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hexja · 26 days

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WILL BE ANSWERING THOSE ASKS WHEN I GET HOME.

#HOLIDAAAAAAY.#workposting.

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hexja · 26 days

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AH HEH HEM.

i might need to be here in some capacity asap because tomorrow is tharja's canon birthday. WILL you get her a gift. you better.

#i'm still at work but HEH HEMMMM SPECIAL GIRL BORN.#GIVE PRESENTS.#tbd.

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hexja · 27 days

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i might need to be here in some capacity asap because tomorrow is tharja's canon birthday. WILL you get her a gift. you better.

#I'M BUSY ON IRIS BUT OUUUUGHHHEEE.#tbd.

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hexja · 29 days

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i've been goofing about on my oc ( @facsimila ) but i do miss thar sooo i will Try to find some balance this weekend. :]

#tbd.

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hexja · 1 month

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okay i'm here to elaborate on this now. a lot of her juggling from i don't deserve you to you don't deserve me is deeply rooted in how she feels she has to act and how she feels others should act around her. being a fundamentally lonely person who is, yes, comfortable in the shadows. — she still has the regular human urge to be understood and respected on the same capacity as any normal person. she is just a person, after all. the strict rules she enforces on herself regarding being a cold, calculated, mysterious individual directly oppose warmth and welcoming, which makes it increasingly difficult to form an actual bond or find someone who wants to stick around to try and knock a barrier or two down. and it isn't all just fake because she is quick to assume the worst in people, assume they're just as capable of being self - motivated as she is, immediately get annoyed with them, etc. ; but the warmth and dare i say kindness she does have in her heart really really gets to shine when she's challenged and / or presumptions are made about her that she strongly disagrees with. she was not raised in conditions and situations where people are hellbent on chaining themself to your side and bothering to notice how much good you try your best to do, and being an inherently sort of nasty soul sometimes it's easy to wonder why anyone would bother at all if they didn't have cruel intentions. xoxo gossip girl.

need to sleep for work but i feel in my heart thar has " i don't deserve you " complexes primarily pertaining to like. less her regular insecurities and more the rules she imposes on herself as a dark mage. will elaborate more tmmw ...

#🔮. headcanons.

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hexja · 1 month

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𝐏𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 ( 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟖 ); 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 1998 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘮. 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘴 𝘦𝘵𝘤. 𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥. 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘥𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦.

when you hear the sound of the deathwatch beetle the person you love is doomed to die.

In this house we have chocolate cake for breakfast.

But with the sweets comes the sour.

Spare me.

____ died of a broken heart.

let's go inside and do some spells.

get the book.

i can't think about anything else. i don't sleep.

perhaps, you might find one better suited.

i don't want anyone else.

i want them to want me so much they can't stand it.

be careful what you wish for.

i hope i never fall in love.

i can't wait to fall in love.

i thought you never wanted to fall in love.

that's the point. the person I dreamed of doesn't exist. and if they doesn't exist, i'll never die of a broken heart.

do you love them enough to marry them?

oh, come on, what's enough?

i feel like I'll never see you again.

of course you will. You can see me again.

we'll grow old together. It'll be you and me living in a big house.

i bet we die on the same day.

you swear?

I need your pocketknife

my blood. your blood. our blood.

i guess the roto-rooter man's history.

hello, darling, how are you?

god, i miss them.

all I want is a normal life.

when are you going to understand that "normal" is not necessarily a virtue? it rather denotes a lack of courage.

well, it's what I want.

i hear you. don't.

look out behind you! on your right!

it was the curse, wasn't it? they died because i loved them so much!

well, I did. and i want them back.

you brought them into my life. you bring them back! i have never asked you for anything ! i never asked for spells, but do this! you can bring them back.

no, dear. you don't do that!

you can do this. i know you can. i remember.

even if i did bring them back, it wouldn't be them. it'd be something else. something dark and unnatural.

i don’t care what they come back as. as long as they come back.

i was just thinking about you.

you're always thinking about me.

i was really, really happy.

they have this whole dracula-cowboy thing about them.

i hope you get chickenpox.

