Septembers @feigncourage now
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Septembers @feigncourage now
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new blog will probably be ready tomorrow. as said before it’ll be pretty private, but anyone who has any form of connection with september is likely to end up still being mutuals bc i have attachments to all of you. if you’re not sure if that includes you feel free to like this for me to consider keeping the mutual on my new blog
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@notvictim : ❝ you want revenge? best revenge is success. ❞
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑, the girl far too deep into a world of darkness that success is never enough, that revenge is a dish best served cold and bloody. they know that really, truly, the best course of action for their future is a lot of therapy and an attempt at a normal life. they know that. but the call of the void is hard to resist, and the girl must admit that they enjoy the feeling of blood on their hands just a little too much. tearing those men apart, mauling them and leaving them a barely-human mess feels cathartic. that’s what they all did to september, tore them apart and left them feeling less than human. those men took their body from them, broke parts of them that they’ve only just learned are broken. blood and guts and gore feel like home now, and there’s no safer home than one filled to the brim with the rot of the corpses of men who’d abused them. they long for the sticky and disgusting mess that is blood stained skin, long for the hours of scrubbing in the shower that never gets rid of the pink hue. they were born in the blood and gore, they spent their entire life there. now they have finally learned to embrace it. ❛ you’re right. ❜ lie seeps through tender smile so easily, sickly sweet words reminiscent of candy coated razor blades. ❛ the best revenge is to be happy. ❜ and they will be happy, once they’ve had their fill of the violence.
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tumblrs tryin to get me to try post+ surely i start charging if u want to see replies
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no SINCERELY curious what was your #1 song and how many times did you listen to it.
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our story begins seven months ago, when jimmy hosted an after school study session with his sweetheart, mary lane. YES, THAT MARY LANE. we all read the grisly accounts in the papers, but discretion and good taste allowed the man to print only the tip of a very ugly iceberg. brace yourself now to hear the shocking truth about what really went on that deadly spring.
ind. priv. sel. MARY LANE of REEFER MADNESS. heavily headcanon based. heavy focus on religion, innocence, the loss of innocence & addiction. written by quin, they/them, 23.
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its december so it’s time for the fun reminder that if you ask september as a child about santa they will look at you like you’re insane because robert never bothered to tell them shit about christmas, even in current day timeline all they know about the holiday is shitty “sexy” santa-inspired red and white costumes, they probably only learned about christmas being a time for presents when they were older as well
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adrienne rich, of women born: motherhood as experience and institution / alexandra levasseur - body of land collection, 2015 / ana teresa barboza - bordados collection, 2004 / margaret atwood, “europe on $5 a day” / tracey emin - it was all too much, 2018 / clarice lispector, a breath of life / gérard lartigue- femme bougie, 2018 / jenefer schute, life-size / louise bourgeois - i DISTANCE myself from myself, 2010 / wayne koestenbaum, “figure” / henrik uldalen - caries and surge, 2017 / andrés cerpa, “the vault” / jennifer’s body (2009) / enrico robusti- food, sex, & irony collection, 2014 / sylvia plath, the bell jar
i distance myself from myself
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september sits at such an interesting nexus between being a brilliant liar and a horrible one. they’re good at being sneaky and keeping things secret, it’s a pretty big part of how the stuff with robert remains hidden for so long, but when it comes to actually being confronted about something and asked? they can’t lie for shit. i think most of september’s “lying” ability is in their general ability to be deceptive, to blend with a crowd and go mostly unnoticed even by those close to them. that comes with a huge limitation, though, in that it means that they don’t have a clue how to deal with actual confrontation. between never learning how to lie in a confrontation and the fear that robert put into their head about confrontation in general, any form of it leads to september being supremely anxious, often quiet and stuttering, and that very easy gives away the truth. sometimes they’ll still try to lie, but unless the person confronting them is oblivious as hell or just doesn’t care what they’re saying the person will be able to tell september’s avoiding/lying.
