day 3?

um no one reads these I’m just typing these to feel something ig...I don’t even know what I want ahaha that’s so edgy and lame I just want to be old and do arts and crafts and not understand technology and feed birds and wear clothes that make no sense and cook too much food. I hate this you know. I can’t say that though I have a family and food and education and luxuries. So why do I feel like this...huh talking about it used to make me feel better. I wonder what changed. I keep complaining and talking and ranting but no one wants to listen actually there is no one to not want to listen. I guess I should try harder but for what I’m not sure. Why can’t this be easy why does it have to be so hard why does it hurt ? What hurts? What made it hurt???? I don’t even know. It was my decision. I have no right. Whatever it doesn’t matter.

Day 2

Bro on jah I feel so embarrassed when I go to fix my computer cuz when I have to explain why it’s broken I sound dumb af and when they clean it they always find stuff I ain’t ever seen lmaoooo

day 1 out of ?

So uh forgot about this and its pretty dead here but i wanna post here since its pretty desolate (idk if i even used that word right lmao whoops)