i know my activity has been super spotty for awhile now and part of it is because i went to a friend’s house but an even bigger part is the fact that my anxiety has skyrocketed recently and it makes me second guess everything. i’m sorry im trying to work on it

I’m feeling personally attacked by this shot

i’m heading to bed because my reply quality is slowly going downhill but i’m going to try and do a bunch again tomorrow. starting with x-ray because i know some of you have been waiting too long for replies from him and everyone needs the meme boy in their life.

he doesn’t resist (much) when gavin pushes him back down onto the bed. the hand against his side makes his eyelids flutter slightly and the words are met with a throaty laugh. “patience isn’t something i’m great at.” still, he tries to let himself relax more against the bed and has to hold back a bit of a whine when the other pulls away, watching through half-lidded eyes as the other moves. eyes never leave gavin but he would be lying if he tried to say that he was focusing purely on the other’s face. 

it’s not like he’s never seen gavin’s body, he was more than familiar with it and had seen it in a situation similar to this before but it still all feels new to him as he lets his eyes slowly move down his body.

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❛ this isn’t what it looks like… ok maybe it is. ❜

random starters || accepting || @sohugo

“jesus. and i thought i was bloody strange.” mikey raised a brow at the other. “what are you even doing?”

rage and tenderness existing simultaneously in the same body

gavin the third.

It’s ridiculous and childish, but Gavin grins as their fingers lock together and shakes on it. “Nah. But it’s like a force of habit, you know? The only yelling I do is panicked yelling. I don’t think I can get angry like you can.” And if that’s supposed to speak to his emotional capacity or the other’s harsh attitude, he’s not sure. “Hey, you haven’t yelled at me so far; give me a bit more faith than that. Maybe another half hour at least.”

their fingers remain locked for a moment before he allows his arm to fall back to his side. “i guess. it makes sense, since i’m pretty sure i could never replicate your panicked yelling.” it wasn’t like mikey’s anger was always real anyway but there was no point in saying that when he was sure gavin already knew. “sure but we’re on our way to play video games so it’s going to happen. should we bet on it?”

❛ i just wanted to be happy for once. ❜

random starters || accepting || @pendragonreborn

“okay, so do something to get your happiness then.”

@inycurear && @kccprunning && @parkourmaster && @glitteryghcst && @missingfingcrs && @hclmetbcy

» ❪ ★ RANDOM ASS STARTERS ★ ❫ : PART 1.

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some are nsfw, some are silly, some are angsty, some are from shows, movies or other places. change pronouns if necessary and fill in the blanks with whatever your heart desires. basically have fun with this.

