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Prize Winners

Justin Herbert x reader

Warning: Smut ahead!! Don’t read ahead if you’re uncomfortable. Minors DNI!!!

A/N: Also this isn’t edited its the early morning and I’m going to bed, goodnight everybody 😂

Watching the last few minutes of the game was so nerve racking. Having a pit in your stomach, you were feeling anxious and impatient just wanting your man home, close to you, safe and healthy.

Spending the past few months during the season you grew happy to be there and spending any time that you could with Justin. He was your giant stuffed bear you couldn’t help but cuddle with when you were cold and needed comfort. He was your safe space and you his.

With all the losses in the season you noticed how much of a toll it took on him. You noticed the nights he was gone from the bed watching tapes from earlier that day seeing where he went wrong.

And in the mornings when you turned over to snuggle closer and just feeling colder since he was gone already.

He grew out his beard and let his hair get even longer than before. You just couldn’t help but feel a little sad about seeing him grow grim.

Focusing back on the man on your tv screen you savored the moment seeing him in uniform with a smile that reflected yours at the final field goal of the night. Signaling the end of the game was the cheers from all the fans who were in the stadium watching.

You felt happy not only for the team but for your man. He could get a clean slate and some healthy motivation.

He needed this.

Texting him a congratulations and telling him to celebrate the win. You felt excited. Your man might be moving from his funk these past few weeks, it was only earlier this week he started talking a little bit more and spending a little less time in his head, but still progress was progress.

Cleaning up the house and getting ready for your man to come back home you couldn’t help but remember seeing him smiling on tv earlier.

A pearly white smile, a lot of scruff and long hair. He looked so manly and soft all at once. You got excited and a little flustered thinking about the last time you two were intimate together. Him between your legs, pounding rough into you while his short chin hairs scratched at your neck.

You didn’t even hear Justin call you name to stuck in your daydream. He liked the way you looked laying in his bed soft eyes matching your smile. He was happy to be home.

Jumping into his arms, you loved feeling him flush against you, clothes on or off. Kissing him deeply, feeling his soft lips and beard on you lips was so comforting. One hand wrapped around your body and the other caressing your head deepening the kiss, you both felt love spark again.

Moving his long legs from the doorway to the edge of the bed, Justin felt victorious, as did you.

Moving his lips down your neck and pulling back to admire your body only dressed in his larger jersey and your panties, he smirked thinking how lucky he was tonight. From winning a game to having a gorgeous woman in his bed in front of him. He loved everything about tonight.

Sitting up impatiently and taking of his shirt you moved to kiss him hungrily. You loved to be on him, pleasing him. Getting off the bed and pushing him down you undid his shorts pulling them down, setting his dick free. A sight you will never get over.

Licking him from base to tip you loved the way he tasted.icing your head back down you licked and kissed him from his groin up to his lips, while your hand wrapped tightly around him pumping, spewing praises to your man. All he could do was moan and grip harder to your back side.

He loved when you did this, praising him for doing the bare minimum at home and for doing his job and being away from home he loved coming back to you. Pulling you up and flipping you over he only pushed the jersey you were wearing up and pulling your panties to the side.

Justin just couldn’t help but stare at you before he licked a long strip up to your clit.

Kneeling down some more to be closer to you he gripped you legs tighter when he felt you grip his locks and try to push his head away when he sucked your sensitive, swollen bud. Loving this scene he only moved his head crazily. Wanting a better taste. Your juices coating his cheeks, jaw, lips, and tongue. You loved it, he was eating you out like he hadn’t ate the whole day. A starving man he was.

As he went to reach your boobs and toy with your nipples he felt you grow closer. Looking up and making eye contact with you was what set you loose. Shaking legs an arched back and a man between your thighs, you felt it then. His neediness coming out. Catching your breath you looked up at the 6’6 god admiring your red thighs.

Beard burn was sure to set in within the next round. But god did you love it.

Pulling him close and kissing him harsh, moaning cause of your taste on his lips. You tugged at his member pulling him onto the bed and straddling him. Goddamn did you feel like you won first place in a race. Lining him up and sinking down you felt a good stretch.

Both of you moaning at the same time. You looked down at his face while he looked down at your deep connection. Looking back up in time to catch you lean forward to kiss him and start moving your hips.

Justin grasped at your ass giving it a harsh smack when you stuck you tongue in his mouth.

“Oh my God angel,”

“…you feel so good”

Nodding and moaning out in response you started moving faster. Lost in the feeling you didn’t even care about your legs starting to shake and the ache of your beard burn rubbing against his hips.

