I don't know if it's because of my autism or depression or what but I've never been able to decide on a fursona because I don't see the point.
Like, specifically, it's like "why would I have a drawing/3d model of what I could look like? I don't see what that gets me"
But cruicially, this is different from not wanting to be an anthro animal person, see? Like, if a genie stopped by and was like "hey foone I'm nearly out of wishes but I have one left labeled 'you turn into a catgirl', want it?" I'd be like "yes, obviously."
So at some level it's like... I haven't made a fursona because I'd rather be my fursona, and it doesn't seem worth it to settle for second best (ie, continuing to be a boring human but having some art of what you'd prefer to be)
I said recently Linux has room to grow, while Windows can only get worse, and you can clearly see that by comparing how windows users talk about a new version of Windows compared with Linux users talking about their distro's new release (at least those long term support distros with distinct numbered releases). Like Windows users are filled with trepidation and dread, a sense of "what will they fuck up this time" mixed with some relief that things aren't entirely unuseable. Whereas the release of a new version of Debian or Linux Mint seem to be genuine enthusiasm, "New debian dropped, the experience is already great, I wonder what they have made better with this release, I can't wait to upgrade." It feels like Windows users have lost all hope, whereas Linux users are hyped about the future.