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@notvictim : ❛ how … did you even get yourself into this situation ? ❜
❛ that’s actually a really funny— ❜ they cut themself off as they realize that jordan was probably saying that out of horror, not because she thought this was a cool situation to be in. which is the appropriate response, really. september showing up covered in blood that’s only partly theirs isn’t exactly a normal thing. well, it is from septembers end, probably not so much from jordan’s. ❛ it’s a long story. ❜ a small pause, gently picking at a cut they definitely should not pick at. ❛ did i tell you i joined a gang? ❜ it’s asked very casually, as if just a breadcrumb in the story, just a bit of background context. ❛ that’s probably important to know. ❜
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@nancewheelers : ❝i never really had friends. not real ones, anyway.❞
slumber is familiar with the feeling , despite the way the party have so graciously welcomed them into their world . it’s been nice , but they aren’t friends , not really . not yet , at least . sure , jane has been a friend , but that’s different . people from the lab just have a bond , bonded by their trauma and shared enemy . they have no real way of knowing what their bond would be like if they hadn’t been through that , if they’d even get along at all . they don’t even know who they’d be . but when it came to real friendships , friendships forged by time and choice , slumber had none . they hadn’t exactly met many people , most people that knew them just thought they were weird . ' we could be friends . ' a quiet suggestion , entirely prepared for rejection . in fact , the girl expects to be rejected . they’re not really friendship material , hard to get along with at the best of times . but they need some guidance , someone who knows the real world more than they do . maybe nancy can teach them about how to be normal , and maybe slumber can ease any nightmares that nancy is plagued with since discovering the horrors that lurk within hawkins .
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𝑰 𝑯𝑶𝑷𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 . ( sentence starters originating from season two of syfy’s ‘ wynonna earp ’ . adjust pronouns as necessary , heavy warning for mature themes ! )
❛ you truly are a monster . ❜
❛ now , don’t get all emotional on me . ❜
❛ you have amazing taste in underwear . ❜
❛ my poor , brave baby . ❜
❛ when did you become such a prude ? ❜
❛ it’s called being a gentleman . ❜
❛ how are you holding up ? ❜
❛ i’ll have you know i’m kind of a big deal around here . ❜
❛ you’re gonna need me . ❜
❛ aw , you did math . ❜
❛ i need you to be okay . ❜
❛ you couldn’t stop me if you tried . ❜
❛ better nut up and decide who you can trust . ❜
❛ if you want me to trust you , you’re gonna have to tell me the plan . ❜
❛ you stay put , okay ? ❜
❛ there is a possibility i am now hallucinating . ❜
❛ it’s my turn , [ name ] . ❜
❛ who are you ? you know what , i don’t care . we’ve gotta go . ❜
❛ somebody has to pay , [ name ] . ❜
❛ you could come in … i’m gonna take a shower . ❜
❛ they should be scared of me . ❜
❛ remember who the real enemy is . ❜
❛ this is the worst . ❜
❛ i love watching you work . ❜
❛ please don’t shut me out . ❜
❛ i’m sitting right here , there’s no need to holler . ❜
❛ what do you even do around here , [ name ] ? ❜
❛ [ name ] , anything to say for yourself ? ❜
❛ i’m such an asshole , i don’t know why i brought that up . ❜
❛ what’s in it for you ? ❜
❛ how are you doing ? still having fun ? ❜
❛ so many jokes , i can’t even choose . ❜
❛ THIS is your breaking point ? ❜
❛ this might be a shitshow , but it’s OUR shitshow . ❜
❛ sometimes , it’s good to say goodbye . ❜
❛ we never lied to each other , you’re free to kiss whoever you like . ❜
❛ how do you do that ? turn your feelings on and off like a fucking robot ? ❜
❛ let’s get you somewhere safe . ❜
❛ i feel like i might’ve lost the plot a bit . ❜
❛ all i dream of is not having to run anymore . ❜
❛ i don’t wanna die . ❜
❛ this is what i bring to the team . ❜
❛ i don’t know if i should be frightened or jealous . ❜
❛ you wore suede ? what is it , your first day ? ❜