Feeling you spasm around his dick, he started touching you everywhere, just like you taught him. Justin started getting lost to when he felt you cumming down hard on him. Squeezing him like if that was the only way you could hold onto him.

He planted his feet on the bed, hands on your hips while you were leaned forward, head placed in his neck, he started pounding into you.

Moaning louder and squealing when you felt his tip brush against your cervix he couldn’t help himself to pull out, staying deep inside you as he came hard, dick twitching and chests heaving.

The both of you feeling like you won the lottery and super lucky.

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A/N: This is based off this request, im not gonna be super active with writing right now because of school. im just super stressed and want to dissacoiate from school and everything so I wrote this, also I’m joining a sport so i might not have as much time to write, im so sorry 🥹

Anyway… umm you guys are more than welcome to talk to me, my inbox is always open for anything and everyone 💜

#justin herbert #justin herbert imagine #jackie’s latest 🪽#justin herbert smut

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This ad popped up on my insta and for some reason made me think of Justin and it made me think he would totally buy this for his baby girl 🥹

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When’s your next justin fic coming out? Can’t wait!

Hii so currently I’m busy with school. I have like two works in my drafts, one is done and the other is barely getting started and I have requests sitting in my pocket but ive been to busy. Im trying to get to them im working on one rn but I promise I’m not ignoring anyone, just been busy I swear, hopefully soon I’ll have time soon!!

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Second String Secrets | Ch 3

joe burrow x fem reader

CHAPTER 2

a/n: sorry I thought I scheduled the post sorry for the late updates baess, 3.2 k words.

warnings: cocky!joe player!joe sexual innuendos and cheating concepts?

You find yourself in the bathroom. You can’t help but look up the names Ara Noir and Joe Burrow. You find a shit ton of articles about them. Most of the articles talked about how Ara Noir has finally settled down and found a great guy.

You felt disgusting and nauseous. “Great guy” You mumbled to yourself as you find yourself contemplating what to do next. Your conscience went straight to trying to do the right thing. Should you DM Ara? Will she ever see it? You didn’t want to go and cause a huge scandal by saying something online. You wanted to talk to Ara but she was unreachable it seems. Too famous for the rest of us mere mortals.

You knew you had Joe's number. “I'm such a dumbass. Why did I ask for his number? He probably only gave it to me to be nice. I'm sure he blocked me.” You think to yourself as you sighed. You decide to just sleep it off.

❝Dude you actually gave her your number?” Tee asks Joe as he glances over at his blonde friend.

“Yeah she's cool, she's hot, not to mention easy. A guy needs that kind of girl in their contacts” Joe grins as he looks over at his friends.

Tee shakes his head in disappointment but Jamar pats Joes back with a prideful grin. “Nah I totally get that I have that kind of girl in my contacts” Jamar smiles to himself.

“Thats really fucked up guys.” Tee says.

“Man Tee hush that's your problem, you should have someone like that too.” Jamar looks over at Tee

Tee shakes his head, “No I don’t” Tee defends himself

“So that girl from the club last month, what is she?” Jamar argues with Tee.

“She's just a girl I talked to, just cause a guy and a girl walk off alone doesn’t mean they hook up. We keep messaging each other too. We might meet up this week in Vegas” Tee says with an eye roll.

“Sounds like a waste of time.” Joe teases Tee and Jamar laughs along.

The next day: July 14, 2018

You wake up to a message on your phone.

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“Morning it's Joe.

How’s your morning? Are you still around?”

You decide to ignore the text. You don't want to hear from him. The smart thing is to probably talk to him and clear things up. What was there to clear up? He had a girlfriend and he used you. That was all you understood.

Last night you scrolled on Ara’s page. She seemed like a nice girl. Rich and famous had the dream life everyone desired. Last thing you wanted to do was bother her with your comments. Also her fanbase seemed a bit too defensive and crazy. The last thing you needed was them sending you death threats. You decided you weren’t gonna say anything to anyone about what happened between you and Joe.

You had enough things to worry about with work. You didn’t want to stress more. You were going to take this awful experience and learn from all of this.

One you weren’t gonna let yourself fall into the charms of a famous athlete. Second, you are gonna learn how to control your horny ass behavior. Third, you were going to learn more about a guy before opening your legs.

“VEGAS BABBYY VEGAS'' Benjamin smiled as he came into the hotel room. He had ice coffee and sweets brought towards.

