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jeaniemcfall · 2 years

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“In another life?” He manages

through beading tears.

And while I smile and nod through

tears of my own, a sinking feeling

drowns my heart and lungs. I know

that after I walk away, I may go

home sad. I may spend hours

staring at the ceiling, or at

pictures of him. I also know,

though, that one morning I will

wake up fine. One day I’ll go out

and find a light much brighter than his.

Even once we’re born again, I’m not so sure

that his soul will find mine. I think that if

our new souls were to even pass on the street,

we wouldn’t give each other a second glance.

-m.m

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jeaniemcfall · 2 years

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I wasn't able to do much costume pole -ing this Halloween due to recovering from a mid September surgery to repair a right hand bicep tendon tear. I'm back on the pole now; and while I'm far from 100%, I'm slowly getting my strength back. It may be 2 weeks too late, but here is my Halloween pole offering featuring left hand reverse grip iron x. Every day should be Halloween 🕷️🎃 definitely my favorite holiday. 🍁

*recorded with my new iPhone 13 (basic)

#Halloween #halloween 2021 #poledance #poledancer #Ironx #Pdironx #Witch #Witchy #Goth #Gothdress #Halloweenpoledance #Distalbiceptear #Biceptendontear

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jeaniemcfall · 3 years

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Face shots, black and white, upside down on pole

#poledance #poledancer #poledancephotography

From Twilight Jungle music video (2014)

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jeaniemcfall · 3 years

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#twilightjungle #musicvideo still shots

Filmed in ABQ in 2014

Artist, Chris Livingston

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jeaniemcfall · 3 years

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Stills from "Twilight Jungle" music video (2014)

I was a redhead back then ❤️

This was an experimental music video shot to a great fusion instrumental piece by Chris Livingston, NM music artist. While I feel the music video did not do the song justice, the Stills from it are quite good. 🙂

#twilightjungle #fusion #angel #newmexico #nmfilm #musicvideo

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jeaniemcfall · 3 years

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#poledance still shots from #twilightjungle #musicvideo shoot (2014) (New Mexico)

#poledancer

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jeaniemcfall · 3 years

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Photo montage character Ryan from indie film #lyricsfromableedingheart (2015)

#indiefilm #nmfilm

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jeaniemcfall · 3 years

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These were shot in a messy apartment and photoshopped beautifully without even using green screen. ❤️ #photoshop #greenscreen

This was the last time I had blonde hair. I love switching up hair colors but usually just dye over my natural dark hair and buy blonde #hairextensions to color as I wish. Currently, I'm slowly lightening my black hair to bring it back to #blonde.

Photographer: ABQ Images (2015)

#photoshoot #modeling #model #fall #winter #goth #forest #castle #fantasy #gothdress #abqimages #nmmodels