This, ladies and gentlemen, is a prime example of what's wrong with our society. Notice no one has said anything except me. #rapeculture #whatisfeminism #yesallwomen #rapeisNOTajoke

Super stoked about this Bzzagent package!! #neutrogena #triplerepair #damagedhair #conditioningpack #repairhair #gotitforfree

#adopt #adoptadog #adoptnotbuy #nokill #chow #germanshepard #adopttoday #adoptapuppy #adoptinmissouri #adoptinmissouri #branson #bransonmo #missouri

#bransonmissouri #missouri #animalrescue #peta #chow #germanshepard #adopt #adoptadog #puppy #dog #help copy this to your instagram especially if you know people in the missouri area! Help this pup out!

Someone told me today I look so different with make up on. They didn't recognize me (Taken with instagram)

Baby Boot Camp

So I joined a group of awesome ladies who actually care about working out. We push each other...so amazing. love it. And we all bring along our kiddos...ages vary! 

Thanks this I finally stepped off the 200 mark...granted I'm only 198 but woohoo!! I have 2 more months to reach my goal! Woohoo!!

I feel soo much better, its amazing. I actually like what I see in the mirror...abit. I'm still not 100% happy, but much happier. Whats also great about this boot camp, she also works with prenatal ladies! Aka when Im carrying my 2nd and 3rd I can still work out! I'm sure by than I'll be doing okay on my own but extra motivation always helps. Plus its soooo fun! 

Okay Im down pumping now...off to bed! :) 

Fat Be Gone!

So the diet worked, I still keep on top of things with Declan's supply so no worries. I kept testing how much I could control of what I eat. I went alittle low that it gave me headaches but added a fruit smoothie/protein shake and I'm good to go! I'm down to 200lbs still pretty high but i got off the rut of 210 I was suck on. Now hopefully if I keep at this rate I will 170 in time for COCKSPARRER in Philly!! I can wear one of my lovely dresses!

Yay!

Happy Valentines Day (Taken with instagram)

Everytime Declan whines abit Hazel licks him..then they both go back to sleep. So cute!! (Taken with instagram)

Pretty Purple Toes thanks to my spa day! (Taken with instagram)

Wine Teeth #drunk (Taken with instagram)

#picstitch #tickmonster #babies (Taken with instagram)

Oh pitbulls such vicious dogs #pitbulls #dogs #babies #tummytime #bullybreedawarness #bullybreed (Taken with instagram)

Finally a picture that shows his precious lashes! (Taken with instagram)

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twatever

oh dear. ummm one upper moms suck btw. My kid is this my kid is that..who cares. dude.

I love that I have a group of women (my birth group) who are supportive of each other. oh wait. drama for a second. quickly it was nixed. its back. yay! (my summary version.)

Devon and I got in our first fight in aloooooong time. It was weird, but kind of refreshing I thought he was holding it in or something. It started off as he was mad at me for drama going on with my birth group. It then turned into how I got away from people like that to i need to delete them. Which was fine. BUT THEN it turned into an arguement about how I'm mommy 24/7 he's daddy for 4 hours a day. Yeah not a good arguement BUT it needed to happen. I left the house let ourselves cool down for an hour and hashed it out. NOW we have an even better schedule going and I get REAL me time. AND I'm going out for the first time with friends Saturday. YAY!!!!! Im so stoked.

It more INTERESTING news. We got approved for a Home Loan?! What? Yes! A lot more than I expected with my credit. I'm sooo excited. I'm getting a townhouse because I want more space a deck and a walk out basement. If we get a house we could only get one floor. I like townhouses better anyway. This will just be our first home, so were staying in Germantown. Our next and final home will be either Denver, Chicago or IN THE CITY of DC. I prefer the first one myself...we shall see! 

House hunting is soooo fun!! But its going to be a chore. 

I'm starting my new diet now, slowing weaning off sweets and etc. Pregnancy got me hooked on them, so now I need to learn to dislike them again. I got a lot of amazing receipes and wrote out a new grocery list so we're set. Once I'm done breast feeding I will be kick it into super high gear and watch calories too. 

Sooo much in my head. Noooo idea what to write.