❛ to add insult to injury , you’re stuck with me . ❜
❛ i don’t like being blackmailed . ❜
❛ i’m tired of running and hiding … and then running again . ❜
❛ we’re buying better bourbon . case closed . ❜
❛ [ name ] was never anything but proud of you . ❜
❛ oh , i like when you’re scary . ❜
❛ are you still mad at me ? ❜
❛ as long as you want me , i will be by your side . ❜
❛ the best sex is make - up sex , right ? ❜
❛ give me a whiskey ! ❜
❛ maybe i am getting soft , huh ? ❜
❛ [ name ] , i have this gut feeling that something is coming , and it’s bad . ❜
❛ i can get you whatever you need except time . ❜
❛ i thought this time would be different . ❜
❛ even fury road has pit stops . ❜
❛ i didn’t know if it was your thing . ❜
❛ baby , that’s everybody’s thing . ❜
❛ you guys need to get some more hands , so that your hands can stay right here on me . ❜
❛ every time i close my eyes , it’s the same nightmare . ❜
❛ are you going to be this much fun all day ? ❜
❛ i was such an idiot . ❜
❛ clock is ticking , [ name ] . ❜
❛ how are you settling in ? ❜
❛ how long are you around ? ❜
❛ what am i , human tinder ? ❜
❛ listen , i love that you’ve got your own thing going on here , but don’t get distracted . ❜
❛ you have my undivided attention . ❜
❛ two shots of tequila is not ‘abstaining’ , it’s called being professional . ❜
❛ nice try , but snitches get stitches . ❜
❛ i was just thinking about you . ❜
❛ some things never change , huh ? ❜
❛ hey , watch your perfectly glossed mouth . ❜
❛ i’m glad you’re putting yourself out there . ❜
❛ why is everyone so obsessed with my fun levels ? ❜
❛ yeah , it’s great . i could just scream ! ❜
❛ not bailing on me , are you ? ❜
❛ do you wanna get out of here ? ❜
❛ you’re drunk and you’re talking too much . ❜
❛ shady and suspicious , therefore gettin’ more delicious . ❜
❛ you’ve come so far . ❜
❛ when you stop dating psychos , THEN you can give me relationship advice . ❜
❛ let him go , it’s not worth it . ❜
❛ if that’s broken , you’ll pay for it . ❜
❛ don’t tell me how to do my job . ❜
❛ oh , you have not seen harassment . ❜
❛ [ name ] , keep your head in the game . ❜
❛ have you noticed any changes in [ name ] lately ? ❜
❛ you know what ? forget it . ❜
❛ i heard everything . ❜
❛ you’ll be broken enough for her in no time . ❜
❛ you look like you had some fun . ❜
❛ you are UNDERESTIMATING the day i’ve had . ❜
❛ are we too late ? are you okay ? ❜
❛ i had him right where i wanted him . ❜
❛ this has to end . please . ❜
❛ brave but stupid , i’ll take it . ❜
❛ okay , yeah , now i’m sure i hit myself in the head . ❜
❛ i hate you , [ name ] . i hate you . ❜
❛ you think i’m stupid ? ❜
❛ why didn’t you tell me any of this before ? ❜
❛ i’m stubborn , i always take the hard way . ❜
❛ i wasn’t expecting company . ❜
❛ okay , we’ve really gotta come up with a secret handshake . ❜
❛ should … should we have a safe word ? ❜
❛ this was not the plan , it’s too dangerous . ❜
❛ stop it . all you do is play games . i don’t like your games . ❜
❛ i’m trying to rescue you , let’s go . ❜
❛ doesn’t anybody have any faith in me ? ❜
❛ how do you know you weren’t followed ? ❜
❛ i think you should get out of here . ❜
❛ i’m not a bad person . ❜
❛ i’m not a bad person , and if you know what’s good for you , you’ll stop treating me like one . ❜
❛ the power of suggestion is a formidable thing . ❜
❛ [ name ] , i know what i saw . ❜
❛ i told you to wait . ❜
❛ bad news , they ran out of pumpkin spice . ❜
❛ i thought tying a cherry stem into a knot with my tongue was a cool party trick . ❜
❛ you’re not ready . you’ll never be ready . ❜
❛ you’ll never be locked up again . ❜
❛ whatever you did , i want to help . ❜
❛ i’m exhausted . ❜
❛ i’m not having any fun . ❜
❛ what are we going to do with you ? ❜
❛ i salted the rim , i’m not a savage . ❜
❛ are you feeling alright ? ❜
❛ you don’t wanna go in there , trust me . ❜
❛ tell me why i shouldn’t kill you right here , right now . ❜
❛ you’re really mean when you drink before noon . and you drink before noon too often . ❜
❛ well frankly , [ name ] , the situation is balls . ❜
❛ horrible deeds have been committed here . ❜
❛ have you done bad things ? ❜
❛ let’s get you straight home to bed . ❜
❛ … i said i was sorry . ❜
❛ i’ll be anything you want me to be . ❜
