garnet, ultimate space queen  ★

Person: Have you seen that episode where...

Me: I have seen every episode, go on

but if ur gay and I’m gay……..

then who is driving the car????

mom: what time did you get out of bed

me: physically or emotionally

This pic just raises more questions than it answers. 1) I'm a princess that was elected? 2) Where did rapey prince come from? 3) wtf

As part of my grieving process I'm making the terrarium I talked about with my friend before he passed. I'm so committed I literally commissioned somebody on etsy to make a custom sculpture for it. Travis would be proud (I think).

what i imagine happened the first time they tried to form opal after amethyst grew out her hair. i made a guess on the timing and outfit, it’s probably wrong.

after:

Me On Chopped

Judges: she's just, she's just shoving food into her jacket, she's literally just here to steal food,

While I’m on a roll of complaining about things stressing me out… Let’s add me trying to come up with a sane sounding excuse why I keep dodging participating in “Women in STEM leadership” events.

I keep my gender identity encrypted, kthx. I am not the droid you are looking for.

So I'm still clueless how I'm supposed to feel and behave around other people after what happened last week. Everybody asks "hey how was your weekend" and I'm all "yeah my good friend died... Wait don't say that out loud, that's depressing." So I end up using what was safe when I was a teenager. "Oh it was fine." His family contacted me today as well to acknowledge that he "loved me" and "considered [me] family." Another friend of mine, who didn't even know him, confronted me about the whole thing and got me to at least admit briefly how I'm actually doing and how I don't know how to respond to his family contacting me. "They are trying to connect with you as part of their own grieving process. They know he considered you important so they want to hear what you have to say." I can recognize that is logical and makes sense, but I can't help but think nothing I have to say could possibly be of value.