Your next assignment was in Vegas. PowerPlay was partnered with DraftKings and hosted a charity gambling event. Which should be fun according to Benjamin, Kevin Hart might be there which would be fun to see if he was funnier in person.

You jumped out the bed and grabbed the ice coffee in his hands. “Actually I'm really looking forward to that.” You smiled at your best friend.

“I'm also looking forward to the concert.” Benjamin reminded you. “Oh shit yeah I had forgotten about that.” You admit as you break the paper wrapping off the straw and poke it into the lid of your cup.

All that bullshit with Joe had made you forget you were going to see your favorite rock band live. You even had a whole outfit planned. At least you had something to look forward to.

“Also, I brought tylenol from the general store.” Benjamin pulls out the small pack of pills from the bag he had.

“Thank you Benjamin.” You smiled as you grabbed the pills. You didn’t even need them since you had lied about your period but you were happy you had a caring friend.

You and Benjamin were packing your things up ready to head over to Santa Monica airport with the others of the company. “I'm going to take these can you check us out?” Benjamin grabs your two bags.

“Okay sure.” You nodded as he walked out, you made sure you didn’t leave anything in the room before walking out.

As you walk towards the end of the hall you see a familiar face sitting on a bench by the elevators. His head looking down as he stares at his phone.

You try to walk past him not wanting to strike any conversation but its clear he wants to.

“Hey y/n” Joe looks up from his phone and stand in front of you.

“Hey” You say as you try to walk past but he stands in your way.

“I sent you a text, did you get it?” Joe asks as he looks at you.

“Yeah I did.” You admit as you look into his eyes, you notice the way he grins at you and checks you out. You weren’t really in the mood to put up with him.

“You're not as talkative today?” Joe says as he raises an eyebrow at you. “Don’t tell me your getting all shy on me now baby.” Joe smirks as he grazes two fingers by your chin but you pull back in annoyance.

“Look Joe can you stop! I know you have a girlfriend and I don't want to know anything about you okay? Don't worry I'll keep your little secret ” You say as you try to past him but he follows you blocking the way into the elevator

Joe chuckles at your response. He rubs his chin with his fingers as he looks down at you "Let me explain.” Joe says as he refuses to let you pass through.

You look up at him and roll your eyes. “Explain what? That you're like every other athlete that can’t keep their dick in their pants?” you sass as he stands in front of you.

Joe scoffs as he looks down at you. “Me and Ara, it's just a PR stunt. We are just pretending to date.” Joe explains to you as if that's going to make things better.

“You should act more like a taken man then and also that's a really lame excuse. Do you really expect me to believe that?” you say as you look at Joe.

Joe gets a bit bothered by you not listening to him and he's being completely honest. “Look I'm being honest here and if you don’t want to believe me that's your problem.” Joe says as he moves out of your way.

Before he lets you go he grabs your arm and whispers "Look I may have a “girlfriend” but there's no denying this tension between us is off the charts. So if you want to leave, go ahead but I'm gonna give you some time to think about it and hopefully when you come to your senses we can keep going where we left off.” Joe says as he lets go of your arm and walks off.

You couldn’t deny how hot he was and when he whispered you felt your body heat up, the butterflies in your stomach activate as his silky smooth voice almost tempted you to initiate a part 2 of what happened yesterday.

However you didn’t need the headache of trying to deal with rich and famous people's issues that came along even if you managed to keep it a secret. It's just something you didn’t want to deal with right now. Your peace of mind was more important at this moment so you let him walk off.

❝We have a week in vegas, so I was thinking we can explore caesars palace tonight, then maybe the tomorrow we can do the rides on the stratosphere, do we want to eat at Gordans Ramsey restaurant?” Benjamin says as you guys walk into the hotel.

“Hell nah I heard that shit is super expensive.” You say as you look over at Benjamin as you guys make line to check into the hotel. “I’m totally fine with tacos mexico.” You say as someone who had visited Vegas once.

“There's a Tacos Mexico here?” Benjamin asks. “Yeah it's near the stratosphere, well kinda, around there.” You say and Benjamin nods

“But definitely down to go to caesars palace lets just not get roofied and end up on the roof.” You joke as you look over at Benjamin hoping he gets the reference.

“We definitely should go out dancing.” You smile at him as that is something you mainly like to do. Benjamin was the type who could spend all day at the casino.

“No way I’m gonna go win big money.” Benjamin says as he smirks at you. “We should have learned how to count cards.” You say as you knew that was a pretty easy way to win money in Vegas well at least in the movies.

