Oh that two year gap on my resume was when I was the architect of my own hell

i believe you can always get back to yourself. you can always soften into being again. no matter how long you might be stuck in a pattern of unhappiness, of being jaded, of feeling guarded from the world in some way. there is always a path back. give yourself a chance to find it.

the smallest artist i listen to? probably the bird outside my window

you'll just be minding ur business and then suddenly the air smells like an august evening in 2005

Cat Power by Mark Borthwick for Vanessa Bruno FW03-04

I rescheduled book club, replied to and sent out emails, cleared my schedule for tomorrow and all I'm going to do now is listen to the secret history audiobook and drink water and sleep. maybe i'll be inspired to write another entry in the convalescence diaries since i'm sick again

"i wish i could exfoliate my brain" you can. by reading things that challenge you.

perfect days (2023) dir. wim wenders