no offense to positivity but i love holding grudges and i’m not going to forget about someone who hurt me

oh to live in an alternate universe where making decisions is easy for me and doesn't make me feel guilty for days because what if I made the wrong decision and now my whole life changes for the worse because of it?

if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it, if I already made a decision I shouldn't overthink it

me??? needing??? constant??? reassurance??? yes

I would burn for you ..

up the wolves - the mountain goats

i love being in contact with my boyfriend. i love when our legs press together and when our hands graze against each other and when he bumps into me when laughing. i love resting my head on his shoulder and wrapping my arms around him and running my fingers through his hair. i love the contact, big and small.

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yeah yeah yeah mortifying ordeal of being known and all that but sometimes a friend mentions something about you that you didn’t think was noticeable and it feels like your heart is being cradled in their hands

im like no worries & then feel so upset i get chest pains

🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 (romantically)

I feel alone. But I think. Thats how its supposed to be.

At least I have my dogs.

im so sick!!!! of being mentally ill!!!!!! i wanna be fucking normal!!!! want a normal brain that isnt trying to kill me all the time!!!!!! i wanna be able to go an entire week without a meltdown!!!!!! i did not ask for this!!!!!

Big, intimidating men who bury their faces into your chest after a long day and want their hair played with.

"who want me" the psych ward

I want to be someone's first. Not their first kiss nor their first date, their first choice. The person you think about first when you wake up, the first person you'd choose in a room full of friends. I would feel so honoured to be that.