❛ life is too short for soft porn. ❜ ❛ it’s raining, it’s pouring, the old man is snoring – not anymore. doesn’t that sound like an intro to some horror movie ? ❜ ❛ every time you ___________, you owe me a dollar. ❜ ❛ no, i didn’t fart. ❜ ❛ i didn’t know they smoked weed ! ❜ ❛ how many sugar daddies do you even need ? ❜ ❛ i just want ________, is that too much to ask ? ❜ ❛ i have no desire to be ________. ❜ ❛ they’re as straight as a bendable straw. ❜ ❛ whatever you do, don’t marry _______. ❜ ❛ do you think i’d be a good sugar daddy ? ❜ ❛ stop tagging everything with #_____________. ❜ ❛ weed is for kids, gimme ________. ❜ ❛ thank god i can kill people. ❜ ❛ how do people not see the dick/pussy game i have ? ❜ ❛ i just wanted to be happy for once. ❜ ❛ what do you mean you’re not coming back ? ❜ ❛ i thought we had something. ❜ ❛ don’t you fucking dare. ❜ ❛ do you think i enjoy this ? ❜ ❛ at least i’ll have kick ass last words when i die. ❜ ❛ i want to die. ❜ ❛ this isn’t what it looks like… ok maybe it is. ❜ ❛ well, thanks, captain obvious. ❜ ❛ _________ is my middle name. ❜ ❛ three yikes and you’re out. ❜ ❛ i hate you and your stupid __________. ❜ ❛ jinx, you owe me a kiss ! ❜ ❛ i think about you naked… and afraid. sorry, bad joke. ❜ ❛ i’d do it for you. because i love you. only you. ❜ ❛ look, i don’t just suck anyone’s dick, ok ? consider yourself lucky. ❜ ❛ shut up, there’s kids near by ! ❜ ❛ you seem like the type of guy that’d adopt 20 kids. ❜ ❛ it’s not my fault you’re hot as fuck. ❜ ❛ i saw someone slip something into your drink. ❜ ❛ why didn’t you follow me back on instagram ? ❜ ❛ what do you mean you’ve never played __________ ? it’s only the best game ever. ❜ ❛ holy shit. ❜ ❛ ok, before you get mad at me, lemme explain. ❜ ❛ just shoot me, you’d be doing me a favor. ❜ ❛ look, you don’t have to do this alone. ❜ ❛ no, i’m not going to marathon ____________ with you. ❜ ❛ why is ___________ on your netflix ? ❜ ❛ lemme buy you a drink. ❜ ❛ call me _________. if we’re dating, call me __________. ❜ ❛ they’re gay ? thank god, i was about to be really disappointed. ❜ ❛ can i see your boobs ? it’s a social experiment. ❜ ❛ bigger is always better, especially when it comes to _________. ❜ ❛ ew. ❜ ❛ only you would say that. ❜ ❛ why did you stay ? ❜ ❛ we’re partners in crime… literally. ❜ ❛ every group of friends has someone gay… i hope it’s ________, because _______ is cute. ❜ ❛ fries before guys. ❜ ❛ bros before hoes. ❜ ❛ why do white people find everything spicy ? ❜ ❛ when will people stop mispronouncing my name ? ❜ ❛ i think i’m in love. ❜ ❛ i’m stressed out. ❜ ❛ i’m shaking hands with the dark parts of my thoughts. ❜ ❛ don’t forget about me. ❜ ❛ take my hand. ❜ ❛ it’s going to be ok, i promise. ❜ ❛ why are women boobs censored and man boobs aren’t ? isn’t that sexist ? ❜ ❛ don’t talk to me or my 5,000 insecurities ever again. ❜ ❛ why is being a pussy bad ? ❜ ❛ it’s time for… the talk. ❜ ❛ absolutely not. ❜ ❛ it’s hard to forget. ❜ ❛ what was it like ? ❜ ❛ stop repeating cheesy picky lines. ❜ ❛ what did you find on youtube this time ? ❜ ❛ can i feel your muscles ? ❜ ❛ i hope the gender binary is destroyed. ❜ ❛ we’re not naming our baby ________. ❜ ❛ don’t. ❜ ❛ i’m your worst nightmare. ❜ ❛ tell me another pun. ❜ ❛ i love the smell of __________ in the morning. ❜ ❛ kiss me one last time. ❜ ❛ why won’t you love me back ? ❜ ❛ i’m tired of this. ❜ ❛ it’s the only way. ❜ ❛ don’t do this. ❜ ❛ you could beat me up and i’d say thanks. ❜ ❛ don’t hurt yourself like this anymore. ❜ ❛ lemme patch you up. ❜ ❛ hello my baby, hello my honey, hello my rag time gal. ❜ ❛ this is the shit you see in the movies. ❜

leonardo da vinci.

“Italy didn’t have proper medical help so this hospital wasn’t a concept I heard of.”  He nods.  “Molto bene.  I’m more used to walking anyways.”  

“i’ll take a guess that the mortality rate was extremely high then.” he raises a brow. “you may be but it would be better if i had a car. you probably shouldn’t put weight on your ankle.”

mercury black.

“Aww, so you DO think I’m cute. Sorry, you’re not my type, sweetheart, but thank you for the compliment. And, for what it’s worth,” activating his aura, a shimmer of silver washed over him for a moment as a barrier, “you wouldn’t be able to land a hit in the first place.”

“has anyone ever told you how fucking awful you are? don’t worry you aren’t my type either, i’m not hitting on you.” he eyes the shimmer curiously and he might just sound slightly excited when he responds. “what was that even?”

cassidy.

He nods.  “I guess I do.  I even went ta the first ever Woodstock.”  

“really? what was that like?” mikey wasn’t sure how curious he actually was but there was no harm in asking. just to see if the guy was legit.

gavin the third.

“Could we?” Gavin holds his hand up slightly, but the laugh that accompanies the question makes it clear he’s joking. “Not really. That’s always been your thing, don’t you think?” He hums, pleased with the answer he gets. “Alright! I’ll do my best not to make you angry, then.”

mikey laughs but he still can’t resist bringing up his free hand to lock their pinkie’s together anyway, even if it is ridiculous. “just because it’s my thing doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to try it out.” if only because he thinks it would kind of be hilarious to see the other imitate one of his rants. “i give it twenty minutes before i have a reason to yell at you.”

mercury black.

“Ah. I see. Well it’s a good thing that m assholery is so think it’s basically pungent. Because I just bought this jacket and do you know how hard it is to get blood out of silver material? Probably about as hard as it would be to heal that jaw of yours.”

mikey can’t resist a snort, eyes rolling once more. “i think blood would add some character to the jacket and i think it’s cute that you think you’d get close enough to hurt me back.”

cassidy.

“I’ve been a vampire since 1916.  I’ve seen many people die while I can’t and even ‘ad ta ‘ide in not so good ways and places.  Can’t escape it.”  

“that’s really depressing, dude. although at least you probably know a ton of cool facts since you’ve been alive for so long.”