“That's completely illegal.” Benjamin chuckles at your suggestion and rolls his eyes.

“Anyways, after the concert and then it's back to work.” Benjamin says as he looks over at you with a small frown.

“Yeah, work.” You sigh. “I can’t wait till next week’s intern meeting. What if we get promoted?” Benjamin says. “I hope so, but I really hope they don’t separate us.” You say as you look at Benjamin.

As Benjamin went off about work you couldn’t help but think about Joe. He was good and he knew how to please a woman. You couldn’t deny that. He gave you some excitement in your life that you lacked. For some reason he was just someone you could not get out of your head.

❝Okay someone is not in a good mood.” Jamar teases Joe as Joe throws his cards at the table angrily. They were practicing some poker to try and get ready for when they arrived in vegas. There was a UFC fight they planned for and they also were gonna just drink and party and have a good time.

“I’m just not down to go to a rock concert this week.” Joe sighs, his agent wanted Joe to attend some concert where Ara was the opening act. Something for them to show how Joe was a supportive boyfriend.

Jamar and Tee look over at Joe and nod their heads in understanding. They all listened to more hip hop and R&B.

“I wish she was a hip hop artist or something else rather than rock” Joe groans, he can listen to a few songs here and there but listening to the drums banging and high pitch electric guitar vibrating through a stadium while someone yells at a mic for more than 3 plus hours was not his idea of a good time.

However the most prominent thing in Joe's mind was you. He felt kinda bad? Which he never felt and for some reason he craved to feel you again. Which was a weird feeling cause he never has wanted a woman as bad as he craved you. In his mind he just justifies it as the sex was really good because he couldn’t admit he actually felt emotions towards you.

July 18, 2018

❝You take forever.” Benjamin groans as he sits on the bed. The rock concert was supposed to start at 8:00pm and it was 6:30. “I gotta dress for this event. I even did my makeup differently for this.” You say to Benjamin as you definitely did dress differently wearing your black biker boots that made you a bit taller and a leather corset top.

Benjamin sighs and gets up. “Whatever, I'll be downstairs in the casino. Let me know when you're ready so I can order the uber.” Benjamin sighs as he goes out and downstairs. He just hopes you guys won't be late. He really wanted to see Ara’s opening.

You continue to get dressed doing your hair to your liking and then you apply lipstick and grab your phone and put your credit card in your bra since the venue does not allow purses. You take one look into the mirror before exiting the room and walk onto the hallway. You pressed the button to take you downstairs.

You waited a minute or so before the elevator doors opened and you saw a familiar face that made you grimace. Joe noticed the girl on the other side. He couldn’t help but smirked as he looked at her outfit. She definitely looked nice and it was different than seeing her with her working shirt or a t-shirt.

“Are you stalking me?” Joe grins and jokes as his eyes land on her cleavage, staying there for a couple seconds. He notices she doesn’t get on the elevator so he gets off before the doors can close.

You were getting a sense of deja vu, you and him in a hotel hallway. “Don't flatter yourself Burrow, I'm actually here to do something fun and you are ruining the mood.” You say as you try to press the elevator button but he blocks.

“Can we talk please. There is no way us being here right now is a coincidence, I don’t think it's fate either.” Joe says saving himself from being a typical cheesy guy, “But I like to think that there's a good reason we meet again, maybe cause our tension is so strong we can’t really resist each other can we?.” Joe grins as he looks down at you.

You roll your eyes before sighing you couldn’t admit he looked kinda cute. He was wearing a black t-shirt, some jordans and some gray skinny jeans which you didn’t really think suited him; he'd definitely looked better in straight ones. “Fine, I'll give you ten minutes.” You look at the time on your phone. “Can we talk in your room?” Joe says not wanting to stand in a random hallway where people can overhear them.

You roll your eyes and lead him into the hotel room. “Can you make it quick? I have a concert to go to too.” You sigh as you lean against the wall waiting for him to start.

“Hold on, you're going to the rock concert? That's crazy. I'm going there too.” Joe smiles as he looks over at you. “Now that outfit is making sense which looks really great on you by the way.” Joe says as his eyes wander over your figure again he was so tempted just to rip it off you.

You blush at his compliment. “Thanks” You manage to say as he gets brave enough to move closer to you.

“Look I got box seats for this thing, you can join me if you want.” Joe offers.

