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Always With You🍂

Part II

Summary: "Close your eyes

And I'll be there

Cause no matter where I go

I'll be Always With You"🍂

Two teenagers, a hospital and a deadly disease....🍂Will they survive??

AU: Hospital au

Word count : 11.7K (approx.)

Genre: Angst (A little bit), fluff, a innie tiny bit emotional (cus I'm not that good at writing emotional stuff)

Pairing (s): Huang Renjun × OC

Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction. None of the incidents depicted here has no connection to the actual persons, living or dead, or actual events. Any resemblance found with another story is clearly unintentional. The personality or behaviour of the idol depicted here is not the related to his/her personality or behaviour in real life.It's pure work of imagination by the author.

Chapter 16

For him there was no other girl in this world other than her. She was his world currently. When no one was there by his side to listen to his discomforts and worries, she was.

As she blabbered away about her lonely childhood he sat there right next to her holding her palm as if she was the most fragile thing in the world. Hands perfectly intertwined with each other's.

And when she was near him he felt safe, sick free, that particular moment he forgets about everything, only she was his main focus then.

Eyes struck on her as it admired every feature on her face. How her eyes glistened with tears every time she recalls her past.

How her eyes changed in a minute when she says about the small happiness she held. He never did think he will fall in love, especially not when he was dying, and that hurt him.

She deserved so much more from the world but here she was refusing to do anything and waiting for the day she closes her eyes forever.

He wanted to change that, earse the thought of dying from her mind and replace it with the want to live without forcing her.

Her eyes shined under the night light as she spoke of the achievements she recieved in her school, while it also dejected when she spoke about how much she missed it.

"I wish all of this were a dream" her voice spoke while he nodded. "I wish too." He agreed as his hold on her hand increased. A small yawn from her made him look towards it as her eyes closed leisurely.

"Your sleepy" cupping her mouth she shook her head. "Nah im okay, i can stay up all nigh..." Her words came mumbled as she let out another yawn.

"Go sleep. I don't want you walking like a zombie tomorrow morning" he chuckled as she gave up her eyes closing up, she stood up harshly rubbing her eyes before walking towards her bed.

"Open your eyes and walk idiot" he complained as he held her by her shoulder before she tripped herself on the small table that was kept on her way.

On his guide she layed on the bed. Opening her eyes wide she looked at him as she gave him a wide smile. "Now what???" "Nothing. I just looked back at the time when we first met" both chuckled as they recalled how much their relationship has changed.

"We were enemies before" he stated as she nodded. "Yes we were." Smiling at the thought as she stared at the ceiling.

"Thank you" she said making Renjun look at her bewildered. "For what??" "For being there for me. For entering into my life, even though as an enemy. For making me realise that how many hardships you are going through you'll get through it and that's life. Thanks for being my knight in shining armour when i almost lost hope for living"

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Chapter 17

Renjun stood there in the balcony too stunned to speak as those words ran across his mind repeatedly. A part of his mind rereading the sentence a thousand times as the cold breeze hit his face.

Letting out a disturbed sigh he looked back at the sleeping figure. How peaceful she seemed melted his heart as he walked towards her. Pecking her forehead as he gave her a beaming smile.

Walking towards the table he sat down at the chair before taking the pen off the book as he opened that particular page. "Haa..my arts getting worse." He sighed as he looked at the shivering hands of his.

The way his hands went crooked everytime he drew just showed up that his condition was getting worse. The shivering lines which made the drawing unrecognisable was rubbed forcefully by him as he closed the book harshly.

Opening up the book right next to him he steadied his hands before holding pen and writing the words which he treasured. Which he wished would never cause her pain reading it, just happiness.

Looking at the final verse he smiled through pain, "haa...you really are my missing puzzle piece" he whispered as he looked at the words he had written within a matter of time.

Puzzle piece

As I try to fit in a world that keeps getting bigger

A feeling of emptiness and vacancy comes to me

But I can't recognize which part is missing

I didn't even know the shape would be like this

But as if we're matching the scattered pieces together

We're going to assemble our own story

Somewhere in my empty heart

A piece is placed

I am you

I just knew it when I first saw you

You're my missing puzzle piece

Finally it fits

You fill up all of the wounds in my broken heart

Before I realized it, you became my everything

My missing puzzle piece

The fact that I have flaws

And that I'm not perfect either

Made me feel smaller

But we can fill each other's gaps in between

So we don't realize we're empty

Hello, long time no see, it's been a while

This little piece I carried everywhere in my pocket

To make it look fuller, let's stay together in a beautiful way together

Because I met you

Now I draw a bigger picture

You're my missing puzzle piece

Finally it fits

You fill up all of the wounds in my broken heart

Before I realized it, you became my everything

My missing puzzle piece

More than having everything

To never lose anything

Is more important, I realized it because of you

You're my missing puzzle piece

Shining so bright

You became a scene in the world that I always tried to fit in by myself

Just like I can't let go of your hand that I'm holding tightly

My world can't be completed without you

May we never lose each other

My missing puzzle piece

A tear slid down his cheeks as he sniffed. If only the world wasn't this cruel, I would have loved to spend an eternity with you my love.

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Chapter 18

Things started to reverse as she put him to sleep every night while he complained about the constant headaches and his lose of appetite. Though she felt weak she stood by his side as they both sat there on the bench on that cold night.

But it wasn't cold, it was rather warm, a warmth she had never felt. Looking at him whose eyes were already on her she showed the warmest smile ever.

"How are you??" His sudden question caught her off track as she looked at him bewildered. "I'm good??" "No for real how are you feeling??" He asked as he tightened the grip on her hand for a second.

"I'm good for real, though even i have headaches they are not as worse as yours trust me I'm alright" she showed him a smile which he reciprocated.

"Good to know" His smile never left as he looked at her. Staring at each other as the time drifted off. Small conversations then and there filled the air as most of the time it stayed in a comfortable silence. Both dwelling in each other's silence.

Walking down the stairs as the both held their hands tightly for them not to trip or fall. Bodies cold as they made their way towards their ward only to find the doctor seated on do-yeons bed hands crossed, eyes staring right at them.

Halting their steps, both looked at the doctor then at each other. "Where did you two wander off to??" The doctor's rather cold voice send shivers down their spine as their heads hung low.

A sigh from the doctor made the both look at him while the doctor stood up. "Nothing's wrong right?? Both of you don't feel any pain right??" The concerned voice made them soft as they both shook their heads.

"Nope" "Good. Both of you when you go out let me know or Ms.choi someone okay??" Both nodded their heads in approval, and the doctor gave them a geniune smile before leaving the room.

Giggling the two jumped on their beds as their backs hit the soft mattress. His eyes stared at the plain ones while hers stared at the star filled ones.

Eyes feeling heavy as hers closed reluctantly before she could even say a goodnight to him. But he didn't mind his eyes stuck on her as she slowly fell into the dreamland he had wished for being for such a long time.

🍂

The sun shone up towards the top as the rays bashed their way into the room through the window. The wind outside blew effortlessly as it picked up the dried leaves and kept it down at another spot.

The weather perfect as the girl stirred in her sleep. Eyes slowly opening up as she was met with the starry ceiling. Turning her head to see the boys bed empty with the sheet folded cleanly brought her disappointment.

Looking around the room to find none she quickly got herself off the bed to clean herself.

"How you holding up buddy??" Donghyuck's sound startled the young boy who sat on the bench. "Oh my god! When did you come here??" "secret~" he hushed keeping a finger on his lips after which he giggled. Renjun snorted as he looked back at the view.

"Who's the girl??" Renjun snapped his head towards Donghyuck who was smirking in victory. "Tell me which girl finally managed to steal the heart of the great Huang Renjun!! I'm excited" Donghyuck squeaked while Renjun's cheeks heated up in embarrassment while donghyuck's voice also annoyed him.

"How did you even know??" "I just know everything my buddy, your easily readable now don't leave a detail and tell me all!" He moved in his seat excitedly while Renjun groaned annoyed but his face changed as soon as his head thought of her.

"Oiiii your smiling~" hyuck cooed while nudging his shoulders making Renjun scoff. "Aww come on!!~" hyuck whined more while Renjun let out a fed up groan. "Aaa alright alright I'll tell" he gave up as he spilled out all the tea he kept boiling inside of him.

"Ah i just- i don't know she's just- she just melts my heart at the first sight" "Oii someone's lovestruck" hyuck giggled while Renjun sighed head moving up and down. "She really did something to me..."

Back at the room the girl sat there on the bed wondering where the hell Renjun wander off to. Gazing at the plain wall infront of her she fell deeper into her thoughts not noticing the door open and the two lads enter in.

"Is she the one??" The whispers of Donghyuck was a mere sound to her ears as she went completely unknown to her exteriors.

"Yea now don't shout it out" Renjun whispered back before entering the room only to see the girl not on this world. Eyes stared souless onto the walls before he waved his hands infront of her.

"Earth to Do-yeon! Are you there??" Snapping out of her trance her face changed back when she met his face. "Where the hell were you?? Where did you run off to so early in the morning??"

Her rather angry tone hit Renjun as looked at her guilty. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to worry you. I did have proper sleep last night so i just went out for some air" he replied as she scolded him for making her worry.

Hyuck just stood there as he looked at the two, feeling completely out of place but his lips curved up to a geniune smile after seeing his friend smile, his gleaming smile which felt like an eternity since he last saw that.

"Ahem" hyuck interrupted making both heads snap their heads towards him. She looked at the new face confused while Renjun realised his presence in the room.

"Im sorry for interrupting but uh this is the soup Nana made for ya, and he told me to give to you so yea imma leave now Jun see ya later! Byee!!"

He hurried as he put down the cover and swiftly made his way out the room not bothering to receive a reply from him cause he knew the girl would have plenty of questions about who he was to Renjun, smirking he made his way out the hospital.

"Who was that??" Her voice made Renjun turn his head towards her. "Oh yea...him?? Oh he is a friend of mine" he replied showing her a short smile. "Oh seemed like a good guy what's his name??" "Donghyuck" he replied as she nodded.

"How old is he??" "18" "He shares your same classes??" "Not everything but a few...but why are you so curious about him??" He asked in a rather harsh tone which had a hint of jealously in it.

"Nothing much his aura just captures my attention, he just gives a complete sunny cheerful aura more like fullsun aura, i know that seriously doesn't make sense" she giggled while Renjun just rolled his eyes at the compliment he just heard about his friend. "Whatever" he mumbled before moving to his bed.

(Okay yea the age of the dream members are way lower than they actually are in real life hehe.)

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Chapter 19

My everything

On the road that shines exceptionally

Standing there, I am waiting for you

It's not cold

When you are in my arms, I can feel the warmth

You're my everything

I want to protect your days and nights

You are a miracle to me, I wish you could see it

Spreading all over me, a gift called you

You're my night and day

Waiting for you in this street, drawing you again

An unusually long day

But it's not too bad because you're warm

Just like that, with nothing to do

I can live just like that

You're my everything

I want to protect your days and nights

You are a miracle to me, I wish you could see it

Spreading all over me, a gift called you

You're my night and day

Waiting for you in this street, drawing you again

It seemed to be nevеr-ending

At the end of thе long wait

You're the one

You're my everything

I want to protect your days and nights

You are a miracle to me, I wish you could see it

Spreading all over me, a gift called you

You're my night and day

Waiting for you in this street, drawing you again

"Yo when did you become a lyricist!?!" Marks screeching voice attacked renjuns ears while he winced at the sudden overflow of voice.

Closing his book as he looked at the older one intently reading the lyrics but a frown appeared as soon as he saw him close the book.

"Yo that's actually really good" he complimented while Renjun's ears heated up from those words. "Where did you learn to write like that??" He questioned while Renjun just stared at the book, eyes trailing to the girl who sat inside the room reading a book.

"Her presence did" he replied as mark bewilderly looked towards the girl. "Ooooo..... Sooo its that..." Smirking as he looked at renjun who had his eyes stuck on the girl.

"Aw man your soo cutee~" mark squeaked while pinching renjuns cheeks, to which Renjun just pulled apart disgusted.

"Oh I bet you would have loved this if she did it" mark said while Renjun blushed. "Awww you are blushing. Damn i gotta get this on camera!! I never thought Renjun would ever blush."

Pulling his phone out as he angled it towards his face on to be blocked by his hand. "Shut up we are gonna gain her attention!" Renjun said while mark gave no mind to it.

"Foods here!!" Chenles scream was enough to make mark stop and run towards it. Renjun slowly walked up inside as he was greeted by the high pitched screech of chenle.

"Dood calm down and don't scream it's a hospital" "sorry" chenle mumbled after which he digged in.

The girl looked at the crowd of boys infront of her while she fantasized how nice it would be to have a small bubble of friends for her too, only if she wasnt stuck with such a disease, everyones eyes on her would have differed greatly.

"You want some??" Jeno asked tripping her off her thoughts. "Hm?? Oh I'm not supposed to have fried food" she replied but mind slightly craving for that one bite into that crispy chicken.

"But you want it don't you??" Hyucks voice caught her off gaurd as she reluctantly nodded.

"Then-" taking out a nice juicy piece he brought it up to her "-eat, rules are meant to be broken and having a piece once in a while ain't gonna do any bad" he said as her eyes briefly met renjuns for acceptance who was stuck on that one piece for a long time, as if he was eating just for his friends.

His small nod brightened her face as she happily took the piece from hyucks hand. Bitting into that one juicy piece brought back life into her as she cherished that moment.

"Woah seriously guys it's just too obvious" hyucks sudden statement made all heads turn towards him as he pointed at the, Renjun and doyeon.

"What about them??" Jaemin questioned while hyuck scoffed in disbelief. "Seriously didn't you guys just see?? She just asked him for permission. Seriously guys just start dating!" Hyuck stated while her cheeks shot up red in embarrassment.

"Ya what-" "Don't argue I'm just stating facts! It's just too obvious both of you lik-mmhsksbks" a hand on his mouth as words came out muffled off donghyucks mouth.

Renjun held the boy tightly as he could but his strength and self hygiene betrayed when Donghyuck licked his palm. "What the hell hyuck!!" Renjun yelled while rubbing his palm on the Shir of hyucks.

Everyone giggled while Renjun glared at hyuck who hid behind jeno. "Oh please i didn't say anything wrong!" Hyuck defended while Renjun glared at him stronger, showing him he would punch him if he said anything more.

The day went by like that, doyeon never did think that time would pass by this fast as she sat there next to Renjun chit chatting with his friends. All were really nice to her making her feel comfortable as Renjun and doyeon grew closer to each other.

The sun settled down into the sea as the brightness dulled down to darkness. The lamp next to their beds being the only source of light for the room as their faces were barely visible to each other.

"And as the girl walked into the room-" hyuck extended the line as he made a voice effect of a cracked opening of the door while the rest intently listening almost waiting for the suspense.

"-boom!" Startled noises filled the room as the girl kept a hand on renjuns lap due to sudden jump. "The air pushed down her face" the sounds of disapproval filled the air as they disagreed with him.

"Dood i seriously thought that was a ghost!" Renjun yelled while the frightened Jisung hugged onto chenle who was least bothered by the horror story.

"There was nothing in the room and she returned back to sleep" Donghyuck ended the story while everyone groaned. "You seriously wasted my time" mark said annoyed while hyuck stayed unbothered.

"It's time to leave it's dark out" jeno stated pointing at the window right next to doyeons bed. "Yup mom's gonna scold if I'm late" Jisung said as the rest packed up.

"See at later Renjun! And doyeon! It was really nice meeting you" mark's soft voice was the first one to come up as the rest bid their goodbyes behind him.

Once everyone left it was back to just the two of them. Silence coming back after a long break as it felt foreign to them.

"Your friends are really good" doyeon first stated making Renjun smile widely. "They really like you" he stated back while she just nodded.

Atmosphere getting awkward for no reason as they both stealed glances at each other without really speaking out what they wanted to say.

"You know-" "I've been keeping this-"

"You first-" "You first-"

Giggles erupted as the room became more lively. "No seriously you go first, your face was more desperate to ask" doyeon stated as the sudden tension floated through the air.

Fiddling through his fingers he hesitated whether he should say it or not, but what the doctor said just an hour ago ran through his head as he didn't wanna extend this.

Telling her that he loved her. Making her his. Taking her out on a date. He wanted to spill it all out, he didn't wanna take it any further and delay it more. Cause...

"You know I- I've been keeping this in for quite a long time now aa-and i just wanna say th-that" "Hey calm down I'm not interviewing you" she cut him off while he chuckled nodding.

"Yea" the atmosphere becoming more serious as those eyes stared right into hers. "Hmm??" Seeing her eyes fall off he glanced at the mirror only to see it struck 11.

"Nothing lets talk about it tomorrow you are tired, plus your eyes will fall off any time now" he stated while she whined. "But-" " No buts go sleep" he demanded while she tsked and pulled the sheets falling on the bed.

"You should tell tomorrow morning if not I'm making you to" she said in a stern voice as he giggled nodding. "I will, goodnight weakling" "ya! Who are you calling weakling you are the one now not me!" "Whatever now go sleep" she just rolled her before pulling the sheets completely up and closing her eyes instantly drifting off to her dreamland.

A sigh left Renjuns lips as he stared at her sleeping figure, while her small snores filled the air. Wondering how good it would be to have one proper sleep he walked towards the toilet feeling his head heavy.

Eyes threatening to close as the stinging pain increased and the buzzing sensation in his chest increased. Holding his chest tightly he stood their halfway down the bathroom.

"Ouch" he winced at the sudden overflow of pain throughout his body as he fell weak on his knees. "Yeon..." His soft voice didn't hit her ears as she slept. Gathering all his strength he shouted her name once more as he prayed she would wake up. "YEON!!!"

The startled young girl opened her eyes wide as she shot up from her bed only to see Renjun spit out blood holding his stomach.

"Call the doctor" was the last thing he said looking at her before he fainted. "INJUN!!" She yelled as she pressed the button right next to her several times before speeding her way next to him.

"Jun open your eyes...please.." she pleaded as she felt tears well up in her eyes. Looking at him unconscious in her hands she felt her world fall apart.

Not now he can't die right now not when everything began to become more clearer no please don't die...

And with that his hand fell off from her hands.

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Chapter 20

As the wind brushed past her silky hair she felt goosebumps raise up her skin while she sat there on the bench all alone.

Feeling as if her life would never get brighter her only hope of life faded away. Looking around she met his eyes. Those eyes at first which held her world now held nothing but emptiness.

His head turned to her as a small smile plastered on his face, a smile which never reached his eyes, while the sun shined brightly at him, making his pale skin more prominent.

On the wheelchair he sat there about three metres apart yet he radiated that warmth that warmed her down on that cold morning.

A small smile appeared on her face as the nurse pushed his wheelchair towards her. "Guess I'm the weakling now eh??" He chuckled while she nodded.

That night completely changed everything as Renjun got monitored every one hour.

More machines spread around his bed as for the first few days after that incident he looked like a living robot tied under all those wires.

That one attack changed everything in their routine. Unlike her attacks his was way bigger than expected as it took a big toll on him.

His parents visited more often as she grew comfortable with them, while the boys tried their best to balance their school and visiting him.

The nurse settled his wheelchair right next to the seat such a way that their hands brushed each other's. Glancing at her while her eyes sparkled while her skin light up under the sun rays.

A smile that never left his face layed there as his lips curved up more wider while they both sat their basking in their warmth watching the sea on that particular cold morning.

"He has reached the finally stage" those words were more than enough for renjuns mother to break down into tears. The father held the mother tightly while the boy layed there on the bed unaware of anything that was happening.

Machines attached to his tiny body while he hardly breathed out a proper air without the help of the machines attached on him.

There she sat eyes stuck on that one boy as she looked at the rhythmic breaths he took while the heart rate monitor let out uneven beeps, his barely living body layed right there while she just prayed all of this to be just a dream.

She just wanted him to wake up, that's all she wanted. To see him wide awaken, sitting on that bed with his gleaming smile. And for him to hold her hands like there were no other girl in this universe.

For his warmth to be radiated onto her. For her to finally confess her feelings to him. And for him to accept it. But all of these seemed like a mere reality after the next words that left the doctors mouth.

"He can barely survive a month after this. Him being this healthy until this stage itself surprised me and made me wonder he had a chance to live but...I'm sorry"

And there slid a tear off her face as she sat there not moving an inch until he opened his eyes.

"Oh please come on!" She whined while he put the book behind him. "Why not! Why am I not supposed to look through to the book! I just wanna see your drawings!!" Her adement personality hitting him hard as he finally gave in bringing the book front while she instantly grabbed it.

Turning through the pages as her face lit up each time. They were just... magnificent. They were so well balanced as each page showed some or the other emotion in the form of drawing. As the end reached though they were a bit crooked they were just

... beautiful.

"Why'd you keep it a secret when you draw soo good!!!" She exclaimed as she flipped the pages. A sigh from him made her look at him. "I can't draw anymore but..." He looked at his fingers which were already shaking.