whats wrong with you? we do not cast and we do not toy with people's lives. do you understand? this is not a game.

sometimes i feel there's a hole inside me an emptiness that, at times seems to burn.

i think if you lifted my heart to your ear, probably you could hear the ocean.

i just want someone to love me. i want to be seen.

maybe I've had my happiness.

nudity is entirely optional, as you well remember!

blood on the moon!

where's my tiger's eye? it brings me luck. i left it. i got to get my tiger's eye!

the belladonna is in my bag.

louis l’amor by the way is not a foreigner! he’s from north dakota , you asshole!

give me the bottle before i plow you into a truck just to get you to shut up!

i wasn't using a measuring cup! he tried to kill you!

i just had no one else to turn to.

we have to go to the police. It was self-defense.

the old slowly-poison-him-to-death self-defense?

its not like he's going to stay fresh. it’s now or never.

oh please. since when is being a slut a crime in this family?

you self-centered shrew!

it was a very personal letter.

i’m not going to beat around the bush.

i have a question or two.

belladonna. It's a sedative. people put it in their tea to relax, calm their nerves.

some people also use it as a poison.

you should come here on Halloween. you’d really see something. we all jump off the roof and fly.

do you have any idea how strange this all sounds to me?

magic isn't just spells and potions.

wish you could believe in me.

i assume you don't want pancakes.

we just stick to our stories. no body, no crime.

that's all you can think about, isn't it? you.

it’s all about you.

i don't want to fight.

don't walk away from me. i’m sick and tired of cleaning up your messes.

yeah, you’re right. you’re always right. i’m just a mess. just one big mess!

at least i’ve lived my life and you hate me for it because it scares the hell out of you.

all my life, I've wished I had half your talent.

i want you out of here. i want you done.

i’ll tell you how i did it, where i buried him, what i did it with. i’ll tell you how

hold on just a goodamn second, all right?

i took on oath to uphold the law. i came here to bring in the bad guy because generally that's what i do.

the reason you're here and you don't know why is because i sent for you.

you’re saying what I'm feeling is just one of your spells?

yeah. its not real and if you stay, i wouldn't know if it was because of the spell and you wouldn't know if it was because i didn't want to go to prison.

you know, all relationships have problems.

why don't you do what you do and what I do. and we'll see where we end up. okay?

curses only have power when you believe in them and i don't.

you know what? i wished for you too.

you can't practice witchcraft while you look down your nose at it.

we need a full coven.

here is the thing. i’m a witch!

stay with me.

we're supposed to die together, remember? the same time. you promised me that and this is not that day.

i got a worm with your name on it. you thirsty?

can love travel back in time and heal a broken heart?

there are some things i know for certain. always throw spilled salt over your left shoulder. keep rosemary by your garden gate. plant lavender for luck and fall in love whenever you can.

#🔮. engravings of the soul. ( memes. )

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hexja · 1 month

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dialogue starters from the magician's daughter by h.g parry, [2/?].

❝ is that what you told him? ❞ ❝ i was going to ask if you were in love with her. ❞ ❝ we were nearly killed because of her. ❞ ❝ but it's dangerous. ❞ ❝ do you really think i only care about me? ❞ ❝ what happened to them? ❞ ❝ well. that was close. are you all right? ❞ ❝ what were they? ❞ ❝ what were you doing out here, anyway? ❞ ❝ i had no idea where to find you! ❞ ❝ what is it? ❞ ❝ is it dangerous? ❞ ❝ how do you know that mage won't capture you instead? ❞ ❝ but you want me to risk it. ❞ ❝ but it's true, you're not a mage. why should you care about magic? ❞ ❝ do you promise? ❞ ❝ i promise. ❞ ❝ i was thinking. ❞ ❝ but then you'll be in danger. again. still. ❞ ❝ i'll do it. i'll go. ❞ ❝ let's have a go and see what happens. ❞ ❝ i can't help it. ❞ ❝ how are you going to capture the mage they send for me? ❞ ❝ don't waste magic you don't have. ❞ ❝ makes no difference. ❞ ❝ how do i get out? ❞ ❝ time to go. ❞ ❝ you're not seasick, are you? ❞ ❝ can we look around? ❞ ❝ i can't help it. ❞ ❝ well? do you like it? ❞

#🔮. engravings of the soul. ( memes. )

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hexja · 1 month

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doing very very messy stress doodles ( i feel Very Bleh ) of little things to cheer up. my beloved riss doesn't have an rp blog but thar inadvertently became her Cleo of Monster High fame's mom figure. so. i love rp.

