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Kaash (blog #3)

Kaash! Tumne samjha hota mere hriday ki Dhadkan ko

Usme tere Siva kisi k naam na tha

Lekin tum bhi kya karte tumhare saamne dhundh hi samai thi

Tumhe laga meri wafai me bhi bewafai thi

Tumhe kya pata meri har saanso me tumhara hi naam tha

Par kya karu mera jeevan hi badnam tha

Dur-dur tak kisi se na koi vaasta na rishta tha

Bas ek hi tera naam mere dil me basta tha

Par tum mujhko smjh hi na payee

Meri bhavnao ko sparsh bhi na kar paye

Kya mai bhi tumse pyar nahi kar sakti?

Dur se sahi tumhara didar nahi kar sakti !!!

Kyo de rahe ho mujhko tum ye saza?

Kyo de rahe ho mere jeeven ko daga?

Pal bhar k liye hi sahi tum mujhko apna kar k to dekho

Mere ghavo par marhum laga kar k dekho

Tere jeevan ko khushiyon se Abaad na kar du

Tere khali pan ko khushiyon se na bhar du

To tum smjh lena ye ek dikhava hi tha

Tere liye Shayad ye ek chalava hi tha

Tum mujhe thokar bhi maar dena raste me pade paththar ki trh

Tab bhi mai tumhari murat bana kar rakhungi ek devta ki trh...!!!

Shoma (18-1-2003)

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Teri yaadein (blog#30)

Ye yaadein badi kharaab hoti hai

Suni aankho ko paani deti hai

Viraan dil ko dhadka deti hai

Maut ko baddttar zindagi deti hai

Ye yaadein........!!!!

Dil se nikle hue ko jgh deti hai

Khauf k kuwen me dhakel deti hai

Sannate me ghunghuruon ki chanak deti hai

Ye yaadein......!!!!!!!

Baar baar ye dil ko rula deti hai

Ghavo ko fir se dard deti hai

Tanhaiyon ko juda karti hai

Ye yaadein.....!!!!!!!

Fir se dil jab usko yaad karta hai

Ek ajeeb sa Dard sa masoom dil me hota hai

Aur is dard ki koi dawa nahi hoti hai

Ye yaadein....!!!!!!

Yaadein jo chupke se tufaan ki tarah aati hai

Aur aakar chupke se chali jaati hai

Par ye jo dil p vaar karti hai

Jism ko tadpta chadd chali jaati hai

Ye yaadein badi kharab hoti hai....!!!!

Shoma(19-10-2012)

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Sachcha dost (blog #29)

Sapno me na socha tha

Milega mujhko aisa yaar

Sath rahega jiska har pal

Wo hoga mera sachcha pyaar

Jiska chehra dekh kar din guzarta hai

Jiski saanso se jeevan chalta hai

Galtiyon p wo sada maaf karta hai

Apni pyaari baaton se dilo me raj karta hai

Mujhe gumaan hai apne jeevan par

Kismat se hi aisa sath milta hai

Banane se ek naya rishta judta hai

Uske saare sapne pure ho bas yahi dil chahta hai

Us pyare se chehre par kabhi shikan nahi dekhna chahta hai

Bas yahi prarthana hai eesh se

Mere dost ki saare balayen de dena mujhko

Jo tu uske jeevan me dene wala hai

Shoma (26-7-02)

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Zakhm (blog #28)

Kaise chupau apne in aasuon ko

Kisse batau apni un yaadon ko

Kaun hai jo mere zakhm siyenga

Kaun hai jo mera sahara banega

Ujad gyi hu tanha ho gyi hu

Kiske liye ab ye tann sawrenga

Uske jaane se na jaane kitne bandhan toot gye

Ab wo bhi na jaane kab mujhe yaad karega

Akeli si ho gyi hai ye zindagi kuch is tarah

Ki chirago ke beech ek chiraag bujha hi rahega

Tujhse milne ki khwashish ab mere dil me hai is tarah

Ki tere begane hone par bhi ye dil kisi aur ka na hoga

Shoma (6-9-02)

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Intzaar (blog#27)

Kyon karta hai dil intzaar..

Kisi ke aane ka.. kisi ko paane ka...

Usko paas bulakar Lamhe guzarne ka..

Aakhir kyo..!!!

Kyon hota hai ye intzaar???

Kisi ki saason ka .. kisi ki aahat ka..

Kisi ke sapne ka .. kisi apne ka..

Kyon intzaar me kat ta hai jeeven..