Heads hanging low while he felt his heart drop at the thought of not being able to draw anymore.

A smaller hand coming in contact with his colder ones but to her it was just as warm as they were when she first held them.

Looking into her eyes he felt his world calm down as his hands stopped shaking. "Hey... It's alright, life's never fair. It keeps taking the things we love away from us but you should never let that break you okay??" Her comforting voice was more than a voice to him as he smiled nodding.

A satisfied grin on her face while they stared at each other for another good 2 mins. "Thank you ... thank you entering into my life" his voice came out like a mere whisper, squeaking her hands while her smile widened.

"Thanks for showing up in my life. Though our first encounter wasn't that great-" chuckling whirl they both recalled the first time they ever met, which felt like an eternity before.

Since that encounter a lot changed, their relationship, the way both opened up to each other slowly as their health decreased at a speeding rate. But as their health grew weaker their bond grew stronger.

Both holding up for each other when one has a bad day or has another attack.

Being there when one is not able to sleep or want to sleep. They were always there for each other knowingly or unknowingly.

And knowingly or unknowingly both fell for each other. "-Im happy that we opened up" Renjun spoke while she nodded.

"Thank you too cause without you, i would never have had the will to live" she whispered while a small tear flowed down her cheeks.

"I know this is too late but-" Renjuns slightly broken voice came out louder than he thought as he regretted it. "and ik we- i mean i don't have much time but-" "Hey don't say that!" She protested but he chuckled.

"-No i mean it i don't have much time and...if i don't say this now i might not seriously not have a peaceful death and probably roam around earth as a ghost regretting why i hadn't said that when i was well alive"

His words struck her as the atmosphere grew heavier. Their breaths and the constant beeping of the heart monitor being the only background noise an unknown tension weighed around the air.

"I have been meaning to tell you this for a long time and the last time i tried i-i-i got the attack." He sighed while she remembered that night, the night where he promised he would say what he wanted in the morning but turned out sleeping for next 1 week.

"Yea..." She replied while her head hanged low, staring at her palms perfectly kept on top of his while his thumb shooting rubbed against her palm skin.

"You know the first time i saw you-" he started as she looked up to meet his eyes. "I never thought i would ever feel that feeling.

The feeling of being taken care of or being cared for or the feeling of love. But when you showed up, it changed,-" she looked at him quite not catching what he was trying to say but her mind wanted him to say just what she wanted.

"-you, you are the one who completely changed my life in just a span of few weeks and believe me or not i was never a fan of love at first sight but you completely proved it to be wrong cause doyeon you" pointing his finger straight at her so that she doesn't mistake anything he continued.

" You made me fall for you like crazy, made me feel loved and made me understand that even i who seriously didn't belive in love, can fall in love and experience that." He took a deep breath while her breath hitched.

Expecting what was he was going to say next, but she waited for it to blurt out of his lips. For him to say it out himself though he made the fact really obvious.

"I-I like you doyeon-fuck it- I love you" and there it was her lips met with his as he kissed her back without any hesitation. Pulling her closer by her waist she settled herself on top of him while her hands wrapped themselves around his neck.

Though the moment was short it was well cherished by the both as it confirmed one thing she loved him too.

And the reply she gave him was exactly what he had ever wanted to hear making his lips curve up into a smile.

"I love you too..."

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Chapter 21

After 2 weeks

"Wait you guys sing!?!" Renjun closed his ears at the her sudden loud voice piercing his ears. "And you wrote this!?!" Renjun nodded, as she gasped looking at the piece of paper which held verses that had soo much in them.

"Yo can you guys sing it for mee~" she whined while mark sighed. "Then why do you think Renjun pulled us here when we should be at our homes doing our assignments??" Haechan questioned while her eyes widened.

"Wait seriously!?!" She jumped up from her seat while mark took out a big bag. Renjun sitting right next to her as he held her hand. "Woah i can't believe you literally wrote a song for me" she voiced out hugging him tightly while Renjun chuckled his ears heating up.

"Yo seriously i have never seen him writing but the other day..." Mark dragged while Renjun eyes him. "I'm not telling it out just wait and see doyeon" she just looked at the crowd bewildered while Renjun shouted out.

"Let's just start it's getting late i don't want you guys complaining after this" he blabbered while mark opened up the bag taking his guitar out.

"I'm excited~" rubbing her hands in anticipation as she felt her inner child waking up. The way she was excited and felt loved was not explainable as she sat there looking at group of boys whom she hadn't known long but meant so much to her.

Relaxing their vocal chords while they blabbered gibberish. Giggling at their actions as she sat there waiting for them to wake up. Once all done there sat infornt of her 7boys.

7 mysterious boys whom just showed up in her life just like that but she never complained as they only made her sick life into a bit joyful one.

"Okay...uhmm well I'm not telling much uh the song's name is rainbow and you'll probably understand what i wanna say through it I'm sure of it and yea it wasn't only written to her, it was also written for you guys" Renjun said pointing at the boys, their eyes slightly widened.

"Wait really!!" Haechan screeched while gave a assuring smile before mark adjusted the guitar.

(A/N: yup an acoustic version of rainbow. Just imagine they did one cause i really couldn't actually bring in the whole karaoke to the hospital.)

"Okay on the count of three.." mark eyeing everyone while the nodded. "One...two...three" and with that chenles soothing voice ran through her ears instantly falling in love with it.

Closing her eyes as they sang through the verses. Melting into the melody as every words they said made a mark on her heart.

(You guys can skip this if you don't wanna read the lyrics :))

Rainbow

[Verse 1: Chenle, Haechan]

At the end of the cold rain, on the blue sky

I look at the rainbow light that is particularly clear

In the midst of a pause in time

There are seven lights smiling in a circle

It's like a bookmark I place in my heart

[Pre-Chorus: Renjun]

I don't know where else I should go from here

Over the long space that I left blank

You smile and wave at me

[Chorus: All]

At the end of the day that left us breathless

We lean on each other

We close our eyes and fall asleep comfortably

Dreaming again

In the slightly unfamiliar tomorrow

That will start over again countless times

I think we will be okay, I think it will be shining

The rainbow that connects your and my heart

[Verse 2: Mark, Jeno, Jaemin, Jisung]

When I'm drowned in emotions

Stuck between the two clouds in my heart

I remember the rainbow that resembles your smile

Its seven colors, the way we were like back then

We'd always hold each other's hands and run

Just like we do now

We run endlessly and the light is reflected at the end of the road

So that I can remember how beautiful we were

I place bookmarks (Girl)

Yeah, no matter what anyone says

Let's chant out what we remember

Everything is looking like a blur but

It's still fine, I hope you remember the way it used to be

[Pre-Chorus: Haechan]

One day, my past self became blurry

But when you looked at me

Suddenly there was a new me

[Chorus: All]

At the end of the day that left us breathless

We lean on each other

We close our eyes and fall asleep comfortably

Dreaming again

In the slightly unfamiliar tomorrow

That will start over again countless times

I think we will be okay, I think it will be shining

The rainbow that connects your and my heart

[Post-Chorus: All]

The dreams we've dreamed together

Become someone else's again

We're inside the same dream

[Bridge: Chenle, Renjun, Haechan]

This story will begin again in our dreams

You're in the first sentence of this non-stopping page

My brightest dream

[Chorus: All, Renjun, Haechan]

We are warmly holding hands (I wanted to become your dream)

In the memories we will make together (Like I was in the beginning)

We walk the same road and laugh the same way (Fallin', fallin', fallin' into this dream)

And dream the same dreams

After the cold rainstorm ends (After the end of a long wait)

Everything we endured together (In this seven-lighted dream)

I think it will permeate, it feels like we've dreamed of it before (An unfolding dreamin', dreamin', dreamin')

The rainbow that rises up more clearly

[Post-Chorus: All, Mark & Renjun]

The dreams we've dreamed together

Become someone else's again

We're inside the same dream

The rainbow that rises up more clearly

"Shit" her response surprised everyone while a tear rolled down her cheeks. All panicking as they thought back on what wrong they had done. Renjun immediately running to her side.

"Why is this soo good!!" Everyone sighing in relief as she shed tears of joy. "Guys seriously this is...it's just soo good your voices omg.. this means soo much omg.. please guys you seriously can become damn famous like for real.

And your voice Renjun damn it's just soo soothing!!" She wailed while the rest chuckled as Renjun patted her shoulder.

"I seriously thought we did something wrong" haechan voiced out as the rest nodded. "Hey don't cry now you make me feel bad" Renjun said while rubbing out the tears off her cheeks. Nodding she sniffled. Her vision finally turning back to normal she smiled at then widely.

"Thank you soo much guys. Thank you Renjun. This means a lot to me" she whispered while Renjun hugged her tighter.

The atmosphere turned serene as the two layed there on the bed, there she was wrapped safely under renjuns arms as she stared into the void.

The boys left earlier stating they had assignments and if not for Renjun threatening them they would have never come.

Eyes falling on the book on the table she wondered what that was. "Whats that??" She asked pointing at the book. "It's the most treasured book after the art one" Renjun replied while his eyes fell on her curious ones.

"Can I open it ??" Her innocent voice made him smile. "Not yet....but you will when it's time" his words came out as a mere whisper towards the end as they stayed there basking under each other's warmth.

Somehow that night became the last of the silent serene nights, the last night where they spent time with each other, which they never expected.

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Chapter 22

Her eyes widened as the agonizing pain returned. Tears stung her eyes as she looked around to find no one. Please not now...

Holding her stomach she slipped down the bed as her fragile body came in contact with the hard cold floor. "Ouch" wincing at the increasing pain she reached forward for the button but it just went further away.

"God!!" She yelled while she tried standing up but failed as the pain increased at every single movement she made. "Fuck you stomach" she cursed while her vision blurred with tears.

"God now only you thought of going out Renjun great!" Her voice monotone while she tried her best to reach the button but no avail.

"Someone!!" She yelled but the pain increased to the core as she cried out of pain. "it hurts!!" She yelled, her eyes shut tight while tears escaped out of it with ease.

"Someone..." Her voice a mere whisper as her strength gave up. Eyes slowly closing up as she saw darkness covering her eyes before she became completely shut out from the outer world but before it went completely dark his voice reached her ears.

"Renjun..." And with that darkness basked her.

"DOYEON!! DOCTOR!! SHE FAINTED!!" Renjun yelled as the nurse bashed in. Eyes falling on the unconscious gurl she instantly ran upto her and placed on the bed before checking her pulse.

"It's still beating" she reported as the doctor nodded instantly checking up on her.

Renjun stood there out the room as he fell deeper into his thoughts. Oh how he regretted forgetting that even she was like him, maybe worser. Her bubbly attitudes return made them completely forget that she was diagnosed with a disease.

Tears flowed down as he silently cried while the doctors took longer than expected. "Renjun..." Haechans soft voice made him look up just to find the boy standing right infront of him holding a bag of snacks doyeon and Renjun loved which he doubted doyeon could ever eat after this.

"Hyuck...doyeon she-" Renjun couldn't complete the sentence as he cried out more. Hyuck took a glance in the room and he knew exactly just what was happening.

"Shes a strong girl she will come out don't worry" he comforted while Renjun's tears never stopped.

Hours passed like years while the two teenagers sat outside the room along with the new appearance of her parents. Time ticking as each minute more sweats dripped down the doctors forehead.

Please don't lose on me doyeon please...

Each minute passing by like an eternity as the heart rate decreased. "Shit we are losing her" the doctor announced while the nurses ran helter skelter.

"The apendix, why hadn't we noticed it before??" The doctor asked before the nurse raised her voice. "It never showed up in her x-rays she often complained about stomach aches but we only thought of it as an side effect of the cancer"

A long disappointed sigh from the doctor only made things worse as the nurse mistakenly cut the wrong nerve. "Holy shit. I'm really sorry-i -i seriously didn't mean to do that!!" She defended while the doctor panicked.

Keeping his calm he commanded the nurse to bring in extra blood while his eyes never left her fragile body.

Eyes darting towards the heart monitor and blood pressure only to see it rapidly decreasing at an unholy rate.

"Please doyeon please don't die on me.." he begged while he worked on her for hours.

The four individuals out turned to be three as hyuck couldn't stay more late. And that's when renjun realised the sun had long drowned, leaving the sky pitch dark. Not a star shined as the star in the room struggled to catch onto life.

"Renjun...you shouldn't stay here more long, go to your room and rest...she will be completely alright trust me she will never fail you" Ms.choi approached Renjun while the exhausted eyes of the boy met the concerned eyes of the lady.

Nodding reluctantly he left the room with just one thing in his mind. Make her not deny the surgery request and make her live the life she had always wanted.

But how??? That's what he sat thinking all night when he finally sat up looking at the book. There is no other way.

A tear slid down his exhausted cheeks as he cursed at himself for not thinking of a better idea. But he just wanted the best for her and that's what he was about to give her.

I'm sorry mom, dad, doyeon...i just want you to live doyeon, but now it seems like for you to live I'll have to leave you.

Hitching, hands trembling as more tears fell off his eyes making it red. But nothing hurted him physically as much as he was hurt right now mentally.

Cursing internally for life being so cruel at him and her, but thats exactly it wanted, and that's exactly what he is giving it, but not exactly what it wanted.

The doctor finally let out a breath he held onto for a long time. His heart now feelings at peace after seeing her heart beats stabilise along with the bp.

Feeling satisfied with the stable situation he left the operation theatre where he was met with her worried parents. "She is stable for now, but i- the cancer has spread inevitably and her survival rate for the surgery has decreased but the chances of survival are still high.

I don't wanna lose just like you but only you can make her agree to it." The doctor said as the parents nodded.

"Can we see her??" The father approached while the doctor shook his head. "Not yet but we will let you in when it's time"

- - -

"She's stabilised for now" the nurses voice made him look up from the book as she pushed the trolly towards his table.

"Thank God" he breathed out while the nurse smiled. "She is a strong one she will survive this" she replied while Renjun nodded.

"She is" looking out the window his eyes held nothing but love when he thought about her and the next he was about to do to her was really cruel making him him the bad guy, but he just didn't have any other choice making him best himself up every single minute in guilt.

"I just hope you two live the lives you deserve" "I wish tooo...i wish that soo badly.." Renjun whispered head hanging low but his voice went unheard by the nurse as she changed the tube.

"I'll leave now and yea according to what I heard they will be shifting her to this room later this evening" with that the nurse left as a tear rolled down his cheeks.

Please, forgive me...

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Chapter 23

It had been three hours since they shifted doyeon to their room but she still hadn't opened her eyes making Renjun dead worried.

Pleading the nurses and doctors he pushed his bed more closer to hers making it as if they were on the same bed. Hands never leaving hers he stayed there right next to her.

The heart rate steady while the room was pitch silent. Eyes staring into their he stayed there not minding to do anything. Just stay there right next to her that's all he has ever wanted.

"Renjun!" Marks voice barged into the room as his eyes met the exhausted ones of Renjun. "What are you doing here?? Shouldn't you be in your college??"

"It got over a long time ago you idiot it 5 in the evening" mark deadpanned and that's exactly when he realised he had been sitting like that for probably god knows how many hours.

"Ooo..." He trailed his voice holding no kind of an emotion as his face was emotionless kinda like he was dead. "Hey..." Mark approached the boy who was currently still looking down at their intertwined hands.

"She's gonna be alright...i can't promise you that but i just know...shes strong she will wake up" mark assured while Renjun eyes glistened with tears when he looked up marks concerned irises.

"I just hope she wakes up" he whispered while mark rubbed his shoulders soothingly. "She will"

The sky had turned completely black while still none of the stars shined. It was as if the stars refused to show up as she layed there, her light all drowned deeper into the ocean.

Renjun layed right next to her, his hand still intertwined with hers while his eyes were gently closed. His even breaths along with the heart rate monitor sound hit her ears as she slightly flinched.

Trying her best to open her eyes that felt heavy for now reason she moved her one free hand as she felt the other one intertwined with someone's whom she instantly recognised as Renjuns.

A smile tugged up as her eyes slowly fluttered open. Adjusting to the light she brought up her free hand to close the direct hit of the sudden light.

Eyes trailing to the digital clock she was partially shocked at the day it showed. I've been gone for almost fucking two days shit...

Turning her head slowly to look at the peacefully sleeping boy she felt her heart soften to the core. How cute his lips were pouted while a small frown was evident on his face.

Pushing back the hair that covered his eyes she slowly grabbed his cheeks. Rubbing her thumbs against his soft skin while she felt his cheekbones become more prominent.

Damn he is losing his weight really fast...faster than me...

At the sudden imapct of the cold hands he slowly stirred, a groan leaving his lips. A stunned doyeon instantly took her hands off his cheeks, afraid she would wake him up.

Eyes slowly opening up he met with her soft gaze he had leaned onto to meet again. Her eyes looking at him with fondness while he just couldn't believe she was awake.

"You're awake..." He breathed out while she nodded. As if she had read his mind she chuckled before speaking up. "And no this ain't a dream"

A tear slid down pushing itself past down his eyes wetting the pillow cover. "I seriously thought you wouldn't wake up" Renjun whispered, closing his eyes while more tears streamed down.

"Hey...it's alright im all awake now. I'm good- oww" she winced at the sudden pain in her stomach as Renjun widened his eyes alarmed. "Let me go call the doctor" instantly getting off the bed he pressed the emergency button.

Ms.Choi instantly entering the room as her gaze fell on the girl who held her stomach. "You're awake!!" She announced while running to her helping her sit up.

"It's gonna hurt" she stated while doyeon winced at the alarmingly increasing pain. The doctor entered without a delay as Renjun looked at the trio.

Once all done the doctor left the room but her face was down, no more of the fondness or any kind of an emotion was plastered on her face as she stared into reality of what was actually happening with her.

Dying.

"Yeon..." His ever so soft voice called her out while her eyes met his worried ones. "You're gonna be alright don't worry I'm here" he whispered bringing her closer to his chest.

"And I'll always be there for you..."

Be there for you

Do you remember the first time we met?

That bright day that was full of sunlight

You have always stayed by my side like this

I thank you and again and again

I just need you to be with me,

As time goes on, we get comfortable

I might have made you upset sometimes

You can tell me anytime

I'll become whoever you want me to be

At the end of your day, I'll be there for you

I'll hold you in my arms and listen to you

For me, you don't always have to be perfect

It's alright

You just need to stay like this

Always, just like now

As time goes on, we get used to each other

I'm so glad we're together

Because I know whenever I look back, you'll be there

At the end of your day, I'll be there for you

I'll hold you in my arms and listen to you

For me, you don't always have to be perfect

It's alright

You just need to stay like this

Always, just like now

You gave me the world I've always dreamed of

I always wanna be there for you

And I know that you will feel the same

At the end of my day

Will you hold me in your arms and listen to me?

We don't always have to be perfect

Don't always have to

It's alright

You just need to stay like this

Always, just like now

I just need you to stay with me

Just like now

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Chapter 24

It hurts like hell when you know you need to let go of someone but you can't because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen...

"No...I won't why the hell would I??" Her tear stained face was brushed with another rush of tears as she looked at renjun who was standing right infront of her.

"Cause that's the only way you'll live Yeon...please do it" Renjun pleaded. He felt guilty, angry, hate for doing the same thing to her as he parents did. Force her into doing the surgery.

"No why would I want to live when you are dying??" "Yeon...just cause I'm dying doesn't mean you should too...please do it. I want you to live the life i have never had. Live the life you've always wanted. Don't lose it just cause me. Just cause of a boy who suddenly showed up in your life"

"No!!" She yelled feeling a sense of betrayal fill in her. What had she even expected. He was just like her parents. Forcing her into doing the surgery just to live the life she hated living. But what she didn't know was the motive behind Renjuns pleading.

He sincerely meant it. He wanted her to live and if it was forcing her into doing the surgery so be it. "You are just like them. Just like my parents" "What no!! No Yeon" walking forward, hands reaching upto her shoulder but a feeling inside him stopped him from keeping it on top of it.

"I never want you to force you into doing the surgery. I want you to become strong. Come back alive. Show your parents the life you've always wanted to live. Not what they want you to or make you to live.

If not for then atleast for me Yeon...please do the surgery. I'm not forcing you..and in the end it's still your choice and I'm in no place in forcing you to do so but i just love you soo soo much i don't wanna watch you die please."

"And you think it's okay for me to see you die!?! Live a life of regret??" She yelled while more tears fell off. "Shh don't yell" his comforting voice spoke out as he moved more closer. Feeling her lean onto his touch.

"It's not I'm wanting to see you see me die. Infact I wanted an eternity for us. For us to be together and experience everything in life together. My wish for you and i to be together forever...it's just it seems so against the universe." A defeated sigh from Renjun only made her wail more.