#remember how on 'goona's blog i said i firmly believe every mh chara could be adopted by any muse if you look deep #enough. yeah ok so we found my mage's.#🔮. lula doodles.#🔮. lula clogs the dashboard. ( ooc. )

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hexja · 1 month

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the hottest woman on naga's green earth a compilation.

#🔮. queued post.#🔮. lula clogs the dashboard. ( ooc. )#this is crazy i'm crying.

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hexja · 1 month

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arms folded, clutching dark tome tight to her chest. ; it always grated tharja's nerves to be observed, analyzed as carefully as she analyzed those who fascinate and mean something to her. after all, being as adverse to ' normal ' socialization as she was, it was much simpler to show affection from afar. — memorizing patterns and quirks. although her mimicry skills tended to ... lack.

" — i don't appreciate the insinuation i wasn't out there giving it my best. i don't have to be efficient in hand to hand, or swordplay. i'm quite comfortable casting curses from a distance ... and you know nothing of which you speak. "

' could you at least pretend you're taking this fight seriously instead of mooning over the tactician? i could tear you in half because you weren't paying attention. ' a growl left the taguel's lips, not even glancing towards the direction of the tactician's tent. training and brawling was something she took very seriously and the mage was so small that surely she could learn something from this too. if she could ever pay attention.

@hexja / fantasy starter call.

#' THE MAGE WAS SO SMALL ' HELP.#i love panne sosososo bad. yay. :)#🔮. woodcries. + threads.#🔮. consider me your new ally ... for now. ( v. 001. )#woodcries

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hexja · 1 month

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this app is good actually. do not ask me about the microtransactions that got me this far.

THEY CLUMPED TOGETHER LIKE A SINGLE CELL ORGANISM.

#and i still need one more. *biting sheet metal*#🔮. lula clogs the dashboard. ( ooc. )

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hexja · 1 month

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absolute fave chunks. this is loving tharja in a nutshell you just need to stand your ground.

shoutout to libra for being my favourite ( canonly optional ) s support for her.

#workposting.#🔮. lula clogs the dashboard. ( ooc. )#🔮. headcanons.

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hexja · 1 month

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*. @magnifiico i follow through on my threats to poorly redraw ms paint memes, sammy.

#ONE OF MY WIFEYS RISS AND I JOKED ABT THIS FOR DAYS SO IT WAS A MATTER OF TIME.#the fact this'll likely be my main post ftd because i work til 8pm.#man i. man.#i keep promises. ♡#🔮. the witch from wishabitch woods. ( crack. )#magnifiico

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hexja · 1 month

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❛ 𝐀 𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐉𝐔𝐌𝐏𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄. 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈'𝐌 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐁𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍. ❜

independent and selective 𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 ft. canon & original characters from 𝚟𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚜, 𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚎, 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚜, & 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎. written by ash. ©

#🔮. robin ? ... oh. ( promo. )#ASH ! ASH ! ASH !!!

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hexja · 1 month

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how amusing that tharja would share that very same sentiment about him. ; she'd much rather be known as some stuck - up, closed off witch who gives sorcerers a bad name than one who seems to relish in the attention and swarms of adoring villagers for his oh so good deeds. to wear the profession like a crown, both literally and figuratively, never sat quite right with her. judgements were to be made, and being of a judgmental nature at a fault, it was almost natural to stick her nose up high at the king.

at face value, the mage knew less than little of where magnifico had actually came from or the person he was at his core. whispers carry through the cold breeze and reach assumptious ears. to her, a royal of presumably blue blood had dipped his toes in matters far beyond his control and had made a flourishing name for himself out of it. it made her scowl.

maybe, with a story to the name, she could come to some sort of understanding. sympathy, even. for a childhood so cruel, for the heavy - lifting and emotional tolls that magic brings. ; tharja had been born into this, after all. her mind had been plagued by darkness ever since she was old enough to comprehend it. a weight seeped in normality, discomfort so comforting.

