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as much as I adore indulging in my hyperfixations and often want to do nothing but Think about The Thing™ it's so so important to recognise when this happens and try not let it lead you to neglecting other parts of your life.
the thing can wait while you go and get yourself a good meal and a drink, you still need to find time to rest and,, as hard it can be it helps if you find time to think about other things.
as with everything, moderation and balance are so so important in helping you feel better in all aspects of your life.
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title » 'fragile ! handle with care'
pairing » tatsumi kazehaya x gn!reader
sypnosis » tatsumi thinks you're the most precious thing he has ever laid his eyes on and for that reason, he has always treated you with the utmost care, showcasing it through his subtle yet so incredibly loving actions towards you. it seems like today is no different as he tends to the injury you've incurred while being clumsy.
requested? yes
genre » fluff
warnings » mentions of reader getting a cut whilst cooking
a/n » i hope you enjoy this, sora <3
tatsumi never failed to pay attention to you and your wellbeing, even in the most simple ways; always making sure that he was the one walking on the side closest to the road, drowning you in layers upon layers of clothing when it was cold in fear of you getting sick and even driving more carefully when you were in the car with him.
this time he was fussing over the fact that you had hurt yourself while cooking, or at least attempting to cook. although it was a mere cut, he was acting as if it was a lethal wound, scolding you as he put a bandaid over it and kissed it right after.
"you really should be more careful, my love," he said, sighing as he wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer to him. "i don't like it when you get hurt." he added, pressing his lips to your forehead as you hummed in agreement absentmindedly.
"hey, are you even listening to me?," he pouted, pulling away slightly to take a look at you only to find a drowsy expression present on your face. you snapped out of your daze after hearing his words, embarrassed at the fact that you were practically about to fall asleep while standing because of how comfortable his embrace was.
"i am listening, i swear!" you tried to defend yourself, but you weren't very convincing by the way tatsumi chuckled and connected his lips to yours. pulling away for air, he brushed a stray strand of hair out of your face before taking your hand in his to pull you over to the couch.
he sat down first, tugging you onto his lap soon after and circling his arms around your waist once again. "i'm sure this'll be more comfortable than trying to sleep while standing, my dear," he reasoned with a smile as you nodded, sighing contentedly at the warmth he provided.
and with that, you drifted off to sleep.
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An episode of mania almost always always always starts out so euphorically, makes you feel like you’re on the perfect drug, makes your confidence and motivation sky rocket and has you romanticizing all the fun it baits you with. It feels so amazing, you feel like nothing can hurt you or get to you.
Then the irritability comes, genuine rage, such an uncomfortable and overwhelming increase in libido, dangerous impulses, social behavior to be humiliated from by the time you crash, severe sleep deprivation that disorients the fuck out of you the longer you go without it, without even feeling tired at all. But feeling completely out of control. And if it escalates, Lord help you. Hallucinations, bad paranoia, black outs, substance abuse (or relapse if you happen to be recovering), delusions, everything that could get you into a psych ward. It isn’t fun at the end and any pleasure you feel is completely illusionary.
The worst part is I still normally never want it to stop. Because the depression after, which gets so ugly and terrible the longer, more intense the mania is, is something I’m not looking forward to at all. That, and mania can really sometimes convince you that you love it. I’m not wanting to go there though, because I have a lot to lose. Even if I don’t lose anything, I’m tired of this cycle and just can’t afford to desire it anymore. So I’m managing where I can, but wow it’s just scary to watch it take you higher and higher into it, and further and further away from yourself.
This is precisely why I despise any sort of stigma toward bipolar disorder. It’s so misunderstood, misquoted, and mistreated. I just really want and need some help. My hands are so sweaty and shaky, my heart and my mind are racing, I can’t stop talking, I can’t eat. I can’t focus, I can only fixate. And it’s just so overwhelming already.
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If EVERYBODY in your life hates your significant other then they are the problem. If it is one or two people like a family member you have a turbulent relationship with and one friend who’s always been kind of jealous, maybe they just hate your success. But most of the time that is not the case and the people who are closest to you and love you and have had your back for years probably know when your new relationship is toxic and/or doomed.
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An episode of mania almost always always always starts out so euphorically, makes you feel like you’re on the perfect drug, makes your confidence and motivation sky rocket and has you romanticizing all the fun it baits you with. It feels so amazing, you feel like nothing can hurt you or get to you.
Then the irritability comes, genuine rage, such an uncomfortable and overwhelming increase in libido, dangerous impulses, social behavior to be humiliated from by the time you crash, severe sleep deprivation that disorients the fuck out of you the longer you go without it, without even feeling tired at all. But feeling completely out of control. And if it escalates, Lord help you. Hallucinations, bad paranoia, black outs, substance abuse (or relapse if you happen to be recovering), delusions, everything that could get you into a psych ward. It isn’t fun at the end and any pleasure you feel is completely illusionary.
The worst part is I still normally never want it to stop. Because the depression after, which gets so ugly and terrible the longer, more intense the mania is, is something I’m not looking forward to at all. That, and mania can really sometimes convince you that you love it. I’m not wanting to go there though, because I have a lot to lose. Even if I don’t lose anything, I’m tired of this cycle and just can’t afford to desire it anymore. So I’m managing where I can, but wow it’s just scary to watch it take you higher and higher into it, and further and further away from yourself.
This is precisely why I despise any sort of stigma toward bipolar disorder. It’s so misunderstood, misquoted, and mistreated. I just really want and need some help. My hands are so sweaty and shaky, my heart and my mind are racing, I can’t stop talking, I can’t eat. I can’t focus, I can only fixate. And it’s just so overwhelming already.
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Dude for real though your worth as a human being is not dependent on how productive or “useful” you are. You could do nothing but lay in bed all today and you’d still be worthy of respect and care. Bro you are a living breathing human being and your life has inherent value. Like straight up you don’t have to do something impossible or world changing with your time on earth in order for you to matter. We are all specks of dust in the cosmos and the fact that you exist at all means you are important. Dude you don’t have to earn the right to live bro, like I swear bro, like no cap.
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Happy Birthday, Kamisato Ayato!
Each time we spar, your swordsmanship just seems to improve remarkably. It's truly astonishing.
"Spring ripples thaw winter ice, falling blossoms pierce iron armor" ...I must say, there's something singularly elegant about sword-dancing amidst a shower of falling cherry blossom.
But it seems a shame, does it not, to spend such fine spring sights on martial arts alone?
I have already instructed my retainers to prepare tea and snacks. Stay with me a while so that we might admire the spring's beauty together.
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tw: might vent reblog
23, japanese american living in tokyo.
used to work in a girls bar, recovering from burnout.
♡ genshin comfort
♡ genshin headcannon writer (when i have the energy)
♡ kpop (exo, shinee, ive, fx)
♡ atsv, ff7, enstars, j fashion, etc
♡ autism/adhd/neurodivergent content/awareness
here for comfort and safety.
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