"I don't know why the universe hates us but Yeon just remember I'll never leave your side. Even if i die I'll always be by your side, in your heart. And the fact that we don't have long just breaks me more...but Yeon" pulling her face up by her chin her eyes stared right into his teary ones.

"Whatever happens, whatever cold night your facing always remember I'll be right by your side, through every hardship, even if I'm not physically present I'll be in here." Pointing at her heart her cries softened.

"Close your eyes, lean to your heart and I'll be there cause no matter where i go I'll be always with you love, no matter where i go.." pressuring every single word he said as it made a mark in her head.

Nodding her head while she looked up at him. "Go live the life, and don't think I'm not there cause I'll be there in every step of your life from here.

Don't make me the block for your life, make me the way of your life, the bridge of your life" he repeated the same word as she finally gave in.

Live the life i want, how the hell will i live that life without you???

🍂

The astound doctor looked at the two teenagers who stood infront of him, partly standing with the help of each other.

"You're doing the surgery??" His voice still not believing as the two nodded. "Even you??" Raising a brow at renjun the boy confidently nodded. "Why are you..." "I'm dying anyways..." The boys words cut off the doctor while the doctor sighed.

"Renjun your parents should agree. Hers they agreed a long time ago but you..." "I'll make them" he sternly replied while the doctor reluctantly nodded. "Alright I'll...let the others know" the doctor sighed while the two just nodded.

"Wait.. Renjun baby why??" His mother questioned while the boy stood there, put up on his one word. "I am doing the surgery mother...anyways i am not likely to survive, but her, she has a lot of chances..she can mom, she can survive the surgery.

I don't want her to die. I want her to live the life I've always wanted to. A normal teenage life" his words hit deep fort he parents as they stood out the hospital in the garden. The wind brushing past each of them as they shivered under the cold wind.

"Fine...it's your choice kid and we as parents will never stand as a block for it" his father assured giving him a wide smile, a smile that never reached the eyes.

🍂

On the rooftop sat the two, hearts beating erratically, while the cold wind made its way past them real quick but as usual instead of a shiver they felt each other's warmth radiate.

"The rooftop it's gonna be cold once you are gone" her voice caught hij off track as he looked at her. "Why would it??" "Stupid once you are gone how the hell will i feel warm"

"Hey...i told you I'll be right here, right next to you radiating the same warmth, it's gonna be the same trust me" he assured her showing up a thumbs up while she scoffed.

"I wish it to be like that..." "Don't worry it's all gonna be alright" the thought that when she will wake up after the surgery he would be long gone, the reality of him leaving her all alone in this big world didn't strike her yet and it sacred her.

But his words made her feel safe, secure a feeling that he will be right next to her and that he would never leave her, always be by her side no matter where he disappears off to. And that made her....okay.

Cause there was nothing she could do, his disease was inevitable and hers was unfortunately evitable.

"Renjun, doyeon!!" The nurses voice brought the pair out of their trance as they turned their heads in a sync. "It's time" those words left her mouth as reality hit them real hard.

"Jun..." Her voice quavered. "I'm scared..." A slow tear made its way down her rose cheeks while he held onto her palms tight.

Looking back at the nurse he gave a assuring smile before she left. "Look at me" his soothing voice which she was afraid she would never hear again.

"Do me a favour...once all of this is done just open the draw right next to my bed and there's a pendrive, and a book never lose it okay??" He looked at her with love, as if she was the only women in the world.

She just nodded while sniffing hardly. "Hey...it's gonna be alright just remember what i said okay??? Don't be scared, whenever wherever just shout my name and I'll be there. Hm??" She just nodded while he pulled her close.

Hugging her tightly as if there ain't no tomorrow which was the reality for him he rubbed her back slowly. "Everything's gonna be alright and I'll make sure of it." Pulling out of the hug he took her chin and pulled her closer, making their lips meet which she didn't hesitate to return back.

Pouring out all their emotions into that one last kiss as they held each other in their arms for one last time before walking out of the rooftop. His voice ringing her mind.

Just remember for us it's never goodbye.

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"Don't be scared, I'm watching you I remember the nights where we were together

When you walk on unfamiliar roads, just raise your head and

Take a look at the stars"

~Never goodbye

Chapter 25

A month later

"Do-yoen!" Hyucks voice rang through her ears as the now healthy gurl turned around. A smile adorned her face as her eyes met the six boys walking towards her. One missing.

Her mind walking back to the last month as the smile slowly turned into a frown.

"Ready to get out of this hell hole??" Hyucks cheerful voice brought her out of trance as the smile returned. "So ready" the rest giggled as mark picked up her bags. "Meet you down there??" She nodded as the rest left.

A sigh from her as she turned around looking at the room that held millions of memories which she can never bring back once again.

Though he was never physically present he kept his promise of being present mentally. The first few weeks after the surgery was probably her worst but as days passed by she moved on, practically keeping her promise.

But she never opened his draw, never did she dare to open it. But as time ticked she reluctantly opened the draw only to find the same exact stuffs Renjun had told her.

A moomin pendrive and a diary.

Fingers trailing over the items she grabbed them. "Doyeon.." ms.choi's voice mad her turn her head alarmed, eyes slightly widened.

"Oh sorry I didn't mean to scare you" "No worries " she smiled while Ms Choi brought her into a tight hug. "Oh I'm so glad you are all well now" she cried while doyeon chuckled.

"Mee too" pulling out of the hug the nurse looked at doyeon fondly, how much she had fought the urge to not breakdown, how much she had turned to be strong and not cry all night for that one boy.

She was proud of her, as she saw the weak one turn out to be the strongest of them all.

"I'm so proud of you" she whispered running a hand through her silky hair which now returned back thick. Her face brighter than ever, she was all good now.

"I'll miss you ms. Choi" do-yoen hugged her once again as they held each other for one last time. "I'll miss you too" taking in a sharp inhale as the nurse looked back at the bubbly girl return back.

"Alright then let's get you out of this hell hole" she said as the girl giggled nodding. Holding the pendrive and the book tightly she left the room.

Turning to look at the room one last time as the whole bunch of memories returned back in a flash. A tear slowly rolled down as she felt him standing right next to her bed smiling widely, screaming I'm proud of you.

A month before

"The heart rates falling" the doctor frantically worked on the girl while the boy...he was doing pretty good.

Doctors and nurses ran helter skelter not knowing what exactly was happening as the girl who should be doing well was now losing her life.

"Get me more blood we need more blood!!" The doctor cried while the nurses rushed out. The six boys along with doyeon's and Renjun's parents stood out the operation theatre while each second passed by like an eternity.

"Ms.park!! Help me up here" the doctor yelled as the doctors moved towards the little girl's body. "On the count of three let's cut it off" the doctor instructed as the rest nodded.

And what happened rest is a history for them, as the boy turned weaker and girl gradually picked up to life.

The seven of them walked out of the hospital as she took in a sharp breath, inhaling all the fresh air she had missed. "Live the life and show him that his sacrifice was worth it" mark whispered as she smiled widely.

I should have died with you...and by now both of us should be in heaven

..together...but that's not what the universe planned for us and it hurts.

Walking down the hospital as she gave a glance at it one last time before she mouthed a goodbye.

Eyes staring at her once home which never had imagined she would leave she let out a tear. "Thank you..." She whispered, while her eyes gazed at their room's window.

"Do-yeon!! Let's go!!" Jaemin yelled while the girl snapped her head back at them. Nodding she smiled widely, a smile that reached her eyes as she got inside the car.

Looking at the hospital one last time she gave it a goodbye for the final time, but she never forgot renjun or never let him go.

After all he was always with her until the day she let out her last breath.

Whatever happens I'll get through it, cause i know you're right next to me Jun...you are always with me

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Dear Yeon,

If you are reading this letter then i have guessed it right. Yes I'm a stupid a stupid who couldn't come up with any other solution to make you live. But hey! Look at you, you have become strong and thats exactly what i wanted...and I'm proud of you.

Enjoy your life to the end don't make me sad from up there. I'll be watching you, watching over you from there so don't worry, whatever hardship you will go through I'll be right next to you, call out for me and I'll be there.

And don't ever be single for life okay??, find a better guy than me and marry him...haaa it hurts it does, but thats how life is isn't it ?? Always unfair never on our side.

I just wanna be with you till the end of your life, protect you from all the dangers in the world, be with you in all the pages of your life but it just seems so impossible now that I'm gone.

I so wanna see you walking down the aisle in that beautiful dress and stand right beside you while the whole crowd watches us, and the thought that someone else would be standing there only makes me more jealous, but i want the best for you and that's the reason I left, so don't ever forget whatever happens even if you are all alone I'll be with you.

One day when you're enduring a particularly dark and long night when you can't hold your tears just lift your head and follow the shining stars don't worry you'll find a way back cause it's never goodbye

Love,

Injun♡

Never goodbye

I'd stop the changing seasons"

I can't hold on to you with words like that

But, to you, who will encounter many seasons

I hope to show you this one feeling

So that my leaving footsteps don't cloud your mind

So please don't cry, I'll promise you

One day when you're enduring a particularly dark and long night

When you can't hold your tears and lift your head

Just follow the shining stars and

You'll find a way back

It's never goodbye

The road you need to take

May cross away from mine

That we can never always walk the same direction

I know, I know, I know I know

If I can't find the way to go together with you

I will always shine upon you from afar

I'm just like always, the same like a photo

But time doеsn't seem that way

Listening to this tickles my mеmories

I see you even when I close my eyes

You know, that's not normal for you, I'm not normal

So I can find you at once even if I lose my hold on you

I will wait there

For us, it's never goodbye

Like how I will recognize you in the dark after I go round and round

One day, find me, please

So my heart (My heart) that has stopped doesn't sprint again (Again)

So please (So please) don't cry (Don't cry), I'll promise you

One day when you're enduring a particularly dark and long night

When you can't hold your tears and lift your head

Just follow the shining stars and

You'll find a way back

It's never goodbye

One day when you come back to me

I'll come meet you in a heartbeat

You were, you are, you and I

Will always be together

Don't go astray then

One day when you're enduring a particularly dark and long night

When you can't hold your tears and lift your head

Just follow the shining stars and

You'll find a way back

It's never goodbye

You never say goodbye

At the same time, in the same place, in the same location

The starlight shines in the darkness

I hope my one and only constellation will be made complete by you

Don't be scared, I'm watching you

I remember the nights where we were together

When you walk on unfamiliar roads, just raise your head and

Take a look at the stars

____________________

Even though you say don't cry after you leave, Imma always think about you from time to time and let tears out cause that way you will always be with me

Prologue || Part 1 || Part 2 || Epilogue

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Always With You 🍂

Part I

Summary: "Close your eyes

And I'll be there

Cause no matter where I go

I'll be Always With You"🍂

Two teenagers, a hospital and a deadly disease....🍂Will they survive??

AU: Hospital au

Word count : 12.4K (approx.)

Genre: Angst (A little bit), fluff, a innie tiny bit emotional (cus I'm not that good at writing emotional stuff)

Pairing (s): Huang Renjun × OC

Chapter 1

1st February 2022

A low-spirited aura surrounding the room as the doctor intensively looked into the results.

The room lit bright by lights. Anxiety packing the air as the three souls intently looked at the doctor waiting for an answer. The sickening hospital smell floating through the air, faint but unmistakable scent of blood seeping through a veil of antiseptic.

Scrunching his face up in disgust. Pinching his nose to block the flow of the smell, constantly shifting on his seat. Flipping through the pages, looking at every single word, a constant frown evident on the doctor's face.

Each minute passing by like an eternity as the boy and his parents waited for an answer from the doctor.

A long exhale left the doctors mouth, finally looked up to the three individuals. Removing his glasses as he rubbed his temples. Looking back and forth between the paper and the people in front of him, when he atlast opened his mouth.

"It's stage 4 pancreatic cancer." The long held tear finally fell of the mother's cheeks. The boy however looked unfazed, somewhat as if he had expected this.

His face showing no emotion, eyes fixed on the sheets of paper. "He can survive it...right??" The father asked as he searched for a ray of hope to save his one and only son.

"I'm really sorry sir but...a lot of organs are already damaged...the survival chances are really low" the doctor said, head hanging low. "What about a surgery. We wil spend how much ever you want. Bring in the best surgeons of the world. Please save my son, please" the mom pleaded.

"I'm sorry ma'am. I really am but he won't survive the surgery. It has spread a lot. The chances of a favourable outcome is really low. We might lose him during the surgery." The doctor said as the mother wailed more.

"The only thing we can do now is the chemo therapy and intake of medicines." "How many more months do i have??" The boy finally spoke, taking his eyes off the paper towards the pitied eyes of the doctor.

"Maximum 6 months." The boy nodded as he stood up. "Thank you doctor. Mom, dad lets go. I'm sick of this smell" he said as he swiftly took his bag. Bashing out of the room, fastening his pace as he walked his way down the stairs.

Those 3 words replaying in his mind continuously.

"Highest 6 months"

Scoffing at the thought as he mumbled those three words again and again. Not looking forward as he walked in a unhealthy speed. Tears threatening to fall off his eyes, trying to hold it back as he intensively rubbed his eyes.

Feeling his world go against him all of a sudden. Everything was really good until yesterday. Until he spat out blood out of nowhere and came to this hospital.

Looking down as he walked along the corridors. Not really noticing the people he was bumping. Hitting his head against another head as he fell down. A intense pain shot up as he rubbed his forehead.

Opening his eyes as he saw another fragile body fell opposite to him. "Can't you see while you walk!!" He spat out. Slowly standing up as he dusted himself off. "You should have seen where your going it's not only my fault!" The little girl yelled back as she tried standing up but instantly failed, falling back down.

"Fuck off!!" He howled, walking past her. Not really minding any of the of the commotion that was going on behind him as he walked out of the hospital.

"Do-yeon-na!!" A nurse came running towards her holding a tray of medicines. Putting it down as she helped her stand up. Scanning for any injuries as she dusted her off. "I'm fine Ms.Choi, it's alright" she said feebly.

Slow coughs slowly turning into heavy ones. "You okay??" Ms.Choi asked voice filled with concern, patting her back as she tried to slow down her coughs. Do Yeon spat out blood as she kept coughing. Visions turning black as she closed her eyes. Collapsing on the floor.

"Do-yeon!!"

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Chapter 2

"Do-yeon...doctor had told you to not scream didn't he??" The mother asked in a stern but calming voice to not scare the child off.

"Yea but-" "No but's if the doctor has advised something try to follow it!" The father yelled startling the young one. "Yes father"she said feebly, nodding her head up and down very fast "I CANT HEAR YOU!"

"Yes father" this time with a bit more energy. "Good now we are going back home don't you dare make a scene here" he said, leaving the room as she finally left the breath she didn't know she was holding.

A tear slowly rolled down her cheeks as she felt lonely all of a sudden again. The room drop silent as the ticking sound of the clock echoed the room. Staring out the window as she imagined a perfect teenage life she had always wanted.

Closed up in these four walls since childhood. Coming in and out of the hospital every few months.

Losing a lot of classes when she finally dropped out of school. She never knew the particular reason why she got sick often. But until one fine night when she spit out blood and her parents took her to the hospital.

That night changed everything. Getting permanently stuck inside these four walls. Denying all surgery requests as she thought this was her fate and that she would not survive a surgery.

Too caught up in her thoughts. The door opened as the nurse entered the room. Behind her stood a tiny boy.

"Do-yeon" she called out as the girl just stayed there spaced out. "Do-yeon it's time to take your medicines" she said, moving towards her, bringing a trolly along with her.

Shaking the little girl bringing her out of her trance. "What were you thinking soo deeply that you didn't even hear me call you??" Ms. Choi asked, pouring the medicine onto a spoon.

Bringing it towards her mouth as she sucked in all the bitter liquid. "I guess i spaced out for a bit" she said showing Ms. Choi a small smile. "Well your not alone anymore" the girl raised an eyebrow as she asked for a completion of the sentence.

"You've got a roomate!!" The nurse said excitedly, clapping her hands as she pointed at the boy who stood there clueless.

Turning her head as she meet those eyes. "I know this is soo sudden but.." all the words inaudible to her as a warm feeling filled her inside. The once cold heart slowly getting warmer as she stared into those eyes.

"Yeon??" Ms Choi shook her. The warmness instantly dropping off. "Spaced out again??" She asked as the girl nodded. Finally turning again to meet the boys eyes whose eyes were already on her.

Feeling oddly familiar as the scene played once more. "Why do you seem soo familiar" she mumbled as she moved her head closer, inspecting the boy top to bottom. The same happening with the boy as he tried to remember who she was.

A gasp left their mouths together as they finally remembered. "You're!-" "You are the boy who pushed me down the hallway a day ago!!!" She half yelled "Seriously i can't believe I have to share a room with you..wow" the boy said poking his inner cheeks.

"As if I'm pleased to give you my room" "This ain't your room!" "Yes it is mine!" "Okay okay now kiddos you guys seem to have a bad start but let's just forget about whatever incident your speaking of-" "But Ms. Choi he was the one who pushed my in the hallway yesterday!! And it's because of him i screamed!!" "And now your screaming again. Calm down" the nurse patted her back as do-yeon took deep breaths.

"Don't you have any other rooms here miss. I don't wanna share one with this weakling" "Excuse me. Who the hell are you calling a weakling" trying her best to dominate but her body betraying her. Coughing blood out as the nurse brought her to the bathroom.

Throwing up all the items she ate the day before mixed with some blood. Washing her face, drinking some water as she exited the bathroom. "I told you not to scream" the nurse said as she wiped the tiny girls palms "I'm sorry Ms. Choi but how can I be calm when he looks down on me? And disrespect me??" Her voice feebler than the wind. Walking inside the room to see he had already set up his stuffs on the other bed.

"Seems like you have adjusted well, i see" ms. Choi spoke, holding the girl by her arms "Look here weakling, there is no other way we have to share this room, don't you dare invade my privacy. This is my place and that's yours" he said pointing out at the small line he had drawn on the floor to seperate their spaces.

Having no power to talk back she weakly nodded walking back to her bed. "Well then I'll leave you guys now." Ms. Choi said as she rolled the trolly out the room, exiting the room herself.

Silence filled the room as the girl closed her eyes, drifting off to dream land. The boy scribbling something on a sketch book.

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"Sir, we gotta start the procedures as soon as possible if not your daughter's survival rate is..." A sigh left the doctors mouth. The parents nodded. "We will try to convince her" the mother spoke, looking at her husband next to her. "Thank you doctor" with that both of them left the room.

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Chapter 3

Waking up to a scratching sound as she groaned. Covering her ears with the sheet. Continuous scratching noise, she finally gave up sitting up straight.

"What the hell are doing this late at night!!" She half yelled. "Don't yell. Your gonna throw up again" Renjun mumbled as he continued shading.

"Why do you care" she asked. He just shrugged his shoulders giving all his attention towards the drawing infront of him. As a curious kid she is, she peaked her head trying to figure out what he was drawing.

Walking towards his bed but before she could step across the line his head shot up towards her.

"Your crossing the line" he said making her snort. "Pfft..I'm not curious on what your drawing" "I never asked" he refuted as she searched for a counter attack.

Not being able to find anything to say she fell back onto the bed. The scratching continued as she fell into her dreamland , damn curious on what he was drawing on that book. Can't he sleep or what.

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"Renjun-a" a voice called out as the boy turned his head to meet the eyes he had longed to meet. "Grandma" he feebly voiced out.

Standing up from the chair. A tear slowly rolling down his cheeks. A small smile plastered on his face.

"My dear child" she breathed out as they both hugged each other. "I missed you soo much grandma" he whispered, tucking his head deeper into her neck.

"I missed you too my peanut." Both staying in each others arms as they took in all the warmth they missed when they were apart.

Both the parents looking fondly at their interaction. Finally seeing a smile on their boys face.

Way past on the other side of the garden stayed three people sitting on a bench facing the sea. Tension filled the air.

Fear taking over the small girl as she pondered upon why her parents came to visit her. It was really rare they ever visited her. Though they cared for her. They were really busy.

Her father's voice cut her from her thoughts. "Do-yeon" his stern commanding voice sending shivers down her spine.

"Yes dad" "I love you and you know that right" no you don't mean it from your heart she nodded turning her head as she looked into those fresh black eyes.

They were different from what they were. Those two eyes which were filled with confidence, now filled with hesitation.

"Yeon-a. You know how much I want you to get alright and get back to school??" He said, keeping a hand on her shoulder. She nodded her head, looking down at her fiddling fingers.

"Do the surgery dear. Everything will get back to normal and It's for your best"

"But i don't wanna. One way or the other even after i do the surgery i am gonna keep visiting the hospital.

Gonna lose a lot of classes in school. You know how hard it is for me to keep up with all that is being taught dad.

You say that everything will go back to normal once I do the surgery but what you don't know is it's gonna be exactly the same for me. At times i feel i better die off"

She said. Standing up from the bench as she looked at both of her parents. Eyes pleading for her to say yes for the surgery.