— what could some royal possibly know about that ?

he wasn't budging, feet seemingly planted firm to the wooden boards. so much for taking things outside. she certainly wasn't going to allow petty attitudes to potentially destroy the implements lining her shelves.

an exasperated huff befalls her lips, opting to lean against the countertop and cross her arms. so much for slinging fireballs. " i heard everything i needed to hear. whatever ... devotion spell you have cast over your subjects to make them kiss the ground you walk on that much ? i want no part of it. the last thing i need is a monarch with too much time on his hands telling me he understands the arts as well as i do. "

The truth of the matter is that this particular . . . breed of magic user is not actually one with which King Magnifico is unfamiliar. He muses to himself that it’s attitudes like hers that give sorcerers and the like a bad name: that condescension and air of knowing and being better simply because she can wiggle her fingers to cast a spell or two, throw a few ingredients together to create a potion that could perform wonders beyond any regular person’s dreams . . .

And, yes, sounds familiar: Magnifico is not quite that lacking in self-awareness, but the stark difference . . . ?

He does know better.

And he hasn’t spent countless years poring over book after book, laboring over spell after spell, perfecting everything about himself to ensure the perfection of Rosas to be told off by some feral spellcaster believing she had even a finger on the pulse of his work, his skills—

Him as King. (And a ruler who worked to achieve said position rather than being born into it, at that.)

They’ve both touched a nerve or two here. Perhaps more. Though the sharp-tongued magician holds her ground and faces him as if he’s little more than some stray cat scratching at her door, Magnifico still notes how her jaw sets, her lips curl into a sneer expressive enough to prove something in this matters. He hums listlessly at her suggestion, and a shrug rolls out a prior cut of grace and poise in his shoulders. No need for manners, anymore.

“Now, now. Lets not get worked up,” he drawls, barely resisting an overly obvious roll of his eyes while his attention drifts to his surroundings. “It’s actually . . . rather curious. It would seem we each have stories circulating about us, and while it’s been made rather obvious what I’ve heard about you”—Magnifico arches a brow at her—“I wonder what it is you’ve heard about me that makes you so . . . skeptical about my abilities.”

#YOU'RE SO SWEET I LOVE YOU AND WRITING W/ YOU 5EVER.#i like to call this thread The Medieval Game of Telephone.#she heard like 5 rumours ( positive mind you ) and immediately was like :/.#cynical worldview queen.#🔮. magnifiico. + threads.#🔮. the footsteps of a rag doll dance. ( v. 003. )#magnifiico

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hexja · 1 month

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tfw your tactician calls for frequent daily meetings just to say how much they appreciate you

#ME ME ME ME.#🔮. the shepherds' flock. ( general. )#🔮. harbinger of pestilence &. doom. ( vanity. )

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hexja · 1 month

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❛ this is great ― i mean , i really love this. excitement , adventure , danger lurking around every corner. ❜

🔮 . ‧͙⁺˚*･༓ ☾. THE LITTLE MERMAID STARTERS. ( accepting. )

" — oh. if you think it's bad now, dear elizabeth, i'd hate to see how you handle the risen mages. " a devlish smirk stretches tharja's lips, fingers waggling tauntingly. perhaps the gesture mocks her own profession, but exceptions can be made in the name of good ... fun ?

" ... the mindless marionettes they can make of you if you don't know how to properly counter them ... the brutal ways in which they twist and contort every limb in your body to do their bidding. any master of dark magic be it dead or alive could easily have your head ... but i wouldn't worry. not too much. it's just all the more reason to stick close to me, isn't it ? "

#this is how she says you're her friend now.#🔮. answered.#🔮. consider me your new ally ... for now. ( v. 001. )#buglesbetty

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