This is it, this is the final post for this blog!

See everyone on the other side. (New blog can be found in my recent posts)

I’m Amaryllis, but you can call me Ama or AJ, either is fine. I’m a pansexual disaster with she/her pronouns. And this is my new selfship blog~

I do tend to bounce around a lot with a variety of my f/o. Right now I'm not okay with sharing f/o’s, so please make sure to take a look at my f/o list on my carrd, and if you’re unsure of something, please don’t hesitate to ask me ♥

All I ask is that you read my byf/dni before following/interacting. Which can be found on my carrd.

I’m really looking forward to meeting some new people as well as my beautiful mutuals from my old blog and showering you and your ships with endless support! ♥ Also, please let me know if you follow from a side blog so I don’t miss out on following you back ❤️

As an adult, I ask that minors do not follow me. This is nothing against you, but I don’t feel comfortable considering my age.

|Pr*shippers do not interact! You’re not welcome here.|

Within the next couple days this blog will no longer be active. I've decided to remake my blog and kind of start over.

I'll just be taking some of my content from this blog. I'll follow some peeps once my blog and my new promo post is ready.

I think I may possibly step away from here indefinitely.

I can't be here enough and on top of that, I don't really post content of my own nor do I give my mutuals the love and support they deserve. (Also, I've had writer's block for months and it's still kicking my ass so my posts just become nonsensical things I say when I'm slightly intoxicated). I at no fault of anyone but myself feel so out of place. I'm gonna sleep through the thoughts and decide later what I might do.

The other option is to make another blog in a little while and see how that goes and if I can find some semblance of creativity to return to me. But right now I've just kind of fallen flat.

Am I thinking about a very protective and slightly possessive Kudou with my last photo post? Absolutely...

I am DYING over here~

Kudou and I dancing to this!? Preposterous! -dances with Kudou-

Why am I thinking of myself and Kudou hosting a Christmas party and we have Hibari desperately trying to get the two of us caught under the mistletoe but it doesn't quite work out til the end of the night...

But I also just think the idea of everyone trying to get a public kiss between myself and Kudou is the goal of this year... Hibari is the most determined out of everyone~ More so because Kudou and I are so vocal about our love but we're not too showy about it...

We're not showy about it because I have self-confidence issues and Kudou... Well... He's hot and everyone knows it and doesn't quite understand how my plain ass pulled him...

I love Teto so much~ She's the whole reason I gave Vocaloid a chance even tho she's an UTAU but her voice is just *chefs kiss*

This is not selfship related...

Basically, there's a guy at work that I am head over heels for. He's so sweet and kind and I have had a thing for him since my temp days. This song immediately makes me think of him and sometimes I think he's interested because we both have moments where we make eye contact and look away instantly and we both tend to hang out in areas we're both in if we can swing it...

I shouldn't be in love but I am... He just makes me smile by being there. I just want him to be happy.

And now... We wait...

Shout-out to this still being one of my favourite photos and one day... One day, this eyeless character will be my insert and my beloved husband... His eyes will be on mine...

There's a jolt of electricity when his fingers intertwine with my own. There's a magnetic connection between the words we speak and the words we write. He completes me in ways that I never knew were possible and I complete him the same way.

Two novelists, intertwined in two different genres, coming together into one, forever and always~. It's impossible to tear them apart when their hearts yearn for each other and nobody else.

"I don't trust that robot ever since day 1 but I do know one thing, I only ever see Kaden smilin' whenever its around" -Trudy (Self-insert uses they/them pronouns only!)

I have three liked songs on Spotify that are in French and while I have a couple playlists one of the songs can make it on...

I really think they need to exist on the playlist for Ink & Paper ♥

Cause my brain thinks of other f/o but ultimately I think of this man right here...

My eccentric, novelist husband... Heck I love him...

Can't wait to go to the lcbo tomorrow... I need white freezes...

I completely forgot I was gifted the latest Like a Dragon game...

Guess I know what I'm doing over the weekend~ :3

Looking at my FB memories and there's one from 7 years ago that my bestie posted that I quoted something and they had a laugh attack... Thanks, Jacksfilms!!!

"I don't want a boyfriend.....IIII'mmm waiting till marriage."

And now I'M having a laugh attack!