"How much ever you people try i ain't gonna do the surgery. If that's what you people came for you can go.

I don't wanna waste your precious time" she said as she walked off. Tears slowly rolling down.

Ofcourse what else did i expect. They would never waste their time for just visiting me.

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Chapter 4

It had been two weeks since Renjun moved into the hospital. Things had been quite slow for Renjun. Days passing by like a sloth.

He spent most of his day scribbling one thing or another on his drawing book.

His body becoming weaker and weaker day by day. But he didn't mind them. He went on trying his best to radiate a positive vibe.

Do-yeon on the other hand looked like a lost soul searching for her ray of hope. Days went by as her eyes bags became more prominent.

Not being able to sleep all night. A sharp sensation constantly hitting her head. Throwing up all the contents the minute she finished eating. Days were really turning hard for her.

"Do-yeon-na medicine" Ms. Choi called out, entering the room with her trolly. Renjun gave her a small smile then continued his work.

Do-yeon didn't really pay any attention to the nurses voice. Staring out the window. Eyes fixed on the leaves moving in sync with the wind. Opening her mouth for the liquid as it made its way down her throat.

Bitterness hitting her mouth but she was used to this. Not giving ms.choi a glance as she continued looking out. Ms. Choi left out a sigh as she looked at the kid with pity eyes.

Pushing her trolly back as she made her way past her bed. "Ms.choi" Renjun called out. Her head turning towards him.

"What's wrong with her??" He asked. He was curious indeed. Seeing her once bright eyes turning soul less. Not bickering with him nor talking back to him.

The room felt empty even with her presence. Almost like she was not even existing. She had become more silent. Opening her mouth only for the medicine and only when she felt discomfort.

"Why is she like this??" He asked, looking into the nurses eyes for an answer. "You both are affected with the same disease. Pancreatic cancer. But she is just being diagnosed with a variation.

We aren't confirmed of the varient yet. And a way to find the varient.. it's impossible ." The nurse stopped for a second. "But she can survive??" Renjun asked as she nodded her head. "Yup but with a surgery" "Then why isn't she doing it??" "She keeps denying it i don't know why" the nurse said looking at the girl sitting on the bed.

"Maybe cause even if she lives she is scared that her life would go back to those days" she said. "Which days??" Renjun asked, the nurses body stiffening. He felt it was wrong to go deep into her life but he was curious.

"MS.CHOI!!" A voice called out. Ms Choi excused herself as she left the room. Leaving a answer-less Renjun.

He turned his head to see a girl lost in a trance. Her eyes pleading to save her. Face showing no emotions as she stared at those trees far away in the beach.

He sighed as he looked at the drawing he drew. A small smile drawn upon his face on looking at it. I hope to see you smile like this one day.

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"How is his condition doctor??" Scanning the boys x-ray as he pointed at the spread. White continuous dots filled everywhere covering a lot of space.

"It's pretty same. It hasn't spread much than the last time. It has slowed down. So as of now it's the same" the doctor said.

"There is no way to save him??" His father asked once more. He wanted nothing more than to see his son laughing and walking down the hill with his friends on his way to school.

"As I told before a surgery is too dangerous. We can lose him" the doctor said as the parents sighed in defeat. Nodding their head as they thanked them.

Staying with their son for a few more hours after which they bid their goodbyes.

He entered his room to see her already asleep on her bed. Not disturbing her, he switched off the lights. Silently falling onto his bed.

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Chapter 5

Silence lingered the air. Only sounds of pencil scribbles being heard. Do-yeon layed on her bed facing the ceiling. Eyes fixed on the stars she had stuck when she first came to the hospital.

Ears picking up a small tune which Renjun hummed giving her comfort. Closing her eyes as for the first time in a few weeks that sharp sensation didn't hit her head. Finding her peace in his voice as she feel asleep to it.

"What the hell!!" Her father shouted, throwing the papers at her face. His face red filled with anger. "You think I'm a stupid working my ass off 24/7 to make you study just for you to get such marks!!" The man yelled while the girl poured out silent tears.

"If i see such marks once again your dead" the man warned. Bashing out the room leaving the girl there drowning in self regret.

"What did I do wrong..." The girl mumbled. The words getting completely inaudible towards the end until she completely broke down.

Tears slowly rolled down her cheeks wetting the sheets while Renjun stood there not really knowing whether to wake the girl up or not.

"Umm..god i don't even remember her name" he whispered, slowly nearing the shaking girl. "Hey..." Slowly bringing forth his hand towards her shoulder.

"Hey it's alright" he mumbled. He didn't know what made him do this but he felt he had to. The girl mumbling inaudible dialogues, more tears fell off her cheeks. Her eyes shot open and she sat up straight. Vision blurred with tears.

The only thing visible was a silhouette in front of her. Heavy breaths ran through the air as beads of sweat fell off her forehead. Renjun felt his heart drop looking at the girls state. Her tear stained doe eyes looking straight at him.

"Hey it's alright. It was just a dream." He slowly mumbled in a soothing voice as he brought her closer to his chest. Patting her shoulders in a soothing pattern he hummed a small tune.

She closed her eyes as the unknown warmth spread all over her. Sniffing, her heavy breaths slowly dying down as she calmed herself down drifting back into her sleep in his arms.

Renjun slowly laid her down, pulling the sheets up as he brushed the hair off her forehead. Rubbing the prominent sweat on her forehead. Pushing his legs towards his bed but before he could actually fall on to it, his head hit the floor.

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The sun rose to it's high as it shined brighter than yesterday. Her eyes squeezed tight as the bright light hit her face. Groaning she turned around pulling the sheets up, covering her head. Mumbled words being heard, she peaked her head out of the blanket.

"What happened??" The concerned nurses voice came through as the girl perked her ears up. "The boy fainted." A unknown voice spoke up. "His condition is getting worse and there's nothing we can do about"

"That's what itches every single part of me! He is such a good boy why?" The nurse whisper yelled, careful not to wake the sleeping girl, who was now full awake, listening keenly to the conversation.

He fainted!! Oh lord.

"Let's see how much this boys holds up." "He is a strong one" the nurse said to which the doctor nodded. "He can wake up any time. Just lemme know then" with that the doctor left the room.

"Oh you poor thing..." The nurse pitied the boy who now layed peacefully on his bed. Unaware of anything that was happening around him, he wandered around the utopian world he had wished to live.

"What happened to him??" Her low raspy morning voice sounding weaker than usual caught the attention of the nurse.

"Oh you're awake! How do you feel??" The nurse asked walking next to her, keeping her palm on doyeon's forehead she nodded her head affirmatively.

"Your fevers down." "Wait i had fever??" "Yup you had it slightly when you went to sleep but don't worry your all good now" the nurse replied, showing her a short smile.

Slowly moving off the bed she dragged her way towards the bathroom to refresh herself.

The bright light invading her eyes as she squinted at the sudden burst of luminosity. Adjusting to light as she finally opened up her eyes to find her reflection on the mirror

Pale

Thin

Hanging eyelids

And pitch red eyes

She looked sick and she hated it. She hated all of this. She always wondered what wrong did she do in life for this. But she never seemed to find an answer.

Suffering since birth, while the hospital became her second home. She despised all of this, this room, that crystal white sheets, the sickening hospital smell, those bitter liquids she drank every 5 hrs, constant checking, always under surveillance.

All of it. She loathed all of this. Always wondering if she could ever escape this loop.

What wrong did i do to deserve this??

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Chapter 6

The warm wind brushed past the pair of two that sat on the either corners of the bench as an awkward tension ran around the atmosphere.

The sun shining brightly under then in this serene atmosphere as the warmth of the sunshine spread all around the hospital grounds.

Fiddling with the hem of her skirt she tried to look everywhere else other than the boy who's eyes were already on her.

A long sigh from Renjun made her look towards him. "What??" "What??" She just shook her head in dismay as she looked at the grounds infront of her. Patients walking, some with support some without.

A slight cold wind brushed past her as she shivered under her skin. Feeling colder than usual, it felt strange.

"It's cold! Why did they make me sit here?!??" She grumbled as she stood up, rubbing her arms in order to find some warmth.

Renjun raised an brow as he looked at the bright sunlight dawned upon her. Her face lighting up bright which slightly brought up her tired face. One that's hasn't had a proper sleep for days.

"The sun's shinning brightly why is it cold for you??" He enquired as he pulled up a coat he held onto for when the sun settled down and the weather became colder.

Putting it over her shoulders to which she slightly flinched looking over at him as he brought up his hand to her forehead. His eyes squinted due to the sunlight as he kept a hand on his own forehead, comparing the temperatures.

"What are you doing??" She slowly mumbled. "Checking your temperature idiot." He whispered to which she backed off.

"I'm not having a fever!!" She defended as he pulled her by the hem of her shirt. "Stay still you might be running down a temperature" his stern voice making her quiet as she stayed there looking at him exchange hands until he finally pulled her inside, walking fastly round the corridors.

"Where are we going??" "To the nurse your having fever" he said but before she could even reply he called out loudly for the nurse. Pulling her around the corridor he didn't notice the girl getting weaker.

"Renjun..." Her voice came out as an mere whisper which went unheard by the boy. Nauseousness hitting her as her head felt heavy. "Renjun..." A little more louder which caught the boys ears.

He turned to look at the girls eyes falling heavy. She looked exhausted. "Oh shit you weren't allowed to walk fastly..." Her legs betraying her as she slipped but before hitting the ground a warm pair of hands clasped around her waist.

Holding her up securely as she looked into his eyes. An unknown warmth spread in her as she felt safe in his arms. A sense of security filled her until she closed her eyes.

The boy looked bewildered as he stared at the girl. "Do-yeon!!" The nurses voice came out as Renjun looked back to see Ms.Choi running towards them.

Fastly he picked her up, though he himself was pretty exhausted he eventually carried the girl to her ward.

Settling her on the bed the doctor rushed inside the room. Renjun made his way out the room as he looked through the small window on the door.

How her delicate body layed peacefully on the bed as the doctor checked up on her. The slow talks of the doctor and the nurse being heard lightly through the door.

"She can survive, but only if she does the surgery"

The doctors words replayed in his mind as a state of irateness over the doctor and the universe filled him. He didn't know why but he felt anger fill him.

An anger for the girl who was as bright as sunshine, seeing her whiter away created a state of fury in him. The girl right now was completely different from whom she was when he entered the hospital.

Sign of life slowly slipping away from her made him soften for her. His thoughts were interrupted when the doctor came out with the nurse. "It was just exhaustion. She hasn't been sleeping these days??" The doctor asked to which the nurse showed a disappointed nod.

"She really has to do the surgery in order to survive" the doctors voice echoed through renjuns ears as he looked at the pair of converse a bit more until the nurse bid her goodbye. The doctors gaze fell on renjun, which came as a mere surprise.

"How you holding up buddy?? You feeling good??" "Yea i don't feel sick as of now" he replied as the doctor nodded his head.

"Don't walk too much and also don't carry someone" pointing towards the peacefully sleeping girl the doctor patted his shoulders.

"Take care bud" with that he left as Renjun turned around to look at the steadily raising heart beat of hers along with tiny breaths.

Somewhere deep down his heart a light shined making him want to hold her tight, help her, most importantly see her alive, happy.

Taking a deep breath he entered the room, taking out the only book he treasured the most he opened it as he started scribbling.

The day passing by as the sun completely settled down leaving the sky pitch black while the stars shined in it. The weather becoming colder as the time ticked by.

Wanting nothing more than fresh air the girl rushed her way out the room towards the stairs way up.

Opening the door as the gush of pushed her hair back, she breathed in all the air as she finally felt alive.

Walking towards the seat she slowly settled herself on it before gazing at the stars. Admiring how perfect they looked and how bright they shined.

The cold wind sent goosebumps all around her body to which she slightly shivered.

Rubbing her arms to find warmth but instead it came with a jacket that slowly hung up on her. Turning around to see Renjun behind her she flinched.

"What are you doing here??" She asked as he tsked. "What are you doing here at the middle of the night when the temperature is damn low with just wearing the hospital gown??"

"I just wanted some fresh air" she mumbled as she turned to look at the sky which were now covered with some clouds.

"You should have brought someone with you!! What will happen if you faint again like you did in the morning-??" "Why do you even care??" She cut him off as he gave her a side look. "Cause I don't want the doctors to run around in the room at the middle of night!" He commented which made her roll her eyes.

"Nothing will happen sir, no doctors will come. You are here now right. If anything even happens you are there to take me" she replied moving a bit closer to him as she found and unknown warmth spread through her warming her whole body.

"What am your bodyguard now??" He questioned while she gave no mind to it as she relaxed in that night air. Coming to the senses that she won't reply him he relaxed himself in the nights air he sat a bit deeper in the chair after which he felt a weight in his shoulders.

Eyeing to his side he found her side profile partially lit under the moonlight. Her features early visible as a small puff smoke left her mouth every time she breathed.

"You tired??" He whispered to which she shook her head. "Your are warm" she mumbled before moving closer. Finding some sort of connectivity to his body she moved closer before falling deeper into the night with the slow chirping of the birds along with the crowded floors noises.

Her eyelids fell heavy before she fell asleep after a week of no sleep in his presence under his warmth.

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Chapter 7

"How's school??" The boy enquired while walking down the pathway of the hospital. Constant chatting of the staffs while some rushed noises along with some distant cries filled the atmosphere as the 7 boys walked aimlessly around the grounds.

"It's the same as usual. Shit. I can't wait for you to come back to school, it feels so lonely without ya" the middle one spoke as the boys nodded their heads.

A defeated sigh left renjuns mouth, all the attention turning towards him as he let out a hollow laugh.

"I don't think i can come back guys I'm sorry" he whispered is a very low tone as the rest halted.

"No don't say that, don't be sorry, be positive, no one knows when a miracle will happen, who knows maybe by the end of this month they will find a cure for ur disease and you will be all well graduating with us next year, don't lose hope please" the eldest begged while holding his arm tight.

Renjun could only nod weakly giving him a fake smile, a one that didn't hold any sincerity, a one that mark was afraid of seeing. His smile which was worth a thousand words was now just a simple fake one.

That hurt them. Everyone living in their own utopian world, when the reality of Renjun being actually sick and that his tomorrow is not promised, scared them.

Always being together ever since they can remember, the feeling of one of their best friend leaving them forever from this world felt foreign and unbelievable.

Haechan slowly pushed his hand round renjuns shoulder as he nudged him. Giving him a reassuring smile, he started walking.

"You are gonna be completely alright, don't worry bud, just wait and see this time next year we will be having our graduation party which will have every single food that you love" he reassured him as they all chanted a chorus of 'yes' before walking into the hospital.

Do-yeon layed there staring vacantly into space, her uniform heavy breaths mixed with the slow beeping of the heart monitor played as the background sound, she melted into the atmosphere as she became anonymous to the exterior.

Renjun sat on his bed staring at a newly brought hard cover book, wondering what he could do with it. Turning around to see the girl completely detached from the world something bloomed inside of him.

He didn't know what that was but a sense of endearment came into him. Just as he was floating deep into his own dream world the door bursted open while two individuals walked straight into the room.

Their eyes on the girl spaced out girl who seemed to have no idea of the sudden barging of the two people. Glancing at her and at the two people Renjun felt tension and anger rise in up.

Feeling a bit stressed under their gazes he felt something was wrong. Their eyes fell on him before it ran to the girl. The woman slowly walking up to spaced girl as her eyes softened at her tired state.

"Do-yeon.." her voice came out feebly but went unknown to the girl.

Holding her shoulder as the mother embraced the girl in a hug to which the girl flinched at the sudden contact with something warm.

Her cold body coming in contact with the warm ones of her mother as tears slowly flowed down the mother's cheeks.

The father slowly walked up to the two, gaze never leaving them as the boy became invisible to them. The girl slowly becoming aware of her surrounding and what that was actually happening it felt foreign.

The love, affection and attention she was recieving right now felt foreign. "Mom..." Coming out as a mere whisper her hands slowly travelled up to her mother's shoulders as she pushed her head deeper into her mother's neck.

The motherly scent that was totally forgotten now infiltrated her nostrils as she felt tenderness fill in her.

Those delicate touches by her mother was somehow making her better, making her forget about the sick feeling for that particular minute.

Pulling apart as the mother met those drained irises staring right back at her. "Mom..." She murmured as more tears fell off.

"Shh, don't cry" the mother slowly rubbed off the falling tears. "It's alright. It's gonna be alright" she comforted while rubbing her back in a soothing pattern.

"It hurts so bad" she wailed while the rest three couldn't do much but listen to her pour out all the hardships she was going through right now.

"It's gonna be alright" was all her mother could say as they hugged each other. The boy feeling that he was somehow interupting a family reunion he slowly made his way out the room before fleeing off to the rooftop.

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Chapter 8

"How many times have I told you not to go out alone!" The doctor in a rather harshed tone yelled while the boys head hung low, fingers fiddling with the hem of his shirt. The girl just stared at the doctor then at the half drained boy.

"I was just-" "You were just what! You have any idea how bad your condition is getting?? You act like you are all well but as a doctor I know what you are going through.... Renjun..."

Voice getting softer towards the end the doctor kept a comforting hand on his shoulders as the boys eyes met the concerned ones of the doctor.

"Please rest as much as you can, don't overwork yourself cause your condition ain't getting any better" he repeated once again before prescribing some more medicines as leaving the room.

Those words hit him. Your condition ain't getting any better. Hating the feeling of fear that his life is gonna end brewing up in him as he shook his head.

A tear slid down his soft cheeks as he forcefully rubbed it off. Hating that small drop of salt water. He hated crying, he felt it made him weak, but how much ever he tried he couldn't stop it.

As each tear fell he rubbed them instantly not letting them wet his cheeks. But the more they poured the more weaker he became.

"No...don't cry you're not weak" trying his best to calm himself down he took deep breaths, letting his head fall back.

But nothing worked, the pain never disappeared, it kept hurting the more he tried to ignore it. Small sobs slowly being let out he shut his eyes tightly.

A warm hand slid on his shoulders before his head was pulled towards a warm surface.

"It's okay, let it out. You can cry. If you're thinking crying makes you weak no it doesn't, it makes you stronger. Cry and you'll feel better"

Her soft voice rang through his ears as his wails became louder, filling the room. Pouring all of his pain out in the form of tears as he slowly let his weaker side out.

Being vulnerable under her touch he let out more painful sobs as the girl felt her heart drop at the sound of his wails.

After all he was just like her, losing his teenage life just to be forced into this four walls for the rest of his life until he let out his last breath. She hated the world for being this cruel, always wondering what wrong did people like her do to even recieve such a life.

When he should now probably be enjoying his life with his friends hanging out late at night, while breaking his head for school exams and tests, here he is crying his heart out in pain everyday as he tried to stay positive and alive.

All of a sudden she just wanted him to be happy and for him to live the life she wanted to have.

A happy hospital free worry free life.

His sobs slowly died down as he cleared his throat. His eyes blurry while the dried tears stained his rosy cheeks.

His vision solely focused on the what that was infront of him as he felt her warm hands unknowingly comforting. Her hands soothingly rubbing through his hair as he gave into her touch.

Feeling a sense secureness and warmth in her touch he leaned to it.

"Can we just stay like this for a while??" His voice quavered while his hushed tone loud enough for her broke the silence.

Her hum rang through his ears as he finally gave into the heavy feeling of his eyes when he finally closed it. Falling into her embrace as he pushed his head deeper into her abdomen.

A small black hole visible for him infront as he fell deeper into the hole of sleep.

The girl carefully placed the boys head on the pillow as it fell a bit deeper on the sudden weight of his head.

His peacefully sleeping figure layed there on his bed as his rythmic breaths accompanied by the constant noise of the heart rate monitor filled the air.

Staring at the boy for a few minutes before her eyes betrayed. Slogging her way towards her bed as she fell onto it. Pulling the covers upto her chin, the heater noise along with his breathing came out to be a perfect background noise as the girl fell asleep.

The constant breathing of the two diffused in the air as the two individuals stared at them.

"How much longer doctor??" The bitter voice of the nurse popped up as the doctor sighed in bitterness. "The boy not longer than 4 months.

He is getting worse faster than expected. The girl still has a chance. She can survive the surgery even at the last month of her life. Only if she'd agree for the surgery..." His voice dragged through the end as he tapped the board on his hand.

"Theres nothing else we can do. Just wait and see and leave it to god" he ended before leaving the room along with the nurse.

All of this was not went unheard by that one boy. He heard them everything well and clear, crystal clear.

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Chapter 9

The girl slowly walked through the pathway as the cool morning breeze blew her hair back. Closing her eyes as she soaked in the wetness of the sea hitting her.

The sea smell infiltrating her nostrils as she fantasized herself standing on the sea shore, her leg dipped in the cold salt liquid.

Her eyes trailed on the approaching waves as it splashed itself on the soft sand wetting it. Keenly staring at the way the birds that flew across the sea as she wished herself to be one of them. Oh! How nice it would be to fly freely without worrying about anything.

