honeybelladonna
belladonna
thoughts in my nogin that I try to make sound pretty
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Its the same cycle again. I don't like you. I'm insecure. Get away from me. I hate you.
You are too familiar. Stop.
I already know. Get away from me. Get away from me. Get the fuck away from me.
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sometimes i want to embody a whisper. soft. gentle.
but sometimes i feel so much anger. fear.
I don't want this anymore.
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I'm fragile. It's funny though. I'll be told how much I suck at the game by Sloth and i'll laugh and continue to play. I know it's in good faith. Is that the difference? When she yells and gets angry and slams things , it scares me. It really does. Anger scares me.
I appreciate that pine and sloth do not rage. I don't think i'd be able to handle it. Pine is nice. He's fun to be around. Especially when he's high. He just lets go and says all sorts of things. I love how easy going and gentle he is. Sloth is nice too, in his own silly ways. He's real funny too. Tahln is nice too. I'm coming around to him.
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Part of me felt relieved to hear that specific answer. Most of me felt relieved actually. Especially seeing that he will still be nice to me and be friendly. I felt like I wasn't just a sextoy. I felt like I was someone , a friend, a person , not just someone to be lusted after. It felt nice. I like it.
The praise still feels nice too. It's like a warm hug.
Is this the cure?
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I find it funny how you think its brave of me to go to college right after school. I find it brave of you to take time off. I'd love to be able to rest for a while before jumping into college. It's so overwhelming. Funny, isn't it?
I'm fond of you . It's hard to not let the past eat me up. My memories tell me to be cautious. I think you're cool.
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sometimes looking at the dumb sexual stuff that's said about me makes me feel better.
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I hope they did not suffer. I hope they can rest in peace. I hope their families are ok. I know they won't be. But I hope they can get the strength to carry on. It's so unreal.
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What even is this? It feels like borderline polyamory. He knows our relationship issues. They help us with it. They always come up in conversation. What is this anymore
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I can hear the machinery beeping, I assume the machine is removing the car from the scene. I only heard it. But i still feel disheveled. Uneasy. Everything just goes on and continues. It's a terrifying feeling. Could it really happen to anyone?
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I have lots of love. But i don't know how to show it. It's quite bad.
I wish I was normal.
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