PSA: this blog is now ARCHIVED. if you are interested, you can find me now at @heroicis !
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PSA: this blog is now ARCHIVED. if you are interested, you can find me now at @heroicis !
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PSA: this blog is now ARCHIVED. if you are interested, you can find me now at @heroicis !
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hi!! i’ve finally made the new blog, and the url is @heroicis!
ugly mobile post to say i’ve been inactive because i’m in the process of creating a new blog!! the amount of followers i have on here is making me anxious af so when i launch that blog i will let you guys know <333 love u!!
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diabolicis ,
𝙸𝙽𝚃. : 𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙼𝙴 𝙵𝚁𝙸𝙴𝙽𝙳 𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙺𝙴𝙴𝙿 𝙼𝙴 𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝚁, 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸'𝙻𝙻 𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃𝚈'𝚂 𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁 – 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 𝚂𝙻𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄
CLOSE UP : fingers lightly tap on the side of her phone , caroline allows herself to find comfort in the quiet ❛ click ❜ of metal hitting metal , her ring tapping against her phone . WIDE SHOT : caroline throws the phone on her bed &. she’s pacing now , movements frantic as she goes through her closet to look for a change of clothes , searches for a way to scrub tonight from her memory ( … to remove the thought of tyler with someone else … ) . the quiet ❛ ding ❜ from her phone causes her to jump , rush over to the bed as eyes carefully study a bright screen . if only her best friends could see her now – pining over a guy she was never supposed to be with , crying over a boy who moved on . mortal enemies turned to lovers ! a story of true love passed !
( SMS → TYLER LOCKWOOD ) : wherever , doesn’t really matter .
( SMS → TYLER LOCKWOOD ) : we can meet halfway between our dorms ?
eyebrows furrow and deep brown eyes squint at his phone , hand reaching to scratch at the back of his neck quizzically. his curiosity is piqued by her sudden invitation , teeth chewing down at his lower lip. late night booty call ? the probability to low with caroline’s amount of pride. HIS OWN PRIDE is to blame too , not able to swallow it enough to reach out himself.
( SMS → CAROLINE FORBES ) : be at the park bench at ten.
before grabbing his coat , he remembers about the lipstick that tainted his face. he takes a paper towel , letting it run under the sink water and scrubbing it until his skin was red. phone gets shoved in the pocket of his dark grey jacket as he walks out the door , lanyard of his keys wrapped around his fingers and swinging against his thigh with every step. he got there two minutes early , his feet moving faster against the ground than he anticipated.
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ugly mobile post to say i’ve been inactive because i’m in the process of creating a new blog!! the amount of followers i have on here is making me anxious af so when i launch that blog i will let you guys know <333 love u!!
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ugly mobile post to say i’ve been inactive because i’m in the process of creating a new blog!! the amount of followers i have on here is making me anxious af so when i launch that blog i will let you guys know <333 love u!!
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diabolicis ,
𝙸𝙽𝚃. : 𝚀𝚄𝙸𝙴𝚃 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝙸'𝙼 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙷𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸'𝙼 𝙾𝙽 𝙼𝚈 𝙾𝚆𝙽 – 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝚂𝚃𝙾𝙿𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶
the distant scent of alcohol lingers on her clothing , the result of one too many drinks for one stupid clutz of a girl . caroline wasn’t even sure why she bothered going to the party in the first place , what made her feel like she needed to go out ( … when all she wanted to do was stay in … ) . CUT TO : tyler , swaying to the music , hands wrapped around another girl’s hips . there’s a smile on his face , lust in his eyes as he focuses on someone that wasn’t 𝖍𝖊𝖗 . caroline wasn’t sure why it bothered her so much , why the memory causes tears to bud in her eyes , mascara to streak down her face . they were just friends , weren’t they ? CUT TO : caroline stands in her bedroom now , emptiness lingering in her heart as she peels off her stained shirt , tosses her belongings onto the chair next to her bed . why did it hurt so much ?
( SMS → TYLER LOCKWOOD ) : i’m sorry , i know it’s late .