"Do you wish to be there that much??" His voice brought her out of her trance as she completely forgot about his presence. Turning to see him pointing at the same spot she was staring at a few seconds ago.

Bringing her vision back to sea as she nodded. "Yes. That's all I've ever wanted." She replied, remembering all the times she begged her parents to bring her to the sea

"-Running across the shore freely without fainting. Soaking in all the happiness" her voice held so much determination and her eyes sparkled as she spoke.

Renjun felt a feeling of wanting to take her there and show her all that she missed. Taking her hand in his he pulled her.

"Come on let's go there" "What no I'm not supp-" not letting her finish her sentence he pulled her across the pathway towards the sea.

Steps catching up to his she paced her way through the walk path when her feet finally hit the sand. Not believing she was actually there she halted as she stared at the boy then at the sea.

At her sudden stop made the boy to turn to see the girl staring at him. Raising a brow, he released a questioned hum. "Am I really here ??" Her whisper like tone spread throught the air as a chuckle left his mouth.

Nodding his head as a smile adorned his face. Not waiting a second a body collided with his as he tripped a bit before steadying himself. "Thank you...thank you soo much" her mumbled voice through his neck vibrated all over him.

"Your always welcome" he replied in a sweet tone before hugging her back. Butterflies roamed around his tummy as he tried his best to try and ignore it but it just wouldn't stop.

Feeling his cheeks heat up."Wanna run across the shore??" He questioned as she nodded vigorously, before running towards.

Shouting at the top of her lungs as she laughed her atmost that morning. Renjun admired her from afar as the girl splashed water giggling at the sudden impact of the wave.

Recalling his memories with his parents on the shore a tear slowly slid down his cheeks. The reality of not being able to experience those days again hit him as he pushed his feet towards her.

If not now then when?

Joining her the both spent their morning right there under the bright sunlight. Just them both but it was all that they needed.

A perfect company for one another as they enjoyed to the top.

Not wanting more than all the days to be like that particular day she pushed up all her limits and played to her best.

Having a feeling that this particular day won't comeback again, and that this won't be possible once again they both entertained themselves with each other.

Time fleeted away as the sun rose up to the top. Both fell down on the soft sandbed as they stared at the waves. Rythmic breaths filled the air as they both stayed there in a comfortable silence before the noise of Ms Choi interrupted it.

"Do-yeon! Renjun!" Yelping the both individuals stood up as they laughed all their way towards the hospital.

Whatever happened they would never forget that one morning even if one dies they will always treasure those couple of hours where they didn't feel sick a minute.

They really were like normal teenagers for that few hours.

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Chapter 10

Unceasingly she bit her nails, her legs moved up and down as she questioned her own feelings.

Was she really falling for him?? No way. There won't be any way she was developing feelings for him. She hated him, but something stopped her from thinking that way.

His laugh, his smile, the way he comforted her every other night she woke up crying, his warm delicate touch, everything, just everything about him enthralled her.

One the other hand she questioned if he had developed something for her. Not a chance someone would like someone like her. Weak, pale, thin, malnourished, mostly sick. Feeling insecure about her appearance she hugged herself.

The rain drops fell heavy as it wet the window leaving its mark on it. The sky filled with clouds not letting the moon shine. Her eyes kept falling on the boy who kept scribbling something on a new found book.

Not leaving an eye her vision was stuck on the boy. Feeling a heavy stare on him he turned to meet two irises staring at him. "What??" The voice pushed her out of her thoughts as she blinked heavily, "Hmm?? Oh nothing" shaking her head in a vigour she pushed herself off the bed, walking towards the jug as she poured herself a cup.

Gulping down the hot liquid as it warmed the cold body she put the glass down, looking out at the rain it caught her eyes. A sudden want to go out and explore the rain, drowing in the droplets filled her. Walking towards the door slowly, carefull not to alert the boy.

"Where are you going??" His voice came through making her turn around, slightly alarmed. "To the rooftop" "It's raining" he stated out pointing towards the window.

A short whine left her mouth before rubbing her feet on the floor towards her bed. "But i wanna watch the rain from the rooftop" she mumbled before settling herself on the bed. "But it's raining"

"Exactly! I wanna atleast once drown in the rain, looking right up at the sky while the droplets fall- nevermind i can't" her voice getting lower the more longer she went.

Her wish of wanting nothing much than to finish off all that she hasn't done all her life until now before she dies off seemed to be getting fulfilled one by one since Renjun came into her life but a part of her felt she was using him.

"Come on wear this" Renjun put forward his raincoat as her gaze fell on it. "For what??" "You said you wanted to go watch the rain right. Wear this so you won't get wet" "What about you??" She asked as he stared at her.

"I'll be alright" "No. I can't allow that," "You wanna see the rain outside or not" his voice becoming more harsh. She nodded reluctantly before he pushed the raincoat onto her. A sigh of defeat came out of her while he gave no mind to it, closing the open book.

Putting it on she felt a part of her excited while the other guilty. One that he was getting wet the other she felt she used him for making all her wishes come true. It would be him who would get in trouble because of her.

Hesitantly walking towards him she pulled his shirt. "Shall we??" "Won't we get scolded for this??" "Whats the fun we are allowed to do so. Fun's in breaking the rules. Rules are meant to be broken" he spoke showing her a reassuring smile before pulling her across the hallway towards the stairs.

A small spark inside her glowed as her face lit up. Eyes staring at the constant flow of water droplets falling off the sky as she took a step forward into the rain.

And there it was the first droplet that made its mark on her face as she closed her eyes. Soaking in the wetness she put forth her palms as a small puddle of water formed in them.

Renjun stood there in the shade careful not to wet himself admiring the girl. Turning around to see his eyes on her she giggled.

"Thank you once again" she whispered showing him a wide smile, he just returned her a eye smile which held a thousand words that no one could ever form into a sentence.

Splashing through the water the girl ran across the rooftop but not far away from the view of the boy. His warning of never leaving his sight kept running through her mind as the space for him in her heart only increased.

Running across she finally came to a halt right infront of the boy. He slowly took his step forward as the first drop fell right on him before it flooded on him.

"Your not wearing a raincoat your gonna catch a cold" she whispered before trying to pushing him inside but was stopped by his arms.

"Nope your wet then it won't be fair if I'm all dry right. We need to be fair" he whispered before looking into her eyes deeply. For a second she felt his stare fall onto her lips but she just brushed it off.

Staring into his eyes that was glistening under the night she searched for breath. For a second even her eyes caught his pink lips that was wet due to the rain.

Something about that night was different than the other nights. Something in that night made his eyes speak more than its supposed to. Something in that night sparked a feeling of wanting to live in her. A part of her believed it was because of him.

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Chapter 11

"Achoo!!" The loud sneeze rang through the atmosphere as the doctor took in a sharp breath rubbing the girls back.

"Achoo!!" The nurses stare fell onto the boy before her eyes widened. "Even you went out?!?" "I was the one who took her" he whispered rubbing his nose before sneezing into a tissue.

"You kids" shaking her head she took another bowl of hot water before placing it infront of him. Pushing the vapours towards his side as he took in all the warmth.

"Feeling good?? Both of you??" Concerned voice of the doctor made the both shake their head vigorously. "Can you just not let my parents know?? Pretty pleasee" Do-yeon pleaded making the doctor sigh in defeat.

"Fine but don't you both dare do this stupidity once again. If i see you guys doing this again I'll lock you both in this room after 8"

Both the teenagers nodded their head in assurance before the nurse and doctor left the room.

"Oh how much have they changed" the nurse stated as she looked at them through the glass. "What made you say that??"

"They so couldn't stand each other's presence at first, but i guess they are after all adjusting to each other and letting each other in" the nurse ended as they walked away.

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"Renjun..." The called out as the stinging sensation in her head only increased. The haunting image of her father floating right above her only became more clearer the more she tried to focus.

"INJUN..." Her voice came out a little bit louder as the eyes of the boy opened.

Holding her chest as she searched for air. Tears filled her vision as she gasped. Shooting upright as she panicked.

Renjun slowly rubbed his eyes as his he looked onto his side only to find her in a panicked state. "Hey..hey ca-calm down. Don't panick. Look I'm right here.

Nothing's gonna happen. Take deep breaths. Come on follow me. Deep breath in and out..come on in and ...out" he continued as she followed him.

His arm right on her shoulder in a comforting way as he rubbed it softly. "It hurts... It hurts so bad. My he-head it-" "Hey hey it's alright. Look at me it's alright." Pushing her head towards his chest he slowly rubbed her head as he whispered soothing words.

Eventually she calmed down as the image of her father slowly disappeared. "Don't go" her words came out like a mere whisper as she held onto his moomin pajamas. "I won't go anywhere I'm right here." He whispered while rubbing of the sweat on her forehead.

Tears flowed down unhurried as she stared into the void. Head rested on his abdomen as she took shallow breaths. "Feeling better??" His voice cut through the silent atmosphere as she nodded, leisurely pushing her head off his stomach before her eyes fell on his.

A warm feeling of safety filled in her as she felt the broken whole mend a bit in her. Something about him always caught her attention, always.

He was always there whenever she needed someone to learn on, someone to cry onto to, a shoulder.

He made her feel safe, secure and most importantly he gave her the want to live.

Just a feeling of how good it would be if only she wasnt stuck in this four walls, only if she wasnt sick as was like a normal teenager.

"Want to spill it out??" He asked worriedly after looking at her eyes which held no emotions. He felt his heart drop.

Those eyes which were content, jovial were now dejected and downhearted. "It's just the nightmares that haunted me once reappearing" she spoke, her voice dry and hoarse due to lack of intake of water.

Renjun sighed before taking a glass of water from the table and handing it over to her. Drinking the content till no drop was left a satisfactory noise left her lips.

Wiping of the excess water on her lips with the edge of the shirt, she looked back at him. "What's wrong??" Her feeble voice struck in his mind as he felt the once held out feeling appear out, wanting to make her pour out all her worries onto him he asked the question he wanted to ask but held in for a long time.

"Wanna talk about what happened when your parents came the other day??"

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Chapter 12

"My parents they..." Her voice trembled a bit as she held onto the sheets tightly. Renjun sat there on his bed facing her as he waited patiently for her to start. Taking a deep breath she restarted.

"I was born into a family where everything was supposed to happen perfectly. Wake up on time. Be infront of the house on time.

Dress elegantly. Eat with proper etiquettes, be disciplined all round the time, never disrespect elders, always be as told by your parents, study well, get good grades.

All those shits that you normally find in a rich family cases. I tried-" the long held tear fell as she recollected all those days.

"I always tried to be one of them. Always tried to be like my mother who was all perfect. Perfect for my father. But- I just couldn't. I wanted to be like a normal teenager. Go out have fun with friends. Do all the teenage shits.

They never liked my sense in dressing, those comfortable baggy clothes. They always wanted me to wear perfect fit dresses which made me suffocate.

As a parent they never showed me love or affection, ofcourse that's cause they were always busy, going in and out of the house every single hour, never had time for me.

Never at home to ever look at me. Look at my small achivements. Look at the small symptoms i often showed. On top of all these i was often going in and out of the hospital every single month.

Making it really hard for me to catch up with school and- an-and cause of that my grades the-they went low" her sobs became louder as Renjun stood up, coming closer to her, he kept a hand on her shoulder, taking her palm in his.

"The-they always scolded me for not getting good grades, bit what did i do wrong" her voice cracked as the tears flowed down without a stop.

"My house it never felt like home. I never felt home cause no one was there. It was always pin drop silent. Not a bird to make a noise. I felt lonely.

I wanted someones attention. I felt selfish for feeling that way but what do you expect from a 8 year old who was sick all the time but never had someone to look after her and was always alone??

But then since i got damn sick they kept a nurse who looked after me all the time. Finally a company i felt i gained some attention atlast.

She-she was my only source of motherly ness. She was the only one who showed some love. Who made me feel even people like me can be loved. But before I could even get enough of that i-i i was admitted in the hospital" sniffing hard she rubbed her nose as her body trembled.

Who made me feel even people like me can be loved

Those words hit him hard. He felt a want. He didnt know how she felt until today. How hard her life had been.

How much agony she had faced in such young age. He knew he couldn't perceive her much but he knew the pain she held. The unbearable pain of loosing the love of their parents.

"The other day when they came, i felt what mother's love actually was. But, it- ha....what else- haa i don't know what i should anymore Renjun.

They- they just want- I seriously don't wanna live anymore when they force me to do the surgery- they just want me so that they can continue the family heritage and those bullshit I-" Her head hung low as she let out more painful sobs.

He rubbed her back, before he called her out in the most softest voice she had ever heard someone call her.

"Do-yeon" his ever so soft melodious voice rang through her ears like music, her eyes met his as he gave a small smile

"Hey... it's alright. That's how life is. It never is fair, especially to people like us. That's how life is, completely unfair never on our side. But you just have to go on. Move forward.

Be strong, strong enough to face all the challenges put in front of us, especially people like your parents. You never deserved those and you so badly deserve to be loved, and trust me Yeon you will be loved.

You will never feel lonely never, I'll make sure of that. You're a strong girl and I know that though i haven't known you for long, but the light in your eyes tells it all.

So don't lose your hope of living just cause of them, just cause they force you to do the surgery doesn't mean you should do it and just so they say that you should continue the family heritage and all those bullshit doens't really mean you should do that. Do what you love. Live."

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Chapter 13

After calming down the girl layed in the mattress, sniffing after bawling her eyes out a few minutes ago. The clock striked 3 as the girl left out a exhausted sigh.

The bathroom door opened as the boy came out holding his stomach. His face scrunching up as if he was in immense pain.

"Whats wrong??" Her curios voice made him open up his half closed eyes, he shook his head as he sat on the bed. "It's nothing just the normal stomach pain....but it's just...too painful"

"Should i call the doctor??" Her innocent eyes looked at him with curiosity and confusion.

"Nah I'm sure it's gonna get alright in a few minutes if not i have the tablet I'll take it" he replied to which she nodded. A small yawn left her lips as her eye lids kept falling and he noticed this.

"Don't worry about me and go to sleep. You need it." "What about you what if something happens to you??" "I'll be alright. Theres a bell right here, I'll ring it when something happens. Don't worry and go sleep" he said as she reluctantly pulled the blankets up to her neck.

"Goodnight Jun" "Goodnight Yeon" closing her eyes as she instantly fell asleep becoming unaware of anything that happened after.

🍂

A long sigh came after the doctor kept the report down, taking up the xray as he examined it thoroughly. A frown that never left the face only increased when he saw more amount of dots on it.

"It has increased, what you experienced last night, the stomach ache it was just the sign telling that you will soon enter the last stage." The doctor said as the boy just fell deeper into the hole of melancholy.

"We will have to increase your doses before looking at whether we have to change your medicines..-" removing his glasses he slowly held onto the boys hand "-Renjun..." The doctor breathed out as the boy met the concerned irises staring at him.

"Your entering probably the worst phase of your life, and it ain't gonna be easy, but hang in there buddy, you can do it, atleast for parents. Please don't lose hope, miracles do happen." Giving his hand a tight squeeze the doctor gave his parents the file.

"You will feel nauseousness, dizziness, vomiting feeling, aches all around the body, in the coming days, you may even lose your appetite but don't skip your meals, any discomfort you feel, let us know, let anyone one of us know, let us know your pain, make us feel it, feel it with you, you don't deserve to bear it all by yourself and you can't, so when you feel suffocated let it all out, we are all ears. " The doctor said as Renjun gave her a reassuring nod.

But he had lost all the hope, the hope of life. He wanted this hell hole to end someway, but it only became worser making him regret life more than ever.

He never wanted to let anyone know about his discomforts, he always thought it as an extra burden for them. And he never wanted to be one.

He walked past the hallways more like a zombie, eyes stuck on the ground as he walked lifeless. A tear slipped his eyes but he never gave mind to it nor his surroundings as he walked without the knowledge of where he was walking to.

Slowly more tears fell blurring his vision. He walked like a dead corpse as he felt his world shatter, everything changed in a matter of time.

Time.

He hated it. It never waited for him. And he was always late to catch it. It never let him have the happy life he wanted to. That one normal teenage life he wanted to have.

Oh! How badly he wanted to experience the college life, study arts improve and become an artist. But fate and time, those two never seemed to be on his side. It was as if the world was against his exsistence.

"Renjun..." Her soft voice got him back to this world as his now red puffy eyes looked at those worried ones.

"What's wrong??" She had never seen him crying, never seen him this broken, it was always her. Seeing him like this broke her, both from inside and out.

He just stared at her as he let out more tears, small sobs escaped while he just stared at her. His eyes showed a million worries and that he wanted to let it all out.

Let all of it out. But he hesitated, he was scacred. She knew he wouldn't let it out here, not in the middle of the entrance of the hospital, she slowly pulled him by his shoulder as she took him towards the elevator, to the rooftop where she knew he would let it all out without hesitating.

All this time his eyes never left her as he kept staring at her as if she was the only thing in the world. Holding her as if she was the only one in this world who understands him, his pain as they reached the rooftop.

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Chapter 14

They didn't utter a word after reaching the rooftop. They just sat there as Renjun let out silent tears. She just rubbed his back soothingly as she didn't know how to comfort him.

"Why??...why me?" His broken raspy voice came out as a mere whisper as she looked at him. "Why me off all the other cowards out there??Why is the world so angry at me??

Why!?! Why is it so against me and not letting me live a peaceful life ?? Taking all my hope for living?? Letting me go through hell when I've already faced enough??

Why is life soo unfair!!!' he yelled as he bawled out more but she couldn't do anything but hold him close and rub shooting circles on his back. He hid his head in his palm as he cried out more.

"Cry" she finally let her voice out as he yelled more. "Cry it all out. You'll feel better" her soft voice rang through his ears as he moved nearer to her. She pulled him closer as he nuzzled his head deeper into her embrace, taking in all her warmth.

He cried his worst that morning but he didn't regret it especially crying i front of her. He felt better way better. Letting those dry tears stay on his rosy cheeks he stared at the way his hands perfectly intertwined with hers.

"Thank you" he breathed out, she just gave out a questioned hum as his eyes met hers. "Thanks for being there for me when no one did" he gave her the sweetest smile she had ever seen as a feeling grew inside of her.

"Your always welcome" she whispered as they held the stare. She didn't know what the reason was for him to breakdown like this, but she knew he would tell her, tell her when the time was right, and right now it wasn't.

The atmosphere wasn't awkward. It was just perfect. The wind flew right past them as the cold wind which supposedly should give them shivers rather gave them warmth.

The birds flew as a flock in the vast blue sea as their sounds echoed down the sky towards their ears. The distant sound of the city rush blurred with the noise of the chirping birds who settled themselves on the edge of the railing.

"We should probably go down. They might be searching for us" she broke the silence as he nodded getting up from the seat. Dusting off his pants he looked at her doing the same. "Let's go" he motioned her as they both walked down the stairs in a pair not minding to take the elevator.

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After 3 weeks

"Eat" the nurse demanded but Renjun just shook his head. "I don't feel like eating!" He became rebellious as he refused to eat the porridge. "Look kid you gotta eat to have atleast a bit of energy" the nurse pleaded while he just refused, being stubborn.

Do-yeon entered the cafeteria just to witness the pair of two in which the lady struggled to feed the younger boy.

Giggling at the sight she found it quite amusing to watch at. Picking up the bowl of porridge she walked towards the seat before settling herself down on it.

"What's happening here??" She inquired while the nurse just sighed. "He ain't eating" "Why??" "Ask him yourself" her head turned towards him as he sat there arms crossed eyes buring at the food as if he despised it.

"Why aren't you eating??" She asked as he let of a huff. "I don't feel like to" "But still you gotta atleast a spoon or two" but still he refused which ended in him getting extra doses of glucose that day.

After having her meal the girl peacefully layed on her bed while Renjun seemed to be in a bad mood that particular day as he sat on the bed with the needle pushed inside of him, eyes fixed on the wall infront of him as he always kept a disgusted face. As if he was disturbed by something.

"Renjun" the doctors voice spoke as he turned his head towards it to see the doctor standing near the door. "I've told you not to lose hope didn't I?? Please why dont you just try??" The doctor pleaded in a broken voice making Renjun guilty.

It not like he wantedly did this, he just didn't feel like eating and living.

"I'm sorry" he whispered as a tear fell. "I didn't mean to worry you nor anyone!" He opposed while more tears fell. "It's just, i lost all the hope of living" he mumbled, his head hanging low as he let out more tears. "Hey...it's alright buddy. It's alright" the doctor hugged him as he whispered all the sweet things to him.

"It's gonna be alright buddy just a few more days and your gonna be free"

He whispered as the words layed in his mind. The girl aware of her surroundings dwelled into her thoughts as she tried to connect what the doctor said and what she thought happened a few weeks ago at the rooftop and all the other clues, as she finally came into a conclusion.

