm not instantly good at it.

The academic urge to study every ancient mythology.

*simultaneously consuming five forms of media to prevent the chance of a thought occurring*

no YOU live in a society i live in this frame of pride and prejudice

My favourite thing to do is avoid human connection and fantasize about a perfect world where I have a love-hate relationship with my favourite villian

me: hello darkness my old friend

darkness: do i know u

Can we normalize late reply

— Oscar Wilde