This may be the very beginning to the end of me but it's a path in willing to walk and all I ask for is a hand so that you can join me let's walk this lonely forever if you have me then I have you

Sick is how i feel i know that my body is healthy but my stomach just turns all the time i don't know how to feel there is a weird heavy feeling that just wollows above me like a storm cloud but its not that i am unhappy during the day its just at night when things seem to settle and relax that things feel heavy on my heart its all the comfort that you gave me its all just gone and that could be the reason for this heavy feeling throw me into the ocean and ill just sink to the bottom because this heavy heart is to much to carry with me~jmp

Off my chest

There is something i need to get off my chest i have this odd feeling that for the longest time u have been hiding something from me i don't knoe where this suspicion comes from but something in my heart in my soul is telling me to believe it but believe what if there is teally something i ask that you tell me now for now my actions will not be as drastic as if i do find out later

For the love of anything pls don't be fucking me around am i highly unstable and i don't kno why~Jmp

The Rubáíyát of a Persian kitten, Oliver Herford, 1912

The Weeknd

Wish I could close my eyes forever

If you ever hear me breathe deeply it’s not because I’m annoyed it’s because I forget to breathe sometimes