Even he was dying just like her, but unlike her he didn't have a chance of survival.

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Chapter 15

Eyes trailing on her as she moved back and forth the room holding her stomach.

"Are you having a stomach ache??" His tired voice whispered to which she stopped.

Her eyes looking straight at him as he swore he saw it glance at his lips once. She shook her head as she bit her nails as if it would disappear off if she didn't do it.

On the other hand she just gazed at him, how much he had changed in a matter of weeks.

Oh how bubbly he was just a few weeks ago, and here he laid now, not moving, stuck on the bed, barely living, eyes losing all the brightness of life.

Her eyes moved towards the book that layed on his hands before it went back to his tired state.

"You should get some sleep" "I can't..." He spoke softly before briefly closing his eyes for a second.

"Can you come here??" He murmured as she thought twice whether she heard him right. "Please..." Pushing herself towards him she stood right infront of him.

"The headache never wears off" he hissed at the pain as he desperately closed his eyes, the girl couldn't do anything but pity his state. "Make it go...please ..i can't hold it anymore" he pleaded while she slowly took he head and placed it close to her neck.

"It's alright. I'm right here. It's gonna be alright" she whispered closely as she patted her head which was burning. She wished she could do anything something to make his pain wear off and not let him suffer but she couldn't.

"Come on let's get you to sleep" she slowly took the book from his hands as she placed it on the table before walking towards him.

Searching his box for the medicine as she took a glass and the tablet. "Take this and let's have a sleep hm??" He didn't utter word as he took the pill and pushed himself deeper into the bed.

She debated whether she should join him or not, not wanting to make it more awkward and uncomfortable for him she just turned towards her bed before a hand stoped her.

"Don't go..stay" she turned to look at his eyes meeting hers. He pulled her as he made space for her on the bed, letting her fall on it. He pulled the sheets for her, while she just layed there too stunned to even process what was going on.

Renjun didn't mind anything as he hugged he tight before nuzzling his head deeper into her neck.

As he closed his eyes he took in all her scent as it warmed him, the stinging pain slowly disappeared off as he drifted off to the dreamland he wished to be in for a long time.

After a long time he slept peacefully not worrying about anything in her presence, right next to her. That's when he confirmed that he had fell for he, fuck it he loved her.

Prologue / Part I / Part II / Epilogue

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Always With You 🍂

Prologue

Summary: "Close your eyes

And I'll be there

Cause no matter where I go

I'll be Always With You"🍂

Two teenagers, a hospital and a deadly disease....🍂Will they survive??

AU: Hospital au

Word count : 801

Genre: Angst (A little bit), fluff, a innie tiny bit emotional (cus I'm not that good at writing emotional stuff)

Pairings (s): Huang Renjun × OC

Teddy Bear

The blustery cold wind hit her face as she soaked in the once forgotten cold atmosphere. Seated at the edge of the rooftop, her feet dangling in the air.

It seriously ain't the same. You lied.

Looking down at the constant rush of patients filling the corridors while the rumbler sirens of the ambulances played in the background.

The sun slowly getting off its job, it left off a orange hue spread throughout the sky, the moon taking its position after a day's break.

The girl looked as the sun almost settled down and the moon showed up, along with the emerging of the stars.

A slight thunder to be heard as it indicated the emergence of rain. Pushing her head back the girl stared at the cloudy sky filled with rain drops ready to fall of any minute.

Hands rubbing on the hard cover of the book as her eyes fell on it. Picking it up, the book rubbed off the cold surface onto her warm hands.

"What is that??" The girl asked pointing at the book that layed there on the table.

The boy sat there on his bed staring at the book, a moment of silence then was broken by him. "That's the most treasured book of mine after the art book" he replied to which she asked another question.

"Can I open it??" "Not yet, but you will when it's time" Renjun said as his voice turned into a mere whisper in the end.

Opening the book to see a line beautifully written in calligraphy. Smiling at that one single phrase which tripped her down on a deep memory lane.

For My Little Sugar Plum

Turning up the pages to see en number of poems and lyrics lined up one after another. Each and every single piece of paper held a deep message from him to her. Through every single word he conveyed something or the other for her or about her.

A single tear rolled down her cheek as it made its mark on the sheet of paper titled Teddy Bear. Eyes trailing on the lyrics as she read them word by word letter by letter.

It's a late night, you know?

You can't sleep?

Come and lay next to me

Hide under a cozy blanket,

Everything about your very own day

Tell me about it, I want to know

Tell it only to me

We match our breathing to the pat-pat rhythm

The thought that comes to mind

Start fading away following my hand running through your hair

Don't worry about anything

Just close your eyes

In the city with the lights off

The night takes you far

I won't let go of your hand

Let's go into your dream

Good night today too

I'll see you in a very deep dream,

In a world that only the two of us know

We'll bе together

When darkness comes

I'll hide you in my arms

Even if I'm left alone, I'll protect your bedside

Sleep deeply

I'll meet you in your dreams

If any trouble comes to bother you

You can leave it all to me

My babe, oh, you babe

I can be in pain instead of you

So that you can fall asleep whenever

It feels like the long night will last forever

Every time I'm scared

You cross the dawn with me

To the other side of the moon

Good night today too

Ooh-ooh, I'll see you in a very deep dream,

In a world that only the two of us know

We'll be together

When darkness comes

I'll hide you in my arms,

Even if I'm left alone, I'll protect you by my side

Sleep deeply

I'll meet you in your dreams

In the morning everything

Will disappear like a dream Remember me

But I'm fine

It's good that I can protect you

Because that's my happiness for you

Now close your eyes

See you in a very deep dream,

I just wanna be with you

In this place where we are together Oh, love

All night long

We draw the same dream

Just want to be your babe

When tomorrow comes

The sunlight will wake you up,

Don't look back and walk by my side

I'll protect your dreams

Open your eyes now

I'll see you again

My love,

"Close your eyes

And I'll be there

Cause no matter where I go

I'll be Always With You"

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jaeminsnanadoongie · 2 years

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Phantom 💨

Chapter 4

Summary: Ghosts are a fantasy. This is what all of us believed and so did she. But what if Jiho met one in real life ?? What will happen if they fall in love ?? Can they really stay together?? Can a ghost and a human stay together??

AU: Ghost Au

Word count: 4K (Approx.)

Warnings: Language, Bullying, Mentions of death and torture

Pairing(s): Kim Jungwoo x OC, NCT(certain members) x OC

Author's Note: Hi!! So it's my first fanfiction here on Tumblr and I'm really really excited!!! Any suggestions, critiques and feedback is welcome!! Hope you enjoy the story and find it interesting!

"I never thought I'll be back this soon," The girl exclaimed, staring at the newly revamped school. The sun shone perfectly, right above the school, giving it a sun-kissed glow.

"Why do I have a bad feeling about today" haechan mumbled before walking into the campus. "It's cause it's been a few days you've entered the school it feels new and you feel it's wrong" mark spoke, casually walking through the busy foregrounds.

The bell rang, indicating it was time for class. All three bid their goodbyes, walking towards their respective classes. She walked past the busy corridors right towards her locker. Her eyes fixed on her feet which she found somewhat alluring.

Why is it so crowded!! The bell rang idiots. Go back to your classes!

She mentally cursed at the crowd, bumping into several shoulders while moving fastly towards her locker. Finally reaching it, she opened it forcefully.

After turning the locker upside down, she finally found the locket in the depths of her locker. A smile spread on her face. Clipping the lock open, she put it across her neck. The large sun and moon pendant fell adorning her chest.

Closing the locker, she looked at the clock above. Holy Moly! I'm late. Hurriedly taking her bag, she rushed her way down the hallway. She ran for her life.

Her eyes darted towards her watch often. Praying the teacher hadn't arrived yet. Finally reaching the class, she stood near the door. Panting heavily, she looked into the chaotic class. Thank god.

"You're right on time," a voice from behind startled the poor one. Turning to see those dark greyish white orbs staring right at her. He chuckled upon her startled state, eyes darting downwards towards the locket which layed there perfectly adorning her chest.

"Uh, I should enter the class" she mumbled, rushing her way to her seat. Taeil entered the class right behind her making the whole group of students go silent.

A vile smirk was eminent on his face. The time played with her patience as it moved in a snail-paced manner. Eyes warning to fall any minute as her head fell towards the window rest, dozing off.

The lecture gave perfect background music for her ears while the noise of the boys playing in the field interjected the serene atmosphere.

The shade of the banyan tree near the window providing her with the right amount of shade as she layed there in the bask. "Ms Ji-ho!" the voice cut through the air as the petite figure opened her eyes, alarmed.

Standing up, she straightened her hair. "Ye-yes sir..." mentally cursing herself for stuttering. The whole attention onto her as she regretted not sleeping last night.

"Since you were dozing off I must ask you a question, so let me ask you something simpler...-" he dragged as he flipped the pages of the textbook. "-Tell me at least two formulas of trigonometry from what I taught you today."

Sudden attention and tension made her stutter. "Uh-Uh" Oh for the love of god! Praying with all her might, she wished the bell would ring and he would let her go.

As on cue, the bell rang indicating the end of class, a sudden rush of relief that God had heard her prayers, was instantly destroyed after the next words that left the teacher's mouth. "Ji-ho stay back. Rest can leave"

I fucked up!

She stood there, too stunned to talk. "Why me...aaaa" she whispered her head hanging low. "According to your schedule, you shouldn't be having any classes for now.

So I ain't making you lose any classes, good. Now if you'll come down, we can start." taeil said looking deep into her eyes. "Why do you look surprised??" he questioned, her eyes wide open as it stared right into him.

"How do you know my schedule??" "I have my ways dear, now if you take your book and come sit here, I will teach you what I taught while you took a quick nap" taeil finished.

That's it!?! I was scared for no reason damn.

"Time's ticking dear" Fastly picking up her books, the girl pushed her way down towards the first bench.

Settling down, taeil resumed his teaching from the same point he was teaching when she dozed off. Surprised that he knew exactly at which point she dozed off.

The bell rang once more, as the students rushed to the cafeteria. "Class dispersed" Taeil voiced out, putting the book down on the table.

"Thank you so much sir," She said politely, packing her books in she, moved towards the door only to halt right in front of it. She took a sharp breath before turning on her heels, facing the teacher in front of her who looked at her.

"Just curious, but uh... are you like this to all them who sleep during class??" "If they missed any important topic and the next class is free for both of us, then yes" he replied with an assuring nod.

"Aaa...Once again thank you so much, sir," "You're always welcome dear..-" He flashed a quick smile before speaking up again "- Do you by any chance have any plans after class??" she shook her head as her eyes showed complete bewilderment for the sudden question.

"Then can u help me with some files after classes??? just for an hour or so. I'll leave you after that" he said as she replied in affirmative.

"Great! See you at the library then" he replied effusively. Both bid their goodbyes as she made her way to the cafeteria.

Entering to see a longer line than expected she decided to starve. Finding the boys was easy than told. Their voice stood out the most, a scream in the cafeteria can be heard till the principal's office or even more.

"JI-HO!!!" his earsplitting voice pierced her ears. "Omg I see blood in her ears" Mark exaggerated, but she ignored everything and sat next to the window.

"Not getting anything??" mark questioned to which she shook her head. She just stared out at the rooftop. A rooftop that didn't have any special traits gaining her interest.

"That's a new locket!" haechan exclaimed pointing at the necklace which hung on her neck. The girl snapped her head looking at him pointing.

"Ah yea. It was given by my mom," she said, taking the pendant in her palms. 'Why does it look familiar but??" haechan mumbled as he stared at the locket of the sun as a feeling of deja vu filled in him.

The rest stared at it then at her. Her eyes held immense love when she stared at the lavaliere. A pendant that held an inexpressible story behind it.

A long sigh left her mouth as she continued staring outside. The two others bickering again about the Kimchi jiggae rap mark made.

Her eyes slowly captured all the beauty of the sky. The free-flying birds in the vast ocean of the randomly shaped clouds entertained her. A momentary smile stayed on her face until she meet those eyes staring right into her from the rooftop

Those pitch-black eerie eyes glaring at her.

His eyes.

Running down the crowd filled steps, murmuring a few 'excuse me's while most of the time she just pushed them without bothering to even mutter an excuse.

Donghyuck lagged behind her as he tried to cope with that speed of hers. "How do you walk so fast with those tiny legs of yours!" He yelled but she didn't give an ear for it.

The final bell rang as everyone ran out of the hell hole, while she searched for that one familiar face. "Whom are we even trying to find??" he managed to blurt out amongst the heavy crowd while trying to catch up to her.

"Jaehyun" "Wait- who?!?" "Just come with me" she curt out, finally spotting the Sleek Black Porsche car amongst all the other vehicles parked right under the only shade present there.

Squinting due to the scorching heat of the sun as she tried to get a better look of the man who sat on the hood of the car, the man for whom she had to run down from the rooftop to the main ground.

Donghyuck finally caught up to her as he took a breather, feeling exhausted from all the running from the rooftop when the girl all the sudden pulled his hand and brought him along with her.

Looking up to see her intently looking at the man who seemed to reciprocate her stare. "He is Jaehyun??" he asked, short-winded he took long breaths.

She nodded and started walking towards him, Not leaving his eyes. Donghyuck whined after which he followed her, knowing she no way would fall for his whining.

"Wanted to meet me, sir??" She enquired as jaehyun stood up straight, dusting the hood he sat on. "Might as well yes I did-" taking in a sharp breath he looked around, feeling quite uncomfortable under all those gazes of the students who passed by them.

"-Can we talk somewhere calmer??" hands moving around, showing he was not happy with the current surroundings. "Sure" was all she said before storming out of the cramped area.

Jaehyun briskly followed, his long legs being handy. "Now where are we going!??!" donghyuck grumbled, stomping his feet on the ground before he caught up with the two others.

The crowd slowly disappeared as they walked into a calmer place. Halting her steps she turned towards the man who already had his eyes on her.

A shiver of fear infiltrated her while she focused on showing out a stronger side. "Way quieter" speaking in a way contented tone he clapped his hands, seating himself on the bricks.

"Why'd you wanna meet me and him??" she questioned pointing a finger at donghyuck who panted restlessly. "First off... I'm pretty sure both of know Han-Tae-Sook" donghyuck raised a brow at the sudden mention of that name.

That one face came to his mind. "What about him" he brusquely spoke making direct eye contact with the police officer who sat in front of him.

Ji-ho kept a comforting hand on hyuck's shoulders before she took the lead. "We have nothing to do with him. Now shall we take our leave??" without waiting for an answer Ji-ho turned her back walking away.

"Not yet" his demanding voice flew past them, making them halt. Turning around to meet a pair of displeased eyes, staring right at them.

"What is that you want?? I've got other things to do" she blurted out, not finding the situation pleasing as the time ticked by, making her late for her previous appointment of helping out taeil.

"I'm sorry if I'm disturbing any of your prior requirements. But a spare few minutes ain't gonna hurt right?? This is important" hyuck tilted his head glancing at the girl as she nodded indecisively.

Beckoning the officer to continue, he took a deep breath before he continued. "I'm sure you both are connected to Han Tae- Sook one way or the other and I'm here to ask you a few questions which would help me with my investigation.

And also as the student of this school..." he paused, glancing at the centuries-old building which looked good as new. "I have a few questions regarding your school" the sudden questioning made her raise a brow.

"Aren't investigations or questioning usually done in police stations???" she asked making jaehyun move his feet uncomfortably. "The investigation was forced to be closed by the school. So I can't bring you guys to the station for investigation" he replied not looking at her eyes.

She nodded her head as she tried to calm down the tense atmosphere. '"Go ahead sir." A sense of confusion and tension filled the climate as he searched for the words to form a proper sentence.

Fiddling with his fingers, he looked up to see four doe eyes looking straight at him, waiting for an answer, which only made him more anxious.

"Do-don't look at me like that, I'm not good with speaking when someone is looking at me" he spurted out flustrated while donghyuck gasped.

"What else do you want me to look at when you are talking ?? the sky??" Jiho spoke, trying her best to hold back the laughter spewing up. "No-no...aa leave it." waving his hand real fast as if his wrist were about to fall off.

"Sir" she spoke hard bringing him back to reality. "Time's ticking. Calm down and talk." she spoke as he took deep breaths. "He so doesn't seem like a police officer to me" hyuck mumbled into her ears while she nodded in approval. "Let's just listen to what he has to say"

"So...Han Tae Sook...I highly doubt his death was an accident." "Well he was found dead by the janitor and no one was present in the school the day before.

We have enough proof to say it was something he intended to do" "No" jaehyun cut him off. "He wasn't someone with a suicidal intention. And there's another thing that is being hidden from all of you.

He wasn't found dead by the janitor though that's what the article said.." A short pause from him only made the atmosphere heavier. Both the students held a glowering faces as they waited for him to continue.

"On the day he was found dead... he wasn't the only one present there... All of us were. He was attempting to fall off the rooftop" jaehyun pointed at the exact point where the boy stood.

That's where he was during lunch...

"Then he fell??" hyuck perked up, waiting for an answer. Jaehyun shook his head, his shoulders falling. "Nope, he didn't fall forward instead something pulled him backwards..."

Both intently listened while jaehyun narrated the incident without leaving a single detail. Her ears perked up with every slightest sound made as she harked every single word he said.

Not believing him at first but the deeper he went the more trustable it became.

"So..." she started while jaehyun looked at her slightly panting after narrating a long story. "You mean Tae-sook's death wasn't a normal one and the principal of our school has lived for what- a 100 years???" she trailed making jaehyun nod his head furiously.

"Yes!! Haven't you guys ever searched into how old your principal or headmaster is??" Both boobed their heads in sync, a heavy sigh left off jaehyuns as he rubbed his temples in frustration.

"Well..at least do you guys have an idea how old ur principal is??" "Maybe around uh 26??" hyuck guessed while jaehyun shook his head in vexation.

"Way over a 100", he blurted out in an apathetic tone making the rest two gasp. "WAIT WHAT!?!?!" Hyuck yelled as she closed her ears, face scrunching up.

Jaehyun just nodded his head as the rest two looked at each other, clearly not believing what they just heard.

"Nah no way" she replied incredulously. "He ain't any goblin or something to be alive for more than a 1..00.." she stopped midway when jaehyun head slowly bobbed.

"Wait he is!?!?" she yelled. "What no!!" jaehyun blurted out as she left a breath of relief. "Then why did you nod your head??" "Even I am not sure. But he is eerie"

"Okay, let's say he is a goblin or something of that sort. What do you want us to do?? And why did specifically ask for hyuck??" "I want you guys to do something..."

"Thank you so much, Jiho. This means a lot to me. I hope I didn't delay any of your plans" "No sir, it was my pleasure helping you" she calmly spoke while picking up the bundle of papers, head slightly twisting with the number of papers that was lying on the table, all the hard work of sorting them out.

Both left the library, having small talks in between, the atmosphere rather comfortable than awkward. Keeping the bundle down on the bench Jiho took the much need breath.

" You good??" Jiho frantically nodded her head giving up a thumbs up making taeil a bit calmer. "Alright then. That's all for today. You should go home it's getting dark"

"Thank you sir" she bid her goodbyes as she rushed down to her locker. The sun already diving deeper down the sky leaving an orange hue, the fleeting colours of dusk beginning to fade away slowly.

She gazed out for a second before putting her concentration back onto her feet which always amused her.

Now where is she going

The irritated thought flowed through the air as the irked boy walked behind her. Opening her locker not noticing the wandering soul trailing behind her, monitoring her every move as she merrily put in the books and closed them.

The blustery wind blew right past her pushing her free hair back as she made her way through the busy streets.

The constant sirens of the cars and the hearty chats filled the air, her heart beating faster than thought while she bumped at a few shoulders, she made her way into a calmer alley.

Taking a long breath after finally escaping out of the crowded she gazed at the almost dark sky, the moon coming out of its shadows while the stars became notable.

Her locket shone clear under the moonlight. Taking in all the fresh air, she relished the calm atmosphere. The distant sound of the crowded city became mere background noise as she dug deeper into the alley.

The sharp notification bell cut through the hushed atmosphere slightly startling the girl. Picking it up to see up en-number of notifications popped up, groaning at thought of replying to each every one of them.

Exhaustion took over her body as she slumped her way towards her house. Plugging in her earphones as the song ran through her ears, becoming unaware of the path she was going she moved her head to the beat of the melody.

The wind brushed past her giving slight goosebumps right around her arm, while she ignored them all, only wanting to fall onto the comfort of her bed she flopped her way to her home.

A placid atmosphere flew by air. The girl's head coming in contact with a wall which she thought was one changed as soon as her eyes met those dark-brown ones, darker than the chocolate.

"Oh sorry," she muttered before rubbing her feet to the other side only for it to be blocked by a leg. Slightly getting irritated she moved to the other side only to be blocked once again.