( SMS → TYLER LOCKWOOD ) : i just had a bit of a rought night . you free to meet up ?
@heroicis· / random (not so random) forwood starter
his vision is starting to become clearer , the alcohol fading from his system much quicker than it should ( perks of being a freak of nature ... ). he closes the bathroom door behind him , throwing his phone lazily on the bathroom counter and letting his eyes meet his reflection in the mirror. half - unbuttoned shirt , cherry red lipstick smeared on tanned skin. hand reaches up lazily , attempting to clean his face , clear his soul from sin. his phone vibrates , lighting up in his peripheral vision. he picks it up , seeing a name that rarely lights up his phone as of recent. after a MOMENT OF CONTEMPLATION , attempting to ignore the evidence of another woman plastered on his profile , he types back.
( SMS → CAROLINE FORBES ) : hey.
another pause. scrubbing at his jawline. tap , tap , tap.
( SMS → CAROLINE FORBES ) : yeah. where ?
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stoicis ,
the song continues on , patronizing her , reminding her of a life that she would much rather forget . ❛ i see your shadow hanging over me , and your face , i can see … ❜ the song continues on , and anita’s temper grows . she waits not - so - patiently for the change , letting out a quiet huff as she pushes blonde strands out of her eyes . there was certainly one benefit to the scar of jennifer’s bite ( 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 ) – her powers . her ability to influence men was relatively recent , &. anita had yet to fully control it , but that certainly didn’t stop her from trying . ❝ isn’t that band meant for like … underage girls ? i heard that was who their singer went after , anyways . ❞ the song continues , burning its way through anita’s mind , forcing her thoughts to go back to her life BEFORE( 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚓𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍 , 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚎 ) . ❛ through the trees , i will find you ; i will heal the ruins left inside you . ❜ anita can practically hear jennifer’s voice now , teasing her , calling her ‘ needy ’ – a name she had abandoned long ago . &. now she was no better than jennifer had been . ❝ sorry , i’m having kind of a shitty night , and low shoulder … they trigger the worst inside of me . ❞
he had found one of their songs on youtube , he wasn’t one to do much research into bands ( with an exception of panic! at the disco , brendan urie was his bisexual awakening ). he never saw anything about molestation charges , or even solicitation of a minor , but he also chooses to remain blissfully unaware of the things he likes. he sees enough BLOODSHED AND GORE at work , sometimes up to sixteen hours a day. he doesn’t need other things to be tainted , his view on the world is already negatively skewed. ❝ are you saying i have the taste of a teenage girl ? ❞ stiles isn’t sure why he’s still partaking in this conversation. besides her being attractive ( he didn’t fail to notice ) , this is his time to relax , not get in a debate about his music tastes. ❝ it’s fine , ❞ he breathes , pursing his lips together and offering a lazy shrug. ❝ i’m not going to force you to delve in your deep , psychological trauma. ❞
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stoicis ,
❛ i don’t know how we ended up here , i don’t know but it’s never been so clear . ❜ the lyrics interrupt her inner thoughts , cause anita to finish her shot before standing up . ❝ i said you need to turn that shit off . those guys are ASSHOLES – sorry , were . y’know , ‘cuz they’re dead now . ❞ and she was the number one suspect on the most wanted list : a prison escapee with a vendetta . totally not great for her 𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖊 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖈𝖗𝖎𝖕𝖙𝖘 . then again , college seemed less &. less important these days … ❝ here , i’ll even pay for your next shitty song . anything but this . ❞ it takes her a moment to find the change in her tiny purse , fingers stumbling over the bag’s contents as the bit of alcohol begins to cloud her judgment . fingers grab hold on the cool metal , &. she flicks it toward the man , smiling as she hears it clatter against wood . ❛ we made a mistake , dear . and i see the broken glass in front of me . ❜
way to not let the wound scab , even if they had died months prior to the conversation. let a man heal in peace. their murder had a prime suspect , a woman whose name was plastered all over the most wanted lists. she was never caught. he doesn’t pay much attention besides the random and spread out google searches , stiles has plenty of his own cases to deal with. he never had the opportunity to meet the band in person or see them in concert , but their songs playing through the speakers of his car were enough for him. ❝ jeez ... ❞ he mutters under his breath at the not-so-subtle hostility. previously , this was his favorite bar due to the fact that he could unwind in an empty building ( most days ... ). but now , the lack of people is coming to BITE HIM in the ass. he shifts uncomfortably in his seat , deciding to abandon the conversation and get back to finding his inner peace ... or something. ❝ whatever you want , since my taste is so appalling, apparently. you know , i’ve received a lot of insults in my life , but my music preference was never one of them. �� way to kill a guy’s ego. ❞