Har pal uske pyaar me ghut ta hai jeevan..

Par wo nahi rehta dur dur tak..

Fir bhi usko pyaar karta hai ye mann..

Jab kai saalon baad wo aata hai..

Ye mann khud ko bahut samjhata hai..

Par jab judai ki ghadi aati hai nazdeek..

Fir ek naye intzaar me lag jata hai ye mann

Aur sochta hai na jaane wo kab fir ayega..

Kab kiya hua wada nibhayega

Zindagi fir yu hi intzaar me kat jaati hai

Aur dheere dheere maut bhi kareeb aa jati hai

Shoma(2-9-2002)

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Mulaqaat (blog#26)

Zindagi ke kisi mod par

Jab teri meri mulaqaat ho

Thodi der k liye hi sahi

Hamari zara si baat ho

Un lamho me hum ateet ko yaad karenge

Un deemak lage panno ko fir se saaf karenge

Shayad kai baatein... wo mulakaatein..

Hamara pyaar karna..fir ladna..tum bhool gye honge

Lekin tab humne tumhe pyaar kiya tha...

Chaka tha.. ye aage bhi hum na Bholenge

Un sadiyon ke anokhe chubhan Bhare ehsaas ko

Aaj b dabaye rakha haj apne dil me us ikraar ko

Lekin is baar aise mile jaise laga

Tum sab bhool gye ho ek pal me

Mana ki aaj hum aur tum saath nahi ha

Par aaj bhi tumhare dil me

Mere liye kch kuch b nahi hai

Yaad karo un baaton ko un yaadon k

Kisi gair k aane par is ehsaas ko

Kya...!!!tumhe kuch b yaad nahi???

Yaani wo sab ek dikhawa tha aur kuch b nahi?

Tabhi achanak mujhko hosh aya..

Itni bheed me fir apne ko akela paya

Maine nazar uthai to wow wapas ja raha tha...

Shayad apni duniya me wo sabko bhula raha tha

Shoma (5-7-2002)

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Baddnaseebi (blog #25)

Kasoor kisi aur ka tha

Daag hamare daaman par laga

Na chahte hue bhi humko

Badnaami ke Siva kuch na mila

Jo kaam na kiya tha kabhi

Na karne ki umeed thi

Kisi aur k kaaran

Us kaam me Hume paya hi gaya

Hum to the kinare

Taaza hawa le rahe the

Ek tufaan ne aa kar

Barbaad Hume kar hi diya

Kal tak to hum logo ki Nazro me bahut achche the

Magar aaj unhe ne badd se baddatar bana diya

Sab kuch jaan kar bhi hum chup rahe

Apno ne bhi humse daaman chura liya

Sab jaante the hum barbaad nahi the

Jaante hue bhi sabne barbaad kar diya

Mann me hamare kabhi galat khayalaat nahi aae

Logo ne keh keh kar daagdaar bana diya.....

Shoma (24-5-2002)

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Tufaan (blog 24)

Ek tufaan zindagi me aa kar Chala gaya

Saare sapno aur apno ko le kar chala gaya

Jab hosh aya humko to der ho chuki thi

Humko wo veerane me fek k chala gaya

Dur dur tak na koi aadmi na jaanwar dikha

Apne karam par Rota hua chala gaya

Tabhi kisi k siskiyon ki awaaz thi aae

Achanak wo mahaul bhi tanha ho gaya

Kal tak hamari shakhsiyat aur naam bahut tha

Aaj wo sab mitti me dafn ho gaya

Shoma (24-5-2002)

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Tamanna (blog 23)

Paas hote hue sab kuch,

Kuch bhi nahi hai,

Mujhe talaash hai us shakhs ki,

Shayad jo nahi hai,

Taqdeer jo likh kar aae hai,

Wo sahi nahi hai,

Jise chahte the paas ,

Wo door kahi hai,

Jism ab hamara sukh raha hai,

Jaan bhi to hamari apni nahi hai,

Zindagi kis mod par ja rhi hai yaaron,

Ki agle pal ka koi bharosa nahi hai,

Meri mayyat me apna tum sab,

Yahi hai aakhiri khwahish,

Aasu bahane wala koi apna nahi hai

Shoma (24-5-2002)

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Intazaar (blog 22)

Aankho me ashko ko chupaye rakha hai

Dil me dard ko dabaye rakha hai

Teri yaadon me aae dost

Kitni yaadon ko bachaye rakha hai

Zindagi ke kisi mod par pukarna

Tere liye is jaan ko haazir rakha hai

Mana k tere liye kuch bhi nahi hum

Lekin tere liye ek chiraag jala yaha bhi rakha hai

Shoma (11-5-2002)