The man slowly got up on her nerves she grumbled. "I'm sorry sir but can you fucking stop blocking my way" she mumbled, but loud enough for the man to hear, clenching her fists and controlling her anger by digging her nails deeper into her palms.

"What if I can't" he mocked while a scoff of disbelief left Jiho's mouth. He was getting up on her nerves and would burst any time now. "What is wrong with him!" she mumbled a bit stronger before looking into his eyes.

"What do you want??" "You" she huffed as a white smoke emitted out her mouth making her realise the weather began getting colder. "Listen I don't have time for this. If you would let me go now everything will be smooth. If not..."

"If not what Princess??" "I will take her place. Simple" The sterned voice spoke up with a loud skull-cracking thud followed by it. "Han Tae sul" Jungwoos stony voice lingered in the air as the flinty stare of Tae sul on jungwoo remained.

The air is completely silent as both held stares. "What is it that you want from her" not leaving an eye on the boy in front of him jungwoo gave a glance at the unconscious girl lying on the ground.

"You should have known by now" He cut the air with the austere tone. Jungwoo took in a long breath as he closed his eyes, facing the sky as he opened them, the boy in front of him slightly shivered under his black cloud of pupils which stared right at him.

Those pitch complete black eyes which anyone would fear were right in front of Tae sul staring right at him waiting to eat him up.

Jungwoo slightly licked his under lip at the smell of blood. "You know not only vampires drink human blood. We do to" the eyes slowly turning back to normal as jungwoo walked towards the terrified boy in front of him.

"If only I had received the order to kill you. God...Eun tak never knows the meaning of timings." shaking his head in disapproval as he snickered at the thought of what eun tak told him right before he left.

"Don't kill him. Not yet"

Looking at those eyes Han Tae sul tried his best not to show his fear while jungwoo moved closer, close enough for his heated breaths to fan against the boy's neck

"If I ever catch you again near her, you are doomed, just like your brother, whatever my order be." he whispered the last words into his ears after which he disappeared off into droplets with the girl in his hand.

The crystal clear white flake slowly made its way down the sky as more of them followed it behind. Touching the roof of the house as it beautifully adorned itself on it before blending itself with the other ones.

The snow poured out of the sky as the fire lit itself keeping the room warm for the one soul in the room. Jungwoo stared at the sleeping figure, an unknown smile plastered on his face.

Her constant breaths along with the fire crackle peacefully made their way throughout the room filling in the silent room with some noise.

Turning his attention towards the window to see the road almost covered with the white powder. Starring at that without any pinpointed reason while it seemed more appealing than staring at the fire in the room.

The door opened as a small head peeked out of it, gaining jungwoo's attention. "Oh she is asleep" the woman whispered as she looked around the room to find none.

Jungwoo just stared at the woman while she kept a kettle of hot water along with a glass. A foreign feeling of warmth spread the room when the woman caressed the little girl's head, moving some hair that lay on her forehead.

The woman soon left the room making it just jungwoo and the peacefully sleeping girl in the room. Her slow stirring in her sleep went unknown to the boy as she soon became aware of the surroundings.

The slow-burning noise of the fire along with a few patters of the snow was perked up as the room was warm. Slowly opening up her blinds her eyes met the well-lit fire burning brightly to keep the room cosy enough.

Moving from her sides to lay on her back as her eyes met the plain ceiling, trying to remember what exactly happened before. Slowly realising the reality she shot up from the bed which caused a sharp hit of pain to flow throughout her head.

Hissing at the pain she held her head tightly, this gained his attention as his eyes lagged on hers. "Ouch..." she mumbled as she slowly collected herself.

Eyes roamed around the room before they met his. Those euphoric pitch-black eyes that were only visible to her. For a second not realising who it was before it struck her mind, slightly startled she moved a bit which only made her headache worsen.

"Who are you??" She pushed out the words as she tried her best to bear the stinging pain. Jungwoo just looked at her not realising she was talking to him as she groaned in pain. "I asked who are you!" she put out a bit louder which startled him.

"Wait- you mean me??!?" she shook her head vigorously. "Yes you, you dipshit who else is here?? why are you there everywhere I go??!?" "Wait-Yo you can see me?!?"

"Omg"

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THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR THIS!! IMMA SAVE IT RIGHT NOW🏃‍♀️

When we shine bright I’m alive in the CT, 날 노래해 I'm alive in the CT, sing about me 이 조명 아래, 서로를 바라보면 Under this light, when we look at each other 나도 몰래, 웃게 돼 다 잊게 돼 yeah Even not noticing myself, I smile and I forget yeah Cuz I’m not alone ,내게 따듯한 집이 돼준 너 Cuz I'm not alone, you are my warming home 어제와 지금의 나 또 다가올 내일 우리 Who I was yesterday and who I am now and who we will be tomorrow It all starts from home~

#queen slay kyuzu 😈😈😈#omg why is this soo soo goodd🤧🤧#litreally speaking your moodbaords r just too gooddd #haechan moodboard #nct dream moodboard #꿈의 장 : nct ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤍#Hey there hope you make morreee moodboards like this!! 💚💚

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Phantom💨

Chapter 3

AU: Ghost Au

Word count: 2.79k (approx.)

Warnings: Language, Bullying, Mentions of death and torture

Pairing(s): Kim Jungwoo x OC, NCT(certain members) x OC

Author's Note: Hi!! So it's my first fanfiction here on Tumblr and I'm really really excited!!! Any suggestions, critiques and feedback is welcome!! Hope you enjoy the story and find it interesting!

"Officer Jung!" the piercing voice split the clamour filled air as he ran past several officers, the sheets of papers fluttering as they tried to cope with his speed.

Bashing the doors open, he entered the room, startling the individuals in the territory. "What's the matter, Hyeon?" His voice stated a hint of concern as jaehyun patiently waited for him to regain his composure.

"Han Tae-Sok's results are here." as soon as he heard those words jaehyun, beckoned the others to move out of the room.

Once all were out of the room, checking for any possible way someone left anything behind such as a recorder or a camera, closing the blinds to not let anyone have a glimpse of their conversation he finally stood in front of him.

"Is it what we expected??" he asked, internally praying for it to be not what he expected. But it turned out to be exactly what he had banked on it to be. "It's not a normal death"

"LEE HAECHAN!!!!" her voice shrieked through the hallway as the boy stopped dead in his tracks. Eyes widening in fear. "Run" was all Mark said before he disappeared into his room.

Bawling his voice out haechan ran for his life, only for him to stop right in front of her. "I'm sorry" was all haechan could say as a plea before she stormed at him.

Screams and wails which should be filling the air were instead filled with laughter. "HAHAHA I'M SORRY!!! I PROMISE I WON'T DO THAT AGAIN!! STOP TICKLING ME!!!" he begged while she continued her job "tickling".

Satisfied by the torture she gave him she finally pulled apart, taking long breaths. "Omg my stomach hurts" he whined holding his stomach as he slowly stood up after rolling over the floor a few minutes ago.

"Promise me you won't touch my stuff again" she demanded while he nodded listlessly. "Words mister" "I won't I promise" "Now pay back for all the foundation you wasted" she commanded putting forth her hand.

Haechan sighed as he fished for his wallet. Opened to see he was almost broke. Slowly looked up to see her looking at the almost empty wallet. "See I'm broke"

"That-" pointing at the wallet "Is none of my concern I need my lost foundation back," she demanded as he whined more. "Nope" was all that she said and he understood she was inevitable.

"Fine just give me some time," he requested as she nodded. "Fine your request is granted," she said, walking back into her own little space.

The sun soon set down; the four bundled up on the couch as they scrolled through their phones; their steady breath being the only thing that was heard prominently.

"That fast?!?" her voice cut through the silent atmosphere as she looked at the message she just received. "They fixed the building that fast?!? Wow! that's impressive" Mark sang out peeping his head to look at the message.

"They're opening the school that fast...Like it was just yesterday I was thrown to the other side cause of the bomb blast" she expressed her voice almost inaudible towards the end, while haechan whined like a kid saying he didn't want to go to school

"Why can't it completely burn down!!!" "That ain't possible haechan," Mark said but that didn't bring any less to the whining. "I'm glad I'm done with school" Taeyong spoke while the rest booed.

"What ?? It ain't my fault I am older than you guys" he said while the rested paid no attention. Taeyong just huffed getting sulky. Rest not giving him a single bit of attention.

"FOOD'S HERE!!" the voice screeched through the corridors as the eyes of the four lit up. Forgetting about every piece of information they got from school, the four raced down the stairs to see the table filled with a variety of mouth-watering foods lined up.

Rushing to their seats they thanked for the food as they dug in mercilessly. "Is it good??" Ji-ho's mother asked as the rest expressed how good it was with their faces, making weird noises as she giggled in happiness.

"I'm glad you liked it. Eat how much ever you want. There ain't now limit" her mother announced with a wide grin on her face. "Now that's what I like to hear," haechan said putting in a mouth full of rice, rest giggling at his puffed cheeks.

Ji-ho laughed her best that night, probably the most this year. She felt happy after a long time. After all the humiliation, tension, hate and all the pity looking faces she received the past few months, she finally felt at home with the boys.

They were always her safe place, her shelter. They were always with her when she needed a shoulder to cry onto.

Even though every one were not there all the time haechan never missed a chance to give her his shoulder. Knowing each since they were in their diapers, they understood each other more than anyone else.

She never felt left out or lonely around the boys. Being right next door taeyong and Jiho soon grew pretty close. Same with Mark. The four turned out to be something they never knew they needed. Something more than just friends.

After the death of Han Tae-sook Jaehyun had turned wakeful. Trying to find the exact reason why a boy who was well healthy to shout at the top of his lungs back up there suddenly died without a specific reason.

Though the report showed that he had slipped and hit his head on the floor causing an injury to his skull and severe blood loss Jaehyun just couldn't accept the fact.

Something told him that there was something behind all of this, something darker than he could imagine and it exactly came out as he had expected.

"It ain't a normal death sir," Hyeon reported as jaehyun groaned in annoyance. "Explain" he dead-panned; Hyeon nodded as he continued.

"The hit on the back of his head is very minimal, he could have easily survived that so this leads to the conclusion that the cause of his death ain't because of the injury on the back of his head.

The way he looked pale as if his soul had been sucked out doesn't explain the fact that he had died just cause of a slip. And I had re-visited the school as you had said as found nothing slippery enough for him to actually fall back.

It is as if someone had intentionally pulled him back. And if he had actually fallen it couldn't have been backwards, it should have been forward."

"Exactly! Ain't all of this too sceptical??" jaehyun asked and Hyeon nodded his head vigorously in return.

"And did you notice on that day, none of the teachers or staff nor students were there except the higher-ups, police officers and the firefighters?" "Yup and the article they released about the incident also seems suspicious sir."

"They released an article??" "Yes sir" bringing up his tablet as he opened up the page showing it to jaehyun, reading it carefully line by line. "Found dead by the janitor?!?" jaehyun yelled in a sing sang way feeling a bit inconceivable.

"And another thing the school had also requested us to not reveal any further details on this incident and that we close the case" Hyeon revealed while jaehyun took in a sharp breath stroking his chin.

"Why are they soo mistrustful...Do one thing, do a complete background check on the school and come back to me and remember to stay low, since we have been told to close the case I don't want any word going out regarding our research" Hyeon nodded walking out the room straight into his own little space.

The sun slowly started setting down leaving an orange hue prominent in the sky. The car drifted across the road as it came to a halt in front of the newly renewed school.

Getting out of the car Jaehyun gazed at the building. "Woah they renewed it this fast" walking towards the gates; going under the police line band staring at the newly revamped school.

Walking through the newly built classrooms he doubted his own eyes, not believing the pace at which the school got rebuilt, it had only been 2 weeks since the incident and the school was good as new.

"Who are you??" A voice called out making jaehyun turn on his heels. He looked back to see one of the securities standing at the end of the corridor. "I thought there was no one in the school...aa stupid me" he mumbled as he took out his badge.

"Police. I'm just here for the final investigation to close the case. Don't mind me, sir. I'll be around looking here and there" Jaehyun yelled, the old man nodded as he made his way to the other side.

Strolling through the library, auditoriums, labs, playgrounds and homerooms, he finally came to a stop in front of the principal's portico.

Eyes trailing on the images hung upon the wall. Stopping in front of a familiar portrait he studied the image.

"That's my Grandfather. The founder of this school." A voice spoke from behind startling him. "Oh sorry I didn't mean scaring you" Jaehyun stood there looking at the man with wide eyes still processing what just happened.

"I'm Jhonny. The principal of this school." He introduced himself, putting forth a hand. Jaehyun shook his hands questionably. "Okay, you'll be wondering what I'm doing here. As the school principal, I must inspect the school after its renewal shouldn't I??" Jhonny asked raising an eyebrow.

Jaehyun just returned a nod in return. "Well as the school principal and clearly the main person of this place and also as a curious person I must be asking what's your reason of visit. I thought all the investigations were over"

"Well we have decided to close- more like you have told us to close the case... I'm here for the final investigation before I close the case sir" jaehyun replied with a bit of confidence as Jhonny nodded.

"Go on sir I don't intend to interrupt your investigation. The school's yours" with that Jhonny disappeared off. Making his last and final stop at the rooftop, the scene replaying right in front of his eyes, Jaehyun searched for any way the boy must have slipped but to no avail he found nothing.

Not even a drop of water. A sigh of frustration left his mouth as he groaned in annoyance.

Walking down the stairs as disappointment filled the air. He had wished to find at least one clue but he found none except a weird principal.

Spinning the keys he walked through the grounds. Having one last glance at the school he returned back to his car. Starting the engine he looked towards the school to see the principal staring right back at him; a wide grin prominent on his face.

Revving the engine twice jaehyun took the car at an unholy pace towards his house.

"You have to look after her" "WHAT!?!" "I'm sure I made it clear. You don't have to stay with her all the time. Just watch her from afar" Eun-Tak finished and jungwoo gasped in disbelief.

Of all the people she could give the job to she gave it to him. A Ghost. "What about the hunting?? Who will do that if I'm looking after her?" he asked.

"It was originally Yuta's job. And now that you have other jobs to do I'm pretty sure he'll be glad to take that. He is anyways at liberty for the past few years." Jungwoo sniffed rubbing his nos, taking in a sharp breath.

"But why?? Why suddenly she is to be guarded??" he queried. "She is not safe. He is after her"

The sun completely sunk down to the bottom, taking its much-needed rest before it came up again the next day shining brighter than the day before.

The moon shone at its best as it adorned the city beneath it with its light. Skipping her way down the pathway, humming a random tune that came to her mouth that minute she made her way towards her house.

The bag danced in her hands along with her steps. Her face was half-lit in the moonlight. Her phone buzzed bringing her to reality. Taking it out of her pocket; looking at the caller ID a smile adorned her face.

"FullSun"

Jungwoo stood way up high from the ground, looking at the girl laughing at something she heard from the caller. A small smile was prominent on his face.

Concentration slowly drifting apart, mind slowly flying off to the conversation he just came out from.

"Who's after her??" jungwoo enquired, eun-tak knew she had to tell him "Han Tae-sul" "Who??" "The older brother of Han Tae sook, Han Tae-Sul" Eun-tak replied; jungwoo stood there confused.

Not exactly knowing why and how she was connected to him. "Why??" Eun-Tak sank into her throne and sighed in defeat. "Before I tell you that you have to know something...."

"WHAT THE FUCK!?!" her voice cut him out of his thoughts as he panicked. Looking around to see she was long gone, he flew past the street.

A sigh of relief left his mouth as he found her half panicked figure staring at a petty cockroach down the pathway. "What happened!?! You good??" haechan's worried voice came out as she yelled once again.

"A COCKROACH!?!" "OML WHERE ARE YOU???" haechan yelled as she told him her exact position. Not moving an inch from where she stood she impatiently waited for him.

"What...she's scared of a cockroach???" Jungwoo scoffed. "You made me panic for no reason..tsk" rolling his eyes he disappeared into thin air.

Under the bright moonlight, the old wooden roof looked lusterless as the car stop right in front of it. Getting out Hyeon gazed at the house before entering.

Dim lights lit the house making it burdensome to find the right path. Being a vintage house it had many layers and god knew when where he would be.

Hyeon slowly made his way towards the somewhat brighter room. Opening the door to see him complete engrossed in the paper he was reading to even notice someone had entered his house.

The glasses dangling at the bridge of his nose holding onto its dear life. The table lamp being the only source of light in the room lit up only half of Jaehyun's face.

Woah how does he look so good even in this light?

"What are you staring at?" Jaehyun spoke cutting Hyeon's thoughts. "Oh, uh yea uh I did the research you told me to do" "And??..." "Well, there ain't anything too suspicious in this school. They run like all the other schools.

Nothing different. And there ain't no criminal records as of now nor any records of bullying or any kind of sexual convictions" Hyeon ended while jaehyun drowned in thought.

"But all of these sound falsity...but why??" Jaehyun questioned; Hyeon just shook his head in response not knowing how to reply.

A sudden sharp breath by Hyeon brought jaehyun back to reality. "But sir one thing is suspicious," Hyeon said looking down at his report. "What's that??" Jaehyun slowly stood up trying to get a peek into the report.

"The school's been run down for around three generations, but..." "What?? But what?!?" Jaehyun yelled. Curiosity killing the poor cat.

"The schools been run down for three generations but the date of its establishment was around 16..57.." Hyeon dragged the numbers, a dazed look of bewilderment prominent on his face.

"The school was founded during the 17th century but it had only been run down thrice??" jaehyun asked with a hint of amazement in his voice.

"Yes sir the principals have only been changed thrice" Hyeon confirmed, nodding his head affirmatively. "Are they immortals??" Jaehyun questioned taking the folder from the hands of Hyeon.

"The current principal has been in power for over 100 years and why hasn't no one taken notice of that??" "No idea sir, no one had ever investigated this deep about this school, that may be the reason" Hyeon replied.

"For info, he looks damn young like the goblin from the drama. He for sure ain't above a 100 years old!!" Jaehyun refuted looking at the picture of the man he saw earlier at school.

"Do you think he's actually a goblin sir?? What if such species actually exist??" Hyeon questioned making Jaehyun fall into deep thought.

"What in the world are you Jhonny?" Jaehyun mumbled looking at the image of Jhonny and the previous principals.

What is up with this school?? Why is it soo eerie?

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Phantom💨

Chapter 2

AU: Ghost Au

Word count: 2.45k (approx.)

Warnings: Language, Bullying, Mentions of death and torture

Pairing(s): Kim Jungwoo x OC, NCT(certain members) x OC

Author's Note: Hi!! So it's my first fanfiction here on Tumblr and I'm really really excited!!! Any suggestions, critiques and feedback is welcome!! Hope you enjoy the story and find it interesting!

Heavy and incessant rain poured down from the sky as the girl sat there staring at the leaves moving in sync with the heavy wind out the window. Ears perking up the nonchalant melody that the raindrops produced.

"Hers is a rare case. Normally people don't tend to survive such smoke intakes but she managed to. However lucky she was it's not expected to continue so I would recommend bringing her for constant check-ups" the doctor said while she could hear another voice pretty similar to someone she knew spew out a quick thank you but she couldn't pinpoint exactly who that was. It was just too familiar, The voice. Every single word was crystal clear while she laid there without any help. Her body not responding to her calls, her soul became completely disconnected from her body.

"Feels like the Gods are very angry today" a man's voice came out of nowhere startling her. "Mhmm??" "You don't believe in god do you??" The man asked, a small chuckle left his mouth looking at her surprised face.

"No, it's not like I don't believe in God's. But things like it rains when gods are angry, those kinds of stuff...I don't believe" she replied while he nodded his head.

"Aa, Do you by chance believe in other entities?? Like ghosts, vampires, grim reapers and stuff???" "Mhm, well, I do think they might be present around us. Maybe living as one of us. Who knows??" "So you do. No wonder" "Eh???" "Nah nothing," he said as she spared him a glance before turning back.

"Ah yea I didn't introduce myself. I'm Nakamoto Yuta." "I'm Jiho" both exchanging handshakes while the thunders burst out heavily, water droplets pouring down without a wait.

Sitting on her bed, her eyes set on the screen. Deeply immersed in the drama not noticing the three entering the room. “What are you watching soo keenly??" "Omg! You almost gave me a heart attack!" she whisper yelled, keeping a hand on her chest while she looked at him with wide eyes.

"Oh, I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you" the boy apologised for his eyes showing a hint of concern "Tch whatever, by the way why are you guys here??" she asked looking at the three lads standing in front of her.

"Ya! Did you think we won't visit knowing there was a bomb blast at your school and that you were present right there when that happened and you were also injured!" the boy yelled

"Calm down, calm down mark will ya," she said patting his back while mark took deep breaths. The two others stood there looking at him. "What ??" mark spatted out while the two just shook their heads.

