This is so fucking stupid but I did a stick n poke pattern on my foot and my girlfriend hates it. Is it really that stupid to do something that gives me joy and is a little bit silly and is a good alternative to self harm?? Ugh

what the fuck

John Mulaney has apparently checked into rehab after being sober for a very, very long time….I’m sending all the positive vibes in the world his way. His humor has helped me find laughter and joy in some of my lowest moments. It is a reminder that in addition to the pandemic, everyone still is dealing with their own personal battles, and how horribly this pandemic can trigger/exacerbate addiction and mental health problems. Proud of him for getting help, and I am proud of everyone out there who is fighting similar struggles every day. 

fun fact: trauma victims becoming obsessed/infatuated with what traumatized them (especially if that trauma came from abuse) isn’t creepy or disturbing. That’s literally a symptom of PTSD, and is often uncontrollable, so maybe don’t demonize people who get stuck or overly focused on their intrusive thoughts. We literally can’t control this.

On the one hand I’ve heard god doesn’t make mistakes. On the other I have the anecdotal evidence of my life.

Had another psychotic break recently. Almost got hit by a truck so like. I’m smart or whatever.

sometimes im like “tone down the Self to fit in” and other times, the voice of God comes to me in a dream and says “I didn’t make you crazy for no reason”

Barack Obama complaining abt getting friendzoned by a bi girl even tho he read Foucault to impress her is just too much. We don’t need to know that.

great ad from latitude_mental_health

stop fucking using the word psychotic to describe bad behaviour and violence already god fucking damn it

When you’re off your meds but refuse to tell anyone in your life

Y’all. I can’t afford my meds right now. Been off them for a while. I can’t afford food either. Living the fucking DREAM.

i’m not gender-neutral i’m actually gender-provocative. gender-offensive. i see Gender i attack on sight

me vibrating and talking fast: i am so cute and i cannot die 

Running out of meds, smoking pot, and playing dice with God

I ran out of my anxiety meds and I am full of rage, fear, and heart palpitations