❛ i might’ve caused some trouble . ❜
❛ you’ve got dark corners that you haven’t explored yet . ❜
❛ i’m not enough to save you , [ name ] . ❜
❛ okay , are we having a moment ? ❜
❛ there’s only one way to make it stop and you know what it is , [ name ] . ❜
❛ history books will have no mention of our names or our deeds . ❜
❛ i know you need space and i really tried to stay away , but i got worried . ❜
❛ i’ve got you now , okay ? i swear i’ve got you . ❜
❛ you’ve made an enemy this friday . ❜
❛ [ name ] would never say something like that . ❜
❛ i’d say ‘make your peace’ , but i hope you never find any . ❜
❛ i would shoot anybody for you . ❜
❛ i knew you’d rescue me . ❜
❛ i have enough friends . ❜
❛ you know , i’m here for you . now and forever . ❜
❛ we’re all on the same team , now , right ? ❜
❛ you can’t just ‘nope’ this away ! ‘nope’ is not a viable plan . ❜
❛ [ name ] , take a day off . ❜
❛ if it sounds like a hippie hemorrhoid cream , i don’t want it in my cup . ❜
❛ you practice those googly eyes in the mirror , or just … natural talent ? ❜
❛ how did you get in here ? ❜
❛ stop pushing me . and while you’re at it , stop judging me . ❜
❛ i remember every second i was with you . every touch , every kiss … ❜
❛ did i just pass out ? ❜
❛ i think we’ve been asleep for a long - ass time . ❜
❛ time is running out . ❜
❛ you haven’t been paying attention . ❜
❛ goodie , i love conditions . they really turn my crank . ❜
❛ you’re amazing . ❜
❛ you do not want to cross that line . ❜
❛ everybody keeps talking to me like i’m an idiot . ❜
❛ i know what i want . ❜
❛ you shot me , you bitch ! ❜
❛ i have something to tell you , [ name ] . ❜
❛ you don’t have to be like this , [ name ] . ❜
❛ you know we’re gonna have to talk about this eventually , right ? ❜
❛ room down there for one more ? ❜
❛ i’m not saying it’s gonna be okay . i’m just saying … i’m here . ❜
❛ i am all in . ❜
❛ [ name ] , thank god you’re here . ❜
❛ it’s for your protection . ❜
❛ if you have nothing to hide , what’s the problem ? ❜
❛ sorry , i don’t have time to play nice anymore . ❜
❛ usually she’s a fun bitch , not a bitch bitch . ❜
❛ wake up . [ name ] , wake up . ❜
❛ evil sniffs out evil . ❜
❛ you’re very nice , thank you for that . ❜
❛ i wonder how many generations have surveyed this land . ❜
❛ i think it’s starting to settle in . ❜
❛ don’t shoot , i’m just the messenger . ❜
❛ it was a long time ago . ❜
❛ you are kicking ass at not helping right now , you know ? ❜
❛ we should talk . ❜
❛ you are such an asshole . ❜
❛ [ name ] , hey . i need a favor . ❜
❛ i told you not to make this weird . ❜
❛ i hate doing everything sober . ❜
❛ pace yourself , there’s SO much more to judge . ❜
❛ you don’t become [ name ] by confronting problems head - on . ❜
❛ just shut your mouth . ❜
❛ okay , yeah , i guess i deserved that . ❜
❛ see ? this is what you get when you’re friends with a nark . ❜
❛ step out of my way . ❜
❛ are we having a good time ? ❜
❛ okay , let me do the talking . ❜
❛ justice delayed is still justice served . ❜
❛ you are so pretty and i like you so much ! ❜
❛ you’re drunk ! and in trouble . ❜
❛ this whole ‘lone wolf’ thing you’ve got going on isn’t gonna cut it . ❜
❛ don’t even think about it . ❜
❛ did you mean any of those things you said ? ❜
❛ you’re lucky nobody saw that . ❜
❛ why don’t you distract me ? ❜
❛ this is only gonna get worse if you don’t decide to help me . ❜
❛ you really don’t care about any of this , do you ? ❜
❛ i’ll be gone long before then . ❜
❛ so this is where it all began … ❜
❛ it’s hard not to feel like an outsider , even for me . ❜
❛ i remember what it feels like to be new . ❜
❛ hey , don’t do anything stupid , okay ? ❜
❛ shut the hell up . ❜
❛ at this point , i’m no longer afraid of the consequences . ❜
❛ how did you come by it ? the wound ? ❜
❛ you’re lying . ❜
❛ you have to do something for me . ❜
❛ why wouldn’t you tell me ? ❜
❛ i don’t need you to make decisions for me . ❜
❛ don’t follow me . ❜
❛ why did you bring me here ? ❜
❛ i deserve to be saved . i do . ❜
❛ try to remember who you were . ❜
❛ trust me , we’ll meet again . ❜
❛ i promise i will never hurt you . ❜
❛ come back to me . ❜
❛ i don’t want to hurt you . ❜
❛ eyes on the prize . ❜
❛ surely you’ll want to hear my offer . ❜
❛ sorry i was a no - show . ❜