"You could have been a rapper. Your speed and flow of words were incredible" an unknown voice from the back came which was then continued by clapping. All heads turned in the direction of the voice to see none other than Yuta standing there leaning on the door, smiling widely.

"Who is he??" mark slowly asked bending down to her. "I'm yuta, Nakamoto Yuta," he said entering the room, walking towards his bed. "You know him??" haechan whispered while she nodded. "Unfortunately, yes. What's that??" she asked pointing at the bag Taeyong held.

"Oh, here it's ginseng tea" "OMG THANKS!!!" "We knew you liked it" haechan smirked looking at her puppy eyes admiring the box. "Like it?? I love it!!" she yelled hugging the cover. The rest giggled at her gesture while yuta sat there looking at the group of four blabbering. A smirk was prominent on his face.

"JUNGWOO!!!!" Her voice pierced through his ears as he groaned. "Now what" he mumbled rolling his eyes up in annoyance as he walked towards her room to see an angry-looking goddess who was ready to burn down the whole world sitting on her throne. Not uttering a word he entered the room.

Head hanging low. "YOU BETTER CLEAR THIS MESS OFF. OR I'LL FINISH HIM." she roared pointing at the sphere. "That little brat" he internally cursed glancing at the sphere. "I'll take care of him" "You better" the goddess demanded and with that he left the room bashing his way out the gates of hell towards the living realm, Earth.

"Kid don't make any hasty decisions okay?? Whatever it is we'll talk it off uh?? Please get down." the officer cried out through the megaphone while more crowd of police officers and firefighters gathered around the school, looking up at the boy standing at the edge of the rooftop. Firefighters and police gathered holding the safety net for the boy to fall on in case of a slip.

"I WON'T GET DOWN !!!! HOW MANY EVER TIMES YOU SAY I WON'T!! TRY ALL THE TRICKS YOU WANT NONE OF THEM WILL WORK ON ME!!!" the boy yelled from up there making the officer even more irritated. "YA!!! GET DOWN HERE YOU LITTLE SON OF A BI-" "Sir calm down, calm down" the other tried pulling the officer back while he tried to get out of their grip.

"DO WHATEVER YOU WANT YOU CAN NEVER GET ME DOWN!!! I'LL JUMP OFF IF ANYONE OF YOU COME UP" The boy yelled putting one leg forth making the crowd gasp in fear.

"Look kid, calm down eh? Tell me what's bothering you okay. I'll try my best to clear it out. So why don't you come down hmm??" The lady officer spoke while the boy refused.

"NO ONE CAN EVER STOP ME- AH AH AH" A hand pulled his ears making him lose balance and fall back. "Ya, How many warnings should I give hmm?? I told you to live, didn't I?? Why do you keep causing trouble!!" jungwoo yelled slightly kicking him on his abdomen.

"AHHH.....I'm sorry, I did wrong I was supposed to listen to you but please it's too tough. Please let me die. Please I understood living is hell and that what I did was wrong. Please" the boy begged, rubbing his hands.

"Look here, Han Tae-sook. You either live. Or you rot in hell under the hands of Eun-Tak. And trust me you wouldn't want that" Jungwoo threatened him while the boy made weird noises in fear. "I'm giving you one last chance. Live or die??"

"I wanna die please" the boy begged while jungwoo clicked his tongue. "Don't tell me I didn't warn you before. Cause you're completely gonna regret this decision" with that the boy turned pale.

A cloud of small silver dust left his body as it flew across the sky towards the hands of the goddess. Putting a hand forward to close the open eyes of the boy, a long sigh left jungwoo's mouth. His eyes wander towards the vast sky. Soaking in all the warmth of the beaming sun.

The door bashed open as the officer ran towards the boy's dead body. "OMG kid are you alright??" pressing his neck to see a blank pulse. A sigh of defeat left his mouth as his head hung low. "Ah. Why did you have to do it? Ah." he wailed looking at the boy.

"Officer Jung!!!!" another officer ran towards him to see the boy dead. "Is he dead??" the officer just nodded his head motioning him to take the body. Looking around to see no one up there he left the rooftop.

Jungwoo stood there frozen. Eyes trailing towards that one officer. A pang of guilt instantly hit him as a tear rolled down his cheeks as he choked on his saliva. Eyes stuck on that one person, his name tag.

Jung Jaehyun

"You finally understood what I told you to do in the very first place," the goddess muttered making jungwoo snicker. "It was his choice, I gave him another chance to live, but he chose to come to you." "And you let him??" "Yup" "That's so unlike you," eun-tak said, making him shrug.

"Anyways Imma take good care of him," she said, rubbing her hands in anticipation of what all she could do next. "Do whatever you want. He's all your now" With that jungwoo disappeared off like dust.

"Let's see what we got here. Han Tae-Sok. You should have accepted the chance Jungwoo gave you. Tch you poor thing." screams of pain and misery of the boy filled the room echoing all around hell.

Jungwoo's face scrunched up in disgust making Jhonny giggle. "I have no idea how she even does that" "That's her job" Jhonny stated making jungwoo snicker. Settling down on the long comfy seat as his mind travelled back to the time at the rooftop. That face.

"Jhonny" "Mhm??" "Have you ever felt guilty after seeing a man even though you don't know who that man is or what made you feel guilty??" "Why, you felt that??" "Just answer," jungwoo replied coldly.

"Well, I haven't felt that, but I've heard some say that when they meet someone from their past life or something, they feel some kind of emotion. But I haven't experienced any" "I don't even remember my past" "I don't know mate. You don't necessarily need to remember your past to feel that" Jhonny stated, as he stood up walking out of the room.

Jung Jaehyun. Who are you??

"Guys..." her voice came out rather cold than expected as the boys looked at her. Scoffing in disbelief as she pointed at the wheelchair. "Ain't this too much??" the boys just stood there looking at the wheelchair then at the girl.

"What's too much? I don't get it??" haechan asked pretty bewildered while she groaned, annoyed by the boys' extra care."...don't you think the wheelchair is too much?? I wasn't in a car accident! My legs are perfectly fine-" shaking her legs to and fro "-I can walk!" she stated while the boys rubbed their napes in embarrassment.

"Maybe we went too much with the 'helping her thingy'" taeyong said as the rest nodded "YASS!!-" she yelled finally happy that the boys understood why she was like that "-now come on let's go back home. I'm sickkkk of this hospital smell" waving her hand in front of her face, scrunching up her nose in disgust.

"Alright let's get ice cream on the way back. It's hot~" Mark announced making the rest excited. "Let's go!!!!" haechan screeched, putting his hands up while the rest sighed. Walking past him like they never knew him. Haechan ran towards them shouting their names while the rest sped up.

Walking down the slope of the hospital porch laughing about how haechan nearly tripped not knowing about the sudden slope. Not taking her surroundings into account she laughed at the top of her lungs.

Unconsciously bumping onto someone, she spewed out a quick sorry as she continued walking not even glancing at him.

His eyes trailed on that little figure skipping her way past the gates of the hospital debating whether they bumped or not.

Nah I ain't even in my human form no way she could have I'm just hallucinating.

With that, he walked towards the doors bursting them open as he slowly turned visible to the naked eyes of the people around him.

"I want a melona!!!!" she screeched pointing at that one bar that stood out from the others. Picking the only one that was left, extending her hands putting the bar in front of her giving mark a frolicsome smile. "Pretty pleaseee" "You just got one a minute ago" a hit of ire in his voice as he looked at her puppy eyes.

"Pleassseeee I love melona!!!" she begged, a sigh of defeat left his mouth. Grabbing the bar he walked towards the counter, paying for it as she giggled in excitement. "Thank you!!" she exclaimed showing a beaming smile as he scoffed, walking out the store.

The blistering hot breeze instantly hit them, a bead of crystal clear sweat rolling down her forehead, Shifting their heads to the side to see the two boys engrossed on the screens of the phone. "What's so exciting??" he enquired while the two boys flinched at the sudden voice.

"Oh...uh-" the drag in his voice made the two more and more curious. "-You remember the bully Han Tae-sook ??" taeyong spoke knowing haechan won't be able to tell it out. The two bewildered individuals nodded their heads as taeyong took a long breath.

"He was found dead at the rooftop of our school-" "I thought the school was burned down in the fire" she cut him, her face showing no emotions. "-Not exactly the fire died down before destroying the entire building" taeyong filled in the air as the rest stood there. Not exactly knowing how to respond.

"So any idea how exactly was he found dead on the rooftop of our school??" mark broke the silence while the two other boys' heads hung low. "Well according to the article released by our school he was found dead by the janitor but...-" taeyong took a long breath before continuing. "- But I'm sure that ain't the case" he finished while haechan took the lead.

"He surely can't enter the school cause it's been under tight security ever since the fire and none of the teachers including the staff isn't allowed inside the school for the past few weeks so no way the janitor was in the school at that time" he concluded while the rest three nodded their heads.

"True...anyways what's the use in investigating now. He's probably gone for good. He ain't a person I'll miss" Ji-ho replied nonchalantly. "Well yea let's just forget about it," taeyong said as the rest followed him down the alley towards her house. "But ain't it too weird" haechan mumbled ever so lightly inaudible to the rest who walked in front of him. Don't bother much.

Forget it, you anyways won't be able to forgive him for what he did, now that he is gone the better ...

Upon the large leather seat sat the man watching all the discussions the group of 4 did. "The boy seemed pretty serene about the fact than we expected. Shouldn't we do something about this, sir??" the one next to him spoke while he shook his head.

"Not yet..he isn't ready for it" the other spoke leaning back on his big throne. Looking down at the boy acting very bizarre in front of his friends while the rest laughed at his comical character. "He will know when it's time" he spoke while the other one gave a half bow.

You will get back to your senses and attain your rightful position and I'll make sure of it.

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Thanks for the tag @ssweettreatt !!<333~

Well guess I'm a complete different in each picture 😌 Though two are pretty similar the other one is completely different •́ ‿ ,•̀

Taglist: Anyone interested can do this!!!!

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tagged by. @juniblvssom ty, love <3

tagging. @junityy @rutowonz @iwonzzi @wonvelvet @feyregels @spookybias and anyone else who'd like to try out!! no pressure <3

i tested it twice with slightly diff angles and the results came out so different haha but it was super fun!! the strong ego part?? hi hello is that callout to my superiority complex?? 😔😔 /hj

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Phantom💨

Chapter 1

AU: Ghost Au

Word count: 2.18k (approx.)

Warnings: Language, Bullying

Pairing(s): Kim Jungwoo x OC, NCT(certain members) x OC

Author's Note: Hi!! So it's my first fanfiction here on Tumblr and I'm really really excited!!! Any suggestions, critiques and feedback is welcome!! Hope you enjoy the story and find it interesting!

Corridors filled with students as the final warning bell for lunch rung. Everyone fastly driving their way across the hallways to their respective classes. Pushing past one another, the girl ran across the hall towards her locker, only to see it half-open with all her books fallen down.

As expected, the so-called mean girls of the school Seol-hee, Jin-hae, and Soo-young stood right beside it giggling, anger fuming up as Jiho tried to calm herself down."Tch, look at that little brat face of yours. How sad," the little minion spoke as the rest giggled at her statement.

Clenching her fists, she slowly made her way towards the scattered books.Picking them up one by one. Coldwater fell right above her, wetting her books. Evil laughs erupting from behind. The ice-cold liquid dripped down her eyelids, forming a small puddle on her skirt.

Raising her head up as she saw a crowd already formed, looking at her with pity-filled eyes. A few gossiping on what was about to happen next.

"I feel sad for her." "Well, it was her mistake to tap on them the first day." "Mmmh" Anger burning up, she clenched her fists, letting out a big sigh. None came up to help her or stand up for her.All stood there, either looking at her with pity eyes or gossiping, the girls proud of how they accomplished their task of embarrassing Ji-ho in front of everyone.

"What's happening here?? " A voice came out as the students hurried back to their classes. "You girls again! How many times have I told people not to bully anyone! Get back to your classes! A lot of you!" the teacher yelled as the crowd slowly disappeared.

The girls walked back to their classes but not forgetting to show a middle finger at Jiho and sticking their tongue out. Snickering at their action, Jiho Slowly picked up her maths assignments which were now dripping wet, a long sigh left her mouth.

"You alright there kid??" a concerned voice asked out. She just nodded her head, continuing to pick up the papers. "Here, let me help you with these," he said as he picked up the books which escaped the water pour. Giving the books to her as she thanked him.

Putting them inside the locker to see he was still there looking at the maths assignment papers. "Need any help with that?? I can talk to the teacher," he asked out.

"Oh no, that would be too much, sir. This was more than enough," she said. "I'm sure you'll en-number of scoldings for this," he said looking at the papers which lay on the floor.

"And you're late too," he said pointing at the clock right above their lockers.Holy shit! "It's completely alright...I'm gonna get scoldings anyway," she mumbled, looking at the torn sheets. "I'll be alright, sir...and I better hurry up," she said, taking the books that she needed. Giving a 90 bow as she hurried her way down the hall, towards her class.

Unknown to her the male also hurried his way down the hall right behind her. Entering the classroom right after she entered it.

She entered the classroom only to see it completely messy. Kids threw paper planes at one another, while a few threw punches. A wave of relief flew across her knowing the teacher hadn't yet arrived, as she made her way up to the last bench.Sitting down, she arranged her books, thinking of an excuse to tell so that her maths sir would believe her. The whole class fell silent as she looked up from her desk.

Woah! It's the sir I saw a minute ago! Wait what's he doing here?? "Good afternoon everybody! I'll be your substitute math teacher for now as your previous sir is out of town. May I introduce myself I'm Moon Taeil." he said. "Wait so, that sir is really gone??" a student asked with the hope that hell left them, making taeil put out a small laugh.

"Well, not exactly gone he will be back in a few months, but until then, you'll have to bear with me," he said as sounds of disapproval filled the room."Alright then shall we start," he asked as a chorus of 'yes' erupted. "Well then, I heard he had given you guys an assignment may, I see it??" he asked, making the whole class groan in annoyance.

"Okay, come on! one by one, show me your assignments come on fast!" he said walking towards their tables one by one, checking their assignments. Oh please! you know what happened to me. Please let me go! Jiho prayed while the teacher came closer and closer to her desk.Finally, in front of her desk, she looked at his eyes with the hope that he would spare her.

Without another word, he left walking down towards his table. "Aren't you checking Ji-ho's assignment sir??" Jin-hae asked jolting up from her seat, waiting for Jiho to get her scoldings."Well I'm sure you know the reason exactly, why I didn't check her assignment," he said taking out the book and writing a sum on the board as he explained it.

The day went by in a snap, from getting embarrassed in front of the whole school in the corridor to the boring maths classes to pretty exciting science labs, the day was pretty mixed for Jiho.

Walking down the hallway as everyone bid their farewells, leaving the school premises. Jiho walked towards her locker putting out all the unnecessary stuff as she closed it when everything went silent and she was thrown to the other side.

A constant siren hit her ears, while cries and wails became more prominent. Feeling nauseous as she held her head in pain. Trying to open her eyes only to close them back the next second.Finding a hand support nearby as she tried to stand up. Finally opening her eyes to see fire all over, nurses and firefighters walking helter-skelter, carrying the hurt students.

Not quite getting the situation as she stumbled on a body. Eyes widening in fear, she looked at the dead body of a kid lying right below her. Letting out a scream, she pushed the body away.Looking around she saw bodies filled with blood being taken away outside.

"Hey, kid! You alright there??" a voice called out. Looking at the distance it was none other than taeil walking towards her.Head feeling heavy, her eyelids constantly dropping down, when it finally closed. "Jiho!!!" and that was the last thing she heard after which everything went blank.

"Earlier today at Neo High School an unexpected event of bombing happened astonishing every one of us. The cause of this event to happen or as to why this happened is still unknown to us.

Since the attack was after the school bell, casualties of deaths are less, however from the reports we have received, unfortunately, we had lost 5 of them who were right near the bombs.

103 severely injured including the staff and teachers. Further updates after the short break."

The news reporter ended, while the hospital was in mayhem. Shortage of doctors being a problem as the few handfuls of them moved here and there on their calls. Students as well as teachers who were hurt less helping others.

Jungwoo wandered through the busy corridors. Pacing through the walls into the other rooms, becoming dust a minute, back to form the other.

Being a spectre, roaming around anywhere without being noticed was indeed a privilege. But at times it just felt too lonely staying up on those rooftops all alone with no one to talk to.

Stealing a doctor's coat, while the name tag appeared out of nowhere, he entered the local ward and smiled at the mess he had made, walking towards a certain bed.

Looking at the boy trying his best to hold on to his soul, he grinned. "He had gotten himself cut on a piece of glass doctor, on his neck" the nurse stated while putting constant pressure on his neck.

He just nodded. "I'll take care of it you can leave." "Are you sure you don't need help??" "Do I need to say again??" he said making direct eye contact with the nurse. A sudden feeling filled the nurse, making her change her mind. "I'll leave him to you sir" the nurse bowed and left.

A chuckle left his mouth as he looked at the boy. Jungwoo slowly bent down, snapping his fingers right in front of his face. With a gasp, the boy opened his eyes. Terrified to see the man in front of him.

"Hi! Well, to be honest, I never intended on hurting the other students, they never deserved this," Jungwoo said putting on the gloves. "But you made me to," he whispered letting out a big sigh. "At first, I intended to kill you but now," he turned looking at all the kids laying on the beds.

"You deserve more than hell," he demanded, his voice deeper than the ocean, grabbing hold of his neck. The boy gasped as he searched for air. Struggling under his hold as the boy's eyes teared up. Jungwoo satisfied looking a the boy, he slowly bent down to his ears,

"You think I'll let you die this easily?? hmm??" a chuckle left Jungwoo's mouth, as the scar on the boy's neck healed itself.

"I'm gonna show what's more dreadful than dying, its life. I'll come back to you when it's time. Till then I'mma let you live" he said taking his hands off the boy's neck.

"NO NO NO !!!! PLEASE!!!" the boy yelled gaining the attention of the nurses. they rushed towards him trying to calm him down. "NO NO NO I WANNA DIE !!! PLEASE LET ME DIE!! PLEASE" he begged looking at jungwoo, struggling at the grip of the nurse.

"Please sir I wanna die" he begged while the nurses looked at him puzzled. Jungwoo just shrugged his shoulders, "I can't do anything about this. It's your fate" he said while the boy wailed more.

The nurses were confused about whom he was talking to. "Do you see someone there??" one of the nurses asked, while the rest shook their heads.

"He is standing right there can't you see!!" the boy yelled pointing straight at jungwoo. "He must have hit his head somewhere. Ms Kim give him a sedative" the nurse said as the other followed her order.

"They can't see me~," jungwoo replied teasingly satisfied he made the boy hate life, before he disappeared into thin air. Reappearing near the vending machine he put his hand through the glass, taking a drink.

"Mommy! look the juice can is floating!!" the girl yelled while her mom gasped. The can instantly disappearing off. "Shit I almost messed up." jungwoo internally cursed himself as he walked through the corridors. All the cries and wails and wishes were still prominent to his ears as that voice came up once again.

Why am I living??

Once again becoming curious as he walked towards the escalator. Not bothering for it to reach down, he stepped down as if walking down the stairs, moving through people.

Finally coming up in front of the room, holding the handle of the door. Just when he opened half of it, he was pulled by another force.

On the sudden wind, Taeil looked up to see no one else other than her peaceful sleeping body and a half-open door that was closing. Brushing off the suspiciousness he looked at her.

Her steadily increasing heartbeats, accompanied by her slow breaths filling the air. Her tiny body lay delicately on the bed, with her hands on both sides.

Feeling an urgent wish to take a loo he left the room to the bathroom. Her chest constantly moved up and down as she took long breaths when her finger moved slightly.

A frustrated Jungwoo stood in front of her, panting heavily due to the sudden pull. "Why'd did you call me here??" he asked pretty annoyed. "You should have killed him. It was your order" She said sternly.

He let out a snicker, cracking his knuckles as he looked into her eyes. "He deserves to rot in the realm of the living." "That ain't up to to you. It's up to-"

"The gods. Yea yea keep all that bullshit to yourself, he deserves this" Jungwoo said annoyed. "You never listen to me. Ya! you know how many explanations I have to give cause of your silly actions??"

"That's none of his problem, to be honest" Another voice spoke. "Oh! come on! Why is everyone taking his side?!? If you don't know I'm the one who faces the gods when he does some mistake. And Jungwoo I don't think I can hold that anymore.

Cause the gods may call you any time now, they've had enough of my stories." An angry goddess stormed out of the room leaving the two individuals dumbstruck.

"Well, that was expected anyways thanks Jhonny" "Your always welcome man, but what did you do wrong this time??" Jhonny asked sitting down, looking at the big round globe showing the events happening in the living realm.

"I just showed a boy what life really is" jungwoo peacefully said taking a seat next to him, mind wandering off to the voice he heard before he was brought here.

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