#yourmonthyourcurse on tiktok, hurts like hell

Sometimes, when I'm tired but can't sleep, I end up brushing my hair in the bathroom for hours.

I love headpats and nose boops, both getting and giving

I miss when I could cry, when I needed to.

I love Xander Budnick's camping videos

I keep spiraling everytime I try to write an artist statement. I physically feel ill trying to write it.

Sometimes tiktoks are just to accurate and it actually fucking hurts

Just wrote an email to my history teacher, asking to extend the due date of my homework. I FEEL SO MUCH FUCKING ANXIETY. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.

I feel like it's been years since I've felt like myself, I don't really remember who I am. All I can find in my head is bickering between my internal monologues. I'm scared I'll do something terrible, but I'm too bitch to get help or talk to the people who care about me.