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Jeevan ki kaahani (blog 21)

Jeevan to hai ek patte jaisa

Kuch hasna kuch Rone jaisa

Iski bhi hai ajab Kaahani

Kabhi khushi to kabhi laata aankho me paani

Dheere dheere samay hai kat ta

Fir samay badalta din me aisa

Din badalte hai saalon me

Is jeevan ke pakhwaarwe me

Log aate hai muskurahat le kar

Fir chale jaate hai ghamo ko dekar

Jeevan fir ek bojh sa lagta hai

Apna sab paraya lagta hai

Ghutan aur andhera sa hota hai

Fir ek din wo ghadi aati hai

Jab Maut uske Kareeb aati hai

Intzaar uska khatm hai hota

Aur chain ki neend wo sota

Ye thi jeeven ki kaahani

Kuch meri kuch teri kaahani

Shoma (11-5-2001)

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Jeevan (blog #20)

Jeeven to hai ek patte jaisa

Kuch hasna kuch rone jaisa

Iski bhi hai ajab kaahani

Kabhi khushi to kabhi laata Aankho me paani

Dheere dheere hai samay hai kat ta

Fir samay badalta din me aisa

Din badalte hai saalon me

Is Javan ke pakhwaren me

Log aate hai muskuraahat lekar

Fir chale jaate hai ghamo ko dekar

Shoma(11-5-2002)

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Kaise batau.. (blog #19

Kaise is dil ko samjhayein hum

Ye raaz kaise ab chupayein hum

Tujhko kabhi chaha tha Maine

Ye baat kaise bhulayein hum

Teri yaadon ke sahare Jee lenge hum

Teri dil se jagah kaise mitayein hum

Tumhara intzaar karenge hum har dum

Lekin ye pal kaise bitayein hum

Khuda se magenge hum ye duwaan

Mera janaza tere ghar se hokar jaye ab..tere ghar se hokar jaye ab..

Shoma(11-5-2002)

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Kyon (blog #18)

Aaj Achanak yaad tumhari aae kyo

Meri aankho me aasuon ki Ladiyan laae kyo

Bhula diya tha Maine tumko

Fir bhi Teri dhadkan mere hriday me samai kyo

Tune zakhm bahut diye the mujhe

Fir bhi tumhari kami hamesha satayi kyo

Ab nahi ho tum paas mere

To baatein Teri mere kaano tak aae kyon

Shayad ab tak to tumne bhula diya hoga mujhe

Fir bhi meri tanhai mujhe tadpayi kyon...

Shoma (9-5-2002)

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Fir Lauta wo mausam (blog 17)

Phir aae wo rut mastaani

Wahi hawa wo mehakti daali

Baadal ke ghanghor saaye aur baarish ki boonde matwaali

Har oor palat kar Maine dekha

Mausam ka jaadu tha ajab anokha

Chidiya chehak rahi thi daal par

Mor thirak rahe the taal par

Mera mann tha laga machalne

Aur aankhe lagi use dhondhane

Par is baar kuch tha aadha adura

Jo pehle tha ab nahi raha mera

Tab socha hriday ne mere

Kya yahi prem hai jise hum na samjhe

Shoma (9-5-2002)

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Blog (16)

Itni door hai hum aapse salaam kare b to kaise

Kaash hote aap paas to aapke chupe dard ko bhi apna lete

Muskuraahat rahe har pal aapke hoto par

Aapke aankho ki nami chura lete

Faasle itne hai, kuch bandhano ke ghere hai

Kuch pal k andhere hai.. fir muskuraahat se bhare roshan savere hai..

Shoma (6-2-08)

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Satna (blog 15)

Raat Maine ek sapna dekha

Kuch paraya kuch apna dekha

Chaaro oor thi badi khush-haali

Mai , wo aur hawa thi matwaali

Uski aankho mein Maine dekha

Ek pyaar tha ajab-anokha

Kuch der wo bhi thehra

Fir dhadka hriday ye mera

Uske aalingan se mai sihar uthi

Aur fir kuh keh na saki

Hum dono khoye the ek duje me

Tabi aankh khuli ek jhatka sa laga

Meri aankh khuli aur sapna toot gaya

Apne ko fir wahi akela paya

Dur dur wahi Ghana andhera paaya

Shoma (8-5-2002)

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