❤️💙💛1979💛💙❤️

Big news for the Sparks community. After a year of searching, I have finally gotten my hands on the LOST 1979 TISWAS INTERVIEW!!

Now unfortunately due to copyright I will refrain from uploading it as much as I would love to share with the world 💔 but I’m currently in the process of sending it over to Ron and Russell/ Sparks HQ!

One-hour experimental comm i finished in January! This is my first time drawing a marvel villain and my big-men loving self was overjoyed to get to draw one of my fave depictions of Doc Ock ever, tied with Spiderverse's Liv 💚

Two Kittens by Kawano Kaoru (1950's)

MegaMan: Wishing upon a Star (1993)

HALLOWEEN POSTCARD BY KEIKO FUKUYAMA CIRCA 1998

what if i just start posting panels of the zelda manga. everyone please look at him

John Alcorn, 1970.

showering:

pros: you get to feel clean. you get non greasy hair, non oily feeling skin, it just in general makes you feel better, more energised, refreshed.

cons: there are so many steps. oh my god are there so many steps. before getting into the shower there are steps. during the shower there are steps. and once youve gotten out of the shower? guess what!!! more fucking steps!!!!!!!! UGHHHH

Penelope Hamtaro Inside Rubber Bouncy Ball

The trouble with me "getting better" is my brain always trying to sabotage. I do good for awhile but then I regress. My appetite for self destruction is always in the back of my mind waiting to destroy everything. And my urge to sabotage relationships and push everyone away. They are proud of me for getting better right now. But what happens when I fuck up again? I'm scared.

rewatched skinamarink today at the movie theater and this time around it was less scary and so so unbelievably sadder. the abuse metaphor is very straightforward. it's 90 mins of very early childhood abuse simulator. you know the kind that you don't really remember except in your body, the dreamlike derealization of being born into sustained trauma. the ephemeral organic intangible unreliable nature of memory. how it feels like to be so young and new to being alive that your reality is whatever someone else makes for you. the helplessness of being small and under the care of something that wants to hurt you, and yet the vulnerable animal instinct that a child has to still try to bond with it. can we watch something happy. go to sleep. what is your name. what is your name