❛ aren’t you gonna say goodnight ? ❜
❛ i’m too hangry to have this conversation . ❜
❛ it’s okay , it’s better that i know the truth . ❜
❛ am i the biggest cliche ever ? ❜
❛ i know what you’re going through . ❜
❛ you’re so lovely . ❜
❛ you know what i’d never do ? tell you what to think or feel . ❜
❛ i never drink alone . it’s sad and depressing . ❜
❛ i would do anything to get out of here for just one night . ❜
❛ say something … preferably encouraging . ❜
❛ is this your thing ? cute but annoying ? ❜
❛ i can’t protect you if i’m dead . ❜
❛ i think i need to leave . ❜
❛ you can’t run away from this . ❜
❛ you repeat this convo , you die . ❜
❛ don’t lie to me , [ name ] . ❜
❛ you and me , we’re good people . ❜
❛ hey , listen . i’m gonna get you out of here , okay ? ❜
❛ sometimes i think you really must hate me . ❜
❛ what are you so afraid of ? ❜
❛ i always knew you’d be the death of me , anyway . ❜
❛ there’s nothing you could’ve done . ❜
❛ this can’t be happening . ❜
❛ i just really thought i was doing the right thing . ❜
❛ i lied to you , and i shouldn’t have . ❜
❛ i have never loved anyone the way that i love you . ❜
❛ can we all just act like we’re winning for once ? ❜
❛ i wasn’t expecting you to be cool about it , but the pouting is getting old . ❜
❛ am i the only one who didn’t know ? ❜
❛ i appreciate everything you’ve done . ❜
❛ what are the chances you’ll sit this one out ? ❜
❛ [ name ]’s never gonna forgive me . ❜
❛ you would have done the same thing . ❜
❛ don’t go . ❜
❛ i learned my lesson . ❜
❛ i should have trusted you . ❜
❛ i thought it was your fault . ❜
❛ i plan to exploit you . ❜
❛ just so everyone’s clear , i’m my own damn weapon . ❜
❛ sorry i’m late , i kinda died . ❜
❛ mercy comes in many forms . ❜
❛ i will kill us both before i let you walk in service to the devil . ❜
❛ if i die , they can’t use me . ❜
❛ i am so very tired , [ name ] . ❜
❛ see you on the other side . ❜
❛ i care more about this than anything else in the world . ❜
❛ you are … extraordinary . ❜
❛ i’m with you , [ name ] . ❜
❛ are you okay ? ❜
❛ would you have done any different ? ❜
❛ i would have done everything different . ❜
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rb this and tell me what ur accent is. this has no purpose except the fact i just realized i could have like… mutuals with cockney accents or newfoundland accents or something and thats just wild
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@ivestwins : ❛ what, you’re gonna shoot me? ❜
they want to. god, they want to. their hand trembles, gun gripped tightly, knuckles white. they’d taken it from their father’s room, had no idea exactly what they intended to do with it but soon found themself at will’s doorstep. it seems only natural that they’d end up here, all of their strongest emotions focused on will. anger is easier than grief, but it seems that slumber doesn’t get a choice in that — eyes are wet with tears, they’ve clearly been crying for a long time. the gun isn’t even aimed at will, it doesn’t need to be. they both know that they wont shoot him, they couldn’t. even if they pulled the trigger, the bullet would never reach will, would never pierce his flesh. if jane gets mad enough there’s a chance that the bullet would only end up in themself. maybe that’s what they want. ❝i should.❞ their voice trembles, their tears audible in their words. they know that if they do anything even remotely wrong that will could kill them in a heartbeat. this trip is just as much self destruction as it is revenge, they’re entirely aware of what will can do to them. so they raise the gun, aim it right at him, as if knowing exactly how this will end. they look at will as if it’s a challenge, because it is. they want him to do something, to hurt them, to disarm them, whatever he sees fit. their rage at will is just as much rage at themself, they truly believe themself to be just as at fault as will is. if they hadn’t gone to that dinner, if they’d just left with their father, if they hadn’t made him mad… maybe he’d still be alive today. most people are very aware that it’s a good thing that he’s gone, but slumber thinks otherwise. ❝you gonna stop me?❞
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