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stoicis ,
it had been a couple months since the death of low shoulder , since anita was finally able to gain revenge on the assholes that had taken everything from her . the jukebox changes quickly , familiar lyrics play through the shitty speakers , and anita flinches . ❛ all alone in an empty room , nothing left but the memories of when i had my best friend . ❜ maybe it’s the shrill sound of nikolai’s voice , maybe it’s the shitty day that she’s been having , but it doesn’t take her very long to turn at the only other patron in the dump . ❝ will you shut that shit off ? that song sucks ass anyways . ❞
his one drink of the night , the one indulgence he allows himself after another day of being a complete and utter badass ( with an alcoholic father , you could never be too careful ... ). truthfully , his day was spent sitting behind a desk and filing paperwork for the big guys , but he’s still on his ass from it. his head snaps at the harsh judgement of his choice of music , eyebrows furrowing defensively. ❝ excuse me ? ❞ a scoff leaves his lips , a disapproving shake of his head as he sips his limited whiskey graciously. ❝ let a guy enjoy his favorite song in peace. i paid , like , twenty five cents for this song. ❞
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new matching icons for me &. the bae ( @heroicis ) <3
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and you’re fooling yourself if you think you’re gonna figure out what she’s up to before she wants you to know.
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news flash: youre all racist
do you mean only trump supporters need to unfollow you or conservatives/republicans in general? i promise we're not all racists.
how can you fully support a community/party that repeatedly demeans the bipoc and lgbtq+ community, and still be able to say that you’re not racist lol
honestly... if this is you... just block me, don’t even unfollow
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❝ 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐁 . ❞
❝ what a 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖕𝖎𝖉 𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖇 . ❞
❝ what a sick , 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈 𝖑𝖎𝖔𝖓 . ❞
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stoicis ,
her hands shake as she watches him , as bella tries to figure out what to say to the only man she had loved ( 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 ) . bella thought that she was stronger than this , better than the other boy - crazy girls she used to spend such a long time making fun of . despite all of jake’s attempts , she had never been able to forget edward – forget the way that he had hurt her , abandoned her as if she were 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 . she feels lost again , unable to know what to do or what to say . ❛ he never wanted you , bells . nobody can ever want you . ❜ renée’s voice appears for the first time in months , no longer washed out by the imaginary voice of the man that stands before her now . ❝ i know you don’t want me here . ❞ it’s not a question , rather repetition of edward’s own words. ❝ alice booked a flight for me first thing in the morning . i just … i couldn’t let you die because of me . ❞ just maybe this was the closure she wanted , the closure she needed to finally MOVE ON.
he felt like he had died inside , the presumed demise of bella taking any trace of remaining life out of his system. what had he done ? he left forks to protect her , to shield her from living the life that he wishes he could escape. but instead , she had ended her own. there was nothing left for him , already living for nothing but now dying for something. the last hour had been a blur , his mind set on relieving himself from all the pain he had brought upon all on his lonesome. but now , bella was stood in front of him , on the earth he had SO DESPERATELY wanted to escape. ❝ bella ... ❞ how wrong she was. if only she knew how much he needed her there. that it was all he wanted. that he never wanted this to happen , that he just wanted to protect her from his own personal hell. desperate hands search for stability , landing on either side of her face. thumb rubs gently on hollow cheek bones , lips agape in admiration. ❝ shut up. ❞
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i want to add mickey milkovich but no one writes in the shameless fandom >:(
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