“Boring I want to be there with the crowd to feel the ambiance that's what concerts are for” You say with a small smile.

“Yeah that wouldn’t be a good idea anyways, I’m going to this concert only to show that I'm a supportive boyfriend for Ara anyways. I didn’t think that through.” Joe says softly as he looks back at you.

“By the way I promise you me and Ara are just dating to pretend. I don’t even like her like that. She doesn’t care what I do by the way. Me and her are just constantly clashing.” Joe says again as he looks over at you he doesn’t know why he is justifying himself to you but he just lets himself.

“Look Joe I really did like what happened that one day but it's too much for me. I mean I have work and other personal shit to deal with and…” You say but Joe interrupts.

“Trust me I have a lot of shit to deal with too but you know times like today where we just happen to be in the same area code we can fool around you know. You made it sound like you didn’t want to ever do that again. I mean I wasn’t that bad right?” Joe asks with a teasing grin plastered on his face.

“No you weren’t that bad but I must have been that good huh?” You smirk back at him as you look into his blue eyes. “I mean you really can’t leave me alone. I wouldn't be surprised if it was you that stalked me.” You say as you point at his chest with a teasing smile.

“I mean with that ass you carry you are kinda worth stalking.” Joe says with a grin as he jokes around as he gets closer and puts his hand on your waist.

“If i didn’t have to go to this stupid concert I really wouldn’t waste time to fuck right here and there.” Joe says as he looks down at you.

“I bet” You say as you look over at him and smile.

“Look I can’t really be late to this thing but I’ll text you and maybe we can meet up after yeah.” Joe says as he can’t help but lean to give you a kiss on the lips.

You were surprised by the kiss but you kissed him back and smiled. This kiss was pretty soft and quick and it made your heart flutter.

“Yeah sure I’ll try to respond this time.” You say as you pull away and he lets go of your waist and smirks at you before walking out the hotel room.

You sigh contemplating if that would even be a good idea but he was hot and he actually wanted to be with you even if it was just to sleep with you but its not like you wanted to be in a relationship with him you could use him for a good time as well.

You shake your thoughts off and you look at yourself in the mirror and quickly fix yourself. You text Benjamin and let him know you're ready.

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🥹 Aw poor babygirl and the comforting, Justin does so good with his girls!!

Greatest Loves

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Disclaimer: this is a work of FICTION, the characters are fictionalized versions of real life situations and real people. It’s all based on my imagination.

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“Making the decision to have a child – it is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. ” ―Elizabeth Stone

You thought you knew the capacity of the heart. It was simple, your heart keeps pumping blood throughout your body, keeping you alive and it really is just a workhorse of a machine, until it stops beating. There’s a limit. But the emotions associated with the heart, the ability to love and to receive it, that was a whole other entity that you thought also had its limits.

The love that came bursting out of your chest when you met your husband really tested those limits. Heart skipping a beat at the sight of him and that weird feeling in your stomach that was nerves but also excitement and the most pure joy imaginable. You thought it couldn’t get better than that.

And then you had Remi.

Love had reached a new level since then, being a mom was like all the most raw emotions known to man all crashing into each other, all wrapped around her little fingers when she was born. It truly was like your heart was beating outside of your body every time you saw her. Your heart actually grew and continued to grow just in time for Camden to enter the world.

His bright green eyes had burst onto the scene two weeks ago and had turned your world upside down. You and Justin were in love instantly. Other than the eyes, Cam was a spitting image of you.

“Okay, little man is all changed. I’m gonna go pick up mini. Do you mind if I pick up some Killer Burger on the way home? I don’t think I can do another freezer meal.” He looks like he’s about to gag so you stifle a laugh, nodding at him.

“Please do, I love our families so much for taking care of us but, I’ve had enough and I’m pretty sure I heard Remi say she was bored last night while we were eating.”

Justin sways from side to side, holding the baby that seemed to fit perfectly in his hands. He slowly places the him in the bassinet, running his finger down Cam’s cheek with a grin on his face. “He’s not going anywhere babe, he’ll be right here when you come back.” You joke, wrapping an arm around him. He was desperately trying to keep it together but it looked like he’d burst into tears any moment at the sight of the infant. You jokingly called it sympathy hormones.

“You’re just saying that because you’ve never loved anything before,” he pouts. “And they say I’m emotionless. Is it crazy that I’m going to miss him in the 30 minutes that I’m gone? Being a parent is really…humbling.”

You look down at the peacefully sleeping baby, taking it all in yourself. “I know,” you sigh, “it’s like you’re obsessed with them and you wanna kiss them all the time and hold them forever. Next thing you know they’re in preschool and telling you that they need a phone.”

“Remi asked you for a phone? She’s four.” Justin looks mortified, wracking his brain as to why his daughter would ever need that.

“Great question. I think you should ask her.”

“Hi mini, did you have a good time at the zoo with Papa?” He asks her, opening the car door so she can slide in and get into her seat.

She shakes her head and looks out the window, facing away from him. “Need some lone time please.”

The slight quiver in her voice almost shatters him but he simply nods, getting in the driver’s seat and taking off to the restaurant. She doesn’t speak to him the entire ride home, barely acknowledging you when the two of them walk into the house.

“What’s going on with little miss Grumpy?”

He shrugs, digging into one of the bags and handing you a burger. Cam was going to wake up starving soon so he knew you needed to eat. After two bites you put the food down, all you could think about was Remi. And then Cam started crying and your heart was in two different places at once. Justin went to Remi’s room to ask her if she was ready to have dinnr and you brought the baby downstairs so you all could at least be relatively close to each other. Remi didn’t want to eat and chose to sit next to you on the couch instead.

“Mama. Put Cam down.” She demanded, glaring at like he was a foreign creature in your arms. “I wanna hold you,” she made grabby hands at you, tugging lightly on your shirt.

“I’ll hold you in a couple minutes baby, Cam has to eat.”

“NO. Cam, go away! I don’t want him.” You and Justin sensed a temper tantrum on its way at the sight of her red face. Right on cue, started screaming, trying to get you to put the baby on the couch. Justin swooped it and grabbed Cam, already having placed a bottle in the warmer. You picked Remi up, her body clinging onto yours like her life depended on it.

“Shh, it’s okay baby. Mama’s got you. I’m not going anywhere.”

“I want baby to leave.” She blubbers into your shoulder, leaving a puddle of tears and a little snot for good measure.

You thumbed away a few leftover tears when she lifted her head to look at you. “Sweetie, Cam is your baby brother. He lives here now, he can’t go anywhere. Are you sad because you haven’t seen me as much as you’re used to?”

She nods and you wrap your arms around her again, kissing the top of her head, feeling a few of your own tears slip out. Your first child felt neglected and you hadn’t even noticed it.

“Remi. Mama is so sorry. I’ve been so busy I didn’t even check on my favorite girl like I should have. Look at me, you are my first baby okay? Nobody is EVER going to replace you. I love you so so much sugar and I will always be here to hold you.”

She gives you a kiss on the cheek, “I love you mama.”

“How much?”

The toddler spreads her arms out as far as she can. “This much.”

“Wow, that’s a lot.”

“I know.” She giggles.

“Don’t. Don’t do that.” Justin breaks through the silence as you’re lying in bed, wide awake at 3am.

“I’m not doing anything.” You lie.

He huffs out a breath, turning around to face you. “Your super loud overthinking woke me up. You are not a bad mom. We are running on very little sleep and trying to keep a newborn alive and a toddler consistently entertained. Oh and we also have to remember that we’re married. And we have to shower and make sure the house is clean and eat and breathe. There’s a lot to juggle here babe, you’re doing great. Please don’t be so hard on yourself.” One of his fingers trails along your jaw, the feathery touch almost instantly melting away the self doubt. He knew exactly how you felt because he was having this exact dilemma while you were calming Remi down.

“I know I just—feel so shitty. She was so sad and I had no idea. How am I gonna do this when we’re back in LA and you have to work?”

“We’ll figure it out, we always do.” You kiss the smile off his face and he deepens it with a satisfied hum, reaching out to cradle your head in his hand. When you pull away he lets out a small laugh. “What was that for? Not that I didn’t enjoy it.”

“I just really love you. Could not imagine doing this with anyone else. Actually—I don’t think I would do this with anyone else.” You tuck a strand of hair behind his ear, giving him another quick peck.

“I really love you too. There’s no one else in the universe I would do this with and I mean that wholeheartedly.”

You cuddle into him, your head on his chest as you feel sleep taking over the both of you once again. A power nap is definitely needed because Cam will probably wake up in the next hour. But it doesn’t even matter because one of you will be up to soothe, feed or change him. And tomorrow you’re going to take your special girl out for ice cream. Because your heart has grown over the years, life experiences have shaped you and taught you lessons, the most important one being that the greatest love of all, is the family that you create and cultivate every single day.

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